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Dear [redacted], I hope this letter finds you well. It has been a long time since we have been able to communicate in a positive manner and hope that one day we are able to do so because you are one of the most important, if not the most important, person that has ever come into my life. I have done a lot of soul searching and emotional labor over the years, and a even more since our separation. Throughout the process I have had a difficult time coming to understand why our relationship ended so abruptly without the possibility of reconciliation or the opportunity to have a conversation. Throughout all my work with therapist and a psychiatrist, I have had a lot of trouble working through things from your perspective because I don’t have all the information. I don’t know what things I did to to lose your trust, to make you feel unsafe from one day to the next, and lose all my money in the bank with you right off the bat/before I said I would leave to give you space. These questions will forever haunt me, and I understand, as much as it physically pains me, that you may never choose to discuss these with me. This letter as the many before it are not meant to change the past, but instead communicate with you in a passive/safe manner and give you an idea of the context of the situation from my point of view. I do not believe matters much to you in the grand scheme of things because knowing the brilliant, direct, and strong-willed woman you are, once you’ve made a decision regarding anything, it is final. That was the case with T when he so cowardly broke up with you via a text message and you cut him out of your life completely and moved on with your own life in the city. To this day, I thank him for being so fucking stupid to ever let such an amazing person like you go because it meant that I was able to meet you and spend the absolute best years of my life to date with you. The sad thing about thinking about that fact is that now I am the fucking idiot who somehow fucked things up completely with you without even knowing it. Somehow, I fell into the same category of awful men, like T, that you have been hurt by in life and want nothing to do with. I somehow really fucked up hard. At this point, I don’t even understand how hard because I was never able to talk to you from October 7th, 2020 onward. Everyday since that day has been a complete and utter struggle to continue moving forward with my life no matter what I do and how much I talk to my therapist and friends, which has been a lot. There is not a moment that goes by during my day where I am not actively thinking about you and how things ended. It has been eating at me because there is so much, I don’t understand. Going back, I still remember Tuesday October 6th, 2020 so clearly. That’s the day when I came home early from work (I got home by 06:00pm). I was in such a good mood coming home because I had finished by wedding vows (I told you the previous week I hadn’t and needed more time because of my planned wedding surprise for you) and had secured your wedding surprise that day with a mariachi band from the city who could coordinate having a horse come to with them while they played for our wedding ceremony at 5pm on Sunday 10/19/2020. I parked on the street to prevent alerting everyone to my presence, poked my head in the backyard hoping to find you because I heard the dogs outside but instead found m chilling with the dogs. She let me know you were inside doing some art stuff upstairs, so I snuck upstairs quietly in hopes of surprising you, which I totally failed at because you were in your studio with the door open taking advantage of the golden hour to take some artistic, tasteful nudes. You looked gorgeous in that lighting and were wearing your baby/power blue thong that I absolutely love. Your hair was up, and you had that bold red lipstick that suits you so well. When I found you, I remember thinking damn I am so fucking lucky to be marrying this woman and spending the rest of my life with her. I was also happy because I knew that you were feeling well whenever you were actively taking nudes (in retrospect I was probably wrong in this instance). I put my bag down and we began to talk. I didn’t expect to have a deep talk with you at the time, but I remember as we kept getting deeper into that conversation, I could tell that something was not right the more we talked because as I held you, it seemed like you were making yourself small. Several things that you told me made me concerned because they were completely out of left field for me. The first of those things was the fact that you had not been communicating with me recently because you thought it best not to since I was working so hard and tired at the end of the day. I remember holding you close and telling you that I was never too tired for you and that’s why I made sure to come home every single day and ask you about your day and how your heart was doing. I know that it was very hard on you having me be gone for so much of the day and trust me when I tell you that it was incredibly hard on me to be away from you. What made it even harder was the fact that most days I didn’t even have the time to text you back and check in with you throughout the day because I was drowning with work. I can’t tell you how many times I was supposed to be more than 5 places at once and was drowning. It was an impossible situation, one I don’t wish on anyone, and the only reason that I was able to get through it all was because I knew that at the end of the day, I would be coming home to see you and our boys. The thought of working so hard to provide for you and them made me find strength that I never thought I had in me. God there were so many days when I remember telling myself, “fuck this, I just want to jump ship and go home to [redacted] and the boys,” but I knew that I couldn’t do that if I wanted to one day have the life that we had been talking about for so long. The long-term plan of buying a small farm (similar to what Joyce had) that we could live sustainably off our own greenhouse greenery/vegetables and where you could have livestock (I think we were up to 2 horses, a cow, a goat, and chickens per out last talk about it). A place with plenty of room that in time you could build a therapy center where you could open your own practice with S[redacted]h and incorporate equine therapy for survivors of sexual assault and sex-workers who have gone through all kinds of trauma. Many times due to society’s unwillingness to recognize their profession as “acceptable/real/valid” and instead demonize them or lump them into victims of human trafficking. That’s actually something huge you helped me learn and that I will always carry with me regardless of our relationship/situation. Moreover, there would be space for all our dogs (I know that you’d get your way because I can’t say no to you and we would end up with half a dozen dogs), and possibly even kids, although you have been the first person in my life who I would be okay not having kids and instead adopt. The important thing for us would be raising humans with the values that both of us had grown to have together because we were a fucking awesome team. Or simply not having kids at all and enjoying our lives together. Anyways, I digress from what I was saying, but I think you understand the gist of the matter and that throughout all the trials and stress of being the intern on [redacted]service, the knowledge that I was working to provide for you, our boys, and our future gave me the strength to keep going even when I wanted to quit. Whenever I wanted to quit, I would remind myself that I want to be an o[redacted] and help people, but when that motivation wasn’t enough, I just had to think of you and the life we were building which re-energized me in a matter of seconds. I knew that it wasn’t going to be like this again or forever because [redacted]service intern is a once in a lifetime/residency