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Hi. I don’t know. I really don’t know how to tell this (hindi rin marunong mag kwento) but here you go.
I’m in a relationship for almost 8yrs now. Currently living together overseas. In that 8yrs, our relationship grew. We grew individually and as partner. We really did mature. We’re happy and close to perfect couple. We don’t argue, no issues, no anything bad. In fact, many people admire our relationship. Kasi parang tropa lang kami and we’re not that clingy couple when with others. We keep everything private. From first jowa year na super post sa socmed hanggang sa birthday posts na lang. My partner is smart, everyone loves him (even my family adores him soooo much). He’s the type of person na mahiyain and may pagka introvert but is surely fun when you get to know him.
Until today. Habang nag ccountdown for September 1 “Ber months” ang marami... gumunaw mundo ko. He was sleeping soundly and I’m wide awake. I went to the loo and when I go back to our room, for some reason something whispered for me to get into his phone. (Note, that I don’t usually use his phone. Because I dont have any reasons to. Unless makikichismis. But really not to stalk or make huli kung may kalokohan siya. Because I know he doesn’t have at all. He’s the best. He could not and would never hurt me... I thought) So, right when I opened his phone and roamed around the tabs... I saw a screencap photo of a girl. Of course I’ll get curious... (sana hindi na lang :( ) Then I saw a bunch of photos and videos of random girls. Famous/Vloggers/Artists/ girls that I know/ common girls. Etc. (I think this is common for guys, or at least may nabasa nako na same scenario. But still). So, It’s saved under a work folder na alam niya na hindi ko ioopen, so he knew it’s safe. At first scrolls, hindi ako makapaniwala. Baka auto saved lang pag may nag sesend sa kanya ng photos or whatnot. But no. Some were screenshots from IG stories or tiktok. Recent screenshot was before or after we had sex of his crush na pinagselosan ko na. Nakakapang hina. I was palpitating really bad. I was shaking and couldn’t scroll more. But I knew I had to. Then I saw what hurts me the most. A screenshot of conversation with his previous workmate back in PH (the convo was a year ago. Bago kami mag abroad) They were talking na susunod si girl dito, mag antay lang siya, etc. tapos dun na lang daw sila magliwaliw (their term). I was dying. I can’t cry. I dont know how to react. He’s perfect in my eyes. Anyway, naalimpungatan siya and saw me sitting on the floor, palpitating. He ask me to come to bed. And said “Bakit?” 3x and he was clueless. Then I hand him his phone with the folder open. He stood up and hug me and cried. When I stood up, I burst into tears. We cried for hours. All I’ve got to say was “bakit?”
I need help. I don’t know what to do. :( I want to let it go. Na parang walang nangyare cz I love him sooo much. Pero may iba. Masakit.
Can’t tell this to anyone, even friends. Ayoko sumama tingin nila sa kanya. :(
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2019.10.08 00:14 achico_ Multiverse: A tale of a Breacher and his Goddess

Multiverse: A tale of a Breacher and his Goddess \edited: December 9 - I cheated and still cheating to myself. I lied, and I keep on lying. I hate it.*YOU'RE THE BEST GIRL, I NEVER HAD.*
Breacher - a being from another world, who crosses into another world. (DC comics),
Multiverse - group of multiple universes,
Goddess - i defined this in my own term, because of her name "Goddess of Wisdom and Strategy" and a "Cupid", God of love and sex.
i don't if you are here Goddess, but who cares, i just want to be real and true to myself.

"Kinukulayan ang isipan, Pabalik sa nakaraan, 'Wag mo ng balikan, Patuloy ka lang masasaktan
Hindi nagkulang kakaisip, Sa isang magandang larawan, Paulit-ulit na binabanggit, Ang pangalang nakasanayan.."

started with a swiped :)
July 17 - i replied, you asked me "are you working out?" i replied, "duhh, hindi ba halata sa picture?".. and we transfer our convo in Telegram..
and go and on ang on on.. we chat every day..

July 19 - i said a good bye chat "..bla bla bla thank you for making me feel alive again, but i will now hide in the shadows.."

*weekend*, i can stop thinking about you, "should i, chat you again?" ...

July 22 - Monday, ugh!!! i cant resist .. i sent a telegram message again.. asking "How are you?" haha. i felt the spark kasi.. so ayun

from July 22, we started exchanging messages :), kulitan, i will ask you "Send Cutes", you'll ask me "Send abs" then you'll send a picture of Olive, well, mas cute talaga si Olive. duhh. haha. :)
talked a lot of things, started video chat in viber, as our chat go along.. i asked you to come with me, with my first Obstacle Course Race, at Quirino GS, on july 28..
and yey you agreed! and we started planning our first meeting :).

