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2020.09.18 07:50 GrapefruitOk4555 I (29) have destroyed my relationship with my boyfriend (34) and want to fix things but am out of ideas. Please help.

- I worked as a prostitute during our first six months together while in a long-distance relationship. I got into it before I met him and had quit my other little gigs that weren't meeting my needs financially, as a broke college student having to pay for rent and living expenses completely on my own and living in a country as an international student where I couldn't even legally work. I was poking around a dating site just wondering who was out there and was blown away by him; it seemed like a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and even though the timing couldn't be worse, I decided to pursue him anyway, and lied to him about how I was making money. (Yes, I am a horrible person. But I was extremely lost/depressed at that time and barely even cared about my own life.) Once I moved in with him, I stopped all of it and got a regular job and we've lived together for five years in which I've been riddled with guilt (to the point of having panic attacks and nightmares). I didn't enjoy any of the prostitution and did not have an emotional connection with any of the men I saw. It was purely unpleasant work. I've put it behind me but one man has been stalking me and began targeting my boyfriend so I finally told him everything, both out of concern for his safety and being tired of keeping the secret (and not wanting to keep it for our whole life). I also wanted him to know before we were married (we aren't engaged). He took it badly and moved out. I understand how screwed up it was to get into a relationship while making a living that way, and I'm ashamed about everything. Originally it was so screwed up I couldn't even imagine ever telling him and had planned to take it with me to my grave, but I see now I should've told him sooner.
- I have had anxiety over the years (hypervigilance/being self-conscious when we go out in public or being very uncomfortable in social situations, OCD cleaning, being bothered by scratches), and after he moved out I started therapy for it and for my experiences as a prostitute. It seems that I have complex/childhood PTSD from severe mental and physical abuse throughout childhood. He is very bothered that he has tried to help me with anxiety issues over the years and didn't know about the prostitution, because he thinks that probably has a lot to do with that, as well as my sexual dysfunction issues. I was also a camgirl for around a couple years, which I did tell him about early on. Camming and sex work I believe contributed to my difficulty in being interested in and enjoying sex as much as I probably could otherwise. I also took antidepressants (I was depressed after moving in with him, I think because I was crippled with guilt about what I did and fear that he would find out and everything would be over, but it got better with time) that made my libido much worse soon after moving in with him, and though I stopped taking them for that reason, it doesn't seem that things have recovered much. In the past I said I'd do things to help my anxiety like meditation and exercise but wouldn't be consistent with it. I lost interest in meditation and didn't want to do it. He wants some assurance that I'll stick with it. For the past 40 or so days I've been very consistent with meditation, therapy, and exercise but apart from showing him that I'm dedicated and consistent now and expressing that I mean to continue this time, I don't know what else there is. (As for the libido issues I don't think there's anything that can be done other than hoping I'd be more interested if our relationship improved.)
- He doesn't trust me, understandably. I have zero interest in other men and have had no problem with monogamy/being committed to him for life since I've moved in with him. I will never return to sex work. I think he understands that I genuinely am not interested in anyone else and hated sex work. I have expressed these things to him and offered to share my passwords and real-time location, as I've done in the past, but this isn't enough.
- He feels he has always been the one trying to help me with my problems and giving much more. It's true; I haven't been as attentive to him as I should have been. I told him I agree and want to focus more on his needs and be there for him when he needs me. I have said we could schedule times together and have times we spend together without distractions (electronics) but that's just one little idea.
- I have always been more focused on aesthetics/material things than him, replacing home items that are stained/ripped and I don't like to stay at dingy motels for example, and with that combined with my past as a prostitute, as well as my job with low pay, he is concerned that I'll be reliant on him for money. I have never expected him to pay for me or anything. I have had issues with living beyond my means in the past but have never had major issues with that. I've always paid my own way and have never asked him to pay for anything for me and would never expect that. To me this shouldn't be a concern apart from my needing to more strictly limit myself. But he also wants me to get a higher paying job to match his salary more closely, and I'm trying my best but worried it won't work out. I don't know what I can tell him except I will keep trying to get a higher-paying job and I'll be more careful to live within my means.
TL;DR: I really screwed up my relationship by 1) breaking his trust by revealing to him that I was involved in sex work early on in our relationship (which began as a long-distance relationship; I was doing it regularly for the first six months, until I moved in with him), 2) not doing enough to address my anxiety issues, 3) not putting enough effort into the relationship and being there for him when he was feeling bad emotionally or physically. He has been waiting for me to give him some assurance on all these issues and to fix things but apart from expressing to him that I love him deeply, have always had the intention of being with him always, and want to be better in my mind and as a partner for him, I'm at a loss for what else to do. If I can't come up with something else within two weeks he'll end things. I have asked him if he has any ideas and said I'd do anything and he said he thought of some things but won't tell me, because he wants me to come up with something on my own. Please help.
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2020.09.15 04:11 anothershitposter2 Real cam life sex

I don’t give a fuck what you do with your life or you body. I’m not your mom,I’m not your dad, and I’m not the law so it’s none of my business. BUT I’m tired of people on this site acting like living solely off of sex work is a good long term career choice.
Let’s say you live completely off of Only Fans for 5-10 years. You’re raking in dough like nobody’s business and you’re having fun doing it. That’s great. But eventually you’ll lose popularity or you’ll tire from the profession and want/need to get a career. Even worse would be getting into an accident and having your body be horribly disfigured from day a house fire. You’re either out of work or your audience is limited. Saying “my job was Only Fans for 5-10 years” does not look good on a job application. Essentially you have a 5-10 year hole in your job experience. You’re in your late 20’s now and you have no real job experience. Now of course many of you are shouting “but sex work is a real job!” yes but you don’t develop marketable skills that employers outside of sex work consider valuable.
Now let’s say you still look fine up until your mid to late 40’s and you’re still stripping, camming, or doing porn and you’ve left milf and entered into gilf then your audience drastically decreases. Unless you’re Lisa Ann famous you’re really fucked because once again you’re lacking experience from non sex work jobs. Now you’re in your lates 40’s looking for entry level jobs. Once you’ve work at these positions for a long enough time to consider moving up and out you’re too close to retirement for many employers to want to hire you.
If you can manage to build a career and do sex work at the same time then more power to you. As long as your employers don’t care about either job then you’ve got it made. But if you think you can make it long term in the sex industry you’re horrible mistaken. All your doing is robbing your future self of work and money. The chances of you becoming famous like Mia Khalifa or Lisa Ann are very slim. But in the end I’m not your mom, I’m not your dad, and I’m not the law so do want you want.
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2020.09.12 02:50 Nervous_Tomatillo_50 Real cam life sex

So my Q-chimp friend told me recently that I'd been 'groomed' to believe certain things through the MSM etc (even though we've grown up in the same environment and all-of-a-sudden his eyes are apparently open).
We were talking about COVID-19 and other things and I said that Q or not, DJT was a climate change denier. My friend said that even back in the 5th century, people were conditioned to believe a certain thing and didn't know any better. What he was saying was that even though we now know the Earth isn't flat, people then thought so, which is exactly what's happened to me apparently. I'd been conditioned to accept whatever the world told me. I said to him that in the 20th century alone, there had been more scientific,medical and technological advancements than in any other time in history. I told him that he was essentially abandoning these ideas to follow an unproven and illogical ideology. For the record, over 97% of the scientific community believe in some kind of climate effect caused by man, mainly after the proliferation of processes spawned by the industrial revolution. Some of the 20th century's most effective breakthroughs were:
1) Electricity (which has spawned much of what we rely on today).
2) Nuclear technology (which, although there's been much attention placed on its weaponisation, is used in medicine, power, water desalination, agriculture and food).
3) Medical advancements: Surgery, sterilisation, vaccines, anti-biotics, therapeutics, diagnoses, X-Ray, patholgy and analysis.
4) Industrial: Automobiles, Air travel, radio, television, agricultural mechanisation, water supply/distribution.
5) Technology: Electronics, modern-day computing, robotics, AI and entertainment.
6) Science: Astronomy, Quantum physics, discovery of the human genome and DNA.
7) Communications, which can fit into almost any of the above.
These are just a few examples, and in order to adopt what my friend is talking about, I'd need to accept that these ideas are only conceptual. Well, I'm happy to accept variations in any of these theories, but not to abandon them completely as if a person in 600 BC would abandon the notion that the Earth is flat.
I think of Ricky Gervais having a fight on Twitter with an evangelical Christian who says to him 'your science won't help you when....blah....blah....blah.' And he responds with, 'well, it's helping you send me this message over the internet isn't it?'
It's just sad to see people who are otherwise intelligent just abandoning proven concepts and common sense just to follow some trope based in fantasy:
1) Legal scholars have weighed in on the 'sealed indictments' thing that Qanons believe is basically the Pandora's Box of impending justice for the evil doers (over 100,000) that will see Obama, the Clintons, Podesta and others 'face the music.' They've shown time and again how the number of sealed indictments has been misinterpreted by laymen and gone about explaining why the Q theory doesn't work. Still, Qanons persist.
2) Pizzagate. Yes, people still refuse to let this one go which basically says a lot about their state-of-mind. If Alex Jones has let it go, well.
3) Offenders being carted off to Guantanamo Bay. There's even conjecture about sending domestic terrorists caught on US soil being sent there. A US citizen radicalised online who then swears allegiance to ISIS can't even be sent there. Obama and Hilary aren't going there.
4) Summary executions of those prosecuted. There are 28 states in the US that have the death penalty. In 2010, the average time spent by a prisoner on death row was 15 years before they were executed. Many of these inmates were given a 'stay of execution', and some had their punishment reduced to imprisonment for life as an alternative. 31% of the US population have been polled as being vehemently against the death penalty. The notion that over 100,000 offenders will be rounded up, charged and summarily executed in quick time, is highly, highly implausible.
5) These offenders, even though mostly civilian, are to be tried at military tribunals. Okay, the US Supreme Court has said that trying civilians in any jurisdiction where the civil courts were functioning was unconstitutional. Some Qanons have speculated that the restrictions put in place as a result of COVID-19 could suggest that the civil courts weren't 'functioning', therefore civilians may face a military tribunal. You could honestly argue this with a Qanon all day long, but in short, it's not happening.
6) There is a high-level White House insider publicly disseminating cryptic intelligence on the internet for followers to decipher in order to assist the movement and be ready to assist others when 'the storm' arrives. Well, I've worked in military intelligence for 25+ years and that's just not how intelligence works. Additionally, much of what 'Q' has said has not come to pass. After this trend of failed prophesies, 'Q' quickly went about becoming more cryptic and broad in his posts, much like Nostradamus. His 'prophesies' were so broad in nature that you could superimpose or apply whatever world event you liked over them and they appeared to fit. Like a 'one size fits all' set of prophesies. I liken this to a psychic walking into a room full of people and saying something like 'I'm sensing the colour red.' Well, the chances are that somebody in the audience is either wearing an article of clothing, owns a car, or has a personal belonging that's red. Or it's their favourite colour. My point is that it's so broad, that it insulates itself from being openly challenged. This is way too convenient for me.
7) Democrats are engaging in child trafficking and other heinous crimes. Again, where do I start? Firstly, there are no complainants to this particular set of crimes. Yes, sex trafficking and child abuse are very real. But there's absolutely no evidence at all to support this claim. Qanons will try and find information that seemingly confirms their biases, but again, like the sealed indictments, they're misinterpreting numbers to suit their own agenda. In 2001, in the US there were apparently around 800,000 children that went missing. Q will have you believe that these are children who've been nefariously kidnapped and trafficked or whatever. They truth is that 99% of those children were safely returned to their homes. Many of these 'missing children' were taken as a result of custody disputes and later returned while others were runaways who were also returned. These numbers are also inclusive of kids who ran away more than once in that year which further inflates the numbers. Qanons try and paint this picture of children being stolen en masse by people in dark coloured vans 'buffalo Bill' style. While this type of thing does happen, the numbers are around 120 per year. Still 120 times more often than it should happen, but nowhere near the 800,000 they'd have you believe. And as for the satanic ritualistic part of it and harvesting blood etc, it's just too absurd for me. You only need to search for 'adrenochrome' on the internet and you'll find nothing. Why? Because it's not a recreational drug (only in fiction and theory). The truth is that it's a chemical naturally occurring in the human body and has the medicinal property of coagulating blood. It's available to buy for this purpose, but it's created and not harvested from the adrenal glands of a human.
8) Communications 'blackouts' preceding, or occurring concurrently with 'the storm'. This one has been alive and well for years, if not decades. The latest iteration of this conspiracy theory is that all normal means of communications (internet, phone) will be neutralised while forces deploy to make mass arrests. Firstly, this suggests that governments world-wide are conspiring to systematically run service providers into the ground to achieve this. People think that there's a lot of uncertainty as it is. Also, if communications are down, how are law enforcement expected to maintain command an control of arguably the largest police operation ever? With COVID, internet usage has exploded with many people forced to stay home (and so they've largely migrated to the internet, either for work or out of boredom). Even if this was being considered, it'd be near impossible to orchestrate. It's like something out of a zombie apocalypse movie (you're totally isolated and only able to receive news via a short-wave radio etc). The same with the mass arrests/protests trope, it's also been around for decades and never come to pass.
I know I'm preaching to the converted here, but my point is that I've done my 'research' and come up being, not enlightened or 'awakened,' but disappointed (in humanity). As I said, people seem all too prepared to abandon common sense in order to embrace this nonsense.
One thing I've learned from this Qanon journey of mine is that a little knowledge is a dangerous thing. Intellect also doesn't make you less susceptible or vulnerable when it comes to conspiracy theories. For example, the Youtube videos that Qanons find so compelling, to me are just some slickly produced videos (some call them documentaries, but I wouldn't go that far because they don't actually document anything) with some sciency language that sounds legitimate. It's definitely a case of the Dunning-Kruger effect. I recently saw a textbook case of this whereby a person clearly misunderstood what they were talking about. I'll let you decide:
'You can try and debunk this article, but you can't, it's been peer reviewed.' Firstly, 'peer reviewed' articles appear in journals (medical, scientific, scholarly) and undergo rigorous and scrutinous examination and review of the accuracy and validity of the content. The process is also undertaken to ensure that the methods undertaken by the author have been carried out appropriately to avoid and biases or compromises in the process, and that all due diligence has been carried out. In the scientific community in particular, this process is so scrutinous because new discoveries are few and far between. Also, the results, if incorrect and published, can have a lasting and sometimes negative effect on the world (in a 1998 paper, Dr Andrew Wakefield claimed to have discovered a link between vaccines and autism [in particular, the Measles, Mumps and Rubella or MMR vaccination]. This paper was later retracted as it was discovered that the process was compromised in several ways. Wakefield also lost credibility when he was later charged with fraud on unrelated matter. But not before anti-vaxers got hold of it as their 'golden nugget' as it was 'peer reviewed'. Since then, other scientists have conducted similar studies and found no link whatsoever, but that one compromise was enough to essentially start an entire movement based on a lie). So, my point on this is that a random Qanon, with no idea about the stringency of the peer review process (scientists and academics are subject to this process their whole careers and understand it well) has taken upon himself to get comfirmation bias from a few of his friends (his peers) and claim that it's been peer reviewed. Scientists who peer review a paper aren't simply agreeing with their friends on something, they're heavily scrutinising the person's claims to the best of their ability and training in order to assess the validity of it. So, let me just say this one time: if you're a garbage collector, a janitor or a taxi driver (no disrespect to any of these professions), then your peer group is other garbage collectors, janitors and taxi drivers. Peer review isn't designed for argumentative abstract things like conspiracy theories, it's scientific. And science demands much higher and complex standards of analysis than other fields. In my own personal experience, just submitting university papers that cite references, I've found that it's a far more in-depth process than just getting a few of your friends to agree with what you've written. And the style of writing is also heavily scrutinised.
