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2020.11.24 23:27 Nationale_Rebuke On *encouraging* men to be sweet, silly, and sensitive (and what *you* can do to help!)

on *encouraging* men to be sweet, silly, and sensitive (and what *you* can do to help!)
In my opinion, one of the best representations of the paradox facing North American men is to be found in the Netflix show, “F Is for Family.”
Bill Murphy is a sweet, silly, sensitive boy who, through the first 3 seasons, learns what it means to be a “man.” Each and every time that Bill publicly acts in any way *other* than as a cold, calculating sociopath, authority figures (his teachers, his father, his older brother, *and* his mother), and peers (his friends, classmates, *and* his little sister) positively line up and *revel* in the opportunity to sneeringly call him a “pussy.” All of the folks mentioned above, when (if memory serves) Bill finally learns how to be a “man” and physically assaults another boy in season 3, again *line up* to scream at Bill, suspend him from school, and physically punish him; like it or not, Bill’s going to learn that he ain’t special, and that the rules apply to him, too.
“That’s a cartoon about the seventies,” critical minds might opinion, “and has little bearing on the modern, or real, world.”
Perhaps so.
In my experience, after I read “Yes Means Yes: Visions of Female Sexual Power & A World Without Rape” (see, esp. Julie Serrano and Brad Perry) cover to cover a couple of times, I learned some hard truths.
First, women will still project their (entirely legitimate, if incorrectly projected upon me personally) fears onto me in public space.
Second, since I patently refuse to play any of the generally mean little games that modern boys and girls play with one another to signal mutual attraction (i.e. I’m not going to ignore you until you’re interested in me; I’m not going to verbally insult, or otherwise put you down; I’m never going to take advantage of you when you’re feeling low; and a combination of ASD and an affinity for punk rock have left me decidedly unconcerned with my physical appearance), getting laid tends to be pretty tough.
Third, and this one is the real kicker, even if a woman is interested in me, and I am interested in her, still there will always be the (at this point, inevitable) question: “are you gay?”
Once, and it would be funny if it weren’t so very sad, I was nude in bed with a bold young woman, and we were enjoying a one-night stand together. Much to her surprise, I (as is my way, largely since reading “Yes Means Yes”) refused to boorishly, sloppily, silently, and always-already *stoically* take my pleasure from her. Instead, as usual, I tried my best to openly and clearly vocalize my desires, and go out of my way to make a safe space for her to honestly do the same (following the great advice of Hazel/Cedar Troost, Rachel Kramer Bussel, and Thomas Macauley Millar in “Yes Means Yes”); this is something I do in the hope that my sexual relationships will more closely align with the lessons learned from the bee and the clover blossom. To be clear, in this situation I’m describing, I’m sitting there with a throbbing erection, with which I have been fucking her for some time, at this point, and she turns to me suddenly as we’re taking a break and chatting about consent and desire and says: “are you *sure* you’re not gay?”
Now, I recognize how far Canadian society has come, for example with the revocation of coverture and sodomy laws, in advancing a vision of female sexuality wherein female desire *matters*. However, I have had sex with some shy Canadian women. Often, when I try to get them to disclose what they are feeling, and what they want, these young women will say something to the effect of “just do what you want, and I will let you know if I don’t like something.” Great. But here’s the problem: many of the women I have previously had sex with have been like Stacey May Fowles (“Yes Means Yes”), in that they *enjoy* being dominated, and what *really gets them off* is submitting to rough, spontaneous sexual acts at the hands of a large man.
So, back to the shy girl who will “let me know” if I do something she doesn’t like. What if the first, say, three things I do in quick succession with her (i.e. slap her in the face, grab a fistful of her hair, and grip her roughly by the throat as I penetrate her vagina or anus with my penis or fingers) are acts that she not only does not enjoy, but actually finds exceptionally *terrifying*? Well, the *legal* fact of the matter is that I have, by committing those acts without hearing a definitive, *affirmative* “yes” from this woman, now sexually assaulted this shy woman. Given the underreporting of sexual assault, and the low conviction rate once (if) such cases get to court, I probably have little to worry about. But, and here’s the thing, *that won’t make me feel any better about it*: I never wanted to hurt my sexual partner, and the guilt and shame I would feel about learning that I had, in fact, hurt her, will not be mitigated by the fact that I would probably win a theoretical court battle with her.
The easiest possible response to this essay of mine will be to go read Megan McArdle’s opinion piece in The Washington Post, entitled “The problem with making ‘yes means yes’ the standard for sexual assault.” McArdle’s article does not, interestingly, touch upon the book I have based this essay on. Moreover, McArdle’s article does not, in any way, touch upon the problems advanced by Julie Serrano and Stacey May Fowles.