* we planned: to meet at Glorrietta, we are going to rent a place near my race venue, watch lion king, and spend the rest of the weekend together*

* Unforgettable First Meeting*
Night of July 27 - sorry i came late, and it's raining heavy, *what is this feeling, before i come out to my car, okay ba yung buhok, di ba ako haggard*
- i called you, "heey, where you at?" .. "JA, malapit sa cinema.."
- i was on the escalator holding my phone and looking where you at.. the moment we saw each other.. ang nasabi ko na lang .. "Na startruck ka sakin no?"..
but, deep inside im the one who felt all the "butterflies thingy".
- we had our dinner in Army Navy, ordered my naked burrito, and your quesadilla.. "uy diet sya haha", randomly, you asked if i have a valid id
tinawanan kita, pero syempre binigyan kita ng ID ko. "So akala mo sakin? scammaz?" and we started kulitan :D
- while i drive going to the place we rented, making kulit the way how you talk and say the "Like.." i counted the total times you say the "Like" word
the way you say the word "Ganoooooon?"
- yey! we are near the Birch Tower.. and while looking for a parking.. may kumaway sakin na Beki, and kinawayan ko din. and super tawa ka.. that moment
i realised, i want to make you happy, i want to make you laugh.. and i don want to feel you sad.
- while logging in in the place, bought a 60php 350ml spring water, and tawa ka ng tawa kasi super ako mag rant sa presyo.
- that night, we talked a lot of things.. we dont even notice na 5am na, and yung adrenaline ko super taas pa, kahit wala akong tulog
sinabi ko sayo na tatakbo ako ng 5km, na may 20obstacles.

July 28 - RACE Day! this is the most special date for me, imagine first obstacle race ko ikaw kasama ko, at didnt regret na hindi ako na tulog.
- and super saiyan to.. i conquered the race. umuulan, maputik, nakakapagod, but every obstacle na natatapos ko tumutingin ako kung saan ka nakaupo :)
- after the race, you asked me if i can drive, and wow yes sanay ka mag drive.. but then we both felt the spark so we extended our stay in the place. dahil sabi mo naka Birthday leave ka tomorrow. so ako nag SL na lang.

July 29 - didnt expect na Birthday mo, i really wanted to give you a gift.. and deep inside.. im very glad na ako kasama mo.
- kinukulit kita na ilibre mo ko, but kuripot mo din eh! so you told me na lang na you will treat me next week.
- 5:00am we checkout and hinatid kita sa bus terminal, you told me "baka i-ghost mo na ako ah"..deep inside sobrang lungkot na inisip ko matatapos na araw natin.

July 30 - im really sad, and i really want to be honest with you. i told everything and my situation.
- also, you accepted the situation.

from that day.. July 30 we really had a fun moments, never ending convo, even thought you tried meeting someone else from "SWIPED" app, still.. you found me as your source of happiness.

August 3-4 - yey! we meet again, after your work syempre i cant explain the feeling. sobrang saya ko.
- treated me in YABU, took our first selfie together.
- you bought CARAMIA, "Bluerberry" and "Ferrero" flavour.
- we played in Arcade in The Podium, Basketball hoops pataasan pa tayo eh, Stuffed toy Crane Game, Pong Table (2-1, talo ako syempre libre mo eh)
- we sang in karaoke, though di ako singer but i will always remember "Someday we'll know" and "Jeepney"
- had dinner in Podium's food court we sat near the window and talk a lot of things.
- we stay to our fave airbnb spot.
- the next day, yey! watched Lion king.. para akong bata at tawa ka ng tawa dahil kabisado ko mga lyrics ng soundtrack.. but most fave one.. "Can you feel... the love.. tonight~"
- sadly 5:30pm uuwi ka na, and you booked your grab na to bus terminal, you kissed me. and hagang ngayon, everytime na nakikita ko yung spot ng SM Mega Mall A. nakikita ko yung araw na magkasama tayo.

* sadly we didnt set to meet at August 9-10 weekends, siguro busy din, pero syempre we're still having chats, and video call *

August 18-19 - WALL CLIMB DAY!!! Climb central!! Climb Central!! yey!
- and wow new hair dew.. may pa bangs ka pa baby ah.
- while having orientation.. syempre ako eto si makulit, i asked the coach/facilator.. "Greg, pano kung mag isa na lang ako babalik dito?".. pero syempre pabiro lang yun.. and natawa na lang si koya mo.
- we really had fun, but sadly susunduin ka daw ng parents mo hindi ako pwde magpakita :(
- SM Mega mall - while buying grocery.. may tumawag bigla.. "Hello, baby.. san ka? dito ako mega mall nag paiwan ako.".. deep inside yey! i really wanted to be with you.
- and yea, we really had kulitan time and back to our favourite place.

August 24-25-26 - FORZA Obstacle Run!
- you bought me my fave. Grapes! and a boiled sweet potato, kasi carb load tayo for the race.
- we ate lunch in tokyo tokyo kasi need ko ng unli rice. and then, nalaman ko na allergic ka sa sea food kapag hindi homemade or fresh yung shrimp.
- Aug 25: after forza run, Road trip with the Gang, dahil si JM hinanap natin yung nawawala nilang bahay. HAHA with Squammy background music.
- and ayun tayo na lang yung gising, nag kwkwentuhan and yung tatlo sa likod mga tulog. nakukulitan tayo. naghahanap ako ng sasakyan na BRV, Jazz, Civic, and then aasarin ka.. and gagayahin yung mga sinasabi mo tungkol sa mga cars na yun. "Alam mo ba yung BRV, made in philippines yan", etc..
- 25 - 26: deep talks, we had our first 2 bottles sessions.. talked about my lola, and family stuff.
- you told me your fave. flower tulips
- and you showed me your talent in dancing.. "New Flame" i will never forget that song.