The point of this weighty tome I've written here is to arm yourself with some points if confronted with somebody who makes any of the above claims who believes that they're armed with anything more than their faith and beliefs. Scientifically, and from the standpoint of common sense. They've truly got nothing.
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2020.09.10 12:38 PaulChittenden From Plumbers Apprentice to $100 Million - 26 Business Lessons from an Expert Marketer (Conor McGregor)

Conor McGregor went from plumbers apprentice to making $100 Million. This is not all that surprising given he is a sports superstar.
What is surprising is that he did this in MMA, a sport that notoriously doesn't pay this kind of money.
In fact, McGregor's net worth is at least 3X that of his TOP peers in the sport. And if you look at the Top 15 highest-paid fighters in the UFC, three are only there because they fought McGregor.
Conor McGregor is surely a controversial character, but there are surely some business lessons to learn from his rise to fame. After studying his career and countless hours of video, here are 26 lessons I've learned from the man himself.
Lesson 1 - Find a Need in the Market that Needs Fulfilling When Conor moved to a new suburb, he lost his group of friends and had to start over. As the new guy, he got in his share of fights. Without a group of friends to back him up, he needed to learn to fight so he could protect himself. With boxing training, any potential attackers might find themselves getting more than they’ve bargained for and decide to pick on an easier target.
Crumlin Boxing Club fulfilled that need for Conor, and initiated his journey to superstardom.
In business, you need to find a need with your particular audience. Fulfill that need and buyers will come to you.
Let’s take boxing gyms as an example.
In a rough neighborhood, you’ll find “real” boxing gyms. The boxers here come to learn how to truly fight and even compete.
In “upper-class” neighborhoods, you’ll find more cardio based boxing gyms. The goal at these gyms are more for exercise than actual fighting. You won’t see too many sparring sessions at these gyms.
Both models are successful. Understand your market.
Lesson 2 - Find Your Passion. Try new things McGregor and Tom Egan, while opposites, met in high school both enjoyed MMA. They watched UFC broadcasts on weekends together. It was Egan who sparked Conor’s interest in MMA.
Conor started dabbling in both MMA and boxing, and eventually, left boxing for his true love of MMA. With this focus, Conor went on to dominate the MMA scene.
In business, even the best entrepreneurs can get burnt out. If you look at Elon Musk, Richard Branson, or Steve Jobs, they are all extremely passionate about what they do.
They can and do put in the hours to become the best in their niches. When they speak, you hear the passion and feel drawn to their cause.
It’s hard to be tremendously successful if you hate what you do.
Lesson 3 - Find a Mentor to Increase the Likelihood and Decrease the Time to Success Although they were around the same age, Tom Egan made it to the UFC first. Conor saw his pal in the UFC, and knew that he had a chance too. The impossible became possible and no longer just a dream.
In business, you need to find a mentor who is ahead of you. Mentors can help you avoid big mistakes.
More importantly, mentors show you what is possible and can create a complete level change in your game.
Lesson 4 - Surround Yourself with People That Want You to Succeed & Will Support You. Stay Loyal to Them. Dee Devlin has been by Conor’s side since the beginning. She supported him when he was a nobody.
She believed in him.
Dee experienced all of the ups and downs on the path to fame. They grew together.
When you become rich and famous, people try to take advantage of you. It becomes harder to find true friends and romantic partners. Conor avoided this and married the girl who helped him get to where he is now.
Let’s face it, some successful entrepreneurs did not have this support system. They were doubted, laughed at even. This doubt fueled their desire to succeed.
Even so, these entrepreneurs eventually built teams which were so inspired by the entrepreneur’s vision, they eventually do build these supportive relationships.
If you do have this support system, remember who was there supporting you from the beginning. True friendships are an important foundation for happiness as you become more successful.
Lesson 5 - Intense Focus on Your Craft | Decide on What You Want and Put 100% Focus Into It Not only did Dee Devlin give Conor emotional and moral support, she financially supported him as well. She waited tables so that Conor could focus 100% on his training. She helped him buy healthier foods to fuel his body.
Conor was naturally talented. Adding in 100% focus to his training allowed him to accelerate his skills much quicker.
Most people are juggling too many things. Spending hours playing Call of Duty, late nights drinking, dreaming instead of doing, are taking time away from honing your craft.
The best of the best are practicing. They are making sales calls. In the studio.
With 100% focus and persistence, you will eventually make it.
Lesson 6 - The Law of Attraction | Visualizing Yourself to Greatness Conor attributes the use of visualization and the Law of Attraction to manifest his way to becoming a champion.
This all sounds kind of crazy, but the same technique has been cited by Jon Jones and Ronda Rousey, plus dozens of athletes and mega celebrities including, Kobe Bryant, Cristiano Ronaldo, Arnold Schwarzenegger, Lindsey Vonn, Tony Robbins, Beyonce, Katy Perry, Will Smith, Lady Gaga, and Kanye West,.
What is the Law of Attraction?
The Law of Attraction is a belief that a person’s thoughts and focus bring positive or negative experiences into the person’s life.
Conor’s sister Erin, a bodybuilder and fitness model, recommended he read The Secret, a book on the Law of Attraction. He opted for the DVD version.
"Even when I first watched it, I was like, this is bulls--t," McGregor told Bleacher Report in 2015.
But after watching it, something clicked. Conor and Dee started using it to visualize little things, like getting the front parking spots. After seeing it work, he went on to visualize himself as a champion. In fact, his family credits the moment he watched The Secret, as the birth of Conor McGregor, the superstar.
Stop thinking small. Dream big!
Lesson 7 - Fight IQ | Get a Deep Understanding of Your Competition In his first UFC post fight interview, he clearly said that he thought Brimmage was emotional and would overthrow his shots. Conor fully understands there is the game before the game.
McGregor’s fight IQ is off the charts.
All fighters watch films of previous fights. Try to find subtle tells. They begin each fight carefully, trying to figure out distance and timing.
Watching Conor, it almost looks intuitive. It seems that he knows his opponents better than they know themselves.
This is most evident after the Aldo fight. Video is released of McGregor practicing the exact sequence that dispatched the 10-year winning streak of the champion.
After the fight, Conor said he saw a subtle tell before the bell rang. Aldo’s right hand was twitching. He knew Aldo was going to unload a big right hand that would set up his left hand knockout punch. Seriously, watch the video below. Mystic Mac believes in the power of visualization.
Know your competition. You can outsmart them. Be faster. Have better customer service. Be good where they suck.
Lesson 8 - Be an entertainer. Stand for Something. Be Polarizing. People Will Love You or Hate You & That’s Not Bad. Dana White knew Conor McGregor was going to be a star the very first time they met. Why?
Dana said it was his personality. His laugh.
What else is underneath this?
Conor McGregor had a clear focus to become UFC Champion and become rich and famous. He had an outlandish personality. He was witty. He would entertain the masses.
I’ve never met Conor McGregor in person, but from most reports from fans and casuals alike, McGregor is a completely different person outside of the ring.
A nice and pleasant guy.
Is the UFC Conor McGregor just a persona?
Who else had success in the UFC with an outlandish and polarizing personality?

  • Brock Lesnar
  • Chael Sonnen
  • Michael Bisping
  • The Diaz Brothers
The WWE has perfected this character. They call them the heel. Conor McGregor may or may not be the heel, but he definitely is polarizing, and he is very much like a WWE character.
Love him or hate him, every MMA and boxing fan knows Conor McGregor.
Like the greatest before him, McGregor knows that almost any attention is good attention.
Step into the MMA forums or a Facebook discussion, and you will see the Conor McGregor haters out in full force.
But guess what, his haters still buy his PPV fights - to see him lose!
If you want to be a public figure, amplify your message. Take who you are, and multiply that by 3X or 10X.
Sure, you want to be authentic. Don’t be someone you’re not. But take it up a notch.
Be exciting. Be an entertainer.
Lesson 9 - Find Your 1000 True Fans | Cater to Your Base In his first UFC fight, Conor is seen with an Irish flag draped over his shoulders as he walks to the ring. Before he was a worldwide superstar, Conor worked to become the ambassador of Irish MMA.
In fact, as his stardom grew, it seemed half of Ireland would travel to his fights.
The UFC, having dominated the American MMA market, was ready to move into Europe, and Conor McGregor would carry the entirety of Ireland.
Kevin Kelly, editor at Wired magazine, wrote an essay called “1,000 True Fans.” The essay, a must read, states that all it takes to earn a living as creator is 1,000 true fans who will buy your work.
For McGregor, his fanbase started with his countrymen. As his stardom grew, so did his base of fans.
In business, you have to find your core supporters. The people who will buy your product. The people who will share your content. The people that love your product or service so much they have to tell their friends about it.
Find your Ireland and grow from there.
Lesson 10 - Fighting is a Mind Game | Discover Your Opponent’s Weaknesses Conor McGregor is a master of getting inside his opponent’s head. Often, his opponents become emotional and abandon their game plan or overextend their shots.f
Many fighters talk trash. Many fighters try to intimidate their opponents. They may even come close to actually fighting during staredowns. But - they don’t completely destroy 8 weeks of game planning the way Conor does.
Before the fight with Dustin Poirier, McGregor said:
Just as he says, he defeats Poirier by KO in the first round. Mystic Mac is born.
Dustin Poirier is an amazing fighter. As a fellow Louisiana boy, he’s one of my favorites.
I don’t believe that Dustin was beat in the ring. He was beaten before the fight.
McGregor baited him. Made him angry. Dustin Poirer didn’t follow his game plan.
Conor’s remarks that this is just a game really sums it all up. After the Dustin Poirier fight, we see McGregor take his head games up a notch. The best example is the fight with Aldo.
Aldo went 10 years without a defeat. Fighters were afraid of him.
After defeating Dennis Siver, McGregor jumps the Octagon fence and goes straight for Aldo, showing he has no fear of the champion.
The pre-fight insults from McGregor are being hurled at unprecedented speed - expletives, racist comments, attacking the entire Brazilian nation. But when McGregor steals Aldo's belt, there is one moment when you see the look of defeat on the Brazilian's face.
McGregor raises his hands as if he already knows he’s the champion. Aldo, unable to do anything in the moment, mentally breaks. Maybe it was just a seed of doubt, but McGregor was in his head.
As a small brand, sometimes going after the big guys can be tough. Study your competitor. Find out what they do well and where they are lacking.
No one is perfect. Focus on your competitor's weaknesses. Fill those gaps. Be nimble. Slowly take market share by doing what they cannot.
Lesson 11 - Differentiation - Discover What Sets You Apart from the Crowd Conor had big dreams. He was already visualizing himself as a massive star. A rich, popular, double champ at that.
How would the double champ act? What would he look like? How would he speak?
Rumors were going around that McGregor was getting easy fights. Maybe it was true. The UFC was investing in his brand to grow the European market. They didn’t want their golden boy to lose yet.
I cannot confirm this through any research, but I’m sure Conor was aware of the UFC’s plans and his role in them.
Instead of denying the matchmaking, McGregor doubles down and talks about his relationship with Lorenzo (one of the owner’s of the UFC). In fact, they even have a tradition of toasting a shot of whiskey after McGregor’s wins.
McGregor has gone from plumber’s apprentice to UFC star. His Lorenzo comments are positioning him as the employee who is winning and dining with the CEO. Isn’t this the dream of all employees?
Go back to the beginning of Conor’s Instagram. It quickly goes from typical fighter to businessman and luxury everything - clothes, cars, private jets.
He dons his trademark suits.
Conor is no longer just a fighter. He’s the guy from the rough neighborhood that made it.
He’s transcended fighter status. He’s different.
In business, marketing and positioning are the key to market domination.
Your brand, your image, your packaging, your customer service. Are they aligned with your target market?
Lesson 12 - Understand the Machine that Drives Your Industry McGregor worked hard to build his personal brand. He built his profile, entertaining the masses and winning in spectacular fashion.
Winning fights gets better fights. But have you noticed that some fighters keep winning but aren’t given a main event? Maybe they are passed over for a title shot?
McGregor understood the game. He dove into the machine head on, realizing that putting up big numbers gets you bigger opportunities.
More than anything, the UFC organization is a promotion and hype machine. The UFC’s job is to sell fights, build storylines, and develop fighters.
Conor understands this. He has fully leveraged the UFC’s marketing powers to 10X his brand. He layers his own marketing on top of the UFC’s efforts.
McGregor took chances. He talked smack. He manufactured beef / rivalry. He won his fights in spectacular fashion, and he built his social media empire to engage his fans.
The UFC brass see this. They know his popularity is growing, so they put even more dollars behind him to promote him. He coaches on the Ultimate Fighter Season 22 against Urijah Faber (another very popular fighter). He gets more popular. He pulls bigger numbers. It’s a never ending cycle for now.
With fame and celebrity comes opportunities. Big names pull big money. Bigger purses. Bigger sponsorship deals. And other opportunities outside the ring.
What is the machine behind your industry? Determine how the big boys in your industry are winning.
Is it their sales team? Is it paid ads? Is it media coverage?
Deconstruct the winners and find your way in.
Lesson 13 - When Opportunity Presents Itself, Take Your Shot When Aldo was injured, Mendes stepped in on 3 week’s notice to fight for the interim title.
Both McGregor and Mendes saw the opportunity, McGregor, an interim belt and Mendes the belt plus a McGregor payday,
While this happens all the time, it is a risk. McGregor was preparing for a different fighter. Mendes didn’t have a full training camp.
In business, opportunities can present themselves at any time. It is up to you to see them and capitalize on them.
“If somebody offers you an amazing opportunity but you are not sure you can do it, say yes - then learn how to do it later.” - Richard Branson
Lesson 14 - Precision Beats Power, Timing Beats Speed A fighter studies their opponent to understand their movement, any tells, and potential holes in their game. Conor does this exceptionally well.
In my first few sparring sessions, my biggest surprise was how fast the more advanced fighter's were. Not their hand speed. It was how fast their mind worked. They saw my punches coming almost before I threw them. They were able to move out of the way and counter with ease. They saw something I didn't see.
A fighter with a high fight IQ has:
  • Precision
  • Timing
  • Efficiency
  • Defense
So far, Conor's only hole is his ground game. Standing up, he has the upper hand. After the Aldo fight, he said this:
This quote is a great way to think about business.
Precision beats power. Oftentimes, you are competing with the big boys, the entrenched competitors, or the huge multinational corporation. They have power.
A smaller business can compete with precision. You can serve the customer better. You can offer a more personalized service. You can serve in a profitable capacity, that the big boys are ignoring because it is too small for them. Be precise.
Timing beats speed. Being first to market can help you get first crack at market share, maybe even give you time to build a moat. Yet, timing beats speed. Sometimes it is better to let the first mover establish a market before moving in. You’ll save all the cost of developing the market, and you can learn from their mistakes. Time the market.
Lesson 15 - See the Opportunity & Ask for What You Want At this point, Conor McGregor basically gets whatever fight he wants. However, Lesson 15 flips the script. This isn’t about McGregor. It is about Nate Diaz.
After Nate Diaz defeated Michael Johnson at UFC Fox 17, he stepped up to the mic and called out Conor McGregor in an expletive filled rant.
This takes us back to another infamous McGregor press conference with reference to “Red Panty Night.”
Conor McGregor brings in huge paydays, and he says a fight with him is cause for celebration. Fighters will make more fighting him than any other fighter on the roster.
Diaz understood this. He saw the opportunity. And he asked for it.
Diaz’s first fight with Conor McGregor earned him 4X what he made for his previous second highest grossing fight.
The second fight went on to earn him more in one night than he made his entire UFC career.
Then, his rise in popularity has earned him a noticeable bump in his post McGregor fights.
What can we learn from this? Too many people can spot the opportunity, but don’t have the balls to go for it.
Ask for the meeting.
Ask for the sale.
“You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. - Wayne Gretzky
Lesson 16 - Rivalries are Opportunities Nate Diaz was no match for Conor McGregor’s verbal sparring as seen in several pre-fight interviews. But Nate Diaz has his own Stockton “Gangsta” style of dealing with rivalries that fans love.
