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2020.11.26 03:45 yazjf Perfect mom nude

I’m gonna do my best to explain this as well as possible. The story is long so please check TLDR if you’re not interested.
I’m born and raised somewhere in Europe (country A) Every summer, my cousin gives road trips in my native country in the middle east (country B) with people from country A. When I was 16 my mom, sister & I went on vacation to country B and my mom said we should join our cousin on the trip (summer 2016). We have been a lot on vacation to country B but haven’t really seen a lot of it (other than just hanging out with family).
So there was this woman there with us, that my cousin knew from his academy. Super hot Milf. Married and has two kids (now 13&15). So I was a virgin at the time, really into her and fantasizing about having sex with her. Something that was impossible and more like an imagination, could be influenced because of porn too.
So going back home I got in a relationship with my then classmate, lost my virginity days before my 17th birthday (2017) and broke up after a couple of months.
After the trip (2016) we had a little reunion with the whole group (from the trip) but didn’t stay in touch anymore. The Milf still texted me at times tho. I’m like 18 at this point and she wants to get some drinks to catch up. (She was the first one asking to physically meet up)
So forward to fall 2018. I was hanging with my friends. I checked my phone and saw a text from her asking me how it’s going. Haven’t seen her since the reunion so being drunk and also just not caring anymore I sent her this:
“Hi, after a long time I think I’m finally brave enough to say that I want to have sex with you. You’ll probably find this insulting or rude because you are married, but you are beautiful and I thought it was better to be honest and share it with you.”
She didn’t find it rude and said she was interested too. We got less in touch tho so I thought she lied but I accepted it. Then after a couple of days she texted me and began flirting again. She has sent me multiple teasing pictures (nothing nude). I was just scared to do anything with a married woman.
It’s now 2020. A couple of weeks ago she got divorced. Her marriage was going bad (not related to me). I still haven’t seen her and we only text like once a week. Thing is, in the beginning she admitted it was wrong but said she wanted it. We still want to meet but it just doesn’t happen. We don’t make concrete plans. For example it goed like: “Yeah I’m free next Friday, what about you.” I understand she’s really stressed and busy because of her divorce, finding a new home and deciding what to do with her kids. So I just don’t want to mess it up by putting pressure or coming over like this freak. We haven’t talked about meeting up for some days now and our texts are just asking how everything’s going.
It’s now been 4 years. I don’t have any feelings for her and she knows it. I do really want to do this since I was fucking 16. It’s right there...
Something I want to add:
I know I’m very attractive (don’t mean to sound like a dick) and could get laid if I wanted too. Problem is, I don’t talk to strangers/girls. I’m very awkward with people I don’t know and I’m not interested in the Tinder-life. I don’t like the idea of lowering my standards, go to bars to flirt with girls (that I don’t know) just with the goal to get laid. Big reason I don’t go out anymore. Sorry but I’m not attracted to the girls I see at these places. Apart from being in a relationship, there aren’t other ways to get laid here. This partly explains why I haven’t had sex since my last relationship (the one I lost my virginity with).
I started Uni this year (it’s in another city). I’m meeting new people and want to get in the game again, but I don’t feel confident anymore. Probably because I’ve lived like a homebody the past 2 years lol.
I have an extreme high sex drive and am horny 24/7. This Milf is like the perfect opportunity for me to get laid regularly. Apart from that, it gives me some sexual experience and hopefully will boost my confidence a bit up again.
I just don’t know what to do with her? It’s been 2 years since my confession and besides some texts and photo’s nothing has happened. Would love to get some advice!
Sorry if the story is confusing, English is not my first language and this shit has been going on for so long now.
TLDNR
Went on a trip with a big group and one person was a hot married Milf. After staying in touch online for 2 years I texted her saying I want to have sex with her. She was and still is interested. It’s now been 2 years since my confession and we still haven’t met. Our issue is we don’t make concrete plans. She’s now divorced so her life is very busy atm. I don’t know what to do. Don’t want to seem like a freak and mess it up by putting pressure on her. We still flirt but because of her situation I’m not even sure if she still wants to have sex. Any advice you could give would be much appreciated.
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2020.11.23 11:53 Marshmello03 Nude mom perfect

Hi🙂 I’m really struggling with feeling okay about myself. I don’t have either parent because of jail and mental illness, but I live with a grandparent who seems to not want me here. I’ve always hated myself had my body ever since my mom left when I was 5 and it’s only gotten worse since then. Ive been bullied for my looks and my personality since preschool.
I’ve been on and off anti anxiety and anti depressant meds since I was twelve, however I stopped taking them(with doctors approval) after i tried to take my own life almost a year ago. Not sure if that because of me having a bad reaction to a the medication or life struggles or both. But anyway, I was put in inpatient for 6 days after that, then sent home to be grounded and isolated because of it. She’s only gotten meaner since then. She calls me fat and retarded all the time, and she’s always called me names, but these hit harder. I know I only weight 120 pounds, however only a few weeks ago I only weighed 105.
And rationally I know I’m not fat, but I can’t help feeling like it since she calls me it. I went to a boarding school where I used to get called names and punched and thrown at walls (yes you heard that right) and stuff by classmates, and called anorexic and told I have no body. I pretended to develop a thick skin and get tougher and meaner so they’d stop, because to them I was this innocent little porcelain doll for them to shatter. And shatter they did. But I pretended that I built myself back better, that it didn’t hurt me. They pretended to stop bullying me, but instead they just did it in covert ways, like backhanded compliments or telling me that they don’t want to associate with “someone like me” , things like that. I pretended that I was better and I even fooled myself for a bit. I built my walls up high and let no one in. I pretended to be confident. That was until 9th grade. I was 14 or 15 and he was 17 or 18. Then I got overconfident (or thought I was) and I got involved with a senior. It was just “”innocent”” flirting at first, but he quickly wanted it to be something more. I acted like I did too. He taught me things i shouldn’t know to this day. I THOUGHT it was all consensual (even tho my gramma told me other wise), then one day, he told me I “owed” him and made me do stuff with him. That brought my “confidence” crashing down and the walls went flying back up.
Shortly after, that I meant my current boyfriend and he had gone through something similar with my ex best friend (yes I know trauma bonding), and we immediately clicked and started dating. He helped me slowly bring down those walls one brick at a time and I love him for it.
But A while after we started dating, an adult man befriended me and almost immediately turned it sexual. I didn’t tell him no at first for some reason. But eventually I did, and he’d start crying and telling me he was gonna kill himself because of me, or he’d self harm and blame me. Then he’d nearly force me to send him nudes, with threat of blackmailIng me if I didn’t. This was obviously wayyy to much for me so I started ignoring him but didn’t block him because I didn’t want to be mean. He kept doing it and eventually i forced him to delete them (as in he screen record himself double deleting them)and told him fuck himself and blocked him. I’ve only told two people this, not my gramma or my current bf (Who is amazing but I can’t bear what that would do to him mentally).
I’ve pretended I’m okay yet again and my gramma keeps telling me how “happy” I am this year. I only look happy because I’m wearing a mask (no pun intended), but I’m shattering allll over again inside. I never realized how much that effected me until now. Then COVID happened and I’m failing ALL my classes bc my house isn’t a good environment for virtual school, and recently my gramma threatened to kick me out and lifted me by my shirt and screamed at me for not giving her the iced donuts she wanted (she (said she) bought them for me for my bday btw), and this has been heavy on my mind as well. I tried to text my best friend about this but then backed out but somehow she knew I was in danger and called the cops to my house (it was a bit extreme but I understand her reasoning), but I was at work so I couldn’t tell them anything and my gramma simply convinced them to leave. She’s all i have so in a way I’m glad she didn’t get in trouble, but in another way I’m upset because I could’ve said something. But because of all of this, my walls are coming back up violently again and my boyfriend noticed the difference in how I act, how I barely text back like I used to, how I refuse anything romantic from him and don’t let anyone touch me. He’s trying to give me space because he knows theres something going on, but I can tell it’s hurting him, badly. I’ve never been this closed off (with him) before, he’s used to me being his oh so sweet but never innocent girlfriend, not this mean emotionally unavailable bitch. He calls me beautiful and perfect and stuff and I can’t accept it. And even tho me and my gramma have a strained relationship, I’m guilty of a lot of the “straining”. And it’s reallyyy hurting her so she’s lashing out. I’m spiraling and hurting everyone in the process. I don’t know how to stop it. I’m hurting myself worse than I’m already hurt. I’m becoming like what the people who hurt me are/were. I want to be better but It’s not working so far.
If you read this far thank you so much☹️🥲 this was really cathartic for me bc I’m never really this open. Anyway my questions are how do I learn to love myself more when I’ve grown up in hate and spite and chaos?
And how do I prevent myself from turning into my abusers?
Any advice on life would be appreciated too❤️
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2020.11.22 15:03 thisisafancyname Perfect mom nude

Hello! I'm back with another long post. I've accumulated these items since my last post in 2019 and I was still able to travel to Singapore before the lockdowns in March so there's still quite a number of things in here. I have acquired some more items since I've taken these photos so I will post that at a later date. Full disclaimer, I am not in any way bragging about what I can buy. These are completely for informational purposes in case you were curious about an item listed below but haven't completely decided whether or not it's worth it to purchase.
Skincare
Makeup Removers