August 31 - September 1 - Netflix and Chill and Game Day!
- 31: - sinundo kita sa Glorrietta and may dala ka pa for me a bottle of Soya, and low fat milk, breads, coffee, tangina super tuwa ako and super sweet.
- had our dinner in farmery - wow Veggie salad tayo ngayon baby ah.
- back to our fave place. we watched Hangover 1 and 2. with 2 botts and fave honey butter.
- Sept 1: morning we played ML 2 games. syempre panalo tayo. and out of nowhere nag kaa-yaan tayo for Dota2 and CS:GO.
- had lunch in YOSHINOYA, yea libre mo kasi may Booky discount ka eh. and sinamahan mo ko sa condo ko, para uwi ko muna yung bigay mo.
- played in Coreon Cafe, Metrowalk, super di ko ma explain nraramdaman ko. natutuwa ako sayo dami mong kayang gawin baby.
- syempre ikaw na matakaw umorder ka pa ng beef stew bowl mo, tas ako fries lang syempre mawawala abs natin eh. you played Audition gusto mo ko pakaitaan kamo eh.
- 7:00pm :( uuwi na ulit, book na ng grab to bus terminal, and said to me "i wub you", but i replied "i love you".. and you smiled with your sparkling eyes. pero sobrang lungkot na ulit uuwi ka naman.. also, this is the day that our bittersweet memories started.

- Sept 2 - 3: bigla ka na lang hindi nag text, at chat. no "Good morning Baby <3" until i found out na..
- you are so sad, you went to your friend Biancs, kasi naguguluhan ka, hindi ka din pumasok sa office.. and nag aaway na tayo.
- ang bilis, but we managed to save what we have.. i called you after work.. and we talk, and yes super gulo ng situation natin. but you are my support system. sinabi ko sayo yan. you are the one making me happy. you are the Serotonin of my body.

*this is a bittersweet part, up and down tayo. but still, we keep our video calls and chat as our routine*
also, we planned for Sept 15 to be our Tagaytay day.

September 7-8: sad weekend. hindi tayo nag kita. but still mag ka chat pa din at call tayo. and i bought my Nintendo Switch, kasi diba alam mo.. one month na ako na ngangati bumili ng switch, sabi ko sayo after 1mon, kapag hinahanap ko padin bibili na ako.
- but, i bought it for the reason na i want to play with you. so bonding pa tayo every time magkikita tayo.


September 14 -15 - TAGAYTAY ESCAPED!! - rent a private car, booked a place, SMDC Prime, near Mcdo and SB.
- and libre mo expenses sa tagaytay, car and place sakin. :P
- super excited ako.. super aga ko. 4am pa lang gumayak na ako, kahit 8am usapan natin.. pinuntahan kita sa lugar nyo.. waited in Jolibee Turbina.
- and ayun sinundo kita sa may kanto nyo, sa may Yakult office.
- and syempre, ikaw ang driver "GRAB PREMIUM"
- punta tayo sa Alma Mater mo, ti-nour mo ko sa loob, nag kwento ng mga kalokohan mo, and everything. nakakatuwa. lalong nahulog loob ko sayo.
- we bought, MACAO milk tea, kahit masama loob ko! kasi mawawala abs ko! hahaha. jk. but syempre ikaw takaw mata. di mo naubos.
- we had our early lunch in a cafe near your university.. and OTW to tagaytay na.. with my "Grab Premium" Driver.
- while you're driving.. i always stare at you, looking to your eyes, i want to shout to the whole world, how happy i am, and how gorgeous you are.
- we went to CALARUEGA, and shit.. apaka ganda. first time ko makakita na may gantong lugar pala sa Pinas, i want to cry sa sobrang saya.
- also, we threw a coin in wishing well, i wished that.. " to give us more time together and to be with you, and give me strength, to fix everything given our situation."
- we had our first super sweet photos, you're embracing me, and the smile on our face hindi ko ma explain sobrang saya.
- we had our late lunch/snack at Tsokolateria, and then back to SMDC Prime, we rest a bit. after that we went to buy Mineral Water sa convenient store peroooo.. ang kulit mo baby, nadaan tayo sa Ukay, ayon, facepalm na lang ako.. bumili ka ng jumper and "Yes, super cute sayo non!" :).
- back to our place, we play switch! syempre may twist yung game natin.. *i dont want to disclose* hehe.
- we watched, "White Chicks" ang kulit nung movie na yon tawa ako ng tawa.
- and maya maya May nag hihilik na.. nag hihilik ka na baby ugh. vinideo kita para maasar ka, then sent it to telegram. hahaha.
- 11:00pm, lumabas tayo kasi nagutom ka! oo ikaw gutom ka! haha. we ate Bulalo and Crablets, in Mahogany near market..
- wala na akong gusto mangyari at hilingin, sobrang saya ko with you. and i dont want to end this. i wanna stop the time.
- Sept 15: e plan to go at people's park pero, nakapunta na ako kako don,
- ate our breakfast in mcdo, with so beautiful sceenery, parang ikaw.. then back to our place, we played resident evil and watch Alex Gonzaga's vlog
- then checked out at 12nn, you bought me a Buko Pie, and Peanut Cookies as pasalubong, ugh baby sweet mo talaga..
- and we decided to eat our late lunch in SAMGYUPSAL!!! kasi sabi ko never pa ako kumain non.
- ROMANTIC BABOY!!! at Solenad you called me "SAMGYUPSAL Virgin" haha.
- and then after we watched cinema. IT Chapter 2. ugh.. super natatwaa ako sayo kasi kung sumigaw ka at mag chill sa upuan.
- then after I insist to drive you to your house, but things weren't that perfect, we had a fight before you leave the car, sadly i just want you to be safe
and want things to be perfect, however we managed to fix things naman. and you ask me "When can i see you again?" i replied "Soon, See you soon, Iloveyou", you replied "Iloveyou" din.