thing. Let’s go back to that Tuesday night now. Besides the concern that you were not communicating with me without me knowing that, the biggest takeaway for me was your point about being more polyamorous than I am. I remember that being a sensitive subject during the conversation because you felt guilty about how your desires and identity made me feel bad. I remember so vividly telling you that my most significant issue with what you were describing at that moment was that we were no longer on the same page about our present relationship. I then told you that those differences could affect our long-term compatibility, but I never questioned whether I wanted to be with you long-term or marry you, because no matter what I will/would always choose a life with you and work through whatever differences in needs we had together. Just like I used to feel and know in my bones that no matter what you would always chose me because you and I were meant to be together, even though I would feel threatened and insecure sometimes when you pushed my emotional boundaries. I still feel that way to this day, but unfortunately our relationship is no more and there was never an opportunity to work through those matters as a couple. That conversation ended kind of abruptly as I was holding you while we were laying on your fuzzy carpet and I told you that I love you no matter what. I still feel that way to this moment, which in many ways is sad per what others tell me, but I don’t really give a shit about what others say because I know what my heart feels and that is an undying love for you that will never cease to exist. You are the Scorpio to my Pisces, my kindred spirit, my twin-flame, my soulmate, my perfect (imperfect) match, or whatever version of that idea you would have liked to call us, not that you feel or believe that anymore. At least that’s how I feel even after everything that’s transpired and all this time we’ve apart. I don’t really care about anything you’ve done that hurts me because I can forgive and forget anything when it comes to you. That is why I can’t be mad or stay consistent in trying to leave everything behind. L[redacted] believes that quality in me is what will make my recovery so difficult and long because I have the capacity to genuinely forgive anything, which is why my childhood trauma with my parents doesn’t interfere with my current relationship with them. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for you [redacted], there is nothing I wouldn’t try for you, there is nothing that could break the love that I feel for you. I really mean that. That’s why regardless of what has transpired, if you wanted to talk about us or anything, I wouldn’t hesitate for a second to say yes. Right now, I am hurting because I have lost part of my identity, and even when surrounded by all the support in the world I feel alone because inside, the other half of my soul is gone. My spirit is broken because somehow, I fucked up so hard that you are no longer in love with me and there is no such thing as [redacted] and He[redacted], its just [redacted]. Or just He[redacted]. I can’t believe that I was somehow stupid enough to figure out a way after everything that you and I had been through, all the money in the bank that we had with each other, and all the growth as individuals we had during our time together to ruin it all in one very foul swoop. I will never forgive myself for this because although every relationship is a two-way street, I still can’t find a way to blame you even though everyone around me tells me I have done nothing outside of normal behavior and it takes two to ruin a relationship as strong as we had. I can’t see you as doing something wrong because to me you are a flawless human even though realistically, I know that is not true. Part of this is when I think back to how I love how you also have abundant forgiveness in you because you believe that even violent criminals on death row can do good, deserve a second change, and that the context surrounding their decisions be understood. I know you have faults, I know you have made mistakes, and I know you aren’t perfect, but my love for you and your personhood is so abundant that I have learned to love all those things about you. I love you and your flaws. It may sound gross, but whenever I sit down to journal about my feelings regarding all of this, I always come back to things like your toxic fart syndrome and how I honestly miss that because that is part of who you, the real you, is and will always be. Not some unrealistic perfect princess, but a real, complex person. I miss everything about you. I miss your smile, your weirdness, your stubbornness, your chastising comments, your criticisms, and your out of this world ideas (what if humans laid eggs?). Fuck, life without you is BORING because you made every second of every day that we spent together exciting/interesting. I love your crazy and I have told you that countless times because it is true. I love that you are a highly sensitive person because you always keep things interesting and I cherished being one of your hearts caretakers. You made life worth living in ways that I don’t have words to describe. You have made me feel ways that I didn’t know were possible and since you’ve been gone (I hate that I can’t say, write, or read this phrase without hearing Kelly Clarkson in my head) my range of emotions has plummeted to numb, hurt, and sad. I can sincerely say I have not been angry at you throughout all of this. I will say that your presence and the fact that I feel I no longer know you causes me great anxiety, that is why I couldn’t have you in the house the day that you came by to pick up clothes with S[redacted]h. In that situation, unlike the other times we have crossed paths, you sounded so mad and aggressive that, like when we were together, I didn’t know how to handle myself around you, but in this case that feeling was amplified to infinity. So, I chose to use avoidant behavior as the only alternative so that my heart wouldn’t explode. I literally mean that because I have actually developed chest pain, which I had worked up after my call shift on 10/09/2020 and turns out that due to this situation I have developed stress cardiomyopathy. That’s why I had to take diuretics (pills that make you pee) to reduce the load/stress on my heart. That’s the reason I have not returned to lifting even though I have time now because I have to be chest pain free for 2 weeks in order to do so. Now, I am not telling you these things to bring you concern or have a pity party for myself, these are just examples of how abundant and true my love has and always will be for you. You don’t have to worry about my health, I will be just fine, it is just going to take time for my stress hormones to come down and for me to come out of a state of constant anxiety/panic. It’s hilarious to me that I am this far into this letter and really have accomplished nothing but to tell you that I fucked up, that I miss you, and that losing you literally has caused physiological changes in my body. Anyways, I am going to attempt to get back on track. Our conversation on 10/06/2020 ended abruptly with me telling you that I love you no matter what, and that we could work anything out. Following that conversation, we had sex for the last time. I remember telling you that you shouldn’t feel obligated if you didn’t want to but you said you wanted to and so we proceeded. I remember that who intimate night vividly because you were so aggressive about oral sex in the shower and after you climaxed a few times we stopped for me to climax on you because my right hamstring and calf were cramping, You then proceeded to do something you don’t enjoy, which to this day I do not understand why it happened because I was more than content not having you do that. I remember after that thinking about that whole situation and having a feeling of dread that you had possibly had sex with me out of guilt and felt so bad about it because