Facial Cleanser
Serums/Toners
Creams/Moisturizers
Suncare
Miscellaneous Skincare
Base Makeup
Cheeks
Eyes
Lips
Haircare
Bodycare
Miscellaneous
It took so long to finish writing this because I kept putting it off. I hope to write the next installment at some point in January for July-December. If you have further questions regarding the products I wrote about, let me know and I'll try my best to answer.
My other hauls!
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2020.11.20 06:14 CameronGoesBerserk Nude perfect mom

I live in an upscale conservative area filled with soccer moms. Everyone loves to portray themselves as perfectly pristine, very mainstream. Yet we all know it’s a ruse.
I’m a conservative guy, yet my wife and I went to a clothing optional resort this summer...twice. There had to be at least 500 people there. The local nude beach attracts THOUSANDS on a hot summer day. There’s about 5 nudist resorts and 2 nude beaches within 90 minutes of my house...and no one admits to going.
Everywhere I look online (especially Reddit), there are people who are into things that would make others say they are crazy. There appears to be a ton of people online who are into polyamory, swinging, BDSM, making their own porn and more. When porn sites release stats, it reveals that just about everyone is visiting. Sex toy shops and strip clubs dot the landscape, yet few admit to going. Just about every town has a a “rub and tug”, with no one admitting to visiting.
Few people admit to doing drugs aside from pot, yet the amount of drugs flowing over the border suggests that hard drug use is common.
If you are an adult who likes anime, most folks would think you are weird. Dungeons and dragons? Loser!
In a sea of perfect soccer moms, the odds suggest that everyone has an interest or vice they’d rather not share.
What do you think? What percentage of the population are truly vanilla goody-two-shoes, and what percentage have an interest or vice that would surprise their neighbors?
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2020.11.19 12:23 CherryLax Perfect mom nude

A continuation of this great video explaining the official state nightmares of the entire US
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2020.11.19 04:47 SuddenMud1182 I (M27) ended a 6 year relationship with my Highschool crush (F26) and broke off our engagement.

A little back story, I have ALWAYS had a thing for this girl, ever since I first saw her in Highschool I instantly had a crush on her. Her, not so much; she found me annoying and a little much and, to be fair I was pretty obnoxious in Highschool and was 100% the class clown. I liked her so much any chance I could to see her was a priority, Not in a weird stalker way, but if she needed someone to walk her home I would do it, like if she missed her bus or had to stay late to finish school work.

Fast forward a couple years and I came to accept that she was never going to be into me and I moved on to another woman that I had a decent 4 year relationship with. But there came a time where the Highschool crush had finally ended her cancerous relationship with her ex and was open to date. As soon as I heard this, my heart dropped. When that was happening, my current relationship was falling to pieces and she was moving away to college in about a month and It all kind of seemed to line up. I'm going to call the crush HSC (Highschool Crush) and the ex (ex) from now on. HSC is reaching out to me just to catch up and reaches out to ask if I wanted to go to an anime convention with her and her friends. Obviously, when I heard this I lost my mind and my heart was racing. During the convention we bonded more than I could of ever dreamed and one night we stayed up all night talking and staring into eachother's eyes and that was my happiest memory of us before we started dating. Now a little about the relationship.

Me first, I am NOT good at handling money, I do not have any savings and barely have any in checking, ever. Now, to be fair, I have never had a "good job" restaurants, Casinos, union work. Nothing paid enough to where I could pay Rent, Car payment, Car insurance, groceries and all other bills and still have money left over. She worked from home and made a considerable amount more than me and because of her father she was VERY good at keeping money. The fact that I've gone through multiple jobs and not had much money in our relationship is obviously a big source of stress and concern for her. I am not the best at communication and have a hard time when we get into arguments and she talks about issues that make me look bad. I like to imagine that I am a very caring and loving man, I give my all (to the best of my abilities) and always spoil her whenever I did have some extra money. I was more than there for her when It came to making sure she felt the love I felt for her and how beautiful I knew she was, even if she didn't feel the same.

Now a little about her, She was obviously much better with money and more mature, that was a well known fact pretty much from the beginning and carried all the way to the end. In the beginning she was not used to someone who actually loved her like I did and it overwhelmed her. Her ex wouldn't exactly hug or kiss and never wanted to cuddle with her. So when she gets loved by someone like me, who is like a dog who just got adopted. She was also a single child (to a degree) so she didn't have to take out the trash or do the dishes, Other stuff in that realm was always up to me. She also never had faith in her cooking so when I came home from work I would have to cook for us both and do the dishes and clean the kitchen. about a year ago she was diagnosed with an incurable disease that attacks the immune system and makes it hard for you to eat much. This made her become more and more introverted and depressed, It also made her lose a lot of weight (at least 50lbs) so she was feeling a lot of emotions, which was a huge toll on us both and put a strain on the relationship.

Now the downfall. Recently we had to move out of our nice duplex home that we were renting and found out the news this past august 31st. With her work being online and mostly art related, she met a lot of artist friends and became more and more social online. For 5 years of our relationship she had 1 "real" friend and she barely came around so I was the main source of her entertainment, so when she got some new friends (which happened to be male) I was rightfully a little weird about it all. But I told myself I trust her and that it is only weird because I'm not used to her having friends, let alone male friends. She became very close to 2 friend in particular, which was fine at the time we all chatted on discord and played some games.

Fast forward to the move, we were both insanely stressed, but we made it to where we needed to go. Which was my moms, an hour away from where we lived, its small but it would work, It has bugs because its an unoccupied section in the country, But ill do what I can to make it comfortable for us both. we had plenty of fights and arguments but we always work it out so I jotted it down as stress on us both and decided to try to address her concerns and she promised the same. There were a couple times while we were here I saw stuff that triggered some red flags. One time I walked in on her and the friends (there is only 2 rooms and her office is where the fridge is) and she was only wearing a bralette and some sweat pants. Which i brought up and she said the camera was only shoulder up. There were other times I heard her and one friend ill name (LB) talking and she was using more of a flirty tone than a normal friend tone. But for some reason I told myself I was looking to into stuff and ignored it. Fast forward to this past Saturday. Its about 1am and I decide I want to go to 711 and went to ask if she wanted anything, when I walked in he had no shirt on and her top only had 1 button left on, This hit another red flag but I acted like everything was normal and walked out. I walk into the closet that's an entryway into her office and eavesdrop and over hear her saying something along the lines of " Wow, that looks really nice on webcam, I wonder what It looks like in real life." I think I also heard her say something like "doesn't it look nice? I was stripping the other day and it looked good." These blew my fucking mind, I didn't think something like this would happen to me ever. I walked out at the same time she did and I think she could tell something was wrong. I started heading to 711 with 1000 thoughts in my head, none good. I turn around to go home and confront her. I arrive and shes waiting in the living room and says the usual "we need to talk" I reply with "you're fucking right we need to talk" and we start talking. Now, I only thought she was doing sketchy shit over webcam with that one dude, she says the conversation about how something looked on webcam was him showing off his muscles. She reveals that she was actually developing feelings for him and has had them for a while. I ask how long and she said "a little bit since before we moved." My heart sank. I instantly said "were fucking done" the usual we both start sobbing and she starts frantically packing the small amount of stuff she had and I have the only car. At the end of the talking and the packing it was 5am, She says she feels trapped and cant sleep in the bed ( makes sense) but I didn't want her to sleep in a gaming chair, so being the guy I am I drive her home at 5am and don't get home till about 630am.

So, finally my question. Should I take her back? I love her more than any woman in the world, I could forgive her for what she did, no one is perfect and due to lack of sexual activity I received NSFW pictures from an ex co-worker. not nudes, like suggestive I suppose and she gave me a second chance. But the difference is, I never developed feelings for this person and would never do anything sexual with anyone else besides her EVER. I feel betrayed, I feel like an idiot for not doing something earlier, I feel like A empty shell of a person. But I still love her, the 1 issue that has always loomed over us, since the beginning through the engagement and even now with the end. I don't know if I can handle not having kids and starting a family. I've always told myself it was just because I never showed her the financial stability she always craved or showed her I was mature enough to raise a kid with her. But im starting to think she doesn't ever want kids. she's always told me she isn't going to say its not a possibility but as of right now. Its a definite no. Even with ALL OF THIS, I still think I can make it work I think I could live my life with her exploring the world, spending our lives together and hoping and having faith shell turn around when the time is right, but can I leave all of this to chance..
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2020.11.18 03:29 ExoticAnus666 Perfect mom nude