- sobrang lungkot ko, naiyak ako habang pauwi, hindi ko alam kung bakit. pero ang lungkot ko. hindi ko na lang sinabi sayo yun. but there you are calling,
na ngangamusta kung nakauwi na ako. sadly, not yet kasi traffic sa SLEX.

I want to skip this part. and the ending part kasi sobrang lungkot :(.. yung na pala huli nating pagkikita :(. Everytime, na iisipin ko yung "See you soon.."
naiiyak ako. hindi ko alam kung ano nangyari satin.. we still have chat and calls from Sept 16 - 19. but bittersweet and up and down na tayo. sadly, Sept 22,
the moment na hindi na natin kinaya. but, sinabi ko naman sayo.. "Lalaban hagang sa dulo ng walang hanggan" and sorry ayoko ng alalahanin pa last time na tinawagan kita,
last week. October 4, hindi ko na alam kung ano nangyari, for me kasi kung masaya ka or naging masaya ka ituloy mo lang, hindi mo naman kailangan isipin at pangunahan ng negative thoughts ang future.. but things went really bad for us. and still..

here i am, stuck..
holding my rusty sword and shield, trying to defeat the final boss with my last dying breath.. and hoping that my Goddess will rescue me.
still im very grateful to the time we had, and i know the feelings we share together were all real.

all i want now is, you reach/read this post.. i want you know that.. you are very special.. and kung makikita mo at tatanungin mo ko, alam ko every details ng pinagsamahan natin. i told you before, i will risk everything, actually na risk ko na, hindi mo lang ako hinintay.
however, i love myself too, and im giving myself a limit *.. until my spartan race.*

\edited: October 14\**
Oh, it's good to be true, If our hopes and dreams come true Wish that I had more Of this borrowed time If only it would last a lifetime.
October 9 - Borrowed Time - im glad and thankful, we had a short exchange of messages thru. telegram, im thankful that you read this post. and yet again, leaving me a false hope by saying "Sana nga makapag usap tayo, para ma settle natin lahat ng nangyari".
- i replied, na mag bigay ka na lang ng date/time/location.. and still, yes i know it is a false hope.. kasi hagang ngayon wala kang reply...
... i miss you, i miss the way you laugh, smile, make faces, i miss the time we're together, Wish that I had more, Of this borrowed time..
..yes tama na tong ginagawa ko, but then again im still here.. lemme just feel more pain until my spartan race, until to the point na wala na akong maramdaman.. im really addicted to this pain..
\edited: October 15\**
I've been spending some time, Thinking I'd be alright, Don't know if I could Really make it tonight..
October 15 - Upside down - wow yey! you replied again and we had a bit of convo "Huy, Kamusta ka na?".. "Kamusta Work?".. i can't explain siguro every time na magkausap tayo masaya ako, and siguro i just filling it up with our memories, but then pinipigilan ko sarili ko, yet hindi ko mapigilan na kulitin ka, isend sayo mga kulitan namin sa office.. but yes.. "seen*".*
Thinking about you, Is almost breaking my heart..
- i told my self not to wait and think of you anymore, I thought napatay ko na yung butterflies, i did everything to the point i workout until to the last drop of my sweat, para paguuwi ako matutulog na lang and will not feel any pain. You turn my whole world upside down..

\edited: October 17\**
Her best days will be some of my worst, She finally met a man that's gonna put her first..
October 17 - Breakeven - you know what ever since, you've been always in my search bar, i keep on checking your last online, keep on checking your profile, you recent post, recent story, even in Spotify i always checkd you last song played and currently playing.. (Oct. 16) yesterday im so bothered.. 19H last online. dunno why, maybe your really happy na and yea may kasama ka.. 'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving..
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, i really wanted you to be in my spartan race, i always remember that we planned to go in BGC, i always wonder if we didn't end up like this, we are going to visit the Van Gogh Museum in BGC, before kasi you shared the "Starry Night" in fb and yea ganda nya..

They say bad things happen for a reason, But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding.. i really want to talk to you in person, before my spartan race.. maybe for the last time.. but i think di na mangyayari, sobrang casual and stranger like na eh. ayoko sana nun. but then pano nga ako mag he-heal if ganon gusto ko.. so yes, im soaking my self to this pain and will soak until oct 26.. feeling ko eto yung pain na hinahanap hanap ng isip at pakiramdam ko.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing..

\edited: October 20\**
October 18-19 - "when race mo sa spartan?" natuwa ako atleast tinanong mo, though sad too kasi akala ko alam mo kung kelan lagi ko kasi sinasab sayo yun dati.. and still here i am, hurting my self again by asking you if you can come with.. sadly you replied "Hindi ako pwede sumama dyan syempre. Ano gagawin ko dun" . ayoko na lang isipin.. siguro may magagalit na sayo kapag sumama ka. such that i can't just let go of this very memorable and very special memories na still nag iimagine pa din ako ng mga magagandang mangyayari with you.
- i love you, so i asked my circle of friends since kinder to meet me today (oct 20) tell everything tell my situation.. i really want you and fight for you, i told them that. but im scared, and told also them na.. "baka wala na sya, wala na akong babalikan" but who cares i just want to risk this last moment.. so i sent you message thru. chat.. asking kung may " Mahal kita, gusto kitang piliin, chance pa ba tayo?"
at this moment all i want is that you give me a chance, all i can think of is the best part of us.. na ligawan ka na parang highschool sweet heart, and give my 101%.. but then im scared. so all i want is you..as my Goddess.. bless me with your strength.