First, Serrano points out that when women *actively seek out* “assholes” and validate their behaviour by having sex with them (which is exactly what “assholes” tend to be looking for, and if they can get what they want by behaving as “assholes” what, in God’s name, would be their reason to change?), they *very much* create exactly those men who make public space so terrifying for, especially, able-bodied young women. That woman’s friends, who say nothing to her about her choice of men, are also at fault, according to Serrano.
Second, Fowles has never been concerned about what *men* will think about her desires; rather, Fowles keeps her true self, her true sexual desires, hidden so that (generally feminist and left-leaning) *women* will not brand her as something-less-than-“perfectly”-feminist.
Is there an answer? Yes (Means Yes)! Go on and read “Yes Means Yes,” cover to cover (here’s a link to a free, online PDF: http://myreader.toile-libre.org/uploads/My_52f02c2d7f658.pdf ). If you are a heterosexual man, encourage your male and female friends to read it, and make a point of bringing up the lessons in that book in your day to day life. If you are a heterosexual woman, encourage your female and male friends to read it, and make a point of bringing up the lessons in that book in your day to day life. Does “Yes Means Yes” apply to queer sexuality and identity? I have no idea! The majority of sex in Canada, though, is heterosexual in nature, and as such will most likely be the main site of real, substantive change in Canadian sexual mores.
Heather Corinna (“Yes Means Yes”) and Cara Kulwicki (“Yes Means Yes”) describe, in detail, a future where we rewrite all those nasty old scripts of sexuality. Corinna and Kulwicki discuss a world where women are *allowed* to be horny, hungry for sex, and generally taught that their *feminine* desire is, far from being shameful or wrong, extremely important and necessary to the creation of a society that values women in their totality.
Now, that’s something everyone could enjoy!
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Thom sat in the head shrinker’s office. Dr. Norvak had painted the walls in soothing pastels while muzak pumped through hidden speakers softly as to be almost inaudible. It was meant to be soothing but it grated on Thom’s already frayed nerves. Thom had heard somewhere that the pastel colors were supposed to put patients at ease. Maybe it even worked but most people didn’t have some awful thing under their bed every night.
Thom wondered if places like this, doctors, dentists, psychiatrists, and other medical places all consulted the same interior decorator. Bland colors with near identical boring artwork, a sailboat or a Norman Rockwell’s “The Runaway”, and the same six months out of date magazines. He could finally look and see who won the Super Bowl back in February. In Thom’s opinion all medical and medical related offices should have the same kind of décor, not this, more honesty. Thom had a strong dislike for modern medicine, doctors in general, and psychologists in specific.
All medical offices needed relocation to basements with bare stone walls that were always damp for no discernable reason despite the torches burning in sconces. The patients waiting in the office should be chained to the walls while the doctors and staff walked around topless with black leather hoods. Because that’s what these places really were; torture chambers.
Why try to hide it? Why lie? Might as well let people know what they were in for. Honesty, personal accountability was in short supply these days.
The only good thing Thom could see was the furniture was all high enough the light fully illuminated underneath. There were few shadows. None under the chairs or couches in the waiting room nor in the inner sanctum. He expected the sanctum to be dimly lit, shadowy, a million different places something might grab him, drag him into the dark.
Thom refused the psychologists offer to pull the blinds. The sun in his face was a relief. Warm, comforting, safe. There couldn’t be enough light.
Thom hadn’t shaved in days and his face was covered in stubble. Likewise, his hair was greasy, unkempt, in turn clinging in limp clumps or standing on end. Dark circles surrounded his sunken bloodshot eyes. His handshake with the doctor was quick and his palms were sweating. An aura of body odor around him Thom tried to hide underneath a heavy application of deodorant.
Thom looked like what he was: a man on the verge of a complete nervous breakdown. His body and mind were preparing to collapse from exhaustion. Lack of sleep was literally killing him.
Thom hadn’t had a decent night sleep in four months. He was starting to hallucinate. It was under the bed he shared with Libby through ten pretty good years of marriage.
Libby didn’t seem to notice or maybe it wasn’t bothering her. Little Marion didn’t seem to be bothered either. She went to bed with no more than the usual two-year-old amount of fuss. Nothing out of the ordinary there either. Thom wasn’t a saint and never made the claim.
Hey, he was human. What was he supposed to do? Say no?
In ten years of marriage to Libby he had been a decent husband to her, maybe he had been a little distant, and he was completely devoted to little Marion. Marion was his miracle. His low sperm count made it unlikely Libby would ever conceive.
The swimmers he did have were too much like him, lackadaisical. Unmotivated and unambitious they swam lazily. Libby called that lazy streak Thom time. He wasn’t lazy, he liked to do things at his own pace.
That thing under the bed couldn’t be dealt with in Thom time. It had to be handled soon. He couldn’t go much longer without sleep. When he first started hearing it he thought maybe there was a rodent in his bedroom. Foolishly he had gotten out of bed, set his feet down RIGHT BESIDE THE MATTRESS. He had no idea why he was even still here.