After Conor shows up 30 minutes late, Diaz walks out. Diaz’s team throws a water bottle. Things get out of hand.
Rivalries can be great marketing opportunities. This clash no doubt sold more PPV’s.
Take a look at Wendy’s taking a shot at McDonald’s on Twitter.
Look at the number of Retweets. Holy crap.
Have some fun. Maybe a rivalry is just the PR stunt you need.
Lesson 17 - Do Not Succumb to Failure. Learn from Your Mistakes. Pivot. Mcgregor lost to Diaz in their first matchup by submission. Conor analyzed his mistakes in training and particularly his diet.
He put these learnings to use in their second matchup.
Conor came back and won their second fight by decision, in a grueling 5 round matchup.
In business, we experience failures just like in life. Markets change, regulations change, and unprecedented events such as Covid can derail our plans.
You need to be okay with failure. But don’t let a failure go to waste.
Analyze it. See what when wrong. Find out how you could have changed things. Make a plan not to make that mistake again.
Maybe you need to pivot. Maybe you just need to make some tweaks. Either way, a failure can make your business stronger, if you implement the changes necessary to ensure that it doesn’t happen again.
Lesson 18 - Make History | Change the Game In the lead up to the fight with Alvarez, a promo is released, and we hear Conor Mcgregor say:
There has not been a UFC champion in two weight classes at the same time. McGregor was gunning to go down as the first in the UFC record books.
At the same time, he would make history as headlining the first MMA fight in Madison Square Gardens. It was truly a historic moment in the world of MMA.
Riches, fame. It means nothing in the end.
But, history?
And just like the story of Roger Bannister and the four-minute mile, Conor opened up the door for other champ champs - Daniel Cormier, Amanda Nunes, and Henry Cejudo.
Too many entrepreneurs are doing “me-too” business. Chasing successful businesses in hopes of making some cash.
The true game changers are going big. Trying to change history.
Truly think about what you can do to change the industry, to innovate, to do the impossible.
Lesson 19 - Leverage Other People’s Audiences Back in 2015, Conor McGregor and Urijah Faber were announced as coaches on the Ultimate Fighter reality show contest.
The same year, video surfaced of a sparring session between Game of Throne’s “The Mountain”
Each of these appearances allowed Conor to utilize other people’s audiences (OPA) to gain additional fans outside of his current fan base.
The UFC’s Ultimate Fighter series brought in the series’ fans plus fans of Urijah that may not have been fans of Conor and gave them a chance to get to know him over multiple exposures (episodes).
The playful sparring session with The Mountain allowed Conor to gain exposure to the Game of Throne’s audience who followed Hafþór Júlíus Björnsson. He’s appeared on the cover of GQ and appeared on the cover of Call of Duty Infinite Warfare.,
McGregor has also had appearances on Conan O’brien’s Late Night and has sung pub songs with Jimmy Fallon.
Speaking of Conan, did you know 23 celebrities own shares in the UFC? Here they are:
  • Ben Affleck
  • Michael Bay
  • Tom Brady
  • Rob Dyrdek
  • Guy Fieri
  • Flea
  • Abel “The Weeknd” Tesfaye
  • Calvin Harris
  • Anthony Kiedis
  • Jimmy Kimmel
  • Robert Kraft
  • Adam Levine
  • Li Na
  • LL Cool J
  • Cam Newton
  • Conan O’Brien
  • Trey Parker
  • Tyler Perry
  • Maria Sharapova
  • Sylvester Stallone
  • Mark Wahlberg
  • Serena Williams
  • Venus Williams
Now this is a genius move by the UFC. By allowing celebrities to own a piece of the UFC, the UFC knows that they will promote the business to their following, bringing in additional fans that would not normally be watching.
McGregor’s biggest example of leveraging other people’s audiences is his crossover fight with Mayweather. Mayweather is boxing’s greatest fighter ever. Not only does Mayweather have a huge audience, this fight would introduce Conor McGregor to the entire boxing audience.
No matter your industry, you need to know where your customers are. Who has a similar pool of leads in their audience?
Partner with another complimentary company that shares your audience.
Get a story written about you and your company in your industry’s magazine.
Go where the fish are, but fish with dynamite.
Lesson 20 - Know Your Numbers | What is the Most Profitable Thing in Your Business? At this point, Conor McGregor is the highest paid fighter in UFC history.
Yet, he is making peanuts compared to the big names in boxing.
Conor realizes this and guns for the biggest name in boxing, Floyd Mayweather. If he can make this happen, it will be the biggest payday in his career.
Similarly, you need to understand your own numbers. Where is the money?
What product lines are the most profitable? What are the least?
Make decisions based on numbers.
Lesson 21 - Negotiating Like a Pro | Keep it Win-Win, and Give to Get How do you get the biggest name in boxing, arguably the best boxer to ever step into the ring, to agree to a fight with an MMA fighter who has never professionally boxed?
You need to understand what the other party wants. Not just on the surface. What they truly want.
What would Mayweather possibly want?
  1. Money - Mayweather likes to spend money and is rumored to have financial troubles.
  2. Vanity - Mayweather wants to keep his undefeated record untarnished.
  3. Cash Flow - Mayweather wants big fights. At 43, the window of opportunity is slowly closing.
When Mayweather fought Pacquiao, the purse was split $180 million for Mayweather and $120 million for Pacquiao, according to Kurt Badenhausen.
Big number for sure. What could Conor offer? He has a big name, but he’s not Manny Pacquiao.
Money: Conor offers a better split of revenues. Reportedly, Mayweather took in $500 million with Conor only taking $100 million.
Vanity: On paper, this fight should be the least risk for Mayweather. Sure, Conor has a monster left hand, but he’s not a professional boxer. Mayweather believes he will retain his record.
Cash Flow: McGregor offers to promote the hell out of this fight. With Mayweather believing he has no chance of losing, he also retains his record, assuring he can continue to get big money fights.
Let’s face it. Conor couldn’t lose. Losing to Mayweather in a boxing match doesn’t hurt his brand at all, and he comes away $100 million dollars richer and an even bigger brand.
The secret to negotiating is to have a deep understanding of what the other party wants.
Make the deal win-win. If the other party has massive leverage or if the deal could be a game changer for you or your business, don’t be afraid to give them more.
Lesson 22 - Spend More Time on Promotion MMA training takes a considerable amount of time.
MMA fighters train in multiple disciplines, lift weights, and do a ton of cardio. They also need time to sleep and recover.
With all this training, how do you even have time to promote the fight?
Still McGregor has taken time to make appearances, go on press tours, television, podcasts, and more.
A lot of fighters hate promoting. It takes time away from the things they need to do to prepare for a fight.
No matter how hard it is, promotion is key to becoming a big name in the sport.
This is great advice, especially for creatives. Creatives spend so much time producing work. It seems productive, but you need to spend equal time promoting.
Lesson 23 - Diversify | You Need Multiple Revenue Streams As in most professional sports, MMA fighters take a brutal toll on their bodies. It is hard to determine the average fighter’s career length, but the 9-year rule, stating that fighter’s start to decline around the 9-year mark, is a good indicator.
This means that most fighters only have 10 years to maximize their career earnings in the sport.
McGregor has done this through sponsorships:
  • Burger King
  • Beats by Dre
  • Monster Energy
  • David August
  • BSN
  • Anheuser-Busch
  • HiSmile
  • Betsafe
He has a residency deal with the Wynn Las Vegas for his post fight after parties.
He owns digital properties selling workouts (McGregor FAST Program), emojis (MacMoji App), the MacTalk App, and the everything McGregor and MMA website, the Mac Life. All of these generate additional revenue.
Then like a true Irishman, he started his own line of whiskey, Proper 12, just in time before the biggest fight of his MMA career against Khabib Nurmagomedov. In a genius move, McGregor sponsored his own UFC fight to promote his new whiskey. The brand has reportedly brought in $1 billion in sales in its first year.
Changing markets, the economy, or a pandemic can all change everything in an instant. It is important to have multiple revenue streams to both maximize revenue generation opportunities and safeguard you from a change in circumstances such as a lay-off.
Side Hustles are becoming more and more popular!
Lesson 24 - There is No Such Thing as Bad Publicity Conor McGregor and his team’s bus incident ignited a flurry of bad press. A string of bad publicity follows. Let's take a quick look at the Google trends for Conor Mcgregor searches over time:
There are 12 peaks indicating high searches:
  1. Becomes Cage Warriors Double Champ (& tweeted by Joe Rogan)
  2. McGregor vs Mendes (& interviewed on Conan)
  3. McGregor vs. Aldo
  4. McGregor vs. Diaz I
  5. McGregor vs. Diaz II
  6. McGregor vs. Alvarez
  7. McGregor vs. Mayweather
  8. McGregor Bus Incident
  9. McGregor vs. Khabib
  10. Accusation of Sexual Assault
  11. Mcgregor Bar Fight
  12. Mcgregor vs. Cerrone
Numbers 8, 10, & 11 are all bad press.
But an old saying by P.T. Barnum rang true.
The fight with Khabib went on to become the biggest fight in UFC history.
Now the saying isn’t 100% true, we’ve all seen bad press sink a company, but let’s be real, this is the fight game. The fans secretly loved it. Come on, he’s a fighter. We expect this.
Bad Publicity can actually help smaller brands, as it still gets eyeballs on the product, service, or person. The strategy definitely has some risks, but we’ve seen some major brands built with bad press (think Kim K’s sex tape).
However, larger brands can lose a lot of business with bad press.
Lesson 25 - Forward Momentum Propels You Forward | Choose Your Battles Wisely After a long lay-off between the Khabib defeat, Conor needs to win a big fight to get back in title contention.
Donald Cerrone is a great matchup. It is a fight he is expected to win as he is a -300 favorite according to oddsmakers. Plus, Cerrone is one of the most entertaining fighters to watch with his stand and bang style.
McGregor’s quick win over Donald Cerrone provides him with forward momentum once again and vaults him right back into title contention.
Look for little wins. Forward momentum propels you forward, boosts your confidence, and reinvigorates your motivation.
Set goals. Blast them. Keep moving forward.
Lesson 26 - Be Willing to Walk Away if the Deal Isn’t Right At this point, McGregor wants a big fight.
A rematch with Khabib, a contender’s fight against Gaethje, or a spectacle with either a Diaz trilogy or the BMF holder, Masvidal.
No other fights really make sense right now.
Maybe Conor will take a rematch with Floyd Mayweather or perhaps the talks about Pacquiao are true. Who knows.
Without the right match on the table, Conor decides to sit on the sideline until the right deal is presented.
Sometimes it is better to walk away and keep your stock high than to take a bad deal.
Bonus Lesson 1 - Take Care of Your Body & Mind As an elite athlete, surely Conor McGregor is in great shape. Yet, it was a story about Lebron James that changed his entire outlook on training and mindset.
Lebron reportedly has a cadre of trainers, biomechanists, massage therapists, nutritionists, and personal chefs that have all contributed to his longevity in the sport. He does cryotherapy and spends time in the hyperbaric chamber. It was even reported that Lebron took ballet classes to help with his footwork.
He spends roughly $1.5 million a year on his body.
After McGregor read this, he knew he had to invest in his own body.
It seems he also worked with Tony Robbins, the ultimate life coach, to help with his mental state.
Work, Sleep, Family, Fitness, or Friends. Choose three.
The above is a running joke in the startup world. It is hard to juggle everything when you’re busy trying to change the world.
Physical fitness and mental health are extremely important. Keep in shape and you’ll be more productive, have more energy, and be able to think more clearly.
Bonus Lesson 2 - Develop Unbreakable Confidence Conor McGregor exudes confidence. While all professional athletes share this trait, Conor’s confidence is off the charts even for professional athlete standards.
A lot of people mistake McGregor’s confidence for arrogance. Understandably so.
Yet, Conor believes what he is saying.
I’ve watched countless hours of pre-fight interviews of both Conor and other fighters. Conor McGregor has absolute certainty he is going to win.
Other fighters also believe they are going to win. However, you can see faint tells, twitches, micro expressions, or even vocal uncertainties in their responses. Subconsciously, somewhere deep down, the fighter has doubts. Doubts in themselves and doubts in their abilities.
This is not evident anywhere in Conor McGregor’s UFC career. This does put the Tony Robbins coaching into perspective. DId Conor need help getting his confidence back after he was defeated by Khabib? Tony Robbins would be the guy to get your mojo back!
I believe there are two main drivers to success in business:
  1. Believing in yourself
  2. Having something to prove
Confidence gets you on the road to success. If you believe in yourself, you’ll be willing to take the chance at greatness.
On the flip side of the coin, there is one group of people with low confidence that also have the ability to make it big - someone who is determined to prove their worth. These people are so determined to be successful their lack of confidence does not scare them away. Slowly, they become confident along the way.
Bonus Lesson 3 - Be Grateful The one thing that surprised me in the research for this article was how grateful he is for everything he has accomplished.
Conor Mcgregor, an international sports legend with $100+ million dollars. A man that could have anything he wants. And he is truly grateful for his success.
No matter your success in life, this one is the key. No amount of money will ever make you happy. But gratitude - for your family, your friends, your lifestyle, for every little positive thing in your life that you take for granted, that is the real key to success and happiness.
If you enjoyed this, the full article can be found here.
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2020.09.08 02:57 CherryJello312 texting abbreviations

Text Messaging & Chat Abbreviations: Numbers & Characters ?
I have a question
I don't understand what you mean
I have a question for you
Gentle warning, like "Hmm? What did you say?"
Meaning "read line" or "read message" above
Meaning "sideways heart" (love, friendship)
Meaning "broken heart"
Meaning "heart or love" (more 3s is a bigger heart)
At the end of the day
My (or your) two cents worth
1TG, 2TG
Meaning number of items needed for win (online gaming)
Meaning extra life (online gaming)
One-to-one (private chat initiation)
Leet, meaning 'elite'
I love you
I love you too
One for all, and all for one
I hate you
Zero hand (online gaming)
Ten man (online gaming)
Thank you
I wonder
One in a million
Meaning "to" in SMS
Meaning "location"
To be
Too easy
Too good to be true
Too much too handle
Too much information
Too much to handle
Short for "for" in SMS
Meaning "information"
I don't know
Meaning 'information'
Lets get high
Meaning "Marijuana"
Means I love you (ILY is 459 using keypad numbers)
For adults only
For crying out loud
Forever and ever
For sale
Too much information (more than 411)
Sobbing, crying. (Mandarin Chinese txt msgs)
Crying your eyes out (Mandarin Chinese txt msgs)
Meaning Laughing (In Thai language the number 5 is pronounced 'ha'.)
Meaning Hells Angels (H=8th letter of alphabet, A=1st letter of alphabet)
I love you (8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning)
Bye-bye (Mandarin Chinese txt msgs)
Hugs and kisses
Parent is watching
Meaning "smile"
Meaning "wink"
"A" Text Message & Chat Abbreviations A3
Anytime, anywhere, anyplace
Alcoholics Anonymous
As above
Ask about
As a matter of fact
As a friend
Asleep at keyboard
Alive and kicking
As a matter of fact
As a matter of interest
Always a pleasure
At any rate
Alive and smiling
As always, Sheldon has the answer (Bike mechanic Sheldon Brown)
Always at the keyboard
As always, your friend
Meaning abbreviation
Already been chewed
Already been done
Meaning 'About to'
Meaning Good-bye (signoff)
All bugged up
Acceptable content
Anyone can come
Accident (e-mail, Government)
Meaning marijuana cigarette
Accept (e-mail, Government)
Acquisition (e-mail, Government)
Another day, another dollar
All done, bye-bye
Another day in hell
Another day in paradise
Administrator (Government)
Any day now
Area effect (online gaming)
As early as possible
April Fools
As *Freak*
Aggression factor (online gaming)
Away from computer
As far as I am aware
As far as I am concerned
As far as I know
As far as I understand it
As far as possible
Angels Forever, Forever Angels
April Fool's joke
Away from keyboard
Acronym Free Zone
A fresh pair of eyes
Meaning "agility" (online gaming)
At home
And I am a money's uncle
As I remember
As it should be
As I said before
As I see it
Adult in the room
Also known as
All concerned
Actually laughing out loud
Ask me anything (Reddit)
As much as possible
All my best wishes
All my love
As a matter of fact
Author's note
Anarchy Online (online gaming)
Available on cell
Area of effect (online game)
Age of majority
Age of Mythology (online gaming)
All of the above
Angel on your pillow
All praise and credit
As quick (or quiet) as possible
Archive (compressed files)
Acronym rich environment
And so it goes
As soon as possible
At your terminal
All the best
At the end of the day
At the moment
All the stars in the sky
Along the same line (or lines)
After awhile crocodile
Away without leaving
Absent without leave
Are you done yet?