*****edited: October 21\*
October 21 - Acceptance: Sorry, Thank You and Good Bye.
- Sorry, up to the last minute naging sobrang kulit ko, trying to put every broken pieces. Sorry for not giving my whole to you, and Sorry for giving you pain, and hard time involving you in this situation that in the first place you didn't deserve.
- Thank you for being understanding, Thank you for loving me, Thank you, for giving me the best and happiest time of my life, and please trust me in this.. it was the best and happiest time of my life..
- Good bye, to all the pain we shared, good bye to all the sad memories. I love you, and i want you to be happy, even though that happiness no longer includes me. Ciao!
So Far Away..
Oh, loveHow I miss you every single dayWhen I see you on those streetsOh, loveTell me there's a river I can swim that will bring you back to me'Cause I don't know how to love someone elseI don't know how to forget your faceOh, loveGod, I miss you every single day when you're so far away
**December, 9, 2019:**i keep on checking you, i keep on searching you on my fb/ig account. and i cant stop it. i tried everything i could. but always ended up cheating to my self, i keep on telling not to. but also always doing things that i know will refresh all the memories of us. shit. i hate it.
You're the best girl, I never had.
https://www.reddit.com/AlasFeels/comments/dnbkc9/please_live_the_life_you_want_to_live_without_me/https://www.reddit.com/AlasFeels/comments/dxofjf/i_lied_and_keep_lying/https://www.reddit.com/AlasFeels/comments/dzgdc1/all_i_can_do_is_this/
Goddess A.E.P.D.L, Laguna
Breacher J.A.C.O, Mandaluyong


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2019.10.07 16:10 achico_ Sex cam video huli

Multiverse: A tale of a Breacher and his Goddess \edited: December 9 - I cheated and still cheating to myself. I lied, and I keep on lying. I hate it.\** YOU'RE THE BEST GIRL, I NEVER HAD.
Breacher - a being from another world, who crosses into another world. (DC comics),
Multiverse - group of multiple universes,
Goddess - i defined this in my own term, because of her name "Goddess of Wisdom and Strategy" and a "Cupid", God of love and sex.
i don't if you are here Goddess, but who cares, i just want to be real and true to myself.

"Kinukulayan ang isipan, Pabalik sa nakaraan, 'Wag mo ng balikan, Patuloy ka lang masasaktan
Hindi nagkulang kakaisip, Sa isang magandang larawan, Paulit-ulit na binabanggit, Ang pangalang nakasanayan.."

started with a swiped :)
July 17 - i replied, you asked me "are you working out?" i replied, "duhh, hindi ba halata sa picture?".. and we transfer our convo in Telegram..
and go and on ang on on.. we chat every day..

July 19 - i said a good bye chat "..bla bla bla thank you for making me feel alive again, but i will now hide in the shadows.."

*weekend*, i can stop thinking about you, "should i, chat you again?" ...

July 22 - Monday, ugh!!! i cant resist .. i sent a telegram message again.. asking "How are you?" haha. i felt the spark kasi.. so ayun

from July 22, we started exchanging messages :), kulitan, i will ask you "Send Cutes", you'll ask me "Send abs" then you'll send a picture of Olive, well, mas cute talaga si Olive. duhh. haha. :)
talked a lot of things, started video chat in viber, as our chat go along.. i asked you to come with me, with my first Obstacle Course Race, at Quirino GS, on july 28..
and yey you agreed! and we started planning our first meeting :).

* we planned: to meet at Glorrietta, we are going to rent a place near my race venue, watch lion king, and spend the rest of the weekend together*

* Unforgettable First Meeting*
Night of July 27 - sorry i came late, and it's raining heavy, *what is this feeling, before i come out to my car, okay ba yung buhok, di ba ako haggard*
- i called you, "heey, where you at?" .. "JA, malapit sa cinema.."
- i was on the escalator holding my phone and looking where you at.. the moment we saw each other.. ang nasabi ko na lang .. "Na startruck ka sakin no?"..
but, deep inside im the one who felt all the "butterflies thingy".
- we had our dinner in Army Navy, ordered my naked burrito, and your quesadilla.. "uy diet sya haha", randomly, you asked if i have a valid id
tinawanan kita, pero syempre binigyan kita ng ID ko. "So akala mo sakin? scammaz?" and we started kulitan :D
- while i drive going to the place we rented, making kulit the way how you talk and say the "Like.." i counted the total times you say the "Like" word
the way you say the word "Ganoooooon?"
- yey! we are near the Birch Tower.. and while looking for a parking.. may kumaway sakin na Beki, and kinawayan ko din. and super tawa ka.. that moment
i realised, i want to make you happy, i want to make you laugh.. and i don want to feel you sad.
- while logging in in the place, bought a 60php 350ml spring water, and tawa ka ng tawa kasi super ako mag rant sa presyo.
- that night, we talked a lot of things.. we dont even notice na 5am na, and yung adrenaline ko super taas pa, kahit wala akong tulog
sinabi ko sayo na tatakbo ako ng 5km, na may 20obstacles.

July 28 - RACE Day! this is the most special date for me, imagine first obstacle race ko ikaw kasama ko, at didnt regret na hindi ako na tulog.
- and super saiyan to.. i conquered the race. umuulan, maputik, nakakapagod, but every obstacle na natatapos ko tumutingin ako kung saan ka nakaupo :)
- after the race, you asked me if i can drive, and wow yes sanay ka mag drive.. but then we both felt the spark so we extended our stay in the place. dahil sabi mo naka Birthday leave ka tomorrow. so ako nag SL na lang.