We found each other on a dating app in July of 2019. Everything seemed perfect after our first couple meetings, and I began to feel like I found someone special. A week or two after I had this thought, she began to fill me in on more and more information about herself, she revealed that she sells nude photos/videos to people online. She also told me that she was bisexual, and that she would still like to be able to have sex with girls/her best friend. This really threw me for a loop. It bothered me immensely, yet some how I convinced myself that I was strong enough to look past these inconveniences. Out of fear of ruining our relationship, I told her I was okay with that behavior.
Fast forward to February, 2020, she has now moved in with me into my moms house because she felt “trapped” in her previous living situation. Her mother was mentally abusive towards her her whole life, and due to her upbringing she has moderate PTSD, and her fair share of mood swings. As a result of this she doesn’t necessarily like to be touched/touch me, or be talked to in a certain way.
Since she’s moved in I feel like I do so much for her; Aside from giving up the majority of the space in my room for her, I clean up after her daily, I clean up after & feed her cats daily, I get her food & drink daily, I rub/tickle her all over daily, I run her baths, buy her things, I engage in her interests, I always remind her I love her & how beautiful I think she is.
Yet, she seems to get mad at me for the smallest things. I can’t play video games for even 30 minutes when she’s home or i’m “ignoring” her, I never get to hang out with my friend group anymore, while her best friend (the one she’s had sex with during our relationship) gets to come over and hangout whenever, I get in trouble for “not cleaning GOOD ENOUGH” for her, and I can’t defend myself at all or the whole situation just turns into an even worse argument.
When she gets angry or frustrated she begins to passive aggressively belittle me like i’m a child, but i’m not allowed to take offense to that, or explain myself without seeming like an asshole in her eyes. I bite my tongue constantly. I feel that in a fair, equal, 100% healthy relationship, one person shouldn’t have to bottle everything up in order to hold everything together. We should both be able to be brutally honest with one another, but I feel like i’ve kept so many things held back for the sake of keeping our relationship together, that it’s beginning to make me feel resentful.
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2020.11.15 20:01 urkuromii Perfect mom nude

When I was 12-13 (grade 7-8) I met a boy who was 17-18 (a college dropout). He was so sweet to me, and was my first boyfriend. He made me feel good about myself and made me believe he loved me. We began dating not too long after we met, I’d give it a little less than a month.
The first month of us dating and there were already red flags. It was just after my 13th birthday when he asked me to have phone sex with him. I refused because I had never done it. He got so mad at me and kept yelling at me, saying he would leave me if I didn’t. I was so naïve. I begged him to stay, and asked why he would leave. Eventually I had to go home and I had to end the call. Right before I did, he told me he was kidding and that he loved me.
After that incident I of course forgave him, and we were okay for a bit. One day we were talking on the phone and he asked if I wanted to see his dick. I said I didn’t, and he kept insisting. He sent it anyways. I deleted it as fast as I could without looking, and when he asked if I looked I told him no. He was kind of upset but let it go.
A few days after that he asked me to send him nudes. I never took them before, and my mom had always told me not to. I didn’t feel comfortable with my body or with doing that, but he kept saying things like, “do you not trust me? If you did you would do it.” “If you love me you’ll do it, don’t you love me?” And of course I tried convincing him that I did love him (or what I thought was love), and that I didn’t need to send nudes to prove it. He was very upset and didn’t talk to me until I sent it. He told me I did a bad job and needed to take them from other angles, but didn’t ask for another one that day.
The next month he didn’t do anything that made me uncomfortable and I was okay. Fast forward to one month into our relationship (October). I moved into a new house and he seen this as a perfect opportunity to ask me to start sleeping on the phone with him, since we couldn’t in person. I said okay, and really enjoyed it. Until one night he said he was horny and asked me for phone sex again. I repeatedly said no but he wouldn’t take it for an answer. My sister slept in the same room as me but he didn’t care. I did it anyways.
He forced me to swear when I did it. He told me I was too quiet and needed to be louder. I did it to make him happy.
The next day he asked for nudes again. I tried telling him no but he didn’t listen. I sent them, and he body shamed me. He called me fat, and said “you’re lucky I love you.” I cried that night while he slept peacefully on the phone.
Now it was October 4, my bestfriends birthday. Her, my other friend and I had a sleepover. He was mad I barely talked to him, he made me cry in the hallway and my friend got sad because it was her birthday and he was ruining it. I stopped talking to him and we had fun. On the last day while they slept I talked to him, and he told me to call him and finger myself on the bed with them. This time I refused, and ignored him.
A few days later I went to my dads house, and he said he wanted to hear me fuck myself on the phone. I was a virgin, and didn’t feel comfortable, but he wanted me to anyways. I found something cylinder and did it. It wasn’t big, and I liked it. I did it for a while and felt okay. I thought it wasn’t a big deal that he forced me because I enjoyed it, but i now realize it was still wrong.
2 days after, he told me he wanted to see me use a brush. I tried to tell him no but he wouldn’t listen. I did it anyways. I told him it hurt, I asked him if I could stop and all he did was watch me and say no. He told me it was hot to hear me beg to stop. He said I’d like it. I did eventually, which is why I didn’t think it was wrong of him. I thanked him...THANKED HIM. It’s crazy.
A week later, I was at home and my sister had left the room to eat. He made me FaceTime him and fuck myself with the brush. I didn’t want to, but I did. I was almost caught by my sister and all he did was laugh at me.
He even forced me to masturbate in school, or skip class just to be sexual with him.
He also used to blackmail me into sending him more nudes by saying he’d send them to his friends if I didn’t.
Not only that but he would constantly say he would cheat on me if I didn’t do things with him.
He did so many other things that for some reason aren’t coming to my head right now. He didn’t only sexually coerce, groom, and harass me though.
He was manipulative and blackmailed me so much.
He would say if I left him he would kill himself.
I will NEVER forget the day he caused me to have my first panic attack because his brother was texting me telling me it was my fault that he was in the bathroom cutting. It wasn’t my fault, it was all because I told him I didn’t want to be with him because he hurts me.
My good ex helped me leave the relationship. I’m so thankful for him because I wouldn’t have been strong enough to do it myself. My toxic ex said he hated me because I left him. I just hope he never does what he did to me to ANYONE.
This post was so long, yet it isn’t even everything he’s done.
As I’m typing this I’m crying. He took away the innocence of a middle schooler. I was never the same after all that he put me through. All I ever did was love him, forgive him, and do everything he wanted me to do. I don’t know why he had to do that to me. What did I do to deserve that? I was just a kid.
It’s been 2 years. His birthday is coming up next month...I can’t stop thinking about it. It feels good to let this out though, so thank you.
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2020.11.14 18:19 claycam6 Perfect mom nude