All your base are belong to us (online gaming)
At your earliest convenience
At your own risk
Are you stupid or something?
Are you serious?
Are you there?
And you're telling me this because
Are you vertical?
As you were
As you want / As you wish
"B" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations B
Back to work
Bait (person teased or joked with, or under-aged person/teen)
Boss is watching
Background (personal information request)
Bye for now
Busting a gut
Bad *a*
Before anyone else
Meaning Babe or baby
Best and final offer
Back at keyboard
Below average mentality
Bad *a* mother *f*
Be aware of
Big 'butt' smile
Meaning anything mainstream
Breathing a sigh of relief
Business as usual
Back at ya
Be back
Big brother
Bebi / Baby (Spanish SMS)
Big bad challenge
Be back in a bit
Be back in a few
Be back in a minute
Be back in a sec
Be back later
Bye, bye now
Barbeque, "Ownage", shooting score/frag (online gaming)
Be back soon
Be back tomorrow
Be cool
Be seeing you
Big crush on
Big crush on you
Big deal
Big darn number
Big evil grin
Meaning "Blood Elf" (online gaming)
Brain fart
Best friend at work
Battlefield 2 (online gaming)
Best friend
Best friends forever
Best friends for life
Best friends for life, no matter what
Big freaking deal
Big freaking grin
Best friend for now
Bye for now
Big grin
Be gentle with me
Be home late
Boss is back
Beer in, beer out
Butt in chair
Before I forget
Burn in hell
Brother in law
Meaning "I'm going to the bathroom" (or) "Bathroom break"
Believe it or not
Blow it out your *a*
Blow it out your nose
Best in slot (online gaming)
Boy, I sure feel like a turquoise monkey! (unverified)
But in the meantime
Belly laugh
Better luck next time
Meaning Man (Discord)
Bite me
Based on my experience
Between me and you
Back off *buddy*
Bad news
Meaning "bind on equip" (online gaming)
Bend over here it comes again
Best of luck
*b* of mine
Be on the look out
Bored out of my skull
Meaning "bind on pickup" (online gaming)
Bending over smacking my knee laughing
Back on topic
Be on that
Broke my scale, used when rating someone
Big person little mind
Be right back
Best regards
Be right back *b*
Be right back, nature calls
Be right here
Be right there
But seriously folks
Blue screen of death
Better safe than sorry
Bite this
Between technologies
But then again
Been there, done that
By the way
Meaning 'Bootycall'
Slang term for the most beautiful of women
Used to reference an insult
Meaning "changed and is now stronger" (online gaming)
Bursting with laughter
Bring your own beer
Bring your own computer
Bring your own device
Bat you on (the) head
Bring your own paint (paintball)
Better you than me
"C" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations C&G
Chuckle & grin
Ciao for now
Control + Alt + Delete
Short for Canada/Canadian
Meaning Birthday (Reddit)
Camera (SMS)
Coffee break
Chat break
Crazy *b*
Code 9, Meaning "parents are around"
Care for secret?
Calling for you
Good-bye (Italian word)
Coffee in, coffee out
Crying in disgrace
Consider it done
Crying like a baby
Call me
Cover my *a* partner (online gaming)
Call me back
Meaning "Community manager"
Correct me if I'm wrong
Come on
Continued (in) next post
Close of business
City of Heroes (online gaming)
Cross post
Chat post (or continue in IM)
Meaning crazy
Slang term meaning "crazy"
Can't remember a *freaking* thing
Come right back
Crying really big tears
Meaning "critical hit" (online gaming)
Can't remember *stuff*
Chuckle, snicker, grin
Can't stop laughing
Counter-Strike Source (online gaming)
Can't talk
Care to chat?
Cracking the *heck* up
Can't talk now
Check this out
See you too
See you
See you
See you around
See you later
See you later alligator
See you later
See you in my dreams
See you around like a donut
Comment when done
Complete waste of time
Chat with you later
Meaning "Correction"
See you
See you later
Check your e-mail
Close your eyes partner (online gaming)
See you online
"D" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations D2
Dedos / fingers (Spanish SMS)
Down for sex?
Meaning "The"
Does anyone else?
(What) the *Freak*?
Don't annoy me
Dark Age of Camelot (online gaming)
Doing business as usual
Don't believe everything you read
Dear (or Darling) daughter
Due diligence
Drop dead gorgeous
A phrase used in online chat to annoy or frustrate those involved in the conversation.
Dear (or Darling) daughter
Meaning stupid or silly
Don't even go there
Dead *freaking* last (online gaming)
Don't go anywhere
Don't give a *freak*
Don't go there
Don't go there, girlfriend
Dang, girl you fine
Dear (or Darling) husband
Dinosaur hugs (used to show support)
Darned if I know
Do I know you?
Do I look like I give a *freak*?
Do I look like I give a sugar?
Did I say?
Did I tell you I'm distressed?
Do it yourself
Don't know, don't care
Dragon kill points (online gaming)
Down low
Dead link
Don't let (the) bed bugs bite
Don't let the bed bugs bite
Doesn't matter
Direct message (Twitter slang)
Do me
Dungeon Master (online gaming)
Dude Man No Offense
Don't mess yourself
Do not compute (meaning I do not understand)
Dinner (SMS)
Daughter of Eve
Meaning "Adorable"
Damage over time (online gaming)
Voting negatively on a thread using Reddit’s voting system (Reddit)
Damage per second (online gaming)
Don't quote me on this
Didn't read
Dear (or Darling) son
Define the relationship
Do the right thing
Don't think so
Don't touch that dial
Do you remember?
Dear (or Darling) wife
Divorced white female
Divorced white male
Do you know what you are talking about?
Did you find it?
Dude, you fascinate me
Don't you just hate it when...?
Do your own research (common stock market chat slang)
"E" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations E
Enemy (online gaming)
Easy as one, two, three
Ear to ear grin
Eating at keyboard
Error between keyboard and chair
Erase display
Evil grin
Eat it
Editing in progress
Explain like I'm 5
E-mail (Twitter slang)
E-mail address (Twitter slang)
Meaning "Embarassing"
Excuse me for butting in
Excuse me for jumping in
E-mail message
End of day
End of discussion
End of lecture
End of life
End of message
End of show
End of transmission
EverQuest (online gaming)
Meaning "Erotic Role-Play" (online gaming)
Eres tz / are you (Spanish SMS)
Erase screen
Eat *S* and die!
Estimated time (of) arrival
Edited to add
Evil wicked grin (in fun, teasing)
Emailing while intoxicated
Meaning over the top
Excitable, yet calm
"F" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations F
Meaning female
Face to face
Free to play (online gaming)
Follow for follow (Instagram)
Falling asleep at keyboard
Used to represent the gesture of "smacking your forehead with your palm" to express embarrassment or frustration
Funny as *freak*
FFamily, but not limited to actual family members. Could mean friends.
Frequently asked questions
*Freak* all you
Meaning "Facebook buddy"
Facebook chat
Flashback Friday
Meaning "Facebook friend"
Fat boy food (e.g. pizza, burgers, fries)
FaceBook friend
Fine by me
Facebook official (An official update from Facebook)
For better or worse
Fingers crossed
Full card (online gaming)
For crying out loud
For crying out loud
A social meme that means to feel negative.
A social meme taking "feelsbadman" to the extreme. This references the DC super hero Batmanbecause he witnessed the murder of his parents.
A social meme that means to feel positive.
*Freak* 'em if they can't take a joke
Follow Friday (Twitter slang)
Free for all (online gaming)
For *freak'*sakes
Frankly I couldn't care a less
*Freak* I'm funny
*Freaked* if I know
Forget it, I'm out of here
Father in law
Forever in my heart
Means "Going to"
A second Instagram account where someone can post things that they're too afraid to post on their main account.
First in, still here
Fill in the blank
*Freak* My Life
Falling off my chair
Fear of missing out (definition)
*Freak* off and die
Friend of a friend
Falling off my chair laughing
For real though
From the bottom of my heart
Fixed that for you
For the loss
For the win
*Freak* you
Fouled up beyond all recognition
Fouled up beyond belief
Face up deal (online gaming)
Feet up, take a break
Friend with benefits
For what it's worth
Fine with me
First world problems
Fire, something that is cool
For your eyes only
For your amusement
For your information
"G" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations G
Good to see you
Got to go
Got to go I'll see you later
Got to run
Got to tell u (you)
Going for coffee
Go ahead
Get a clue
Get a *freaking* clue
Get a life
Meaning a player ambush or unfair player kill (online gaming)
Got a second?
Greetings and salutations
Get back to work
God bless you
Grinning, ducking, and running
Grinning, ducking, and running
Go for it
Girl friend
Gone for now
Gotta Go
Good Game (online gaming)
Brother (Mandarin Chinese txt msgs)
Good game, all (online gaming)
Good game, everyone (online gaming)
Good game, you too
Gotta get me some of that
Gotta Get Outa Here
Got to go pee
Good hand (online gaming)
Give it a rest
Gift in crib (online gaming)
Garbage in, garbage out
Guy in real life
Good job
Good luck
Good luck to you (online gaming)
Good luck all (online gaming)
Good luck, have fun (online gaming)
Good luck everyone (online gaming)
Good luck everyone (online gaming)
Good luck next game (online gaming)
Giggling my butt off
Great minds think alike
Got my vote
Good night
Good night all
Good night everyone
Good night
Good night
Good night, sweet dreams
Greatest of all Time(s)
Get over it
Giggling out loud
Get off my back
Gratuitous picture of yourself
Get right with God
Grinning, running and ducking
Good shot
Good split (online gaming)
Good try
Get the *freak* out
Get the *freak* outta here
Got to go
Giggling to myself
Going to read mail
Great (or good) to see you
Glad we had this little chat
"H" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations H
Hate to be you
Have a good one
Hug and kiss
Help (Discord)
How about you?
Hugs & kisses
Hope to see you soon
Have a good night
Have a good one
Have a nice day
Have a wonderful day (out-dated, see next in list)
Meaning "sexy" or "attractive"
Hurry back
Hug back
Happy birthday
Happy Birthday
How about you?
Have fun
Holy flipping animal crackers
Happy Father's Day
Head hanging in shame
How I felt when... (Used with photo or gif)
Half Life (online gaming)
Hola / hello (Spanish SMS)
Happy Mother's Day
Hit me up
(w)Hole 'nother level
Hold on a second
Hit points / Health points (online gaming)
How are you?
Hope this helps
Head up butt
Head up your *butt*
Heroic Violet Hold (online gaming)
Hell yeah, *Freaking* right!
"I" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations I2
I too (me too)
I already ate
I am an accountant
I am a doctor
I am a lawyer
In any case
In any event
I am not a crook
I am not a lawyer
I am out (of here)
I'm back
I'm back
I see
I couldn't agree more
It could be worse
I can't even discuss it
I could fall in love with you
In case you missed it (Twitter slang)
I don't believe it
I don't care
I don't give a *freak*
I don't know
I don't think so
I don't know
I feel your pain
I got to run
I got high tonight
I (I've) got nothing
I got to (go) pee
I have no idea
If I remember correctly
Intel inside, idiot outside
I know
I know, right?
I'll be late
I love you
I love you man
I love you so much
I love you
Instant message
In my arrogant opinion
In my humble opinion
(in Arial font) Means I love you (a way of using the American sign language in text)
In my not so humble opinion
In my opinion
I am sorry
I am so bored
I am the man
I miss u (you)
I'm not a lawyer
Meaning "incoming" (online gaming)
Meaning "Invite"
In over my head
In other words
In real life
I rest my case
I still love you
In search of
It's The Accounting, Man (financial blogs)
In This Thread
I thought you knew
If you say so
I will always love you
I want a way out
Idiot wrapped in a moron
I want sex now
If you know what I mean
In your opinion
Meaning "I like you"
If you say so
"J" Text Message / Chat Abbreviations j00
Just a second
Just a minute
Just a second
JC (J/C)
Just checking
Just do it
Meaning "jealous"
Just for fun
Just *freaking* Google it
Just in case
JJ (J/J)
Just joking
Just joking around
JK (J/K)
Just kidding
Just let me know
Just my opinion
Just playing
Jackpot (online gaming, bingo games)
JT (J/T)
Just teasing
Just to let you know
Joint venture
Just wondering
"K" Text Messages / Chat Abbreviations K
Knock, knock
Okay, Okay!
Kick butt (online gaming)
Means Cracking (K) the (D as in Da) *freak* up
I will key you later
Key me when you get in
Kiss for you
Know it all
Keep it real
Keep it simple, stupid
Keep in touch
Kiss my *a*
Kiss my keister
Killing myself
Kiss my tushie
Kiss on cheek
Key opinion leader
Someone obsessed with Korean culture
Kid over shoulder
Kill on sight (online gaming)
Knock on wood
Kiss on the cheek
Kicks of the day (Instagram)
Kiss on the lips
Know what I mean?
Meaning "knowledge"
Keeping parents clueless
Kill then steal (online gaming)
Kind (of) sort (of) chuckle
Keep up the good work
Kill yourself
"L" Text Message & Chat Abbreviations L2G
Like to go?
(would) Love to go
Like to come
Learn to play
Leet, meaning 'elite'
Like for like (Instagram)
Later, gator
Life's a *b*
Laughing back at you
Laughing, but serious
Laughing, but very serious
Later, dude
Long distance
Like, duh obviously
Let me know
Leaving easy reach of keyboard
Left for day
Looking for group (online gaming)
Looking for guard (online gaming)
Looking for more (online gaming)
Lets get high
Lets have sex
Lets have sex
Lord help me
Laughing head off
Like I care
Meaning liquor
Laugh in my tummy
Meaning really good or something fun and exciting
Extremely intoxicated
Love, later, God bless
Laughing like *silly*
Laughing my *a* off
Laughing my butt off
Laughing my freaking *a* off
Lets meet in real life
Let me know
Laughing my mother freaking a** off
Leave my name out
Like my status (Facebook)
Meaning lost in translation
List of acronyms
Laughing out loud
Laugh out loud
Lots of love
Laughing out loud hysterically
Lots of love
Laughing out loud (saying) "What the *freak*?"
Laughing on the inside
Lord of The Rings (online gaming)
Laughing quietly to myself
Laugh so hard my belly hurts
Language, sex and violence
Living the dream
Let's twist like we did last summer
Long time no see
Laptop of death
Laughing to self
Love you long time
Meaning joke, or for laughs
Left voice mail
Laughing without smiling
Love ya
Love you like a sis
Love you like crazy
Love you so much
"M" Text Messages & Chat Abbreviations M$
Mamma's boy
Mom behind shoulder
Merry Christmas
My Dad is a cop
My eyes glaze over
Meaning a "shrug" or shrugging shoulders
Meaning a "so-so" or "just okay"
Meaning a "sigh" or sighing
Meaning "mesmerize" (online gaming)
Mad for it
My face when... (Used with photo or gif)
May God bless
My hat (is) off to you
Me in real life
Meet in real life
Meaning "child and her age". Miss.3 would be a 3-year old daughter
Meaning "Mmm, okay"
Meaning give the middle finger
Sister (Mandarin Chinese txt msg)
Meaning okay? (as a question)
Mother nature calls
Mensaje (message in Spanish)
Modification (online gaming)
Male or female?