July 29 - didnt expect na Birthday mo, i really wanted to give you a gift.. and deep inside.. im very glad na ako kasama mo.
- kinukulit kita na ilibre mo ko, but kuripot mo din eh! so you told me na lang na you will treat me next week.
- 5:00am we checkout and hinatid kita sa bus terminal, you told me "baka i-ghost mo na ako ah"..deep inside sobrang lungkot na inisip ko matatapos na araw natin.

July 30 - im really sad, and i really want to be honest with you. i told everything and my situation.
- also, you accepted the situation.

from that day.. July 30 we really had a fun moments, never ending convo, even thought you tried meeting someone else from "SWIPED" app, still.. you found me as your source of happiness.

August 3-4 - yey! we meet again, after your work syempre i cant explain the feeling. sobrang saya ko.
- treated me in YABU, took our first selfie together.
- you bought CARAMIA, "Bluerberry" and "Ferrero" flavour.
- we played in Arcade in The Podium, Basketball hoops pataasan pa tayo eh, Stuffed toy Crane Game, Pong Table (2-1, talo ako syempre libre mo eh)
- we sang in karaoke, though di ako singer but i will always remember "Someday we'll know" and "Jeepney"
- had dinner in Podium's food court we sat near the window and talk a lot of things.
- we stay to our fave airbnb spot.
- the next day, yey! watched Lion king.. para akong bata at tawa ka ng tawa dahil kabisado ko mga lyrics ng soundtrack.. but most fave one.. "Can you feel... the love.. tonight~"
- sadly 5:30pm uuwi ka na, and you booked your grab na to bus terminal, you kissed me. and hagang ngayon, everytime na nakikita ko yung spot ng SM Mega Mall A. nakikita ko yung araw na magkasama tayo.

* sadly we didnt set to meet at August 9-10 weekends, siguro busy din, pero syempre we're still having chats, and video call *

August 18-19 - WALL CLIMB DAY!!! Climb central!! Climb Central!! yey!
- and wow new hair dew.. may pa bangs ka pa baby ah.
- while having orientation.. syempre ako eto si makulit, i asked the coach/facilator.. "Greg, pano kung mag isa na lang ako babalik dito?".. pero syempre pabiro lang yun.. and natawa na lang si koya mo.
- we really had fun, but sadly susunduin ka daw ng parents mo hindi ako pwde magpakita :(
- SM Mega mall - while buying grocery.. may tumawag bigla.. "Hello, baby.. san ka? dito ako mega mall nag paiwan ako.".. deep inside yey! i really wanted to be with you.
- and yea, we really had kulitan time and back to our favourite place.

August 24-25-26 - FORZA Obstacle Run!
- you bought me my fave. Grapes! and a boiled sweet potato, kasi carb load tayo for the race.
- we ate lunch in tokyo tokyo kasi need ko ng unli rice. and then, nalaman ko na allergic ka sa sea food kapag hindi homemade or fresh yung shrimp.
- Aug 25: after forza run, Road trip with the Gang, dahil si JM hinanap natin yung nawawala nilang bahay. HAHA with Squammy background music.
- and ayun tayo na lang yung gising, nag kwkwentuhan and yung tatlo sa likod mga tulog. nakukulitan tayo. naghahanap ako ng sasakyan na BRV, Jazz, Civic, and then aasarin ka.. and gagayahin yung mga sinasabi mo tungkol sa mga cars na yun. "Alam mo ba yung BRV, made in philippines yan", etc..
- 25 - 26: deep talks, we had our first 2 bottles sessions.. talked about my lola, and family stuff.
- you told me your fave. flower tulips
- and you showed me your talent in dancing.. "New Flame" i will never forget that song.

August 31 - September 1 - Netflix and Chill and Game Day!
- 31: - sinundo kita sa Glorrietta and may dala ka pa for me a bottle of Soya, and low fat milk, breads, coffee, tangina super tuwa ako and super sweet.
- had our dinner in farmery - wow Veggie salad tayo ngayon baby ah.
- back to our fave place. we watched Hangover 1 and 2. with 2 botts and fave honey butter.
- Sept 1: morning we played ML 2 games. syempre panalo tayo. and out of nowhere nag kaa-yaan tayo for Dota2 and CS:GO.
- had lunch in YOSHINOYA, yea libre mo kasi may Booky discount ka eh. and sinamahan mo ko sa condo ko, para uwi ko muna yung bigay mo.
- played in Coreon Cafe, Metrowalk, super di ko ma explain nraramdaman ko. natutuwa ako sayo dami mong kayang gawin baby.
- syempre ikaw na matakaw umorder ka pa ng beef stew bowl mo, tas ako fries lang syempre mawawala abs natin eh. you played Audition gusto mo ko pakaitaan kamo eh.
- 7:00pm :( uuwi na ulit, book na ng grab to bus terminal, and said to me "i wub you", but i replied "i love you".. and you smiled with your sparkling eyes. pero sobrang lungkot na ulit uuwi ka naman.. also, this is the day that our bittersweet memories started.

- Sept 2 - 3: bigla ka na lang hindi nag text, at chat. no "Good morning Baby <3" until i found out na..
- you are so sad, you went to your friend Biancs, kasi naguguluhan ka, hindi ka din pumasok sa office.. and nag aaway na tayo.
- ang bilis, but we managed to save what we have.. i called you after work.. and we talk, and yes super gulo ng situation natin. but you are my support system. sinabi ko sayo yan. you are the one making me happy. you are the Serotonin of my body.