Alright, here it is. Our first featured story. It may have taken a while to arrive but damn is it a weird one. When it comes to plot, technically it's nuclear type revenge but it sounds incredibly fake and just overall way too psychotic to not be an edgy creative writing exercise. And it's a long one too. So without further ado, here it is.
"Wife of 7 years cheated on me, so I destroyed her ability to give birth, made her my slave and was the reason she almost ended her life - no regrets"
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So I'll start by saying that me and my wife have been happily married for 7 years, and we had an amazing marriage, after a lot of experimenting with different people I had finally found the one.
We rarely had any arguments, we were both crazy into the same shit: anime, otaku culture, fitness, etc
Our sex life was great, we would fuck 2-4 times a week even after this long and she would rarely ever stop my advances.
She would always cook for me even though she had work as well and I was friken head over heels for this perfect women.
We had no kids, but we were planning to as the time became right and as our finances improved to where we were both comfortable with, but now that's impossible for her.
So this all started 8 months ago, when I noticed my wife was glued to her cellphone all the time.
I found that weird so I joked and said "why are on the phone so much, you cheating on me" and I kid you not my wife's face turned pale the instant I said that.
I remember as soon as I saw that face that a disgusting feeling emerged from the pit of my stomach but then my wife said "don't be silly, haha" and just came up to me and kissed me.
We had sex after that but I was honestly still thinking about that especially after we finished.
Now, me being the naive dumb little idiot I am, I didn't question her further that day making excuses like 'oh, it's creepy to ask to look at her phone' or 'I should trust her more'.
So I just ignored it and we both went to bed.
The next week passed and I noticed my wife was coming home later than usual, and when I asked her about this she told me it was work and they had some new projects at work.
When I asked her about the new projects, she was really vague and said she was too tired and didn't wanna talk about work at home.
I grew more suspicious and decided to for the first time invade her privacy.
I asked to borrow her phone and she quickly perked up and said what for?
I said I just wanna look something up.
And I kid you not, she said she had to go to the bathroom and just quickly stormed away to the bathroom and locked the door.
Now keep in mind, we were very sexually open and we NEVER locked the bathroom or even closed the door even when we were taking a dump, yeah we were THAT couple.
This was a first.
It shocked me so much that I just stood there frozen in place as it clicked to me, she's cheating on me.
But a small part of me still hoped it wasn't true, after all I didn't see any proof yet, she's prolly just feeling tired.
She came out of the bathroom like an hour later and gave me her phone.
She said I could use it and sorry that she locked the bathroom, it was a big dump so she didn't want it to smell too bad, which was weird because we never gave a crap before.
I browsed through the phone pretending to go-to chrome and look up some restaurants.
The worst part was that she was constantly looking at what I was doing on her phone.
So I decided to go the app store and download a random game.
She said what are you doing?
I told her that this was a game everyone's playing at work, I wanted to try it.
So I donwloaded the game and just started playing it and she kept watching me.
She then said I can just play on my phone but I told her this bs thing that it wasn't playable on android,it was an iPhone exclusive.
I told her lemme just finnish this level.
I wanted to see if she would leave and let me search through her phone.
Eventually I gave up and gave the phone back as she kept staring at me playing, my stupid pride didn't allow me to go through her stuff in front of her, I didn't wanna lose her trust.
However I did get a chance to look at her phone that night when my wife was sleeping.
I looked through the messages and didn't see anything that was affair related but then I logged into her icloud(she uses the same password for everything) and there I saw a huge string of deleted messages.
My heart immediately shattered and my legs went weak.
There was illicit messages dating back to 6 months ago from that day and it included the whole package, sexting, nudes being sent and whole bunch of crap that I don't even want to think about.
The worst part is I knew the guy she was seeing. It was her boss from work, I wasn't close with him but I knew how he looked like and also that he was a married man.
I felt like crying at first but soon I felt so angry that I almost wanted to smash the phone on the ground.
I made a back up and saved all the text messages and attachments, for proof and sent it to myself.
I put the phone back and took my car and just drove to the nearest empty parking lot and just cried my heart away.
I felt so broken and I just wanted to kill myself but then I thought about my wife's face and how happy she looked and I just felt pure hate and anger towards her.
I was gonna destroy her.
After getting worried calls from my wife I returned back home and she questioned me panicking about where I went and what's going on.
I don't know how I did it but I just smiled and gave some BS about testing the car.
She bought it and we had breakfast and I left, called into work and requested a leave of absence. I have an amazing boss and I pretty much just told him what's going on and he said ok and gave 2 weeks of vacation leave which I was grateful for since I would get paid even though leave of absence without pay would have been fine as well.
I ordered electronic spy cameras that I could install in my house.
I went back home after my wife had left for work and finished installing the cameras.
I waited and eventually my wife came home surprisingly earlier than usual.
When she saw me she kept pestering me more than usual about what happened this morning but I just kept bsing to her that it was nothing.
We ate and my wife that day was initiating sex but I just felt disgusted that I didn't even wanna look at her so I just told her that I was tired.
She kept pestering me what was wrong and tried again but I just kept saying later, and eventually we both went to bed.
The next day, I signed into my bank account. I wasn't worried about financials, the house was under my name only and I had got the mortgage before my marriage.
My wife and I had a joint account, I called my bank and opened up a single checking account and did a real time transfer of all the money in that account into my new single checking account.
As far as credit cards and Lines of credit, everything we had already paid off, but I closed all the joint credit cards we had and one LOC we had which was 50k that I doubt we would get approved for again but I didn't give a fk.
Now everything that was joint was closed except for the joint checking which now had 0 and I got rid of the Overdraft protection of 3k on that as well, so anything that was below 0 would bounce back.
Then I looked up her boss on Facebook and found his wife and messaged her. I told her everything and sent the proof to her, she said she wanted to meet up. I said okay.
I met up with the women the next day, and she was an absolute mess.
We talked and she cried many times and I comforted her.
She was an old woman in her 40s, and they had a daughter in her teens.
She said that she would be filling for divorce and thanked me profusely and wanted to stay in touch.
We exchanged numbers and for the first moment I just felt a sense of relief that I wasn't in this alone.
I eventually go home and my wife comes back also early today, what a surprise.
She tells me that her debit and credit cards didn't work at all today and she starts pacing nervously towards me.
"Myname is everything okay"
Im pretty much quiet and ignore her at this point and just sit down on a chair and just look at her.
She starts freaking out a little and keeps asking what's wrong.
So I just lay it on her.
"Why did you cheat on me"
I remember her immediately freezing and then denying it and telling me if anything s wrong and what the hell I was on about.
I had taken a print out of all the text messages between her and her boss and I just threw the papers at her.
She immediately started crying and said that it was a mistake and that she was sorry.
It was strange, a part of me really wanted to forgive her when I saw her, a bigger part of me just wanted to get this divorce over with but an even bigger part of me wanted to use her and break her.
I said that I wanted to get a divorce and at this point she screamed and freaked and starting vehemently crying and literally got on her knees and begged me with tears in her eyes to forgive her.
She kept saying she would do anything and that it was a mistake and it will never happen again.
When she said that, I don't know what happened, I slapped her across the face and I mean HARD slap where you could feel it from far away.
My wife immediately shut up but just continued crying and just whispering "sorry, sorry, sorry".
I don't know what came over me, I was not a violent person and I had never EVER put a hand in my wife or anyone in my entire life but the next thing I did is even more fked up.