Mamma's boy
My own opinion
Member of the opposite sex
Mother over shoulder
Member of same sex
Mana points (online gaming)
Meaning "child and his age". Mr.3 would be a 3-year old son
Modified ReTweet (Twitter slang)
My reaction when... (Used with photo or gif)
More to follow
May the force be with you
Miss U (you)
Multiple unsuccessful attempts (at/to) humor
Miss you so much
Meaning "kiss" (it is is the sound made when kissing through the air)
Mind your own (business)
Mind your own business
"N" Text Message & Chat Abbreviations n00b
Nice one
Nothing too much
Not a darn thing
Not a lot of people know that
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2020.09.06 16:57 AvadaaKedavraa The letter

so i was very much in doubt of whether i should write this or not. i am in such a place where i have this peace with my decision that i don't need to write down my reasons or explanations. i just feels that it's something someone would do for future arguments. and i'm not intending to have any of these.
One month back i told him i want a break from us. after him being aloof for quite a while now. my decision came from the fact that i noticed myself feeling way better when i decided to let him go, and this relationship as well - even for a little while. for the past few months, i felt really good. the stress levels were noticeably less. i found myself looking forward to doing stuff. i just felt that my life was on pause for a while, and it resumed during that "space". i felt lighter somehow. so i knew what had to be done. and i did it. i gatherer the courage to tell him.
i may have poor memory. i may have false memories fabricated by my brain. but what i'm sure i can trust is my emotions. my emotions and feelings wouldn't fail me. meaning when i was with him i always had this itchy feeling in the back of my head. and he did mention it once that he feels it too, but i decided to deny it. but apparently it took the best of me. and i should have trusted that hunch. And should have seen it coming when my health was affected too. I looked so dull from worry everyone at work noticed. They all kept saying i looked sick and tired all the time. Used to shrug it off. And recently guess what.. i have been receiving so many comments like "you look happy today!" "You're so energetic today", "you look nice!". "You seem very relaxed".. ding dong!
one can argue for ages of what went wrong. one cam argue and pinpoint exact incidents. but that's not how us humans behave. at least not me. i;m the type of person that will forgive A LOT. i forgave so many people in my life for worse things. so i know i'm not the type that will hold grudge. therefore, this decision was not based on single or few incidents. this was a piled up resentment of the way i was treated for the past 3 years (after our reunion).
i really gave him a chance more than anyone else i know. present and future. but it just kept bubbling up.
for the sake of future reminders (because let's face it, after a while all the bitter memories vanish and the sweet lingers and causes all the home sickness and nostalgia). for the past few years, i kept writing down notes of events that bothered me and how it went between us. but soon after i will delete them because i didn't want any reminders of how angry i was at him or how he mistreated me. i genuinely wanted to remember him as a good man always. but for the sake of this break up. i will list reasons or things that conflicted with me and that may have affected my decision on finally breaking this off with him.
1- he still hasn't forgiven me about our temporary break up back in 2017. for reasons i saw valid at that time (i was a Muslim and back at the time i believed that i can't marry him because of his radical beliefs, so decided to break up with him). I left him because i knew i could't continue this charades and pretend everything is fine when it's not. we had other issues too. point is, i decided to break it off. and i did. we stayed broken up for 7 months i believe. 4 of which i dated another guy. till date, he couldn't let go of that. every time we have an argument, he throws me with names: cheater and liar (to my face and behind my back to his friends). and even though he told me that he's "forgiven me" for leaving and being intimate with another guy. He's obviously not over it . throwing that in my face every time we gets a little mad doesn't rly reflect forgiveness. sometimes we'll be having a good time and all of a sudden he gets flashback and he hates me for it and get mad and starts acting up. and i'm supposed to "heal him" by just taking it as a champ. and just be warm all the time even when he lashes out. basically a punch bag. This continued to happen until date. and i believe this is the root of all evil in our relationship.
2- because of reason number 1, he started drifting away . Spends most of his time with his online friends, bonding with them. And in the process he told them about us and ofc their advice was to leave and that i am playing him. He believes what has been told to him. Mostly negatively about me and us. So it never helped our relationship. Getting this constant validation from others that i am the villain. Trust was gone.
3- he claims i wasn't there for him when he had his drug problem. but vividly remember why was that. it was because he insulted me 2 weeks before (throwing the you cheater bomb on me). i remember I've had enough of that treatment (2 years in, the same issue) and i told him i need time off to contemplate and we need couples counseling if we were want to make this work. he simply said "you just need to meditate and let go". and 10 days later he comes and asks for my my warmth after he took that drug without even acknowledging our argument. without even apologizing. he felt (feels) entitled because i "screwed him over". so naturally i replied but i couldn't fake and pretend to be okey. because i was till hurt from his words. months later he tells him i wasn't there for him so he had to run to his online friends and that they were there for him when i was not. how convenient. you have no idea how much it fucking hurts when he tells you he's sick and he needs space only to find out he's been spending all his time with this gang talking behind my back about how awful i am. laughing with them like nothing happened. he even tried to deny it but i caught him once redhanded in one of his messages talking "extra sweet" with a girl and telling her about his morning and his day and he even ask them to please let him know when they're online so that he can schedule his whole day to be with them.... talk about hypocrisy.
4- because of number 2 and 3, i kept telling him this is not right. Him running to them every time we have a fight or an argument. It made it worse. We drifted apart greatly. I decided to invite him over to UK to spend time together. Which will be discussed later on. I felt like an outcast. Like a secret he was hiding. He was not being fair to me. i felt like i was losing him to these other people. I asked him to treat me like his life partner rather than some girl he's dating. I asked him to properly introduce me to his friends. Not that i want to spend time with them. But for them to know i exist. Part of me wanted to see what is he like when he's around them. Why was he very defensive when i asked him to introduce me at least to the girls. He told me multiple times that he likes spending time with them because they're there for him and they distract him. And that it is my fault he bonded with them. It's like he was punishing me for having a job and not being about to be there 24/7. I felt so wronged and disappointed. And not only that. He's always super nice to them. I even read some of his texts to them asking them when will they come online so that he can adjust his sleeping to be with them. Meanwhile he's being the biggest jerk to me not replying and hating me for the past month. . I lashed out and asked him to choose them or me. Because he keeps saying they're not important. He chose them over and over because they "distract him" and i stress him out. The times i heard him laugh with them in his videos when he needed a break from me.. it felt like someone literally ripped my heart out and started chewing it piece by piece and spit it out in front of me. It was THE worst feeling i have ever had. I felt despair. I felt like I'm losing him. I asked to be introduced to hid friends because that somehow it would validate me as his gf/life partner. That he would never talk ill behind my back. But i was an annoyance to him. So i drifted apart too. And with time he started calling me by their names too. Because he spends too much time with them his brain only remembers their names. Imagine the pain. we stopped having fun together. i was this annoying person in his life that he doesn't know how to deal with.
5- the LDR is killing me. And he didn't make any effort to being closer- geographically. I moved to a city closer to him just to be able to visit him more. My new city is like around 2 hours away. I invited him to Uk. with all his expenses paid by me. and i was happy to pay for all that just to be alone with him. But just saying that i am trying to be closer and actually spend time physically with him. For our relationship (all 3 years) not once he came to visit me (he was scared he'd get caught, even though i assured him i can easily meet him in a safe place and that we could still spend time together but might not be able to sleep together). And that he didnt even have the car (coz it's under his father's name), but fuck it if he rly was determined he could have rented! He's not a kid anymore for god sake. So, i ended up being one who made all the visits. i even remember that once i had to fly my whole family with me just to be able to see him for a day or two. and he had that phase where he would end a conversation or a discussion just because "his inner voice" is feeling uncomfortable and anxious. I felt like i was the one holding this together. And that he was simply enjoying the ride in the backseat.
6- because of reason 5, our sex life is suffering! We used to cyber but then it became so dull coz it's mostly one sided pleasure ending in his happy ending and leaving me stranded there. At the beginning i didnt mind it coz it kept him happy and i thought i can just forget about it the moment i decide to, but later on it became very frustrating. The reason why it's one sided is not entirely his fault, it's also coz when i was a kid i had a lipoma so they had to cut off almost all my clitoris. Meaning my sensation there is very little. Meaning old-fashioned "rubbing it out" doesn't do it for me. Before i met him i used to use toys (that goes in) and They used to do it for me with proper stimulation. However, he expressed that he doesn't like me using toys cos then he'll have to compete with that. And especially vibrators. But i told him that okey how about the superficial ones that don't "go in" and that it's a clit vibrator. So the stimulation will be exterior. And that it's the only way i can get off. But he refused BIG TIME and made a huge deal out of it blaming me that I'm emasculating him and taking a huge enjoyment out of our sex life. I told him it's unfair. You're not here and you're refusing that i get my self off the only way i can! And that you masturbate all the time to porn which i hate but that never stopped you from jerking off to it. He replied that yea but im only using hands, you can use your hands im not gonna say no to that. And even though i told him that hands don't do shit to me and that that vibrator is the only way he said no. And poor me, i finally agreed that i wont use toys unless we try for at least a year having sex and if he cant get me off only then we'll resolve to toys. Which is so unfair. He's not doing any effort to physically be here yet I have to accept the consequences of his actions?
7- we live in a middle eastern community so the rules of household is fairly strict in regards to future daughter in laws and such. and with that all in mind, each time we had a heated argument and used to rush to his family to comfort him (which is not a bad thing), but not when he tells them about my previous relationships! i once had a relationship with a guy who happened to be an ****. so his sister called me a wh* re and "an ***** kisser" .the time when we broke up in 2017, he again ran to his family and told them everything that has happened between us. he told them that i left him and cheated on him with someone else (which never happened, i never acted on any guy while we were in a relationship. i started dating the other guy 1-2 months AFTER our break up. he even went into details and went ahead and told them i did intimate stuff with the other guy! (Like he actually told me "she sucked his"). So now his whole family hates my guts and his father is very opposed to the idea of us. I hated that so much but he convinced me that we don't need their approval and that just to trust him because he doesn't care about them. But again, if he didn't care he wouldn't had freaked out when his birthday card i gave him fell on the floor. He was questioned by his sisters and instead of laughing about it, he came pointing fingers of me that I manipulated him into keeping the cars and now he feels bad because he lied! As if he's not lying to them every single time he comes to meet me?!!! Also, each time we seriously discuss telling his father about us he starts stressing and worrying of how to confront them. His dad actually has a big say in what he does. He can even forbid him from doing stuff (like sleeping over or traveling or so). he's still financially dependent on them (he lives with them, they pay for everything, food, tuition, personal expenses..etc). So excuse me if i was worry you fucked things with them!
8- he does not put the effort to celebrate the important days with me: e.g my birthday. He once set an automated message and that's it's the message was set 2017, so i got it in 2018 by default. He didnt even rmbr. And in 2019 he still count that auto msg as "birthday gift/celebration". And even though the msg was a kind gesture from his side, he didnt actually rmbr my bday until I reminded him that day. So the msg lost its worth to me. It's the thought of him celebrating the day with me that would have counted. and when i was upset with him he gave me the "if you want it better, you have to appreciate me more to reflect on your reality" and i rmbr we had a fight about it but eventually i calmed down. Coz he promised me he'd rmbr the upcoming ones and actually celebrate it. and for those who know me they would know im the least materialistic demanding friend there is. I would never demand for a gift or anything likewise, it's the value of the gift not the price. Anything simple like a cheap 2 dollars necklace or a rose would have sufficed coz it's the symbol I'm appreciating. and ofc, here comes my birthday of 2020. not even a single "happy birthday". btw not only birthdays, he missed my graduation, as well. And the gift he keeps on telling me he got it but forgot to give me? It was actually since the valentines... so debunked .
9- he's incredibly critical of everything i say. And when it doesn't add up in his mind, his first reaction would be: you're lying. Never takes the benefit of the doubt. (example, when i was talking to him i told him that in the past few months i didnt even come to ps4 to talk to anyone) i was implying that i didnt need the company of others because i was very content spending my time alone doing things i love. he interpreted it as im contradicting my "statements". and that i am definitely lying. He does that alottttttt.
10- the valentine issue: few days before, we were enjoying time together listening to some book. then all of a sudden he decided to act out because he remember the redwan thing (even though he assured me he's over it multiple times). so he ended the call and left. i didnt push. so fast forward to valentine, i had made the necessary arrangement with my boss. and changed my scheduled to have 3 days off that i can travel to him and we can enjoy it together. i booked the rental care, i booked the hotel. everything was arranged. he didnt have to do anything except pack his bag and that's it. but he ruined it . he sent me the msg dont come. and i read it after i woke up around noon (i was post night), i argued and argued about how i wanted to see him. but he insisted. so i got really upset that he cancelled last minute after eveything i went through to make this happen. and after i told him fine have it your way im not coming he changed his mind saying if i want to come i can come!. i was soooo upset and i cried a lot from the frustration. i was not appreciated and he was treating me like shit even though i did nothing wrong! i canclled what i can cancel from the bookings and rest i was charged ofc for not showing up. the argument got super heated. i was super mad at him. he wanted to have a time off. so i said you can have it. i went to blow off some steam on video games. and when he realized i'm online playing with people, he went crazy and started spamming my phone. i was not ready to talk to him yet after the shit he pulled this afternoon. so i ignored him and kept playing. he even came online and joined the party! checking whom im playing with. and then he left. i felt bad and called him later. we talked. i was still super angry at him. he asked me to delete them because they make him feel uncomfortable. i said okey. next morning i played with him 2 games with the same guys (they were kids btw. the eldest was 20! so literally kids). and then i deleted them. why i did that? no idea but i guess part of me wanted to get back at him for being an ass and ruining our valentines over nothing. few days after he checked my profile and saw the voice chats and he knew i lied. he got mad. i felt bad as well, and yes it was stupid but it was just me acting out. i wanted to feel in control for once. funny enough when i asked him to cut ties with his friends he said no he cant. and ever since this incident in Feb he's been acting aloof. He demanded "time". Little does he know that this time was the best thing that ever happened to me. Not at first ofc. It was hell in the beginning i was super paranoid and trust was gone. But later on i realized how fucking awesome i am. And that i was way happier without him in my mind. Light bulb!
11- I was bullied in middle school a lot. And was severely depressed in highschool due to severe distorted self-image (and due to being sexually abused by close relatives - plural). As a result, I didn't feel good about myself. I saw myself as this ugly person who doesn't deserve love or being wanted. I grew up, matured, and my self-esteem grew with me. I was finally okey being myself. However, i still didn't feel confident enough because i was almost flat-chested. So part of me wanted to get the augmentation, and part of me struggled. Big part of me saying no was because he didnt want to. He likes my tiny non existent boobies. but i didnt, I hated the way they looked.. I dont think i'm obsessed in looking a certain way or being perfect. I just wanted a little something since i am flat chested. I did tell him that before. And i told him i want to get them and all i want is his support. And i even told him that i can take him to my doctor if he wants. But fast forward to 2 months back. Our relationship was almost dead. He's been acting like a jerk. And he didnt support me as he should during COVID-19 (i was a frontliner). Instead he used the excuse "i didnt wanna be worried". Guess what, no one wants to. But that didn't keep my parents from calling me almost every day to check on me. That's what true love is. Anyway.. so i was done with him and it was a perfect time to get the surgery since all international flights are stopped and i got the money. And i went ahead and got them. Fast forward few days back... he calls me "fake tits" and gets angry of why i did it without informing him.... Guess what you insensitive jerk, they're not yours to like, or every touch again.