that would mean something was up between us that I didn’t understand. I trusted you in the moment and let it go but wanted to make sure to bring it up the following day because it was so concerning to me. Now fast forward to Wednesday 10/07/2020. That was the day you sent me a picture about the city/judge fucking up our marriage license and I remember being so fucking mad about it and ready to reply to you when I got a call about a polytrauma patient who had a left arm with no pulse so I had to run to the ED immediately and forgot to text you back. After that shitstorm of a shift I called you to talk about it and then texted you that I love you before you told me that you were going to get your eyebrows done and I told you that I wasn’t going to be home soon due to all the notes that piled up on my at the end of the day due to last minute consults and clinic. I remember being so angry that clinical work kept me from getting home to you at a decent hour that day because all day I was thinking about talking to you about the previous night and also was so excited about our marriage license. So, I finally made it home that day exhausted but with so much on my mind regarding us and with all the intention of talking to you because I had been thinking about all this in the back of my mind all day. Unfortunately, you were not willing to talk to me because you were high and tired at the time. I remember being so hurt by that because I had been waiting all day to get home to talk to you and you flat out rejected me. I tried to let it go and didn’t try to push you further before we both fell asleep together downstairs. Then I had that horrible nightmare that you left me (which I know have to live everyday) and woke up so worked-up and in dire need to talk to you because I couldn’t go on another day at work without communicating my thoughts to you and letting the situation between us fester into something bigger. We both then have our accounts of how that night’s conversation went, with both of us walking out of the house at one point to get some air. I remember thinking how much I had fucked things up and how angry I was that I had to stay at work late, which meant that you and I couldn’t talk earlier. At no point did I think that there was any chance that what happened would progress into what eventually unfolded and lead to our separation because through every moment I was thinking, “He[redacted], [redacted] always told you that you need to tell her what is going on, silence makes her anxious, remember how fucking pissed she was at you for not talking to her one the car ride back from the intern welcome picnic, remember the ride home from Chicago when she yelled at you causing you to need to pull over because you were panicking and couldn’t find words at the time, remember when she was mad about Ian and called you a little bitch because you wouldn’t communicate with her what you were feeling, remember the biggest fight you had with her early in the relationship about P[redacted] and how you shutting down and not talking made things worse, remember the Nick and Britney situation where you didn’t communicate with her your thoughts about how you didn’t trust their intentions and it blew up in your face even though it turned out that they didn’t really have good intentions, remember the welcome Zoom picnic and how you didn’t talk to her immediately and she was so mad at you for it, do not stop talking or delay it because that is never the answer when it comes to you and [redacted], you always need to keep talking.” Little did I know that my inner voice telling me to keep talking to you, to keep trying to reach out to you because of all the previous experiences we had together were actually leading me astray as I didn’t know that you no longer felt like that and could not heaunderstand you telling me not to talk to you and to give you space. Now, move on to Thursday morning 10/08/2020. I knew that what happened overnight was not good but thought it would be okay because we would talk about it after I got home from work. I remember so clearly getting up that morning and not wanting to go to work because I wanted to stay home with you to work things out and not spend another second away from you letting this situation fester. So, as a show of my willingness to want to talk, forgive/admit my where I was wrong, and work through things I got ready and went downstairs to find you. Then I gave you the last kiss I will ever give you and to this moment I cherish it so much and wish I could go back to that moment and choose to say fuck it to work and stay with you instead. As I found you sleeping downstairs in the four-seasons room I tried not to jar you awake, and when you turned over I gave you a kiss on the lips with a hug and told you “I love you no matter what.” That phrase that I thought would help you understand that no matter what had transpired, no matter what the issue was, and no matter how hurt I felt, I still love you with all my heart and soul. I don’t know if that is what you took from the situation, but that is exactly what I hoped I had communicated as per what I had told you on the Tuesday night earlier that week about our talk. Then came the workday and man did that day fucking suck. I remember being so pissed off at work all day because all I wanted was an easy day so that I could check in with you and let you know that I love you, but of course shit had to hit the fan from the moment I had the pager turn over to me and that continued throughout the day until I got home really late. The whole day I was so out of it, I was so furious at every single thing that kept piling up on me and preventing me from communicating with you. God, I will never forget that day because I had so many fights with different people at work over such stupid things and people’s incompetence was out of control making it even harder. Meanwhile, in the back of my mind the fact that I haven’t texted you or been able to have a second to breathe because I was behind in all the work I had to do before the day even started kept growing and growing. I actually remember giving up on finishing my work at the end of the day and didn’t finish all my notes, didn’t call you before leaving, and just went straight home because I felt this immense pressure to get back to you and talk about what had happened. I thought that when I got home you’d be upset at me, but that you’d also be ready and waiting to talk because that what we always do. We never run or avoid our problems, we talk them through because our communication was our biggest strength. Then I walked in the door to no welcome or acknowledgement from anyone, not even the dogs. So instead of heading over to you immediately when it was obvious that you didn’t want to interact or actually wanted me to reach out first I went and put some food in the microwave so I could have something to eat/drink for the first time and then walked over to talk to you about what happened, so we could sort things out like we always do. However, this time was different because you did not acknowledge me when I went to talk to you to say hello, you just kept watching the debate. Then I asked you if we could please talk and you said no. At this point my mind is going bonkers and haywire because this isn’t the [redacted] that I know. The [redacted] I know doesn’t reject my attempts at communication, she is actually the one pushing me to communicate because I shut down. Then comes my anxious mind going haywire, telling me He[redacted] don’t stop, keep trying to communicate, that’s how things work between you two. So, I then tell you that we need to talk, you tell me that you can’t promise me a conversation, I tell you that you just have to listen and we go upstairs. While were upstairs I am trying to ask you what is going on? Why are you not communicating with me? Do you love this person and is that why you’re not talking to me? All these questions lead to just silence and more and more disgust brewing in your body language. After not getting any responses from you on any of this, and just seeing your disgust with me grow I tell you something that I will forever regret because how I meant it is not how you received it, and it has changed my life forever. I say “fine, if I disgust you so much, I will leave, I will move out, and give you the space you want.” Never in a million years did I think you would interpret it as me ending our relationship. 