I unzipped my zipper and took out my dick and told her to suck it. For a second she just looked at me then I yelled at her to suck at and she instantly started blowing away.
I remember gagging her hard I just wanted to hurt her I didn't care about the pleasure and eventually I yelled at her to take her pants off and she did and I just pretty much fked her raw and came inside her.
I don't what happened that day but I just snapped and just fked her into oblivion and continuously came into her raw.
But I was getting more and more happy as I saw her get hurt. She was crying and begging me to stop but I kept reading the texts whenever she did and she stopped whining.
We eventually both fell asleep on the bed.
I woke up the next day and I don't know why but I just felt so much more energy and happy with myself in the morning.
My wife wasn't in bed so I headed to the kitchen and saw my wife sitting on the table.
She was a mess, her eyes were puffy, she looked like she was having vietnam flashbacks.
I actually ended up laughing when I saw her in that state.
She kept telling me she was sorry, and how it was all a mistake and she won't do it again and the usual bs.
I was still naked, so I went up to her and did the same thing as yesterday but I didn't even ask this time, I just pulled gripped her hair hard and gagged her on mouth on my cocky again.
Pretty much the same shit happened as yesterday, I just fucked her the whole morning, raw, till I was satisfied and then made breakfast.
A plan was starting to form in my head and I was getting more and more happy the more I thought of it.
I went to her and grabbed her hair and told her not to go to work.
She immediately said yes and she'll take a couple days off.
I slapped her on the face and told her go fuckin call then bitch.
My wife looked shocked but she just started sobbing and went to the phone and started calling her workplace.
After that I did all kinds of fked up stuff to her.
I told her to lick my toes, then my balls and even my ass which she hesitated but I just reminded her of her affair and told her that her boss's must have been happy fkin u and she immediately complied.
The whole day went like this and I continuously came inside her raw.
Same thing happened next day and day after that.
Pretty much my wife kept apologizing all throughout these days as I kept threatening to divorce her and she would cry and bs about how sorry she was.
One day my wife got a call from her work and they notified her that she was fired.
Apparently, the AP's wife had informed her husband's workplace about my wife and his relationship as it's against policy and there was some other stuff involved too but I was too busy laughing when I saw the look of depression on my wife's face.
Now her sobs increased but I kept telling her that I would still divorce her unless she did what I asked of her.
She said that she would do anything, literally anything.
I told her that I wanted to have a kid.
When she heard this she was so happy and started crying and saying she would love to give birth to my kids and she always wanted to be a mother, and how she waited till I was comfortable.
I said perfect and slapped her on the face and told her to suck my dick.
We kept having sex, it was weird before my sex drive I would say was maybe slightly above average but now I was horny whenever I saw her.
I enjoyed the power I had over her and also I liked hurting her or when she was in discomfort, I got off on that.
Eventually 2 weeks passed and my wife pretty much obeyed all my commands.
I told her about the cameras in the house and that if you go out for a duration of time, I'm leaving you.
She adamantly told me she would stay indoors.
I had told her not to look for a new job, my job was enough and she should just get ready to be a mom.
She was happy to hear this.
So this continued and she didn't go out of the house much, unless it was for groceries which we did together and also with COVID we couldn't go out much.
Eventually my wife became pregnant and she was overjoyed.
I told her to come into living room, and we both sat down, she became a little worried but said she was very excited for this baby and would do her best to raise it.
She had always wanted to be a mother.
I took out the divorce papers and put it on the table.
As soon as she saw them she froze for a couple seconds but immediately started sobbing and asking why im pregnant, please let's stay together, I love you and all types of bs.
I said I want to get divorced.
Now she starts bursting into tears and keeps crying again.
I told her if you don't want me to divorce you, there's something you can do.
She looked at me and just kept saying she would do anything and begged me to not divorce her.
I told her to abort the baby.
I remember when I said this, my wife got angry with me and told me how I could be do heartless, how ironic.
She kept screaming at me and said that was the one thing she wasn't going to do.
So then I pulled out my phone and on it was a group chat I had created with all our close families, friends, our social circle including her mother.
My wife's mother was very religious, asked hard catholic.
If she found out her daughter cheated there would be dire consequences to their relationship and as the only daughter and child of her, they were close.
I told her that I would upload all the scummy details of your affairs to this group so everyone can see what a piece of shit you are.
My wife began crying and begged me not to do this, that this isn't right.
I told her to choose in 2 minutes and pressured her hard after telling her what all her close friends, and her mother would think about her.
She agreed to get the baby aborted and I set up an appointment to get the abortion done.
My wife stopped crying much after that, she simply looked dazed and empty.
We got the operation and she cried right before and cried a lot after it telling me how she was a horrible woman, she felt like a failure and that she wanted to die.
A part of me actually felt bad but a bigger part of me was thrilled and happy that she got what she deserved but I still wasn't done yet.
One day, I did the same thing as before, I threatened her again with the divorce and the social life.
She started crying but this time knee there was something I wanted.
She was right, I wanted her to do a vasectomy.
She screamed at me and told me she would never do that, she desperately wanted to be a mother and I had already ruined that.
However I kept threatening her and eventually she broke down and agreed.
We went to a urologist and I had to literally drag her into the room to make sure she went through with it.
It was a success, now she couldn't give birth and she cried again for so long, till she couldn't.
Later on, we couldn't fuck as it would take time for her to heal.
Do we waited a week and a half.
After that time, my wife was now severly depressed and had no life in her eyes.
Even when I fucked her she simply just grunted but didn't show any traction when I was choking or hurting her.
So I decided to spice things up, by this point my wife was pretty subservient to me, she would go along with anything I said when it came to sex.
So I called a tattoo artist that I had paid more than normal to get some tattoos on her.
I blindfolded my wife and told her to lay down, and I paid extra to this tattoo artist to do this.
We started with her ass right above it, I wrote my name's c*mdump.
I wrote stuff like this in a couple other places and eventually we got to her forehead.
When she noticed she freaked out and tried to stop it but I told her everythings fine.
But she kept screaming and freaking out and eventually the tattoo artist grew suspicious and I just said fk it.
He left after that.
My wife asked what I was gonna do and I just ignored her and told her to follow and we had sex after that.
Things were going good for me, my wife was staying home, she didn't move much from her room unless it was for food, otherwise stayed in bed when I wasn't home.
I guess due to her depression.
I'm not gonna take her to therapy but will check up on her health.
So fast forward a couple months something happened one day.
I was going home, and I get a call from the hospital stating that my wife had attempted suicide and that I should get there as fast as possible.
I told my boss and drove to the hospital.
I found my wife in the room and she looked like absolute shit and I also saw my neighbors.
They said she had overdosed on advil but nothing serious.
The neighbors told me she came to her house and kept screaming that she was a bad woman and she's not a good mother and she deserves to die.
I apologised to them, told them she's not mentally stable right now, this definitely won't happen again.
The doctor discharged her and I took her home.
When we got home I immy screamed at her and told her as many insults I could muster.
She simply just stood there and just fell to the floor.
I grabbed her but when I did she just eerily deflated back into the floor like she was dead or something.
I said fk it and just picked her up and threw her into the bed room,made her some food which she ate and just spent the day nursing her.
Eventually she did come out of the slump and I started the rough sex routine again but she's severely depressed these days and many times says she wants to die.
Honestly, not sure if I'm gonna divorce her, I like where everything is at now but good to know that I have the option.
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2020.11.13 08:42 Dante--Belmont Perfect mom nude