Now that i feel slightly better- little angrier, But definitely not feeling as bad as i felt this morning- I need you to know this:
This is to the person who once was my whole world. Regardless of anything mentioned above, i need you to know i will not be mad forever. I will eventually forgive myself and forgive you. you'll always hold a special place in my heart. I had never connected with someone the way i connected with you. Mentally, emotionally and physically. Among all the people on this planet (and underneath it), you had my deepest love. At one point i cared about you more than my own family. That's how important you were in my life. I had times where i liked you a lot, and times where I liked you much less! and much more times where i was madly in love with you. I have never tried this hard to fix a relationship IN MY LIFE. not even with my best friends, not even with my family. Only with you, because back then i thought we had was something beyond this time and space. I thought you were it. The person who would never hurt me even if i hurt him. That's how blindly i trusted your words.. We laughed a lot. We cried together. We spent countless hours talking to each other about everything. We enjoyed each other's company. And i know even though this love might not be perfect to your little Disney fantasy, but it was for me coz I knew we loved each other very deeply. I learnt a lot from you, and grew a lot because of you. I'm sorry it all crumbled to this. It does sadden me very much more than I show. I know I'm gonna cry my eyes out after this. I decided I'm gonna take my time mourning you, instead of distracting myself. This is how we evolve ; by accepting it completely. and i just want you to know, it's no one's fault. It's just the way things played out. We see things differently now. And doing LDR for 5 years wasn't easy. So kudos for us! I wanted us to be forever too you know. I really did. But I can't see a forever in this anymore. Not with all this baggage. You're a great guy (for real). And I'm very certain you're gonna make someone very happy one day. I hope i do too. Cheers to us.
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Victoria started with the goal to become a famous streamer and have "all the things". She left a great guy to move from Canada to California.
Now take two minutes and compare seriousgaming with others streamer who started at the same time. What do they have in common versus Seriousgaming? They all have thousand+ viewers per stream (Non viewbotted). Guess Alan/Vic didn't get the memo on how to be a good and entertaining streamer. Their fucking stream quality never improved after all those years with all the money they stole from their handful of donators.
Instead of becoming a famous streamer Vic became a low value internet cumbucket. If you look at the leaked content on Kiwifarm, she literally look like "Tom MacDonald" with extra make up on. She can barely put 3 words together without mumbling, she gain weight while being on "Keto", she ain't a gamer, she can't reach her goals because she always give up before starting to get results. Alan is a guy who love underage girls with that creepy Scrabble chat story and the fact he peeped on his underage daughter while she was changing clothes at seriousgaming house. (Alan's ex-wife claims).
All he does is getting woman drunk and get touchy/feely exactly like Fake Rape Vic does. They both like touching young women while they are vulnerable. (We seen it on stream), yet Twitch think it's ok while other streamers get banned for less. All he care bout is the $ (the $ they don't declare due to Vic parents business), you really have to be a dumb woman to give all/most of your income from internet prostitution to a midget like Alan. Alan has 0 future which is why he has 0 shame to use all the tricks in the book to make $ out of the only people who care bout them. Let's be honest here, a man who: -Leave his kids -Have no real friends but only donators in his life -0 Hygiene and don't even know how to brush his teeth @ 50 (That time he filled a cup with blood after brushing his teeth on cam). -Sexual predatoWoman beateDeadbeat dad (Google Alan's full name)
Just look at what he does when he open the stream, first thing he does = complain, complain, complain and then put a sub goal on the screen and wait for the donos while sneezing/eating his finger remains.
His stream is literally 2-3 dude who compete with each other to be the top donators because they wanna fuck Tom Macdonald (His wife). (You really need to hate yourself and have 0 self confidence to give all your $ in hope to fuck an internet white trash one day. That $ could be spent fucking real prostitutes but maybe these dude prefer a woman that has masculine features? Now onto the worst stuff... He left his kids behind to become a "Famous" streamer with 3/4 viewer base being view bots. It's always the same people donating, their channel has 0 growth. He's actually the only channel i know that need viewbot after a decade of streaming to have more than 100 viewers watching the stream. All his friends are making it big by being themselves and being honest to their viewers and also by being entertaining.
Just look at Snutty/Churchgirl how fucking bored they seem to be on stream because all Alan does = try to leech $ on the stream instead of taking care of his people and making sure they good. Dude even cook a single hot dog to Snutty to save $ on food lol.... Seriousgaming = Vic(Fake Rape prostitute) and Alan who only care bout $/very young girls. When a dude leave his kids behind for a few hundreds $ weekly you know you found a sack of shit. He wonder why he feel like that, why he's anxious... I wish he told his doctor the truth bout what he does for a living. How he beat/mentally abuses women/his wife for sex abuses his friends for more/bigger donos and how he left 3 kids to please 5-10 legit viewers who happen to be the losers who enable him by feeding his pockets. (Wouldn't be surprised if those donators are as bad IRL knowing what Alan/Vic's about)
My wife hate Vic. She says that Vic put woman way back with her weak attitude and by being so submissive to everything because she has 0 backbone and has 0 knowledge of anything so she will say yes to everything. HECK she gives most of her income to a man who abuses her and other woman. My wife said she'd left Alan long time ago and would have got him what he deserve but we're talking bout Vic who will still be there in 10 years looking miserable saying "Thank you for the bits" to the remaining few people while she could have left Alan, become her own Brand and get a real man but let's be real... i wouldn't wish that to any good man on earth. When a woman approve that a man leave his 3 kids behind ... You know something wrong with that woman.
(Hint: when he did things to a drunk ECCOSTarling the night he got caught running naked in the hallway). Either way, that's seriousgaming for ya and there's so much worst to tell but i don't have the whole month.
In the end, they think they made it because they make an amount "X" of $ monthly by doing what they do but if only they knew how much 99% of the people with a job make monthly without having to be so low in life... they'd stop streaming, alan would go back to his kids, Vic would go back to Canada and get a real job because she ain't made for streaming. If she was, she wouldn't have become an internet prostitute with a deadstream.
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2020.09.01 18:03 Sanity0004 My overly documented and long winded journey through The Challenge for the first time. (Part 7: Rivals 2)

Alright I'm returning for another full season first watch and reaction thread. I hated Battle of the Seasons quite a bit, took a few days off without watching any Challenge, but I was starting to get an itch to get back to watching so my break didn't really last all that long. There's a quick small TL:DR at the end basically summing up my overall thoughts on the season. No real in depth look at anything, that's more throughout the notes.
Part 1: Fresh Meat - Duel 2
Part 2: The Ruins
Part 3: Fresh Meat 2
Part 4: Cutthroat and Rivals 1
Part 5: Battle of the Exes
Part 6: Battle of the Seasons
Rivals 2
EP 1:
Fucking Frank!
I love CT
Is this like 4 in a row for Jonna and Jasmine?
I for some reason didn't think Johnny was on this season.
Wes and CT? Get fucked everyone.
Oh god, Pennsetucky again.
Diem and Aneesa have beef?
Trey calling it true about Zach "He's extremely insecure."
"Thank god I got in a fight with one of the biggest guys."
Glad to see Emily again. Paula and Emily seems like an OP duo, can't see any girls comparing.
Shain Gandee and Pennsetucky back on my tv screen.
Dunbar calling someone else being bad at this game is hilarious.
Damn Jonna is cute!
Johnny and Frank?!?! What? I can't imagine this going well.
Ok, this challenge house may be the best to this point.
CT instantly flirting.
Johnny definitely politicking and putting himself as some house authority instantly.
Zach calling everyone a kid is annoying.
"CT's not intimidating" Ok bud, coming in trying to step up to the biggest guy, I see you. lol
About CT: "It depends on which one of his personalities comes out!" lol
Tyrie already slacking this season, falling asleep on a toilet. lol
Oh Nooooo Diem with cancer again! :(
Diem looks cute as hell with the short hair honestly. Quit wearing wigs!
This may be the most athletic full set of girls on a season yet. Not too many blatant standouts on the low side.
"60% fall rate" no one falls. Eat shit Johnny!
I would seriously think you can just chalk Emily and Paula in for the final and likely winning it. From episode 1. Not even joking. If Emily/Paula and Wes/CT aren't the two winners I'll be shocked.
My wife doesn't even watch this show except for the episode here and there and just saw Wes/CT were a pair and asked if that was fair lol
I love CT. Him giggling because he basically gets to tackle Wes over and over is great.
Tyrie and Dunbar lost? No way! lol
Calling Zach and Trey the pair that hates each other most? That seems weak. Zach just hates everyone.
CT gunning for Johnny? I didn't think I could love CT more. Throwing them against DunbaTyrie is a dumb joke tho lol You're just painting a target on yourself pointlessly when there is almost no way they'd lose.
At least everyone else realizes CT is being dumb.
Opposite sex decides? Wow, I like it. Politicking became more important.
CT calling Johnny on his shit! I love it. "You're going to tell everyone you'll take them to the final and pick em off little by little!"
Diem and her territorial-ness over CT shows up instantly!
Someone leaving already?!
Frank trying to talk shit, color me surprised. "A shot was made and a war was started. Now I'm going to finish it." Whatever you say Frank. I look forward to you randomly talking shit once someone is already in an argument so you can just gang up on someone and not be the only one on your side. Your schtick is tired and it's only been one season dude!
If there was anyone I think Dunbar and Tyrie could beat it'd be Derek and Robb.
Oh my god Dunbar is so god damn terrible. Even when you get to the bell first you fall and miss hitting it and have to get back up to hit it? You are awful dude. Sit down, retire. Seriously wow, you're awful.
Just terrible. Dunbar trying to put it on Tyrie haha god damn dude. Walk away.
Johnny honestly playing smart. Paint a common target for enough people and it keeps you out of being the target.
EP 2:
CT has a thing with ninja gear. This is like the third season he's brought up ninja gear.
What is with these challenge houses having terrible cooling? Everyone is literally camped in the living room for air?
Frank wanting to get in to a random argument that doesn't concern him? Wow, so refreshing. Once again it's only when it's like five people around arguing with one person that frank jumps in and screams over everyone. lol somehow Frank is the victim. I fucking hate this guy.
Ct is shit for pinning lying about hooking up on Anastasia, but it's shit on Anastasia to go around publicizing the shit. Wes actually talking truth. It's none of anyone's business.
Why does everyone hate Cara? I don't remember people out and out hating her this much. Something happen before the season or something? She said something about putting her foot in her mouth on twitter or something? Like I know there was some Wes/Paula/Tyler shit from Rivals 1 I think, but this seems like all around hate. Plus I think most of that beef was on Laurel.
Wes seriously seems so slimmed down from earlier seasons.
Wes you manchild! "I can't put my face in another mans crotch." Grow up
Why are these people so damn whiny. Now Preston too?
CT and Knight just grabbing each other and trying to do it is pretty hilarious. Why stop them? You could have just said they can't win lol
This comp does kinda suck though...
Diem acting like she is scared to death to be between Aneesa's legs? Trying to get the ball from around her legs? What?
The people that can't get up and decided to just roll the way lmao
Everyone hating Trishelle is a-ok with me. Sucks for Sarah though.
CT probably crossing his fingers hoping for Anastasia to get eliminated.
Sarah straight up asking Trishelle if she plans on quitting lol Damn Sarah
Diem, lose the wigs. The short hair is adorable and cute as hell.
You can kind of tell CT kinda gets off on Anastasia flipping out and thats kinda gross...
I am developing quite a crush on Jonna this season. She's coming to these elims with absolute fire looks.
CT giving help to Cara/Cooke haha
Why is Cara so damn greasy looking?
TJ has no time for people shit! "It's three minutes..." Basically suck it up and hang upside down for 3 damn minutes you baby.
Just gonna fall in your own piss Cooke? Really? I mean I guess it's motivation not to lose? one person using both saws cheating? It showed Cara and Cooke and Cooke was using both saws while Cara held on to Cooke so she wasn't moving all around. That seems counter to the point of the comp. I kind of miss the days of these challenges having intricate rules and technicalities. Ripping the flag in Duel 1 and the jeep push in sand in Gauntlet 3.
TJ talking shit again! "Guess you should smoke cigarettes and not eat?" I can't understate how much I love TJ talking shit.
Apparently these seasons have a communal fuck spot? Exes was the laundry room and I guess this season is the closet? First CT/Anastasia now Sarah/Jordan? lol They said "Nah, we're putting a camera in there this time."
EP 3:
Why are they suddenly naming these episodes after shows and movies? Have I just not noticed this before?
Good for the rookie dude being bi and owning it.
Fucking Shain Gandee dude. Jesus. He just instantly says "That's Marlin" like it's the fucking punchline of a hilarious joke. You can't for a second think that's funny. Oh now he's talking about melting a toothbrush and stabbing him? What?!
Trishelle repeating Robin's weird argument of asking Aneesa what she is? EEEESH
"TRASH-ELLE"!!!!!! Aneesa, I love you. Forget any negative things I said about you in the past.
"She's a stripper!" What? lol what does that have to do with anything? Not making a good argument when you're talking about all the things she is and then bringing up her being a stripper? Trashelle you have some high horse complex, for sure.
Sarah fucking calling Trishelle quitting days ago?!?! Definitely seems like there were some strong vibes coming off Trishelle from the start.
"She's so many things, so anything will offend her!" Trishelle you just sound like trash. If you can't talk without offending multiple groups of people the problem is you and the way you talk.
I swear if Sarah doesn't get another teammate after Cooke does I'll be fuming.
Ugh, fucking Knight you douche. If you're always the bad guy in almost all situations, the issue isn't the people. It's you.
Of fuck off! She left because of a family issue is no damn difference than someone quitting! Neither one of those scenarios the partner has any fucking control over!
That's horseshit.
DQ'd for a fight? Get a new teammate. Leave for family? Get a teammate? Quit or be a shitty person that happens to be Sarah's partner? Sarah goes home too! Fuck offfffff.
Wes: "I hate to say it, but me and CT are bonding." You love to see it.
If their time limit was 10 minutes and 30 seconds was being added after their time why wouldn't you just DQ them at 9:30. No one would be able to go past 10 minutes anyways. You're just giving them an extra 30 seconds to get farther than someone else that DQ's at only 10 minutes? I really feel like they don't think these challenges through all that well.
I feel like half the guys this season have had zero screen time.
Ty continues to be shit at anything taking longer than 2 minutes.
"I need this old man to fire up his wheel chair and keep going." Frank literally doesn't know how to talk without talking shit.
This Elim challenge of braking the stick on each other just sounds like a leftover jackass stunt.
Mad props to Nany. There's women still today that will look at a bi dude and say hell no he's gay and won't even think about dating them. There was this exact case on that Netflix reality show love is blind or something like that. The girl was repulsed and basically quit right away.
EP 4:
Jordan taking no time moving on from Sarah lmao
Damn Nany also just moving along the men too!
Diem girl, damn chick. Move the hell on. Either decide you want to be with CT or ignore what he does completely. Writing a rap?!?! lol
Fucking Pennsetucky. "Woah woah woah, you're gonna just lie to her?"
"Jemmye is one of the prettiest girls in the house." What a weird way for Leroy to come out about having the worst taste in the house. (Top tier: Theresa, Nany, Jonna. Bottom Tier: Jasmine, Pennsetucky.)
Paula with some weird ass makeup for this challenge making her look like she has face bruises walking in today.
"I don't like going first, it's a disadvantage." No shit, why do we need at this commentary every single damn challenge?
Wes and CT, it definitely came down to looking like Wes being impatient and then CT getting annoyed and frustrated with him.
The hetero guys on this season literally can't help themselves but make gay jokes any possible time they can.
Emily/Paula continue to dominate.
A fucking Johnny bobble-head...
I don't hate that vets come in with the idea of protecting each other. I hate that some people come in and just expect it and are appalled by even the suggestion of a vote coming their way. You are not entitled to skate by simply because you've been on multiple seasons. Grow up. That was one of my favorite aspects of Battle of the Seasons. The rookies came in and said fuck that noise and the vets got fucked because of it.
Why is everyone so hateful on Cara Maria? What did I miss? I get like the attitude aspect, Cara is whiny
"I know how to politic like nobody's business." You mean the guys in control are sticking to vets strong and it scares the rookies from disrupting it? Sure, good politicking Diem...