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That in turn ends up throwing a stick of dynamite on the situation because I again ask why you won’t communicate with me to no response. I walk out of the room crying as I have been and close the door to your studio room behind me and begin to ugly cry like I always do when I am so sad and don’t have any other outlet to self-regulate than cry the way that sooths me. I think that immediately after that you left and also stopped sharing your location with me. Then proceed all the texts telling you that I was sorry about hurting you from that night and the next day telling you about the letters I wrote to you (as pictured below). I was then sent home from work because the situation literally made me sick enough to start puking. 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Then on the evening of Saturday 10/17/2020 after my call shift I reached out to your dad for the first time to talk to him about the fact that I had finished trauma, done well, and then asked him if he knew how you were doing. He told me he knew you’d moved out since early in the week, but didn’t know anything else. Then on Sunday 10/18/2020 after having asked M[redacted]ie on Saturday night if it was okay with you to for me stop by the house at 0800 to get clothes and more supplies, found out that it was okay with you because you’d go to S[redacted]h’s, so I parked a block away from the house at 5am because I was awake and freezing my ass of in my car and needed to turn the heater on so I could rest for a few hours before being able to come into the house to grab more clothes after you left. M[redacted]ie told me you left at 0730, so I walked in afterwards and was grabbing stuff before finding out you weren’t coming back home, so I stayed. Then I texted you that day because I still hadn’t heard from you or gotten the opportunity to talk and that gets us to where you state everything went downhill. After 10 days I still had not been able to talk to you and now over 4 weeks later still haven’t been able to communicate with you in a meaningful manner. I hope that one day we do because as you can see from my words here, I never did anything from the beginning to actively/knowingly cross your boundaries. However, I did do it and my ignorance isn’t an excuse, I just wish I had understood from the beginning what you meant so that we could have had that conversation and maybe in some alternate reality worked things out so that we could have stayed together. Even if it meant holding off marriage indefinitely, taking a step back to rewrite the boundaries of our relationship, or whatever of many possible outcomes there could have been. Unfortunately, I understand that in this reality, none of those outcomes are possible, unless by some miracle [redacted] decides that it is possible. However, as I said in the beginning of the letter only [redacted] can make [redacted] do anything, and [redacted]’s decisions are usually final, so that why I will never pose you the question of you willing to talk to try to work our relationship out because I already know the answer, and hearing/reading it would crush my core so much I just rather not. Instead I just ask to one day hear your perspective of things, so that we can move forward knowing how I fucked up the greatest thing that ever happened to me and not live in the agony of the unknown. I know you are okay not knowing, but I hope this letter aids in your decision to let me know why things happened the way they did. I hope you find it your heart to think that I deserve the same compassion and am capable of the same good that you believe inmates on death row deserve. Be well [redacted] and thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to read this stupid letter. -He[redacted]
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  • Video Games - Well this was pretty obvious from the former bulletin point. I own a Switch with a few games (primarily Super Smash Brothers), as well as many PC games. I have a great deal of these, including Stardew Valley, Apex Legends, Overwatch, Minecraft, Team Fortress 2 (will you be my pocket medic waifu?) and many more. I’d love to play with you sometime 😊
  • Swimming - I love the beach. It’s my favorite place to be whenever I am in the great outdoors. But hey, I’ll take a pool as well, as long as it means I get to just vibe in the water. I will spend hours in it, I just adore the feeling. It’s not mandatory if you are not a fan or do not know how to swim, it's just something I love.
  • Cuisine - I'd say I'm a half decent cook by this point, but I like learning how to prepare new foods and perfecting the recipes I already know. Maybe I’ll make some stir fried noodles with fresh mushrooms? Or learn to make donuts at home? There’s so many things to try! And fear not vegetarians, I am totally open to alternatives to meat and dairy. I’m very willing to eat these.
Personality:
  • Honest - I am a very open person. I really do not like lying to people, I don’t see much of a point in doing so. I like to say what I am thinking.
  • Loyal - I really value emotional connection and devotion, and I expect the same in my partner. My heart would break if I found out my significant other was cheating or was distributing her nudes for money. Likewise, I would feel extreme guilt over doing the same to her. I just want things to be you and me, and no one else.
  • Humorous - Few things make me happier than hearing someone laugh at my jokes. I’m always trying to get a laugh out of those I talk to, and I try to not take life so seriously as a result. If you genuinely find me to be a funny person, that would make my day.
  • Affectionate - I strongly value intimacy in a relationship, emotionally and physically. I just want to express how I feel about you! To me, it’s important that we can show our care for one another.
So what would I like in you?
Ideally, you are between the ages of 18-24. Once we start moving outside of this range I start to get a little uncomfortable. You don’t have to live in the same country as me, but it is preferred that you have a similar timezone to mine (GMT-4) so communication is easier (if I am really that charming, you can still hit me up regardless!).
I already mentioned the whole goth thing earlier, but I'm also interested in foreign women! I love the differences in cultural backgrounds and accents/languages, I find it fascinating!
Wow that was a lot to write out, phew. If you’ve read up to this point, include “Wafflecone” in your message to me. It’s not mandatory, it’s just nice to know that you’re willing to listen 😊
I’ll talk to you soon!
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2020.11.26 20:06 CannedSmeef Awesome nude milfs

Hello there, nice to meet you, my name is Samuel (though I typically go by Sam)! I’m 20 years old and currently residing in Florida. For a long time now I have wanted a close relationship with a wonderful woman that I can give my love and affection to. I want to be excited to wake up in the morning and read that text message from her that says “Good morning <3”, and I wish to be that guy that she calls hers. Romance has always been important to me. Perhaps you are that special someone I have been searching for 😊
Also... I've come to realize that I am especially attracted to the gothic type. The color schemes and styles are so appealing to me, and I'm just plain attracted to more unconventional women. And dark lipstick? Hell yeah. So in conclusion, if you are goth yourself, don't be afraid to drop me an orange envelope!