So I'll start by saying that me and my wife have been happily married for 7 years, and we had an amazing marriage, after a lot of experimenting with different people I had finally found the one.
We rarely had any arguments, we were both crazy into the same shit: anime, otaku culture, fitness, etc
Our sex life was great, we would fuck 2-4 times a week even after this long and she would rarely ever stop my advances.
She would always cook for me even though she had work as well and I was friken head over heels for this perfect women.
We had no kids, but we were planning to as the time became right and as our finances improved to where we were both comfortable with, but now that's impossible for her.
So this all started 8 months ago, when I noticed my wife was glued to her cellphone all the time.
I found that weird so I joked and said "why are on the phone so much, you cheating on me" and I kid you not my wife's face turned pale the instant I said that.
I remember as soon as I saw that face that a disgusting feeling emerged from the pit of my stomach but then my wife said "don't be silly, haha" and just came up to me and kissed me.
We had sex after that but I was honestly still thinking about that especially after we finished.
Now, me being the naive dumb little idiot I am, I didn't question her further that day making excuses like 'oh, it's creepy to ask to look at her phone' or 'I should trust her more'.
So I just ignored it and we both went to bed.
The next week passed and I noticed my wife was coming home later than usual, and when I asked her about this she told me it was work and they had some new projects at work.
When I asked her about the new projects, she was really vague and said she was too tired and didn't wanna talk about work at home.
I grew more suspicious and decided to for the first time invade her privacy.
I asked to borrow her phone and she quickly perked up and said what for?
I said I just wanna look something up.
And I kid you not, she said she had to go to the bathroom and just quickly stormed away to the bathroom and locked the door.
Now keep in mind, we were very sexually open and we NEVER locked the bathroom or even closed the door even when we were taking a dump, yeah we were THAT couple.
This was a first.
It shocked me so much that I just fuckin stood there frozen in place as it clicked to me, she's cheating on me.
But a small part of me still hoped it wasn't true, after all I didn't see any proof yet, she's prolly just feeling tired.
She came out of the bathroom like an hour later and gave me her phone.
She said I could use it and sorry that she locked the bathroom, it was a big shit so she didn't want it to smell too bad, which was weird because we never gave a fuck before.
I looked through and didn't see any messages but I still felt weird about this.
The next night, I took my wife's phone as I figured out how to recover deleted texts when she was sleeping.
I logged into her icloud(she uses the same password for everything) and there I saw a huge string of deleted messages.
My heart immediately shattered and my legs went weak.
There was illicit messages dating back to 6 months ago from that day and it included the whole package, sexting, nudes being sent and whole bunch of fked shit that I don't even want to think about.
The worst part is I knew the guy she was seeing.
It was her boss from work, I wasn't close with him but I knew how he looked like and also that he was a married man.
I felt like crying at first but soon I felt so angry that I almost wanted to smash the phone on the ground.
I made a back up and saved all the text messages and attachments, for proof and sent it to myself.
I put the phone back and took my car and just drove to the nearest empty parking lot and just cried my heart away.
I felt so broken and I just wanted to kill myself but then I thought about my wife's face and how happy she looked and I just felt pure hate and anger towards her.
I was gonna destroy her.
After getting worried calls from my wife I returned back home and she questioned me panicking about where I went and what's going on.
I don't know how I did it but I just smiled and gave some BS about testing the car.
She bought it and we had breakfast and I left, called into work and requested a leave of absence. I have an amazing boss and I pretty much just told him what's going on and he said ok and gave 2 weeks of vacation leave which I was grateful for since I would get paid even though leave of absence without pay would have been fine as well.
I called a lawyer and requested and set up a meeting, and later on I went and bought electronic cameras that I could install in my house.
I went home.
I waited and eventually my wife came home surprisingly earlier than usual.
When she saw me she kept pestering me more than usual about what happened this morning but I just kept bsing to her that it was nothing.
We ate and my wife that day was initiating sex but I just felt disgusted that I didn't even wanna look at her so I just told her that I was tired.
She kept pestering me what was wrong and tried again but I just kept saying later, and eventually we both went to bed.
The next day, I signed into my bank account. I wasn't worried about financials, the house was under my name only and I had got the mortgage before my marriage.
My wife and I had a joint account, I called my bank and opened up a single checking account and did a real time transfer of all the money in that account into my new single checking account.
As far as credit cards and Lines of credit, everything we had already paid off, but I closed all the joint credit cards we had and one LOC we had which was 50k that I doubt we would get approved for again but I didn't give a fk.
Now everything that was joint was closed except for the joint checking which now had 0 and I got rid of the Overdraft protection of 3k on that as well, so anything that was below 0 would bounce back.
A couple days pass, I've set all the paper work done from the lawyer, all the stuff I've sent him is proof and I've set up house cameras in my house just in case.
A week passed and I looked up her boss on Facebook and found his wife and messaged her. I told her everything and sent the proof to her, she said she wanted to meet up. I said okay.
I met up with the women the next day, and she was an absolute mess.
We talked and she cried many times and I comforted her.
She was an old woman in her 40s, and they had a 12 year old daughter.
She said that she would be filling for divorce and thanked me profusely and wanted to stay in touch.
We exchanged numbers and for the first moment I just felt a sense of relief that I wasn't in this alone.
I eventually got home and my wife comes back also early today, what a surprise.
she starts pacing nervously towards me.
"Myname is everything okay"
Im pretty much quiet and ignore her at this point and just sit down on a chair and just look at her.
She starts freaking out a little and keeps asking what's wrong.
So I just lay it on her.
"Why did you cheat on me"
I remember her immediately freezing and then denying it and telling me if anything s wrong and what the hell I was on about.
I had taken a print out of all the text messages between her and her boss and I just threw the papers at her.
She immediately started crying and said that it was a mistake and that she was sorry.
It was strange, a part of me really wanted to forgive her when I saw her, a bigger part of me just wanted to get this divorce over with but an even bigger part of me wanted to use her and break her.
I said that I wanted to get a divorce and at this point she screamed and freaked and starting vehemently crying and literally got on her knees and begged me with tears in her eyes to forgive her.
She kept saying she would do anything and that it was a mistake and it will never happen again.
When she said that, I don't know what happened, I slapped her across the face and I mean HARD slap where you could feel it from far away.
My wife immediately shut up but just continued crying and just whispering "sorry, sorry, sorry".
I don't know what came over me, I was not a violent person and I had never EVER put a hand on my wife or anyone in my entire life but the next thing I did is even more fked up.
I unzipped my zipper and took it out and told her to suck it. For a second she just looked at me then I yelled at her and she instantly started blowing away.
I remember gagging her hard I just wanted to hurt her I didn't care about the pleasure and eventually I yelled at her to take her pants off and she did and I just pretty much fked her raw and came inside her.
I don't what happened that day but I just snapped and just fked her into oblivion and continuously came into her raw.
But I was getting more and more happy as I saw her get hurt. She was crying and begging me to stop but I kept reading the texts whenever she did and she stopped whining.
We eventually both fell asleep on the bed.
I woke up the next day and I don't know why but I just felt so much more energy and happy with myself in the morning.
My wife wasn't in bed so I headed to the kitchen and saw my wife sitting on the table.
She was a mess, her eyes were puffy, she looked like absolute garbage.
I purposefully laughed at her but on the inside I was hurting like hell and a part of me even felt bad.
She kept telling me she was sorry, and how it was all a mistake and she won't do it again and the usual bs.
I was still naked, so I went up to her and did the same thing as yesterday but I didn't even ask this time, I just pulled and gripped her hair hard and did the deed.
Pretty much the same shit happened as yesterday, I just fucked her the whole morning, raw, till I was satisfied and then made breakfast.
A plan was starting to form in my head and I was getting more and more messed up thpughts the more I thought of it.
I went to her and told her not to go to work.
She immediately said yes and she'll take a couple days off.
I verbally abused her for a while.
My wife looked shocked but she just started sobbing and went to the phone and started calling her workplace.
After that I did all kinds of fked up stuff to her.
I told her to lick my toes, then my balls and even my ass which she hesitated but I just reminded her of her affair and told her that her boss's must have been happy fkin u and she immediately complied.
The whole day went like this and I continuously came inside her raw.
Same thing happened next day and day after that.
Pretty much my wife kept apologizing all throughout these days as I kept threatening to divorce her and she would cry and bs about how sorry she was.
One day my wife got a call from her work and they notified her that she was fired.
Apparently, the AP's wife had informed her husband's workplace about my wife and his relationship as it's against policy and there was some other stuff involved too but I was too busy pretending to laugh at her when I saw the look of depression on my wife's face.
Now her sobs increased but I kept telling her that I would still divorce her unless she did what I asked of her.
She said that she would do anything, literally anything.
I told her that I wanted to have a kid.
When she heard this she was so happy and started crying and saying she would love to give birth to my kids and she always wanted to be a mother, and how she waited till I was comfortable.
I said perfect.
We kept having sex, it was weird before my sex drive I would was maybe slightly above average but now I was horny whenever I saw her.
I enjoyed the power I had over her and also the pain I was causing her or when she was in discomfort.
Eventually 2 weeks passed and my wife pretty much obeyed all my commands.
I told her about the cameras in the house and that if you go out for a duration of time, I'm leaving you.
She adamantly told me she would stay indoors.
I had told her not to look for a new job, my job was enough and she should just get ready to be a mom.
She was happy to hear this.
So this continued and she didn't go out of the house much, unless it was for groceries which we did together and also with COVID we couldn't go out much.
Eventually my wife became pregnant and she was overjoyed.
I told her to come into living room, and we both sat down, she became a little worried but said she was very excited for this baby and would do her best to raise it.
She had always wanted to be a mother.
I took out the divorce papers and put it on the table.
As soon as she saw them she froze for a couple seconds but immediately started sobbing and asking why- she was pregnant, please let's stay together, I love you and all types of bs.
I said I wanted to get divorced.
Now she starts bursting into tears and keeps crying again.
I told her if you don't want me to divorce you, there's something you can do.
Now this is where my my messed up thpughts lead to after weeks of this.
She looked at me and just kept saying she would do anything and begged me to not divorce her.
I told her to abort the baby.
I remember when I said this, my wife got angry with me and told me how I could be so heartless, how ironic.
She kept screaming at me and said that was the one thing she wasn't going to do.
So then I pulled out my phone and on it was a group chat I had created with all our close families, friends, our social circle including her mother.
My wife's mother was very religious, like hardcore catholic.
If she found out her daughter cheated there would be dire consequences to their relationship and as the only daughter and child of her, they were close.
I told her that I would upload all the scummy details of your affairs to this group so everyone can see what a piece of shit you are.
My wife began crying and begged me not to do this, that this isn't right.
I told her to choose and pressured her hard after telling her what all her close friends, and her mother would think about her.
She agreed to get the baby aborted and I set up an appointment to get the abortion done.
My wife stopped crying much after that, she simply looked dazed and empty.
We got the operation and she cried right before and cried a lot after it telling me how she was a horrible woman, she felt like a failure and that she wanted to die.
A part of me actually felt horrible, ashamed but a bigger part of me was thrilled and excited that she got what she deserved but I still wasn't done yet.
One day, I did the same thing as before, I threatened her again with the divorce and the social life.
She started crying but this time tried to hear me out.
She was right, I wanted her to do a vasectomy.
She screamed at me and told me she would never do that, she desperately wanted to be a mother and I had already ruined that.
However I kept threatening her and eventually she broke down and agreed.
We went to a urologist and I had to literally drag her into the room to make sure she went through with it.
It was a success, now she couldn't give birth and she cried again for so long, till she couldn't.
Later on, we couldn't fuck as it would take time for her to heal.
So we waited two weeks.
After that time, my wife was now severly depressed and had no life in her eyes.
Even when I fucked her she simply just grunted but didn't show any reaction even when I was choking or hurting her.
So I decided to spice things up, by this point my wife was pretty subservient to me, she would go along with anything I said when it came to sex.
So I called a tattoo artist that I had paid more than normal to get some tattoos on her.
I blindfolded my wife and told her to lay down, and I paid extra to this tattoo artist to do this.
We started with her ass right above it, I wrote my name's c*mdump.
I wrote stuff like this in a couple other places and eventually we got to her forehead.
When she noticed she freaked out and tried to stop it but I told her everythings fine.
But she kept screaming and freaking out and eventually the tattoo artist grew freaked out too and I just said fk it.
He left after that.
We had sex after that.
Things were going good for me, my wife was staying home, she didn't move much from her room unless it was for food, otherwise stayed in bed when I wasn't home.
I guess due to her depression.
I'm not gonna take her to therapy but will check up on her health.
So fast forward a couple months something happened one day.
I was going home, and I get a call from the hospital stating that my wife had attempted suicide and that I should get there as fast as possible.
I told my boss and drove to the hospital.
I found my wife in the room and she looked like absolute shit and I also saw my neighbors.
They said she had overdosed on advil but nothing serious.
The neighbors told me she came to their house and kept screaming that she was a bad woman and she's not a good mother and she deserves to die.
I apologised to them, told them she's not mentally stable right now, this definitely won't happen again.
The doctor discharged her and I took her home.
When we got home I immediately screamed at her and told her as many insults I could muster.
She simply just stood there and just fell to the floor.
I grabbed her but when I did she just eerily deflated back into the floor like she was dead or something.
It looked weird.
I said fk it and just picked her up and threw her into the bed room,made her some food which she ate and just spent the day nursing her.
Eventually she did come out of the slump and I started the rough sex routine again but she's severely depressed these days and many times says she wants to die.
Honestly, not sure if I'm gonna divorce her, I like where everything is at right now but good to know that I have the option.
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2020.11.12 21:26 Mrswizardwizard Nude mom perfect