He fetched the flashlight from the kitchen and was coming up the stairs pretending to be a Jedi wielding a lightsaber. That’s when he saw It. Thom had turned his head toward his bedroom, blocking a laser blast in spectacular, effortless fashion. The underside of his bed was illuminated for a split second. It was under there. Looking at him. Wiry hair and pointed teeth. But in that split second, Thom saw its eyes. Red and horrible and greedy as the depths of hell. Staring hungrily at Thom. And Thom knew that if he went back to bed it would grab him by the ankle and jerk him into some awful unknowable darkness.
He ran back down the stairs flashlight and thoughts of Jedi forgotten. He had his hand on the doorknob unsure of where he was going. Anywhere that thing wasn’t worked for him. Then he thought about Marion. Imagining that thing skulking down the hall toward his sweet daughter’s bedroom. His cowardice would condemn his little girl.
He had to stay so it would leave his baby girl alone. Thom didn’t think about his wife that long first night. It was under his bed mere feet from Libby and she never entered his mind until the sun began to rise. He could hear it moving. There would be an occasional hiss of course hair moving against the underside of the box springs. Occasionally Thom heard it snort like the snot in the things nose was making breathing difficult. It was letting him know it was still waiting for him to come back to bed.
As the sun rose Thom began to feel a little silly. There were no such things as monsters. There certainly weren’t any underneath his bed. He was a grown man and such fears were for children. He wasn’t a child he was a man and he was going to act like a man; terrors of the night be damned. He marched determined not to acknowledge the creeping fear rising up his spine drawing the skin of his testicles tight.
He was going to march confidently into his bedroom, kiss his wife good morning, get dressed, eat breakfast, have coffee, and go to work. All normal boring adult things. No room for monsters under the bed.
Any minute now his legs would begin to move again.
The rising sun crept through his window and slid across the floor chasing away the shadows in the bedroom. Golden morning light, safe morning light, pushed the shadows further under the bed causing those remaining to thicken and blacken. The sunlight fought its way just underneath the bed and Thom heard a low growl. The sound was more the release of breath, like through a snotty nose.
Every night since had led Thom through the same routine. After dinner they gave Marion a bath. Then they would put her jammies on her and lay her in new big girl bed. Her outgrown crib replaced with a new toddler bed. Marion took to it right away telling them, “I go big girl sleep.”
After Marion had her fill of stories and drifted off into big girl sleep, he and Libby headed downstairs to clean up the dinner dishes. They never started the dishwasher until Marion had her bath. They might share a glass of wine. Thom would stream some music through Spotify or Pandora or on occasion Slacker Radio while they did the dishes. Thom would make a show of knowing all the lyrics, albums, and bands that came on. Libby pretended to be impressed.
After the dishes, Libby would take a quick shower and the pair would spend a couple of hours watching television or playing Diablo 3. Nothing satisfied like finding a fresh new piece of epic loot. A love of dungeon crawlers and loot hunts were a thing that had brought them together in the beginning of their relationship. They had their favorites, she still liked Minecraft. Thom liked role playing, action role playing, and shooter games but they shared a common passion for dungeon delving.
During the childless years they spent most of their free time enjoying worry free sex and hunting for loot. Entire weekends could easily be spent naked with a bottle of wine, a pizza, two controllers, and rumpled sheets. They were good years even without children but then Libby announced one morning she was pregnant.
She did it while making breakfast. Pass the butter, thanks. How much bacon do you want? Three cakes should do me. We’re going to have a baby. No big deal. Thom had burst into tears and then they had laughed at him. It was a good morning.
Marion had filled a void that Thom didn’t know had been growing between Libby and himself. She was an easy baby. She smiled and laughed all the time. She loved her mommy, but she was without a doubt her daddy’s girl. Thom could always make her go to sleep where she wouldn’t for Libby, or get her to eat, or most importantly he could get her to stop crying when her mother couldn’t. Marion would look at him and grin, hold his face in her tiny little hands, and whisper, “Daddy.” All the love in the world lived in her shiny face and that single breathy word.
He couldn’t leave her because It would have her. Libby didn’t seem to interest It much. It wanted him. Thom had to do something. His work was beginning to suffer. He was a programmer for a mid-sized firm and so far his skill set kept HR from firing him.
He had pulled off enough code Fu and IT wizardry in his eight years with the company that he got a little slack for his increasing level of flakiness. In fact, his work had talked to Libby to get him to go see a therapist. They were concerned the current round of pressure and deadlines was leading to burnout. They didn’t want to lose him as an employee. If he kept on they would have no choice but to fire him.