Interests:

  • Animals - I love all kinds of animals, but I am particularly fond of birds. Even more specifically chickens. I love my hens, I’ll tell you anything you want to know about them! I am also fond of cats and dogs as well, and I've got some French Bulldogs to share pictures of. Currently working at Petco!
  • Digital Creativity - What do I mean by this? Well, I am a Digital Arts and Sciences major at the University of Florida who loves to express himself through various forms of media. I love to design and program games (probably my future career), create digital paintings, edit videos, and even create my own stop motion animations! I would be delighted if you shared in this interest too, I would love to talk about it or watch some awesome Netflix shows together!
  • Video Games - Well this was pretty obvious from the former bulletin point. I own a Switch with a few games (primarily Super Smash Brothers), as well as many PC games. I have a great deal of these, including Stardew Valley, Apex Legends, Overwatch, Minecraft, Team Fortress 2 (will you be my pocket medic waifu?) and many more. I’d love to play with you sometime 😊
  • Swimming - I love the beach. It’s my favorite place to be whenever I am in the great outdoors. But hey, I’ll take a pool as well, as long as it means I get to just vibe in the water. I will spend hours in it, I just adore the feeling. It’s not mandatory if you are not a fan or do not know how to swim, it's just something I love.
  • Cuisine - I'd say I'm a half decent cook by this point, but I like learning how to prepare new foods and perfecting the recipes I already know. Maybe I’ll make some stir fried noodles with fresh mushrooms? Or learn to make donuts at home? There’s so many things to try! And fear not vegetarians, I am totally open to alternatives to meat and dairy. I’m very willing to eat these.
Personality:
  • Honest - I am a very open person. I really do not like lying to people, I don’t see much of a point in doing so. I like to say what I am thinking.
  • Loyal - I really value emotional connection and devotion, and I expect the same in my partner. My heart would break if I found out my significant other was cheating or was distributing her nudes for money. Likewise, I would feel extreme guilt over doing the same to her. I just want things to be you and me, and no one else.
  • Humorous - Few things make me happier than hearing someone laugh at my jokes. I’m always trying to get a laugh out of those I talk to, and I try to not take life so seriously as a result. If you genuinely find me to be a funny person, that would make my day.
  • Affectionate - I strongly value intimacy in a relationship, emotionally and physically. I just want to express how I feel about you! To me, it’s important that we can show our care for one another.
So what would I like in you?
Ideally, you are between the ages of 18-24. Once we start moving outside of this range I start to get a little uncomfortable. You don’t have to live in the same country as me, but it is preferred that you have a similar timezone to mine (GMT-4) so communication is easier (if I am really that charming, you can still hit me up regardless!).
I already mentioned the whole goth thing earlier, but I'm also interested in foreign women! I love the differences in cultural backgrounds and accents/languages, I find it fascinating!
Wow that was a lot to write out, phew. If you’ve read up to this point, include “Wafflecone” in your message to me. It’s not mandatory, it’s just nice to know that you’re willing to listen 😊
I’ll talk to you soon!
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2020.11.25 06:38 felineDragon How to contour binders?

Hi!! I'm a trans dude who also loves drag (queens, kings, and others) but only got introduced to the concept of drag kings recently. I see that some (Landon Cider on Dragula is the best example I can think of, since he does a lot of topless looks) contour their binders? I think it looks awesome, both for trans passing reasons and fun drag reasons, but I can't find like, anything about it online. Any advice on how to do it? Or is it as simple as just... doing a body pattern with contour on a nude binder?Thanks!
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2020.11.24 21:25 niktheburger Awesome nude milfs

Nikky Foxs Drag Race Season 2 Episode 12 https://preview.redd.it/y4m6bi3ae8161.png?width=697&format=png&auto=webp&s=789413cb5f083d2719703cb44712821bce6c62b8
Queens enter after Beas Elimination
Soshilina:well finally am i right
Anita:girl i was so scared and bitch i killed it
Kit:i think you didnt win this lip sync girl u were just funny and thats it like get a life teach your self how to do a split
Anita:you can teach yourself how to be smart maybe beacuse your IQ is clearly -100 and teach how to be funny and not awkward sister and dont be a spoild kid all the timeeeeeee
Debbie:oop
Debbie CF:this bitch can readdddddd
Soshilina:ohhh she read youuuuuuuu
Kit:I really dont care what do u say......
Anita:do you think i care what do you say beacuse you are not a competision for me,read me when u bet me!
Kit:ughhhhh i cant with yall*she leaves the room*
Antoniette:once again she goes cry girl bye!
Debbie:shes a cry baby she needs to go home already!
Soshilina:it is her time shes maybe a dancer but shes not talented!
Antoniette CF:its her time to go and shes anoying!!!!!
NEXT DAY
Queens come in
Kit:so i think everyone in here should applogize to me from that fight beacuse im very talented and i think i am unique and you are all just jealous!
Antoniette:whatttt girl you are here being anoying and thiking you are being smart when you are just actually want atention
Kit:dont be such a dumb ass beacuse you are a FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE assss bitch!
Soshilina:ok i had is officialy i am done with your stupid ass comming for everybody you just cant take the thing that you know you will not win this season
Kit:by your track record i know you will also dont win
Soshilina screams:bitch tryyy me you littl-
OOP OOP OOP YALL GOT FOXY MAIL
Debbie:safed by the foxy mail!
Foxy Mail:ladies i won my self 10 peagents........+100 but did u won 1?
Antoniette:omgggg a peagent!
Nikky Fox:hello ladies this week my foxies we are having a peagent challange you will need to serve me 2 looks,swimsuit and peagent gown so i can see whos our peagent queen!
Soshilina CF:thats my challange bitch!
Nikky Fox:ladies
GOOD LUCK AND DONT FOX IT UP!
Antoniette CF:i dont want to be fifth again sis so i need to slay this challange!