Hi guys. I'm still in this community because the porn culture still affects me, I enjoy speaking to and helping other women, and it helps to have a community who understands the lingering trauma that I have.
I was with a PA for a year. Our relationship started out pretty normal. I was 17, he was 20. I spent a lot of time at his house and didn't notice anything 'off' other than his lack of sex drive. We were a new couple and we were only having sex maybe once a week, and that number continually, steadily dropped the longer we spent together. He also could never 'get there' with me out entire relationship, which I found odd.
We hit the 6 month mark or around there. He proposed. I was on top of the world and felt like I had truly met who I was meant to be with. He was so kind. We were having sex about once a month at this point and we had occasional arguments about it, but other than that everything was good.
Then I found the porn. He flipped over apps on his Xbox and there she was. It was a video of some girl blowing a guy. It really upset me because it wasn't even her body, just basically neck up, and he was getting off to it. It felt way too personal, especially when I was asking for more intimacy regularly. I thought on it for a few days and with him promising he only watched it once a month or so, I decided it was okay to continue even though it made me feel sick to my stomach.
Cut forward a couple of weeks. The sick feeling wouldn't leave. I looked at his internet history (he had given me the password to his phone previously and didn't care if I used it/looked through it). The history indicated he had lied to me and he watched it every single day for the past few weeks, an hour+ at a time, and multiple times a day.
I confronted him and asked him to stop watching it. He promised me he would stop. Move on.
I find out about Google Activity about a month later. Cue me finding more, and more, and more. I unearthed something every single time I checked his phone. He routinely lied to me about what he was doing (he was unaware I could see his Google Activity bc he didn't know it existed). If I ever found anything, he would try to say he didn't know how it got there. 🙄
Once I asked to use his laptop as he left for work. He flipped a switch on the side of it and thought I wouldn't notice it. Of course I noticed him try to discretely do this. It turned out to be a switch that cut off the internet. Upon flipping it back on, I found cam sites where he was cheating on me. He refused to call it cheating and we broke up for a day before he begged me back.
When I was 18 we moved in together. This is where a large downward spiral began from the small one that had already started.
He could no longer hide how much he was using. I knew what the hour long bathroom trips were for. I knew why he wouldn't touch me anymore. After a while he usually slept in a different bedroom because he'd play video games and jerk off until he fell asleep in there.
The insults came regularly. I was too hairy was the main complaint. I needed to shave every inch of hair on my body. I needed to dress like a goth. I wasn't wearing makeup enough. I was too loud. My chest was too flat. I was around too much. Etc, etc, etc.
Once I tried taking the advice someone gave me and watching it with him. He immediately typed 'big tits'. I have 32A cups. He couldn't understand why I was upset and didn't have sex with him.
He destroyed every ounce of confidence and self love that I had. He was not faithful but since it was through a screen and keyboard, it didn't matter. He did not care about me. He cared about hiding it so I wouldn't be mad. He made me crazy, an expert spy and researcher. I never truly felt safe and content in the relationship anymore.
Two weeks before our wedding, I got onto my Playstation after a long night shift. MY Playstation. He had the night off. On the screen was a video of one of his favorites, Lexi Pantana 'twerk lesson'.
I was so upset and exhausted. I had caught him and had this same argument dozens of times. I grabbed the shit I needed and left. He woke up as I grabbed the keys and we had maybe a two minute argument, I told him what I found and that I did not have the energy to argue, then I left. I drove around for an hour and got myself breakfast. I calmed down. When I arrived back to the house, he was packing the last bit of his stuff into his car. I asked him where he was going and he said 'none of your business'. I said 'yes it is my business, we are getting married in two weeks.' And he just responded 'no we're not.'
He told me he knew this was his fault but he didn't want to deal with it (exact words) so he was leaving. I mentioned he proposed to me and he said 'yeah, clearly that was a mistake.'
I begged him to stay and just stop. He would not. He left. Like typical in an abusive relationship, he came back three hours later trying to gaslight me. He said he just says things when he gets mad. He tried to have sex with me and I ended up sobbing in the middle of it, rolled over and went to bed.
We stayed together for a few more days until I finally couldn't let the words he had said naw at me any longer. He had said a lot of nasty things to me, but I couldn't imagine walking down the aisle to someone who had said they regretted proposing to me. I told him I was leaving him because of what he had said. He puked in my mom's driveway (I went to her house and he followed me, where I broke up with him). He told me he was scared of living without me. I told him I didn't care and he needed to leave.
He stayed in my house for a few days before moving out. He tried a few times to win me over. I kicked him out and told him no.
Now it's over 2 years later. I am 21. I met a man about two months after ending things with the PA. My boyfriend (soon to be fiance) is so wonderful.
He complimented my breasts and told me they were perfect when he saw them the first time. If we aren't having sex, he communicates why instead of leaving me to fend for myself. The sex we have is loving, tender, hot. He cares about me and wants to make me orgasm too.
He takes me on dates. He is loving. He listens to me. He has never insulted my body, asked me to dress a certain way, asked me to do my makeup, asked me to shave. He does not care about those things.
He hangs out alone with women friends and I have no doubts. I know he is being respectful. I know he doesn't ogle at our friends. I know he doesn't think about them while he is with me. I finally have the security.
And the best part is that he doesn't watch porn. At all. Ever. No once in a while porn, no porn because you weren't here, no 'we won't see each other for a while' porn, no changing him. He is a former PA who realized the damage on his own and stopped watching before he met me. He is honest about if he has urges and how he ignores them. He is honest about how he's rearranged his brain to only think of me. He asks me for nudes if he needs 'material' while I'm not around.
He never treats me like an object. He is everything I could want in another person. There are no gross sexual comments or jokes with others. He is respectful and faithful.
I just came here to say: if you aren't tied down by children, gtfo right away! It isn't worth the heart ache, constant anxiety, sinking feelings and snooping. You CAN find someone who shares our values, insecure men and women say these men don't exist so you don't expect more out of men. Don't listen! You CAN have a happy, healthy relationship with someone who adores every inch of you inside and out. There is a better future waiting! It is NOT selfish to put yourself first before somebody who is being selfish and abusive themselves. It is worth the pain of ripping away from someone you love. It is totally worth every feeling. I wish I had left sooner so I wouldn't have had so much lingering trauma and issues to work through. However, I would much rather be working through them in a safe place with my soulmate than working through them with the person who caused them.
Anybody who wants to talk, has questions, or wants advice I am here and my inbox is open ❤❤
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2020.11.12 14:28 DoorWarrior09 Perfect mom nude