*this is a bittersweet part, up and down tayo. but still, we keep our video calls and chat as our routine*
also, we planned for Sept 15 to be our Tagaytay day.

September 7-8: sad weekend. hindi tayo nag kita. but still mag ka chat pa din at call tayo. and i bought my Nintendo Switch, kasi diba alam mo.. one month na ako na ngangati bumili ng switch, sabi ko sayo after 1mon, kapag hinahanap ko padin bibili na ako.
- but, i bought it for the reason na i want to play with you. so bonding pa tayo every time magkikita tayo.


September 14 -15 - TAGAYTAY ESCAPED!! - rent a private car, booked a place, SMDC Prime, near Mcdo and SB.
- and libre mo expenses sa tagaytay, car and place sakin. :P
- super excited ako.. super aga ko. 4am pa lang gumayak na ako, kahit 8am usapan natin.. pinuntahan kita sa lugar nyo.. waited in Jolibee Turbina.
- and ayun sinundo kita sa may kanto nyo, sa may Yakult office.
- and syempre, ikaw ang driver "GRAB PREMIUM"
- punta tayo sa Alma Mater mo, ti-nour mo ko sa loob, nag kwento ng mga kalokohan mo, and everything. nakakatuwa. lalong nahulog loob ko sayo.
- we bought, MACAO milk tea, kahit masama loob ko! kasi mawawala abs ko! hahaha. jk. but syempre ikaw takaw mata. di mo naubos.
- we had our early lunch in a cafe near your university.. and OTW to tagaytay na.. with my "Grab Premium" Driver.
- while you're driving.. i always stare at you, looking to your eyes, i want to shout to the whole world, how happy i am, and how gorgeous you are.
- we went to CALARUEGA, and shit.. apaka ganda. first time ko makakita na may gantong lugar pala sa Pinas, i want to cry sa sobrang saya.
- also, we threw a coin in wishing well, i wished that.. " to give us more time together and to be with you, and give me strength, to fix everything given our situation."
- we had our first super sweet photos, you're embracing me, and the smile on our face hindi ko ma explain sobrang saya.
- we had our late lunch/snack at Tsokolateria, and then back to SMDC Prime, we rest a bit. after that we went to buy Mineral Water sa convenient store peroooo.. ang kulit mo baby, nadaan tayo sa Ukay, ayon, facepalm na lang ako.. bumili ka ng jumper and "Yes, super cute sayo non!" :).
- back to our place, we play switch! syempre may twist yung game natin.. *i dont want to disclose* hehe.
- we watched, "White Chicks" ang kulit nung movie na yon tawa ako ng tawa.
- and maya maya May nag hihilik na.. nag hihilik ka na baby ugh. vinideo kita para maasar ka, then sent it to telegram. hahaha.
- 11:00pm, lumabas tayo kasi nagutom ka! oo ikaw gutom ka! haha. we ate Bulalo and Crablets, in Mahogany near market..
- wala na akong gusto mangyari at hilingin, sobrang saya ko with you. and i dont want to end this. i wanna stop the time.
- Sept 15: e plan to go at people's park pero, nakapunta na ako kako don,
- ate our breakfast in mcdo, with so beautiful sceenery, parang ikaw.. then back to our place, we played resident evil and watch Alex Gonzaga's vlog
- then checked out at 12nn, you bought me a Buko Pie, and Peanut Cookies as pasalubong, ugh baby sweet mo talaga..
- and we decided to eat our late lunch in SAMGYUPSAL!!! kasi sabi ko never pa ako kumain non.
- ROMANTIC BABOY!!! at Solenad you called me "SAMGYUPSAL Virgin" haha.
- and then after we watched cinema. IT Chapter 2. ugh.. super natatwaa ako sayo kasi kung sumigaw ka at mag chill sa upuan.
- then after I insist to drive you to your house, but things weren't that perfect, we had a fight before you leave the car, sadly i just want you to be safe
and want things to be perfect, however we managed to fix things naman. and you ask me "When can i see you again?" i replied "Soon, See you soon, Iloveyou", you replied "Iloveyou" din.

- sobrang lungkot ko, naiyak ako habang pauwi, hindi ko alam kung bakit. pero ang lungkot ko. hindi ko na lang sinabi sayo yun. but there you are calling,
na ngangamusta kung nakauwi na ako. sadly, not yet kasi traffic sa SLEX.

I want to skip this part. and the ending part kasi sobrang lungkot :(.. yung na pala huli nating pagkikita :(. Everytime, na iisipin ko yung "See you soon.."
naiiyak ako. hindi ko alam kung ano nangyari satin.. we still have chat and calls from Sept 16 - 19. but bittersweet and up and down na tayo. sadly, Sept 22,
the moment na hindi na natin kinaya. but, sinabi ko naman sayo.. "Lalaban hagang sa dulo ng walang hanggan" and sorry ayoko ng alalahanin pa last time na tinawagan kita,
last week. October 4, hindi ko na alam kung ano nangyari, for me kasi kung masaya ka or naging masaya ka ituloy mo lang, hindi mo naman kailangan isipin at pangunahan ng negative thoughts ang future.. but things went really bad for us. and still..

here i am, stuck..
holding my rusty sword and shield, trying to defeat the final boss with my last dying breath.. and hoping that my Goddess will rescue me.
still im very grateful to the time we had, and i know the feelings we share together were all real.