"Ketchup is my biggest fear." Sentences I never thought I'd hear in my life.
This entire Jemmye rant I barely make out any words.
Imagine seeing Theresa and Pennsetucky and thinking "I can't tell which is more attractive." Hahaha and Jimmye says theres is the backup plan haha
I feel like all these Elim's that look scary and intimidating are always the biggest let downs. The flyswatter slap off comes to mind.
I feel like this whole Elim is specifically designed for Cara Maria.
"I have a battery pack like that I attach to my nipples." Damn Cara...
Maybe my knowledge of batteries being attached to things, and electricity in general sucks, but I feel like the batteries only being touched by one side(assuming positive) and there being no real completion of the circuits would make thi....oh It's all for show. Yeah, that makes sense. No one goes home.
Fucking thank you Diem. Go without the wigs! Damn girl, you look so much better.
If the non-vet girls want shit to change they need to start putting in the vet guys to get any kind of shift to happen.
EP 5:
If anyone is fucking, you can guarantee Jasmine is trying to catch a glimpse.
Ugh, Wes and his territorialness. "How dare you have sex in your bed...with my ex-hookup!"
"This is cute." Oh, this definitely bothers Wes. It turns in to Leroy being the insecure one! lol
Don't show me Zach crying, I don't care about this fuckhead.
Oh god, it turns in to a fucking panic attack lol screaming and throwing a tantrum. Yup, thanks, fuck this guy. "You had a healthy neice/nephew!" "Fucking fuuuuuuuuuuuuck, I'm panicking!!!!! HULK SMASH!"
I'm a fan of this Jordan dude. "My tummy hurts and I miss my family. Time to have a hissy fit."
Frank has to turn it into being about himself somehow.
Zach having this panic gets like a full medical team in the house. Big E looking like he's having a heart attack got another fat dude and a girl to throw him on a stretcher after a half hour of waiting lmao "Here's some pepto you giant baby."
Oh, wild glimpse of Diem's amazing political prowess, talking to Wes!
Finally the rookie girls smartening up and trying to stick together. Diem also suggesting letting Jasmine/Theresa go by too? That seems off..
This Jordan guy continues to be crazy competitive. These Rookies are impressive.
Zach-"I'd rather not pull for Frank and Johnny." Frank-"That's a good idea Zach." lol this is so hilarious and dumb to me.
Letting Wes and CT of all people just walk by?! They're two of the best competitors, don't give them an advantage lol
Blaming one single person not pulling out of like 8? I don't like Johnny, don't get me wrong, but that one damn person isn't making a difference on your ass sucking.
Zach is the biggest god damn baby. "I sucked at a challenge? Who is the first and easiest person I can put this blame on other than myself?"
I am completely with Zach on Johnny being a snake. The logic behind it is just stupid and whiny.
The two closest people to Leroy completely fucks him! Haha the stupidity! If you're just going to throw a vote away, mayyyyybe not throw it on the people you're clost to trying not to make a target of yourself.
Don't blame someone else for your damn vote! You voted for him. You wanted to skate by without making a target and did something stupid. Your own dumb mistake. Live with it.
Love this elim challenge. Get to the bell and win basically, but smash shit to do it.
Ty and Leroy losing lmao
Oh god, Zach throwing the helmet. What a dumbass.
Zach, you dumbass. "That's clearly not what happened." I always knew your sense of reality was off.
Ty winning an elim by default is great.
Man, Frank saying all this shit about self reflection and realizing when Zach is an ass. If only he could look in to a mirror...
EP 6:
Oh no, a storm is brewing!!
Theresa, let it the fuck go. You voted on your own damn dude, that's your problem.
Production change idea: Change the "clue" text messages to random ominous things TJ says after an elimination. Make it a suspenseful end to an episode and still get the clue out of the way. Then you can have the replay of it and speculation by the players on the next episode as a recap. The text stuff is just kind of dumb and real played out now.
Freinemies is great, but what this show really needs is superlitives. Calling out the cockiest, the ugliest, cutist for the whole cast would cause so many laughs and drama. Shocked they haven't done it. Same basic prensiple, but everyone should be answering them with everyone as an option.
She didn't say it was your favorite Aneesa, she said it was your best.
Definitely not your face Jemmye
Hair is the best body part lol
I wish I knew why everyone hated Cara so much, but how much it bothers her is fun to watch.
Pennsetucky is like the only to take it personal. Of course.
Yes, Johnny the most fake, and the one that needs the most attention. Definitely.
Emily and Puala literally just blazing through these challenges. Seeing Emily be so good, just makes me want to see Laurel and Emily on the same season.
Pennsitucky lol such a sensetive baby.
Wes is going to say Theresa is the trashiest. There is literally no doubt. Of course he'd say that. CT being smart! Fucking genius not answering.
Johnny just owning it and calling Paula trash lmao
Ty/Leroy accidentily being sent in to Elim and winning by default and then coming back and getting first to control the order on guy day. What a turn of events.
"Jordan gave me my word so he better not be going back on that." Nothing says he'll be going back on his word more than this being put in the ep.
Johnny OF COURSE, wanting to sit back and control the game and not let people play their own games. You're a rookie, don't try to play. That'd be a mistake.
I want to see the 3 hours of footage it took for CT and Wes to coordinate their nomination vote.
"I gotta show these old bitches how to do an elimination." Jasmine ain't taking ya'lls shit.
I never follow with the relationships between season. I'm still wondering about Ty/Paula, and Jonna/Zach lol It's like every season is basically a reset unless it specifically brings it up.
All this Theresa anger is all predicated on her making a dumb mistake. She wanted to play the middle and not pick a side. Now suddenly she fucked up and is angry and wants to pick a side, but everyone would much rather just cut you loose.
I see treadmilles, I'm instantly thinking goodbye Theresa.
Diem wearing an ugly ass "Team Jemmye/Camilla" shirt.
These people act like they're shocked Jasmine has basic motor functions lol "Jasmine is actually catching these!" "I'm surprised when Jasmine actually catches it!" ....what?
Wes is such a child. 3 seasons later literally still bent out of shape with Theresa liking Kenny.
EP 7:
Diem, you should literally have no hope at all for the final. Why are you even wasting your time thinking you have a chance?
Shock collars? I like this comp already.
Aneesa screaming in pain at the smallest shock?
Wes and his damn ego.
Cara and her shock sex thoughts continues.
"Just listen!" "To what?!" lol Cooke trying to go by the sound of the ocean.
Cooke calling Cara on her shit. Talks a big game of loving shocks and shit, but can't stop freaking out during the comp.
Ty and Leroy completely lost and going back to the start haha
Oh my god, Jonna and Nany literally making it nowhere and DQ'ing. Wow
Jesus, someone please take out Johnny and Frank for me please. I already hate these two, why put them together and make them stronger?!
Ty and Leroy back in the Elim. This is the biggest back and forth swing people can have in just two episodes.
Johnny, fucking Johnny. Instantly going in to try and control the game. Of fucking course.
Emily, fucking thank you!!! "Johnny, youre just wanting to help you and Frank farther along to keep winning. Which is fine, but just say it." Thank you Emily!!!
Frank bitching, and trying to act like the bigger guy by saying he wasn't campaigning on a technicality.
Fucking Frank. Jumping in peoples faces and screaming INSTANTLY. Oh look, he also only does it when other people are around and are also yelling/arguing with the person. I'm really noticing a trend with this guy... Not really, I been knowin!
Johnny, Franks ego does not need any extra stroking.
Jordan is completely right. Girls literally said they are voting in Knight until Johnny/Frank walked in the room.
Please Frank, say "check your facts" again.
"There's a team everyone wants here until the final."(Knight/Preston) You know...except the girls who were going to be voting them in. They're not just here to make the final easier for you Johnny.
The headbanger elim? I'd be all money on Ty/Leroy, if I didn't have a long history of knowing Ty runs out of complete gas after like 30 seconds of effort. Marlon and Jordan both seem pretty damn fast too. That and the editing of Johnny talking Jordan down about Rookie aspect makes me think Marlon/Jordan are pulling this win out.
Guys, they aren't sleeping on you guys, they want you gone because you've won multiple challenges.
God damn I hate Frank. I don't think I could hate anyone any more than this dude.
Hahaha Jordan/Marlon pulling that shit out!
The one thing I like about Wes, is that he sees and knows how Johnny plays/wins the games and he likes basically anything that disrupts that. He wants Jordan/Marlon back in the house because they're good competitors and it disrupts Johnny/Frank. Everyone else all looks shocked, Wes genuinely looks like he's having fun.
If the guys don't immediately start targeting Diem/Paula/Camilla, the people Johnny will always have on their sides, they're stupid.
EP 8:
Ugh, can I just not give a damn about Diem and CT?
Fuck Frank. "These new kids." Lmao you have one damn season under your belt! Literally the same amount as a lot of the people you're bitching about! He's right about Pennsetucky though lol "What the fuck is a Jemmye?! Besides the ugliest girl to ever be cast on one of these shows?!" That rough...but accurate.
Jemmye talks non stop shit about Knight, but instantly wants to be angry at him for not standing up for her. These two fucks are white trash personified.
Camilla got that Hulk anger strangth. Good god chick. She's pushing Emily around! lol
On this trapese competition, I don't get why you would want to ride the bar down to the water? Why not jump in and immediately swim unstead of waiting for it to take you down? Some kind of unmentioned time penalty?'
These people suck ass at swimming!
Please cut back to Diem trying to get Aneesa to swim laps and her saying "We will never have to do that." lol
"Die in the water, die in the water, die in the water!" and "I know my time is better than both of theirs, it's just up to Johnny's." I fucking hate Frank
Diem has absolutely no faith in Aneesa, but somehow thinks she has a chance at the final? Chick...
Cara/Cooke again. If you come on this show and don't expect heights and're fucking stupid.
The god damn vets!!!! Ughhhhhh. Literally my least liked thing about this show. Can't vote for Paula or Diem so you have to vote in Jonna, Frank, sorry bud. Vets get to skate by in this game, that's just how it works! You did better last year when you came in and said fuck that and got the vets out instantly. Now when it's your teammate and you're walking to the final it's all abored the vet ship!
Why go to a commercial? There is absolutely zero chance Johnny would allow their vote go against Paula or Diem lol
Fucking Frank, gotta be antagonistic. Gotta piss someone off and then act like the victim and be a bully about it. You fucked over Jonna and then you want to act smug about it and act like she can't be upset with you. I fucking hate this guy.
Frank wearing a god damn Jonna headband. You're a fucking joke.
Cooke/Cara are just going to eliminate everyone on their way to the final lol
Oh god, frank and his damn whining! Going to the vets and whining to them isn't getting you anywhere dude. They're going to reinforce whatever you whine about because you're going along with letting them walk to the final!
EP 9:
I want CT to be asking Wes the entire season if they're friends yet like he did with Adam.
I can't describe how little I care about Diem and CT.
CT sleeping on the floor next to her is sweet though.
What is with all the writing on everyone this season during the challenges? So weird.
CT and Johnny rematch challenge? This time without Adam not being able to get up?
Darn. Forgot CT/Wes pick order.
Calling Johnny out of shape when he's probably in the best shape he's been in to this point in the show is funny.
Cara Maria talking so much about her knee pads seems weird seeing as how it never seems to slip?
Pennsetucky just flipping around like a dying fish while trying to climb up is hilaroud.
Johnny saying it will take CT and Wes at their best to bet them lol They have like 40 seconds left with all the balls already put in. Johnny and Frank and their ego's just go so well together.
"That was a warmup!" "Nah, that couldn't be it? Could it?" "I think we just won?" Love the CT/Wes dynamic when they're forced to work together.
Johnny bitching about them not being humble winners is a huge fucking chefs kiss lmao Johnny is the biggest fucking loudmouth at challenges! You god damn fuckboi.
Please let Johnny be in the last elimination again. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee
Frank, you god damn bitch.
Johnny gets to walk to the final again.
Wes/CT/Johnny instantly letting shit fly now that they're in the final is fucking amazing.
At least Johnny, unlike his partner, isn't waiting until like 3 or 4 people are engaged in an argument to start in on it.
I hate Johnny, but Wes and CT look way more dumb in this argument.
Knowing Johnny goes on to win a lot of these challenges and comes back a lot makes this argument even more hilarious.
"I have a BMW, a Porsche, a monster truck and 3 businesses!!!!" Ok Wes...
"Are those matchstick cars?" lol
Where was this Wes/CT shit talking during the whole damn season?! It's like they were all pussies and saw how Seasons went down and realized they'd get mopped up if they didn't stick together.
"I don't have to say shit, I'll just leave it all out on the field." Fucking Frank, literally all you do is fucking talk shit.
Johnny getting his usual suspects of Paula, Camilla and Frank to patch up his ego after the fight. CT and Wes looked absolutely dumb, but Johnny and Frank just seem so ridiculous with this conversation afterward.
The Rookies stick around! I'd be worried about these rookies if I were Johnny/Frank.
EP 10:
This episode can basically be summed up with one long tirade about the entitelment of the vet women in these seasons. We saw it all the way back on the island with Johanna saying she expected to just be handed a key at the end. Now here you are with Diem absolutely losing her shit the second she might be at risk. There is literally nothing I hate more in this game than the entitelment the vets have.
Hearing shit like "Cara and Cooke just get to walk to the final and they've done nothing." or "I've worked my ass off to get here!" fuck the fuck off Diem. Cara and Cooke literally took out just about every other couple, went in too the elims constantly! Politicking and sitting around skating on old friendships isn't putting in work! You haven't done shit, but sit around all season trying to encourage your team mate to prepare for the final because you just expact to walk to the final without any issues.
Paula and Emily going in to beg and cry to the rookies who they sent in repeatedly is just fucking gross.
You want to go to the final, then fucking win!
I can't stand seeing these people throw around their "power" and "influence" all season and then flip their shit the instant they have none.
Ok, maybe I'm crazy and blinded by CT love, but where is the manipulation on CT's part? What did he ask for, what did he do differently that he doesn't always do? He flirts constantly. Diem is the one who ended things, Diem is the one that gets jealous and territorial, Diem is the one who freaks out and suddenly gets mad at the other girls for seemingly unrelated issues. It more seems like Diem is trying to use CT and is now asking for reciprecation and getting mad it isn't automatically given.
What Johnny is doing throughout the season is more manipulation than CT. Johnny is constnatly getting in Diem's head about CT and blaming CT for Diem going in to elimination. How? What are you talking about?
By Diem and Aneesa, I have absolutely zero faiith in you guys for this comp...
EP 11:
Diem instantly flipping her shit.
Camilla and Jemmye definitely seem to have a height difference, but they don't freak out.
Diem "I can't reach! It's not fair!" Fucking Diem, good god.
Diem has always been bad at these challenges. That's why she flips out.
"They played a good game, and they deserve a lot of respect." Nah Wes, this ain't it cheif.
Why is Paula acting like she's coaching Emily on her first final? She was literally just in one on Exes?
I don't want another cold final!
Cara waiting until she's literally in a final to try to learn swimming. Jesus.
My thoughts were initially on Paula and Emily being a shoe in for the win, but she now just seems too much in her head. I can see her having somoe kind of break down.
Tokyo seems nuts. In the middle of a city? This I'm interested in.
"I don't want an even playing field." God damn it Wes, don't be a bitch.
"It's a crapshoot, something anyone can win." Where's all that confidence and brovado Wes?!
I love that they're afraid of the rookies.
These fucking vets and hating not knowing whats coming up. God damn the vet mentality is so infuriating.
Why are these bus cams so ominous?
"There's ninjas" These people and ninjas!
No location change! Thank you!
Tokyo would have been really cool to see though.
"Throwing twists and turns through the season"?? What? You didn't have a single elimination, what are you talking about?
Third team being out almost instantly seems fine. There's usually one team that wouldn't make it anyways.
It sucks that both the teams the vets are worried about are bad at swimming. To see Johnny and Frank eliminated instantly would be amazing.