Soshilina:well what do yall think about this challange
Kit:its great
Soshilina:no one cares about you so stfu
DEbbie:oop
Kit:i swear i will win this challange so i can see yal cry!
Anita laughs
Anita:in your dreams
NEXT DAY(RUNWAY DAY)
Queens are doing their makeup
Anita CF:my makeup is not the best and i know it so i need to step up my makeup skills to level 100!
Soshilina:omggg magnolia left her fucking but print on my chair
Queens laugh
Kit:why are yall laughing its not even close to funny honney!
Soshilina:and why are you still here honeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Debbie:chille let me just say that im so fucking happy to be in the top 5 beacuse this challange is everything!
Antoniette:i swear if i get fifth place again!
Kit:i think you will be fifth again but you needed to go home first......
Antoniette:girl if u wana fight im up for it!
ON THE STAGE
Nikky Fox is comming down the stage
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Nikky Fox:welcome to nikky foxs drag race season 2 this week my foxies had to bring me 2 sicking peagent looks:1look swimsuit and the second look peagent gown so
MAY THE BEST FOXIE WIN!
First look swimsuit welcome debbie delight
https://preview.redd.it/q7lee9jfw8161.png?width=147&format=png&auto=webp&s=5862276d163bf88ac2db3c69cb95bbe6f41452bc
Kit Anna
https://preview.redd.it/5onm42mrw8161.png?width=311&format=png&auto=webp&s=a30058f333b8e0f3997b101eb51967980307246a
Soshilina
reveals
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Antoniette Avangaar
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Anita drink
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ELIMINATED QUEENS!
Jay L.Bird
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Nina Carlye
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780853719914119178/image0.png
Lala
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780812942731771924/images.png
Lady Hyacinth
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780814365976821770/image0.png
Bea darling
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/774760889282723870/780817860632510528/image1.jpg
Tokyo Von Chi
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780849793505165322/422ef401-e96e-4095-b934-4f86a2598a3a.png
Joanna Fidelia
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/772953692335767593/780859716263608320/image0.jpg
maja blanca
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/778773602715566100/780897433608912937/b6e361e6ae1333088165dcd64a1fd622.jpg
NOW THE 2.LOOK PEAGENT GOWN!
Debbie Delight
Kit anna
https://preview.redd.it/w4toamg9y8161.png?width=280&format=png&auto=webp&s=48228d1a7d6d69082758e0fdbce8c2f78992936b
Soshilina
Antoniette Avangaar
Anita drink
https://preview.redd.it/1hd4g8yby8161.png?width=270&format=png&auto=webp&s=9908660dee4a8df157a1f8005fec69460c433c57
ELIMINATED QUEENS
Jay L.Bird
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780863014759825428/4c26310901f794d51f34d09781e063af.png
Nina Carlye
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780853771201806376/image1.png
Lala
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780813310500667392/Screenshot_20201122-122818.jpg
Joanna Fidelia
https://cdn.shopify.com/s/files/1/0035/1738/2729/products/EW120001_red_nude_f_1366x2048.jpg?v=1589977351
Lady Hyacinth
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780814295222714438/image0.png
Bea Darling
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/774760889282723870/780817860372201512/image0.jpg
Tokyo Von Chi
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/779381642954539089/780849877336326174/7e3576b7-00c2-4347-86a4-b51b763396cf.png
maja Blanca
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/778773602715566100/780897317145804800/8d6dea96c10637c3f51dfb1f4385c0cb.jpg
Nikky Fox:ladies from now on no one is safe so lets start with Debbie Delight
today i think you didnt do the best job but i love it for some reason you are giving me body and everything it looks great!
Kit Anna
today you ate both looks,the bikini look was sooooo damn good and ur gown look was so fierce i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed it!
Soshilina
u fucking ate today finally ur back in the top beacuse i am in loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with your bikini look the reveal was awesome and the gown was soooo friking pretty and amazing job today sissy!!!!!
Antoniette Avangaar
today you also ate beacuse the looks were everything i cant say nothing more!
Anita drink
i-you all ate today and im in love with your peagent gown!
Nikky Fox:ladies this is gona be the hardest decision of my life but you may go UNTUCK
UNTUCK
Soshilina CF:i fell like nikky is saying that we will all win but that cant happend!
Antoniette CF:i am scared beacuse everybody had great critiques and who knows who will lip sync!
Anita:so we all ate today right
Debbie:i gues so,well we should be scared beacuse who knows whos safe right now
Kit:i fell like i won this challange
Soshilina:and why would you win this challange....hmm why?
Kit:do i need to tell you that i look fierce!
Soshilina:yes u do beacuse i dont see fierce
queens talk
Debbie and anita got alone in the back
Debbie:so that never happend that we are on UNTUCK for 40min now
Anita:nikky is really deciding right now
Foxy mail:ladies on stage in 3min
queens go on stage
Nikky Fox:ladies this was hard but i made my decision........Soshilina today you showed me that you are a fucking boss....conDRAGulations you are the winner of this weeks challange
Soshilina CF:i have 3 wins in the bag!
Nikky Fox:ladies beacuse i cant make a decision today the rest of you will all lip sync for yall lifes!
queens gasp
Kit CF:what the fuck is going on!
Anita CF:omggg the gag of the season is hereeeee
Antoniette CF:woooow fifth place here i am!
Debbie CF:damnnnn i was doing so good and now this.....fuck!
Soshilina CF.damn.....well im safe so yall are fuckedddddddd
Nikky Fox:ladies this week you will need to perform a lip sync by britney spears"i wana go"
GOOD LUCK AND DONT FOX IT UP!