all i want now is, you reach/read this post.. i want you know that.. you are very special.. and kung makikita mo at tatanungin mo ko, alam ko every details ng pinagsamahan natin. i told you before, i will risk everything, actually na risk ko na, hindi mo lang ako hinintay.
however, i love myself too, and im giving myself a limit *.. until my spartan race.*

\edited: October 14\**
Oh, it's good to be true, If our hopes and dreams come true Wish that I had more Of this borrowed time If only it would last a lifetime.
October 9 - Borrowed Time - im glad and thankful, we had a short exchange of messages thru. telegram, im thankful that you read this post. and yet again, leaving me a false hope by saying "Sana nga makapag usap tayo, para ma settle natin lahat ng nangyari".
- i replied, na mag bigay ka na lang ng date/time/location.. and still, yes i know it is a false hope.. kasi hagang ngayon wala kang reply...
... i miss you, i miss the way you laugh, smile, make faces, i miss the time we're together, Wish that I had more, Of this borrowed time..
..yes tama na tong ginagawa ko, but then again im still here.. lemme just feel more pain until my spartan race, until to the point na wala na akong maramdaman.. im really addicted to this pain..
\edited: October 15\**
I've been spending some time, Thinking I'd be alright, Don't know if I could Really make it tonight..
October 15 - Upside down - wow yey! you replied again and we had a bit of convo "Huy, Kamusta ka na?".. "Kamusta Work?".. i can't explain siguro every time na magkausap tayo masaya ako, and siguro i just filling it up with our memories, but then pinipigilan ko sarili ko, yet hindi ko mapigilan na kulitin ka, isend sayo mga kulitan namin sa office.. but yes.. "seen*".*
Thinking about you, Is almost breaking my heart..
- i told my self not to wait and think of you anymore, I thought napatay ko na yung butterflies, i did everything to the point i workout until to the last drop of my sweat, para paguuwi ako matutulog na lang and will not feel any pain. You turn my whole world upside down..

\edited: October 17\**
Her best days will be some of my worst, She finally met a man that's gonna put her first..
October 17 - Breakeven - you know what ever since, you've been always in my search bar, i keep on checking your last online, keep on checking your profile, you recent post, recent story, even in Spotify i always checkd you last song played and currently playing.. (Oct. 16) yesterday im so bothered.. 19H last online. dunno why, maybe your really happy na and yea may kasama ka.. 'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving..
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you, i really wanted you to be in my spartan race, i always remember that we planned to go in BGC, i always wonder if we didn't end up like this, we are going to visit the Van Gogh Museum in BGC, before kasi you shared the "Starry Night" in fb and yea ganda nya..

They say bad things happen for a reason, But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding.. i really want to talk to you in person, before my spartan race.. maybe for the last time.. but i think di na mangyayari, sobrang casual and stranger like na eh. ayoko sana nun. but then pano nga ako mag he-heal if ganon gusto ko.. so yes, im soaking my self to this pain and will soak until oct 26.. feeling ko eto yung pain na hinahanap hanap ng isip at pakiramdam ko.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing..

\edited: October 20\**
October 18-19 - "when race mo sa spartan?" natuwa ako atleast tinanong mo, though sad too kasi akala ko alam mo kung kelan lagi ko kasi sinasab sayo yun dati.. and still here i am, hurting my self again by asking you if you can come with.. sadly you replied "Hindi ako pwede sumama dyan syempre. Ano gagawin ko dun" . ayoko na lang isipin.. siguro may magagalit na sayo kapag sumama ka. such that i can't just let go of this very memorable and very special memories na still nag iimagine pa din ako ng mga magagandang mangyayari with you.
- i love you, so i asked my circle of friends since kinder to meet me today (oct 20) tell everything tell my situation.. i really want you and fight for you, i told them that. but im scared, and told also them na.. "baka wala na sya, wala na akong babalikan" but who cares i just want to risk this last moment.. so i sent you message thru. chat.. asking kung may " Mahal kita, gusto kitang piliin, chance pa ba tayo?"
at this moment all i want is that you give me a chance, all i can think of is the best part of us.. na ligawan ka na parang highschool sweet heart, and give my 101%.. but then im scared. so all i want is you..as my Goddess.. bless me with your strength.

*****edited: October 21\*
October 21 - Acceptance: Sorry, Thank You and Good Bye.
- Sorry, up to the last minute naging sobrang kulit ko, trying to put every broken pieces. Sorry for not giving my whole to you, and Sorry for giving you pain, and hard time involving you in this situation that in the first place you didn't deserve.
- Thank you for being understanding, Thank you for loving me, Thank you, for giving me the best and happiest time of my life, and please trust me in this.. it was the best and happiest time of my life..
- Good bye, to all the pain we shared, good bye to all the sad memories. I love you, and i want you to be happy, even though that happiness no longer includes me. Ciao!
So Far Away..
Oh, loveHow I miss you every single dayWhen I see you on those streetsOh, loveTell me there's a river I can swim that will bring you back to me'Cause I don't know how to love someone elseI don't know how to forget your faceOh, loveGod, I miss you every single day when you're so far away
December, 9, 2019:i keep on checking you, i keep on searching you on my fb/ig account. and i cant stop it. i tried everything i could. but always ended up cheating to my self, i keep on telling not to. but also always doing things that i know will refresh all the memories of us. shit. i hate it.
You're the best girl, I never had.
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