At least the swim isn't that huge of an aspect. The puzzle and kayak will be more than enough to make up time.
These people talking about geometry like that matters at all lol
Pennsetucky just seems like useless garbage.
Wes and CT running away with it. No one else seems even close.
What a lackluster first half of a final?
Swim > Puzzle > Kayak done?
Fingers crossed for a Johnny/Frank loss.
"I am living a nightmare." Jemmye, you are my nightmare.
Let's go Cara and Cooke!
I don't care which of Paula or Camilla get eliminated. This is win/win.
I'd rather Emily make it, but meh, I'm tired of the vet entitlement.
Timed out, and a kayak race? lol
Well, at least there was hope of Johnny and Frank being eliminated.
I hate Frank
Nightmare Island lol
All those times in Fresh Meat of Wes skipping puzzles and now they're getting all these puzzles right.
I really couldn't ask for this to go any differently at this point.
I really don't like the catch up assist that is built in to the first place teams having to clear some kind of blockage. You're just artificially slowing down the first place team for no reason.
"1 times 1 is... That's how you do multiplication right?" Wow Frank. You stupid fuck. Wow
Johnny and Frank getting help. Of course.
Cara NOT being the one struggling?
"Wes is having trouble with his poop soup." What a line.
Paula and Emily are flying through this gross food. Jesus! Emily literally just jamming maggots in Paula's mouth! Damn!
Hahahaha the cascade of liquid coming out of CT at one point haha
I haven't seen Johnny put a single thing in his mouth lol Yet he's the one saying Frank is breaking down.
I thought Durian fruit just stunk and wasn't actually bad? Maybe I'm remembering wrong.
Johnny is literally just standing around doing nothing!!
Still have yet to see Johnny put anything in his mouth other than water.
Oh wait, he put these weird dried things in his mouth. He ate something.
Maybe I'm realizing why everyone hates Cara. Fuck she doesn't stop whining! Everything is a struggle with her.
Cara can't figure out "1-2-3" lol
I'd love to see Emily, Laurel, Sarah and Ev all on an individuals season. They need to do some kind of best of the best season. Somehow take individuals win or success rates and get the people that have the highest rate of winning in these challenges.
Lets go Wes and CT! It seemed a little easy, but I really liked this last idol checkpoint.
So glad to see Frank and Johnny lose.
Seems I was vindicated in my early prediction of Wes/CT and Emily/Paula running away with this from the first episode.
I'll say it again. I'd love to see TJ hosts these reunions
Why is CT's mic so quiet?
Oh weird, cutting down the cast for specific segments?
God dammit, Pennsetucky, Ugh.
Knight seems drunk as hell.
Frank is the biggest fucking shit talker. He literally doesn't say shit unless there is like 3 other people involved first.
Knight is just so out of his mind.
I'm all for Frank getting hit, but Knight, jesus.
This is awkward as hell with Moasley trying to pull this back together lol Dude has zero care, he's just going in to the next cue card lmao
Sad to hear how much Diem was going on while recording the show. Can completely understand being all over the place. Still don't like the entitlement shit.
Cara trying to crawl up and grab Diem's hand and Aneesa yelling at her hahaha
This dude is such a terrible host. He doesn't even finish statements. He just kind of rambles.
Jemmye and Knight are straight trash.
"I play a mental game and I get in people's heads." Frank, shut the fuck up.
Pennsetucky literally wearing a ring in the shape of a gun. You can't make this shit up.
This reunion kind of sucks simply because the host has zero control over anything. He asks a question, barely, and then just doesn't say anything no matter how much people are talking over each other or how much silence there is. When Johnny and someone else have to jump in and say something when Jordan can't get more than 3 words in to a sentance that's when the host should step the hell up.
Instantly CT is walking all over him. You're asking too many open ended questions and letting them just mumble around them. Ask direct and simple questions and don't let them barrel over you. Jesus this is bad.
"Next questions robot!"
"They had everyone saying 'WTF'" what in the hell was that?!
"What did you not like about the Charades moment? Was it just that Knight called you out?" What the fuck kind of question is that? You need to ask for clarity on why that was wrong?
This reunion has just turned into shitting on this host being absolutely terrible.
TL:DR / Overall thoughts on the season:
I thought this was a really fun season to watch, but was a little disappointed in how predictable it was. I called CT/Wes and Paula/Emily within the first five minutes of the first episode. It just seemed like there was no possible way it was going to happen any differently. This season also didn't really have any kind of back and forth or dominating factor. It was more a season of watching the rookies and Cooke/Cara do everything they can to stick in until the end and then who of the vets was getting the short end of the stick. Fun season to watch, but a little anti-climactic.
Thanks for reading, I literally have no clue what is up next.
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2020.08.31 05:16 MartynAndJasper Real cam life sex

He knew it was a bad idea. Oh yes, he knew! He’d been here before. All too well did he know that using these websites was a bad idea. They were also not conducive to a healthy wallet.
“These Russian ladies are crazy!”, his friend Dave had told him!
Martin had agreed with his best friend. He knew that Dave had his best interests at heart and he knew that he must move away from this addiction. But secretly he knew he was strangely attracted to these Russian ladies. And he was, sadly, not one to learn from his mistakes.

Part 1, Liars and Tigers
Martin had been single now for 7 years. His met his last partner while he worked in South Africa. He was not proud of himself but she was married when he met her. He formed a friendship with her and her husband. They would enjoy playing pool and excessive drinking at a nearby bar. Over time they developed feelings for each other. Over the course of a year they became close. Martin knew this was bed news, someone was going to get hurt. He tried to end the friendship with them both. But the forces of attraction are strong and one night after too many drinks, the inevitable happened.
Shelly had been having yet another of her frequent arguments with her husband. She was very upset. Shelly needed a friend, she was in a bad way and left her home after the argument. She called Martin and he took the day off work to comfort her. Maybe deep down he already knew this was a betrayal to her husband. But he had taken her side of the story.
They went to the local bar to talk about the relationship problems. She told him that she must leave her husband. The day progressed and inebriation ensued. By the time the evening arrived both Martin and Shelly had almost drunk the bar dry!
Shelly did not want to go to her own home that evening. She knew her husband was angry and did not want to face him. So they went back to Martin’s rented accommodation with the intention of Shelly staying in the spare room. This was a mistake! The instant they closed the door behind them the passion that had flamed for over a year erupted. The alcohol had reduced Martin’s inhibitions. Any form of loyalty to her husband had diminished and was replaced with an unstoppable sexual hunger. Lust had taken over them both. They looked at each other and both saw a raw sexual hunger in each others eyes. This was dangerous, it was thrilling, it was intense! They wanted each other so much! The primal urge as old as mankind was all that there was now. He embraced her and kissed her passionately, there was no stopping them now. For five hours that evening they coupled with so much intensity, so much passion! This was heaven! It felt right, it felt amazing! But it also felt wrong, what about her husband!
The next day was a Saturday and normality came back with a vengeance. Guilt loomed deep and dark over Martin. He felt like such a traitor. Which ever way you looked at it he had betrayed a friend. He selfishly wanted Shelley to go back to her husband and to try and forget it had all happened. He still had very strong feelings for Shelly, feelings which far surpassed sexual desire. But he did not want to be the one that split this marriage, in trouble though the marriage was.
It was too late for that now. Later that day the both met her husband at a nearby restaurant and told him the truth. Her husband picked up a nearby knife and slammed it into the table. He shouted at them and walked away.
Time moved on and Shelly and Martin moved in together. Martin believed she was the one. But the relationship was not without its problems, even from the outset.
Shelly had bipolar and could very quickly develop a temper. She would frequently have attacks of rage and throw things across the room at him. Martin became expert at ducking!
Martin also knew he was not perfect (though secretly he knew he was). Shelly told him that he only had two faults; everything he said and everything he did!
Shelly had a very dark side. She had frequent suicide attempts. She would ring Martin while he was at work and tell him she had taken tablets. Then the phone would go dead. Martin lost count of the number of times he rushed back home on his motorcycle to rescue her.
He moved back to Manchester after his contract in South Africa ended. He had enjoyed his time there but it was not a good place to start a family.
He had thought long and hard about his relationship with Shelly. Dealing with the bipolar acts of rage and frequent suicide attempts were a lot to handle. But he also knew that she needed him. She had come from a very unloving family and he thought she would have nowhere left to go if things between them ended. He also believed he loved her deeply and that she loved him too. He moved Shelly into his home to live with him. Plans where afoot to get married later that year. But, dark as life can be, it all came to a crushing ending a few months later when it happened again...
They had been arguing the previous night. Shelly called him while he was at work, she was suicidal once more.
“Tell my mother I love her, I’m going to take tablets”, she had said.
Martin immediately panicked and tried to talk her out of it. Then the phone went dead and she would not pick up further calls. He was 20 miles away, desperate and panicking! He phoned his dad and asked him to go round to help her while he rushed home in a taxi, his dad lived just two miles away.
By the time Martin had rushed home in a taxi an ambulance and the police had arrived a few minutes earlier. Martin’s dad had called them when Shelly had refused to come to the door. They feared the worst.
The police had smashed open the door. It transpired that Shelly was upstairs on the bed shopping online on an iPad. The truth finally came out. Shelly had been using suicide as the ultimate form of control and mental torture. These attempts had never been real attempts or cries for help. It was true that she had bipolar but this cold behaviour was not explained by the disorder. Only now did he realise that this long lasting betrayal was by design. Only now did he learn what this woman was truly capable of.
The relationship ended quickly after that and she flew back to South Africa. Her mother had agreed to take her in.
Martin eventually forgave her, she had come from a bad place and was a survivor. But he would never forget. She had caused so much emotional pain. He would never contact her again because she had so much malice in her heart. But he secretly wished her well and hoped her life would improve. He vowed to himself to stay single now and vowed never again to mess with a married lady! Or so he thought...

Part 2, Russian Exposure
7 years on Martin’s life had improved. He had landed the perfect job and was the happiest he had been for a long while. He had remained single. But all men have urges! This is when he discovered Cam sites and developed an unhealthy taste for beautiful Russian ladies.
He had now been using these cam sites for around 4 months. It was a strange addiction that crept up on him. The sex toys they use online now fascinated him. How one could control these toys from half way around the world. There was a sex toy on the market called the Lush. This was an internal vibrator and its vibration levels could be controlled over the internet. It excited him to watch a lady close to orgasm when she was under the control of a stranger. There was something perverse yet so sexually intoxicating about this prospect.
He had met a lady called Sonya online. She was a beautiful Cam girl and he was instantly hooked. She would almost lead to his ruin...
“I’m married and I have a young son but he keeps me in a cage!”, Sonya had told him after a long control session online.
Sonya wanted to leave the husband she did not love him anymore. She worked hard on the site and they practically lived separate lives.
Although she wanted to leave, the finances were not good and she would struggle without their combined efforts to pay the rent for the flat they were staying in together.
Martin and Sonya had grown close throughout frequent sessions together. Months had passed and the online relationship had grown into more than just an online acquaintance. They had become friends and it was rapidly growing into more, she had said that they had a connection. They had exchanged numbers and contacted each other daily.
They had agreed to meet and try a real relationship after the COVID crisis had ended. Martin planned to meet her in Moscow as soon as this was possible. If they got on well together then she would leave her husband. Martin was considering moving to Moscow permanently.
She shared videos of her life, videos of her and her young son, singing to him in English.
Martin was now learning Russian and Sofya was learning English so they could communicate when they met (dirty talk using Google Translate was, after all, a bit of a kill joy to sexual desire). Feelings grew stronger. Sonya was the last thing on his mind before he went to sleep and the first thing he thought of in a morning.
Sonya, on the other hand, had other things on her mind...
“I do not even have a good computer to work from!”, she had told Martin.
“He keeps the good one for himself and plays video games while I have his old laptop!”.
Multi camming is good use of a cam girls time. It allows them to maximise profits by streaming to multiple locations. But her computer was not powerful enough. Over time, Martin had foolishly learned to trust Sonya. He took out a loan and bought a powerful computer to help her.
Over the course of three months Sonya toyed with Martins emotions and finances. He trusted her fully and believed her when she said she would leave her husband and try a relationship with him. He bought her many gifts and put himself in debt while trying to help her.
The truth once again came to light, this time because of another Russian friend Martin had met online.
Sonya had been lying all along. She had been toying with emotions and playing with his head to con money from him, all the while laughing behind his back with her husband as Martin lavished expensive gifts on her. Having her son sing to him in English showed how low she would go.
“Never again will I mess with married lady!”. Too late Martin remembered his earlier words with regret.
He was destined to be unlucky in love and was perhaps always looking in the wrong places. Long distance relationships are fraught with difficulty. He once again vowed to stay single.
But he continued to watch the Cam girls online. This was an addiction and he was struggling to kick the habit. He still had sexual desire, he was after all a man.
Part 3. The Red Demon
She had sultry blue eyes, hair like fire and a personality to suit. She was young. She was beautiful. And she was probably trouble.
He had been playing with Poppy’s sex toy for a while now, this had been a good session. The effects were starting to show. She had this habit of chewing on her bottom lip when she got excited and saying crazy phrases like “Holy Moley”. Martin had never seen a mole with a hole before so he was not sure what this statement meant. It felt like a cruel way to treat a mammal. But maybe it was some weird Russian phrase, he knew how crazy these chics could be.
He soon found out that she had a penance for dark stories. She would talk about the creaming method. This sounded like some kind of strange sexual activity, but it turns out it was a method for baking cake!
When she was horny she would use phrases like “Old Milk, Smelly Feet and naked Grandma’s”.
What turned this beautiful lady on seemed almost perverse!
While masturbating with her toy she would think about hobos and her grandad puking on her! Russians are strange people indeed.
She was starting to get really excited now though. He could see it in her demeanour. Her whole body was starting to wriggle and he could see she was getting desperate to reach climax. But she knew she would not allow herself to cum. She would not let the Englishman win this game again! She was stronger than that! But oh, that feeling between her legs. It was getting so intense now. Every vibration felt like lightning, her pussy was tingling with desire.
Martin was watching all this from thousands of miles away. He too was very excited and very horny now (though he was not considering dogs puking on couches, because he was normal). But he loved watching her expressions as she got more and more excited. He moaned unintentionally as he watched her. He loved the way her brow furrowed and the way her eyes moved when she was experiencing pleasure. The way she twitched and moved on her chair in excitement. This was her internal battle to contain the intense pleasure. This turned him on immensely.
He knew she was trying to concentrate on the reading. Anything else but the intensity of the pleasure between her legs. She must not focus on the orgasm that was building inside her. It was almost like the vibrations felt like a penis slowly moving in and out of her, teasing her, rocking her, sending her wild. She could almost feel the penis head slipping deeper inside her, in and out, over and over again. It was a perfect fit, tight but slick with her juices. The feeling was amazing. It was getting harder and harder... it was very hard now... to maintain composure.
To try and reduce the tension, she once again thought about a small mammals with holes in them. But this did little to take her mind off the growing excitement.
She knew this was no good, she was losing the battle. She would not win this time. The feeling between her legs was gaining momentum. It was too intense, she knew she would give in to her desire soon.
The change in tempo in the vibrations were causing her to shiver with desire, she had goosebumps! The need to cum almost becoming painful.
She was so wet that she thought the toy might slip out. No! she thought, this no longer feels like a toy, it feels like I am being penetrated over and over again. The cock deep inside her reaching all the way, fully extended. He too was coming close to exploding inside her. This delicious pleasure could not be contained much longer, she was going to cum soon. All over the length stretched deeply inside her.
He wanted her to cum now, he was so ready.
He could not contain himself any longer.
He needed her to cum.
They must cum together!
She gasped as she came, the feeling was intense.
This release they experienced together was seminal!
She took a deep breath and a few seconds to regain her composure. Endorphins rushing round her brain.
In her post-coital state she rolled a cigarette.
Martin just rolled over and went to sleep.
Men can be arseholes.
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