Anita starts with comedy,Debbie starts walking and bringing comedy,Kit did a hair reveal,Antoniette is in the middle of the stage bringing emotions,Anita did her hand movements,on the beat Antoniette and Debbie did a deathdroop but Kit did a jumpsplit,Anita then shakes her booty and bring so much comedy nikky is dying,Antoniette wrpied her gown off and its a star on the stage,kit goes on the back of the stage and she doing her vouging,Debbie is did a handstand into a split,Anita in the end got on her knees,debbie and kit did a split and Antoniette did a cartweel,soshilina is in the back claping and jumping
Nikky Fox:ok ladies i made some decisions........Antoniette avangaar shantay you stay you may go step in the back of the stage with soshilina
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Nikky Fox:debbie delight shantay you stay you may go to the back of the stage!
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Nikky Fox:anita drink shantay you stay you may go to the back of the stage!
Nikky Fox:my pretty kit you are my fashion foxie but its your time and dont forget you will always be my foxie but now sashay away!
Kit thanks to nikky
kit: See you in the parking lot bitch*points at Nikky
Queens laugh
Kit CF: well it was a fun I’m still shell shocked I made it but I bet my drag mom is proud
Nikky Fox:my top 4 we are so close to have our season 2 winner can i get an AMEN!
Queens:AMENNNNNNN
NEXT WEEK
ladies next week we are having a music challange video challange i need yalls verses about you being very foxy and its very high energy and u need to give me ur dancing costumes looks
tyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
FASHION PHOTO RUVIEW
Swim suit/peagent gown
Debbie Delight-toot/toot
Kit-toot/toot
Soshilina-toot-toot
Antoniette-toot/toot
Anita Drink-toot/toot
ELIMINATED QUEENS
jay L.Bird-toot/toot
Nina Carlye-toot/toot
Joanna Fidelia-toot/toot
Bea Darling-toot/toot
Lady Hyacith-toot/toot
tokyo Von Chi-toot/toot
lala-toot/toot
majaBlanca-toot/toot
top toot-soshilina/anita drink
ELIM TOP TOOT-lala/maja blanca
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2020.11.24 20:29 dissatisfiedfox Awesome nude milfs

This is the first time I write my story and put it out there, I have been lurking for some time under my main account but wanted to use an alt to put my story out there and maybe get some perspective on things. I apologize if there are a lot of typos and weird formatting, English is not my mother tongue. Also, this will be long, and messy, and painful. This is me just ranting and hoping some advice might come from this as well. Maybe more than just "break up with him", I just hate thinking the kids will be affected. There is financial stuff as well, I will never be able to live alone on what I make.
So here it goes:
I (30F) met this great guy (30M) on Tinder (yes I know!!), being a single mother living on an island with under 200 citizens made dating impossible, especially since it's a place where most of the people are old people. My family is from there and I had moved back home after a breakup with my son's father, who is no longer in the picture of his own choosing. Anyway, it started great! He seemed like he actually wanted to be with me, it seemed like he enjoyed the company of me and my son. We became serious on the 24 of December 2018.
He gave me a beautiful necklace for my first birthday, saying the next time he gave me a gift it would be a ring but since our relationship was only about 6 months old he wanted to wait until Xmas. this never happened of course. He hinted and hinted once the day approached, and I got a little box, but it was with a new chain for my necklace instead of a ring. And I doubt I ever will get one now...
First D-day was before this, about 4 months in, so in April, I was playing on his wow acc. when someone wrote to him suddenly. Looking back on the chat history I saw how they had a super flirty tone, how he told her she could mount him and such after she told him she liked mount farming. How he told her he wanted to come to see her originally but then met me. Not big deals looking back and kinda silly but it was a breach of what I deemed appropriate in a relationship. I told him this and got the "you snooped, how dare you!". I laid out my boundaries for a relationship. That I actually view such things as sexting and snap sex and such as being unfaithful and would like him to stop such behavior if he was doing such. we agreed!
The second D-day, September, was him being super drunk and showing me his premium Snapchats , yes plural! He gets abusive when he drinks, not physically but mentally and he wanted to hurt my feelings since he felt I was being a party pooper for taking his cognac. The same day he had kissed a woman while being out drinking "just for fun", which his cousin who works at the bar could tell me. I reached out to this woman telling her that he is in a relationship and that we had a kid who looks at him as his real father, and if she really wanted to mess with this. They had been talking A LOT on Snapchat so I figured I should tell her this, I was obviously pissed and hurt. She immediately apologized, saying she newer could be an AP cause she had been cheated on before. She deleted him. I got blamed by him though, he felt I had no right, I embarrassed him, and I was once again being snoopy. So instead of owning up, once again he turned it back on me.
I also found he had a lot of other girls on there which he sent and got nudes, he talked dirty with and just acted a fool with. He knows the rules by now so why put it all at risk!?! I explain the rules of our relationship once more. we agree once again, but he is still mad I "snooped" and reached out to that woman.
I have since got him to stop drinking, I put my foot down, told him it's us or the alcohol. He is the sort of person who can't have just one beer to calm down, he always overdoes it, and it's a fucking shitshow for me to clean up. EVERY TIME! His parents even got called by him once to watch the shit show and how he treated me while drunk, and they were mortified.
Fast forward to may 2020 I go to check something on his pc, and lo and behold! Third D-day! Not only has he spent about 300 euros on naked pictures from girls on Kik, but he has been watching an insane amount of porn, no wonder our sex life was dying! He has also been looking into a form of the website like onlyfans, only it's very explicit. I have no problem with a healthy amount of porn, I watch it myself sometimes but I think it's wrong to watch so much that it becomes a problem in your real relationship. Once again we have the argument, this time over text. He is trying to do the "you snooped" thing again. But I lay down the rules, explain how it's wrong to go outside the boundaries we put up. Explain that once there is two-way communication it's not just porn anymore, then it's cheating. you form a relationship OUTSIDE of your relationship when you do that. And why pay for it! It's fucking free on a huge number of sites! I tell him how sad this makes me, how much he hurts me doing stuff like this. I am also cursing him and being a bit mean, I am super hurt and just want it all to go away, I want to throw away the whole damn man. He tells me he doesn't view it as cheating since it's not physical. I am fucking livid and I tell him to go fuck himself and oh btw I just found out I am pregnant so yay am I right? He doesn't believe me ofc, so I tape the test to the door when I bring his beloved PC into the hallway for him to pick up. he is staying a few days at his parent's house.