So I saw a post talking about how we would write a Degrassi Reboot, and got me to thinking and this is what I've come up with. The show takes place about 14 years after the Degrassi Manhantann episode and follows Emma and Spinner's kids, Jamie and Sarah, navigate junior high. However, their lives are derailed when Jane and her son, Austin come back to town. Below is a casting list and a synopsis of season one.
Cast
Eighth Grade

  1. James Tiberius “Jamie” Mason: Jamie is Spinner and Emma’s son and the most popular kid in his grade. He’s cool, witty, charming, with a mischievous streak that he uses to scheme. Jamie is currently in a relationship with Sonya, this generation’s version of Paige Michalchuck.
  2. Sonya Hughes: Sonya was born in Haiti, but raised in Canada. She is the leader of the Junior Spirit Squad. She’s confident, calculating, and snarky. Sonya is the school’s Queen Bee and she will do anything to keep her power intact. She is ultra-competitive and never accepts defeat.
  3. Charlie Huang: Charlie is the son of Chinese immigrants, he’s Jamie’s best friend and right-hand man. Charlie is a basketball star however he doesn’t let his popularity get to his head. Friendly, loyal, and hardworking, Charlie seems like the perfect guy…if only his home life was just as perfect.
  4. Laurel Hampton: Laurel is Sonya’s best friend and is a member of the Junior Power Squad. Laurel is bubbly, outgoing, and a follower. While she considers herself Sonya’s equal the rest of the school sees her as a glorified sidekick, something she is determined to change.
  5. Will Reese- Will is African Canadian, confident, cocky, and extroverted. He is the class clown of his grade and doesn’t take school or anything other than basketball very seriously.
  6. Camryn Baker- Camryn is African Canadian and is the smartest girl in her grade, this causes her to be seen as a massive nerd….which is exactly what she is. She is stern, reserved, driven, and a perfectionist. Everyone sees her as a buzzkill, something she has no problem with because she is comfortable with who she is.
  7. Austin Vaughn- The child of Jane and Spinner, who was conceived shortly before the Manhattan episode. He is quiet, introverted, and spends most of his time skating and listening to rock music. Austin and his mom move around a lot, so it’s hard for him to get emotionally attached to someone.
Seventh Grade
  1. Sarah Mason- Sarah is the exact opposite of her brother and her parents. While everyone else in her family knows exactly who they are; Sarah is insecure, shy, and naïve. Sarah feels lost and confused, partly because of her parents marital problems and partly because of her anxieties about dealing with adolescence.
  2. Priya Patel- Priya is the daughter of two surgeons from India. She’s smart, practical, and timid. She’s Sarah’s best friend and her confidant, she’s also had a crush on Jamie for years.
  3. Piper Garcia- Piper is Latina, a loner, and has a reputation for being a bad girl. She’s cynical and sharp tounged. Piper is tough, smart, and quick on her feet. Due to a difficult homelife, Piper works hard at pushing people away. Especially when she needs them the most.
  4. Josh Green- Sarah’s guy best friend and her love interest. Josh and Sarah have been friends for years, however as they start to grow up they realize their might be something more than friendship. Josh is optimistic, friendly, and known in his friend group for being a ray of sunshine. He’s an aspiring musician who loves poetry. However, Josh also has a secret, he lives in the outskirts of town, in a trailer park.
  5. Carter Hughes- Josh’s best friend and Sonya’s younger brother. Carter is shy, nerdy, and antisocial. He spends most of his time reading comic books and gets nervous talking to people.
Adults
  1. Spinner Mason- After working at the dot since a teenager, Spinner is finally the owner. Spinner is a hands-on dad and spends most of his time playing video games with Jamie or helping Emma save the world. Spinner tries his best to be a good father and raise his kids with the values he wished he learned as a kid. Just when he thinks he's finally gotten a handle on parenting, Jane and Austin come into town.
  2. Emma Nelson-Mason- Emma has come a long way since she was a teenager at Degrassi. She is now the Science teacher who can turn any topic into a discussion about how to save the rain forest. Emma is the disciplinarian of the house, however, she starts to lose control of her family when she finds out the truth about Austin.
  3. Marco Del Rossi- Like Emma, Marco came back to Degrassi and he now teaches English. Since finding out they're going to be co-workers, Marco and Emma became best friends and find out they actually have a lot in common. While Marco may have it all together at work, he is a mess in his personal life. He has a constant string of hookups and eats ramen noodles for breakfast and dinner.
  4. Manny Santos- Emma and Manny are still best friends, after getting blackballed from Hollywood for unknown reasons, Manny sleeps on Emma and Spinner's couch rent-free. She serves as Sarah and Jamie's cooky aunt, who always has advice when needed.
  5. Jane Vaughn- Jane is now a lawyer and a single mom. She and Austin move a lot, so all they have is each other. Sometimes they act more like best friends than mother and son.
  6. Principal Simpson- He's still there and still stressed out.
Episodes
  1. Shark In The Water Part One-
A Plot: It’s Emma and Spinner’s high school reunion. Emma is ecstatic to be reunited with Manny and Liberty, and Spinner is excited to be reunited with his boys. Things change for their family when Jane and her son Austin come into town. When Sarah meets Austin in the supermarket, she is shocked to learn that he looks almost exactly like her father.
B Plot: After meeting Austin and feeling hurt and confused, Sarah’s day is thrown off when she gets her first period. Her emotions running wild she confides in her Aunt Manny, who lets her know her first period is something she should be proud of, not ashamed of.
2. Shark In The Water Part Two
A Plot: Sarah tells Jamie her suspicions about Austin being Spinner’s son, and Jamie being Jamie told Spinner and Emma immediately. Spinner is furious about Austin being hidden from him and goes to Jane’s apartment immediately. His anger disappears when he finally meets Austin, who seems to want nothing to do with him. Jane breaks down and reveals that she found out she was pregnant shortly after Spinner and Emma got married, she wanted to tell Spinner but saw how happy he was and felt that she could handle raising him alone.
B Plot: Emma doesn’t know what to do about finding out the truth about Austin. Fearing the worst, Sarah and Jamie prepare for the possibility that their parents might get a divorce. Spinner and Emma put them to ease when they say that they're going to work through this together, as a family.
3. Rumor Has It-
A Plot: Laurel is sick of being in Sonya’s shadow, on top of that she feels invisible at home and to her crush, Charlie, Laurel decides it’s time for a makeover. Laurel comes to school the next day in clothes that would make Stephanie Kaye and Manny Santos blush. Laurel loves the attention she receives, especially from the guys, that is until the girls on the spirit squad slut-shame her.
B Plot: Sarah has to partner up with Piper, the school’s bad girl, something that she is less than thrilled about. There are a lot of rumors about Piper, and none of them involve anything good. However, when Sarah spends time with Piper she learns she is the exact opposite of what she is portrayed to be. Sarah is ecstatic that she made a new friend…that is until she realizes fifty dollars is missing from her purse. When she falsely accuses Piper of stealing it, it destroys the friendship they built. Eventually, Sarah learns it wasn’t Piper who stole money from her purse, but rather her brother who took it to take Sonya on a date.
4. Gold Digger-
A Plot: Josh has had a crush on Sarah since forever, and is thrilled when she agrees to let him take her out on a date. However, his insecurities get to best of him, when he starts to worry she won’t like anyone that lives in a trailer park. Pressured to buy her something nice for the date, he steals an expensive bracelet from the mall. Sarah loves the bracelet and Josh is ecstatic…that is until a security guard catches Sarah at the mall and assumes she stole the bracelet. In mall jail, she sees the person she wanted to see the least: Piper. Eventually, she and Piper reconcile, and Sarah even invites her to sit with her and her friends at lunch. When she gets out of mall jail she lashes out at Josh, and says she doesn’t have a problem with where he comes from, but she won’t date a thief.
B Plot: Austin just joined the basketball team and he is actually really good, something that Jamie hates. When he catches Spinner congratulating Austin he decides that’s the final straw and decides it’s time Austin deals with some good ole fashioned hazing. However, when a prank leads to Austin breaking his leg, Jamie realizes his jealousy has gone too far.
5. How Do You Sleep Part 1
A Plot: Charlie feels trapped. He constantly has to endure the wrath of his father’s temper tantrums and on top of that he’s having feelings that he doesn’t want or completely understand. When Austin notices Charlie’s bruises in the locker room he tries to figure out what’s going on with him and insists that he gets help from the school guidance counselor. Charlie refuses to tell on his father and insists that everything is fine.
B Plot: Upset that Sarah has already gotten her period, and she hasn’t even started puberty yet, Priya decides to stuff her bra. However, her plan backfires when Sonya notices a strand of toiler paper sticking out of her shirt and exposes her secret to the whole school.
6. How Do You Sleep Part 2
A Plot: After a successful night with his family, Charlie feels hopeful that his father’s abuse will stop. However, after his father finds gay porn on his laptop and beats him in a violent rage, Charlie realizes his father will never get better and that he can’t keep ignoring his problems. The next day he tells a guidance counselor what happened.
B Plot: Spinner feels guilty for not spending more time with Austin and decides to take him and Jamie on a camping trip. He hopes to have some father and sons quality bonding time, however, he is disappointed to see the boys fight the whole time. Jamie snaps and says that he’s just a bastard child that no one wants around, and Austin retaliates and says he never wanted to be apart of their family anyway. Things go from bad to worse when Austin runs off and gets lost in the woods.
7. This Is What Makes Us Girls
A Plot: Sarah finally has the chance to join Spirit Squad and she is thrilled. However, her dreams are crushed when she sees how mean the girls are. After the girls publicly humiliate an overweight girl, she is forced to decide what she wants more: popularity or her morals.
B Plot: Jane and Spinner talk about how to co-parent Austin.
C Plot: Carter has a problem….he thinks he’s addicted to masturbating. For some reason, he can’t help but feel like he’s doing something wrong, and his worst nightmare comes true when his parents catch him in the act.
8. Panic Room
A Plot: The debate club has regionals coming up and Carter couldn’t be more excited, he finally gets to show the whole school that he is good at something. However, he keeps having panic attacks and he can’t figure out why. Growing up in his family he feels like he has to be perfect. However, when he has a panic attack on stage he realizes that he needs to seek help.
B Plot: Will is flunking English. No matter how hard he studies, he can’t seem to pass it. He decides to enlist help from the smartest girl in school, Camryn Baker. At first, he writes her off as some boring nerd however he realizes he actually enjoys spending time with her. That is until she informs him there’s a reason why he’s failing English: he’s dyslexic.
9. Watermelon Sugar
A Plot: Laurel loves the attention she is getting from Cooper Hodge, the cutest boy in her grade. When he asks her to send him nudes she’s hesitant, however, she feels like it’s the only way he’d want to date her. Her worst nightmare comes true when he sends the pictures to one of his friends, who then sends it to the entire basketball team. Before she knows it the whole school has seen it. Boys taunt her, girls shun her, and the spirit squad kicks her off the team. She goes to Sonya and begs to be back on the squad, however, Sonya refuses and claims that she can’t afford to have her reputation tarnished and that she should make better choices.
B Plot: Will realizes he actually enjoys spending time with Kamryn and the two decide to go to the movies together, however when some of his friends from the team see them together, Will is embarrassed. He lies to them and claims that he just took her out on a date because of pity and that he doesn’t actually like her. Kamryn overhears and is heartbroken. She grabs her stuff and leaves, causing Will to realize he made a big mistake.
10. Pacify Her
A Plot: Sonya is used to getting Straight A’s, however when her History teacher gives her a C on a project, she decides she needs to teach her a lesson. After hearing that she went through a divorce, Sonya gets the idea to create a fake profile online and catfish her. It even goes far enough to the point where Sonya leads her to a restaurant and lies that her alter ego will be there. When her teacher is stood up, she breaks down in the middle of the restaurant and only then does Sonya realize how cruel she’s been.
B Plot: Sonya is jealous of the crush Priya has on Jamie; Jamie insists he sees Priya as a sister however Sonya isn’t convinced. On top of that Jamie is failing Spanish and his parents won’t let him go out till he gets his grade up. This leads to Sonya coming up with the idea that Jamie should flirt with Priya to get her to do his homework. Eventually, Sarah finds out and tells Jamie that he has to stop using her. Jamie realizes he’s been cruel and decides to tell Priya the truth, leaving her heartbroken.
11. Dance Monkey Part 1
A Plot: Feeling stressed out about the dance and Spinner’s return in his life, Austin turns to vaping to relieve stress. Although the news says it’s addictive he doesn’t see what harm it could possibly cause.
B Plot: Charlie is confused about his feelings. He doesn’t want to be gay, yet for some reason he finds himself being drawn to Austin, despite how hard he tries to fight it. In a desperate attempt to fight these feelings, he asks Laurel to the dance.
C Plot: Piper has a problem, Carter wants to take her to the dance, however, she sees him as just a friend. After having a series of bad influences, she sees Carter as one of the few things she’s ever had and decides to go to the dance with him despite not liking him.
12. Dance Monkey Part 2
A Plot: Charlie starts to worry that Austin is addicted to vaping. Austin insists he’s fine, however things start to spiral out of control when he passes it out on the dance floor.
B Plot: Sonya is desperate to win Panther Queen, so desperate that she’s willing to steal the election. When Jamie finds out he’s furious, and calls her spoiled and entitled. However, Sonya snaps and says that must mean they are made for each other with the way he’s been treating Austin.
C Plot: Piper lets Carter know that she sees him as just a friend, and he surprisingly takes it well and says that’s more than enough.
D Plot: Will goes to the dance and sees Kamryn dancing with someone else, he realizes how much he likes her and decides that she deserves a big romantic gesture. He goes up on stage and sings, “Just The Two of Us,” Kamryn forgives him and the two reconcile with a kiss.


So what do you guys think of this little fan season? I'm debating if I actually want to write a fanfic about this. Should I do a second season?
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