Then we reconcile, he shows remorse(!) and I am stunned. HE SHOWS REMORSE! Like it never happened before now that he actually told me he was sorry. he wasn't exactly begging me to not leave him but it meant something. He bought me flowers, while also getting his mother some, but I will take em! We decide to keep the baby after a huge amount of talks about the future and boundaries and what we want from life, we talk about my boy, who now is his boy as well. how we could be a nice family if we tried if we really worked at it. (oh boy here come the tears typing this) We get a new apartment, and for about four months things are good.
Then BOOM! Another D-day! While uploading pics to our shared photo app I see dickpics in a private album. My cheated-sense is tingling, and I feel that sinking feeling once more. I ask him "WTAF MAN, what is this?" and he spills the beans. told me he once again bought pictures on Kik, from two women. he just opened one of em and then deleted the other one and asked for a return of his money. Aaaand again with the chat about boundaries, how this hurts, and even more so since I am about 5 months pregnant. he doesn't think it makes it worse ofc and once again says he doesn't look at what he's doing as cheating. BUT I DO, and so does every sane and normal and decent fucking person.
After talking together he tells me his feelings for me are changed, he looks at me as a friend he fucks. not his girlfriend, he doesn't have romantic feelings towards me anymore. but he doesn't want to break up either. He wants it to come back naturally. But that it is hard. He says it is because I never give him space or lets him off the hook about cheating. that I am distrustful (DUUH!!) and it is unfair. Then a friend of ours told me how he told him after we had a fight that my BF feels imprisoned, how he feels like he wants to be free to do what he wants, to drink a beer if he wants to and just do what he likes. BUT that it would be mean to break up with me now that I am about to drop this baby (I am currently 32 weeks, so third trimester) and that he needs to wait until I get the baby. ofc I confront him with this, and he denies feeling like that. He says he has no such plan for the future and no such thoughts. Then why tell your friend this!?! ugh!
He talks about us buying a house together soon. He talks about our future with me and his kids with his parents and I am just so fucking confused! His parents are great btw, actually, his whole family adores me and my son. They believe I made a better man of him. Before he was a drunk 30yo man living in his parent's basement, now he is a responsible adult with (soon) two kids. He has an awesome GF in me who makes sure everyone in our house is feeling loved and cared for and have filled bellies. I do everything for this man and they all see how much I do for my little dysfunctional family. I am a caring person, that is too nice for my own good(his brother's words). His parents know all our issues, his mom and I talk about this a lot and she says she sees a whole other man from her son now the past two years (yes FFS it's only been two years, not ten!). That he cares about us, and that he would be completely broken if I ever left him. but she is also pissed at her son for being such an utter asshole towards me. They cant reach into him though, cause he just tells them to mind their own business. But she tells me he talks of OUR future TOGETHER with them, and it confuses the hell out of me!
So here I sit, heavily pregnant, with a child who looks at this man as his real father, and another one on the way who is his by biology as well. I go from being just indifferent and to having extremely toxic thoughts and mistrust for this man. I am struggling and I hope that typing it all out will help me some. I go from being completely dissolved in tears hurting so damn much, to not giving a damn as long as my kids can grow up with us both in their life. Trying to stay strong for them but sometimes when I am alone utterly failing in doing so. Still absolutely love the ass of this man, and while he has done so much to hurt me I so want us to work. He is everything I look for in a man, except the cheating obviously.
I just can't get myself to break up either! some it is because my son, who doesn't remember another dad than this man won't get the same treatment that his biological kid will. on paper, he is not his. so I doubt he will take both the kids for visiting if we break up. How am I supposed to tell a five-year-old boy that the man he believes to be his father isn't after all and that his little brothesister is allowed to go stay with daddy but he isn't? How the fuck can I ever put him through that!?! I would take a thousand D-days and tons of pain and suffering if I could know for sure that day never comes. For my kids, I can endure it all, even though it kills me to some extent.
I am not void of fault in this relationship, I have been hurt and mean. I have been super distrustful and bitter. I have been cold and maybe at times unfair. But I have NEVER cheated or ONCE let my eyes wander.
If you read this far, THANK YOU! I didn't put a Tldr in here cause I don't know how to summery this shitstorm. Sorry for the messy and ranty format. It felt good putting it all out there. even though I look like I have no self-respect, even though I look like a weak little worm with no backbone... I just... Needed to vent.
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2020.11.22 15:59 DankPrem Met a girl but she has a boyfriend

So I (22m) met a girl (20f) on tinder. We were casually talking, slightly flirting from time to time, then moved conversation to messenger, did two online dates and were basically vibing. Then she told me that she has a boyfriend, that she's verry sorry, she should have told me earlier, but used tinder only for friends till now. Even if there is something between us she doesn't want to break up with her boyfriend for now. She asked me if I want to stop talking to her. I live alone and there is a lockdown in my country, I need friends so I said that I'm okay with doing something together from time to time.
And there is me starting to think that I'm in the wrong, as I still kinda have the thought in the back of my mind that she will break up with him and I feel pretty bad about it.
Then we met in the park, as everything else is closed, got totally wasted and had great time, like really great time, untill now I connected so much only with one person in my life. But it's still cool, we are really becoming friends.
Then she came over to my place and it was a little bit different, once again got wasted (yeah I know) and we were vibing on my balcony. Then went back inside, turned on some cool music, danced, sang. When I was walking her home, she got touchy, she also said that she was feeling awful (cuz of her boyfriend) and I made her feel awesome also she showed me her nudes on her phone which got me really confused.
Now we text a lot, it's super weird like she is flirting and also sending photos of her boyfriend just after that. I know that It's fucked up and I should give up, it's unfair to the guy too if she breaks up with him because of me. I just can't let it go for some reason. What do you guys think? I need some perspective. Is she putting me on the hook?
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