He went to the shrink more at Libby’s insistence than out of fear he might get fired. He was an experienced capable Software Engineer with a proven track record. Finding work would never be an issue for him again. His promotion to project manager meant he no longer had to be in the saddle for eight hours a day or more.
Now here he was in a psychologist’s office.
How could he explain there was a monster waiting in his home under the very bed he shared with his wife? Whenever Thom tried to sleep it came for him. He had tried sleeping on the couch only to hear it drag itself out from under the bed and begin slumping down the hall.
It moved slowly, heavily, so he would know it was coming. Moving ever closer. And when he slipped up and tried to sleep it would have him. Thom’s final moments would comprise of gnashing teeth, screams, and pain. While his sanity walked on out the door. Hell waited in the shadows beneath his bed. How could he explain? No prescription contained the cure for what ailed him.
Once he started down that path this nice well-meaning doctor would throw him into a nice well-meaning mental hospital where he would be unable to protect his baby from the thing under his bed. Who knew what other terrors lurked in the shadows? Would he be locked in a rubber room with a metal cot bolted to the floor? A room where the overhead never turned off so there would always be bristly hair or sharpened claws scraping the underside of his metal bed?
Would it whisper never ending stories about taking his family as he lay locked up, helpless? Would it tell him how his daughter screamed? Thom didn’t know and didn’t want to find out.
Dr. Norvak was missing a leg. The doc walked with a pronounced limp and the aid of a cane. He had a kind face with sharp and inquisitive eyes. Here is a man who regularly gets his eight hours sleep, Thom thought. His clothes were pressed and clean unlike the rumpled outfit Thom wore. Thom, Thom the wrinkle bomb.
“So, Thom, I hear you’ve been having trouble sleeping? Trouble at work?” Dr. Norvak asked. He looked at Thom at what Thom supposed was supposed to be concern. The stare was a little too direct, too intimate. A person didn’t become your best friend because you made an appointment. People who assumed intimacy got on Thom’s nerves. Friendship should be earned slowly, like trust. Hard won, easily lost.
Thom gave a vague nod keeping a distance from the doctor. Thom drifted near the window to stand in the golden patch of sun painting the floor. Well lit didn’t mean the room was trap free. Since this thing appeared in his life Thom had seen all manner of horrors. Things lived in the shadows no one should see. Most didn’t. Most people went about their lives oblivious of the hungry faces leering from dark places.
He heard homeless ranting about evils in the dark. Hard to avoid them in the city. He used to think them crazy. Ravings easily dismissed, crazy talk, not reality. Now he knew differently. Paranoid rants echoing between buildings contained more truth than he’d ever known. The thing under his bed confirmed it.
Looking at his appearance reflected in the doctor’s windows he didn’t see himself. The software professional, upwardly mobile successful man was gone. Haunted eyes stared back at him from a face he barely recognized. Stubbled cheekbones jutted out. He resembled one of those insane ravers. Dr. Norvak could only offer platitudes, dig into his childhood, or worse prescribe a sleep aid. Thom had moved beyond help. He’d lost sight of the path.
Dr. Norvak stared at him expectantly. He must have asked a question Thom completely missed.
“What did you say? Sorry, I was…. somewhere else.” Thom’s cheeks reddened. Focus never used to be a problem. One more thing he had lost control of. He hated it. Now he kept up with shadows and paths of shadows.
“I asked if you’d like to sit down. It’s ok if you’d prefer to stand. Never mind, where did you go?”
“It doesn’t matter.”
“Of course, it matters. You don’t think I can help you, but I can.”
Sure buddy, sure you can, Thom thought, got a flamethrower? An old priest and a young priest? All I need to do is tell you about the monster under my bed. A monster who won’t let me get any sleep. My work is suffering? Who gives a fuck about work? It wants to eat me or my daughter. Perhaps both, like a two for one. Get a clue.
Thom didn’t say any of that. He said, “No, you really have no idea.”
The doctor grinned. Condescending jerk, Thom thought. He sat behind his desk, fingertips meeting in a little teepee over a yellow legal pad, smiling over his glasses at Thom. Thom was too far away to read what was written although he had no doubt the words hospital and paranoid were somewhere close to his name.
“Let me take a shot in the dark, and if I’m right, you sit, and we talk like civilized men.”
Thom nodded said, “But if you’re wrong, I’m out of here and you write up a glowing review. I get back to my life.”
This time the doctor nodded and then continued, “Fair enough. You haven’t been sleeping well, that’s obvious. You’re edgy, on guard, shadows make you nervous. Out of high school you went to college where you got by, not great, not bad. From there, you landed a job where you do enough to not get fired.”
Thom wasn’t overly impressed with the loose generalities. A bunch of carny bullshit meant to fool rubes. If this was his best bit Thom was wasting his time.
“You have a wife you’re slowly becoming disinterested in. You don’t know why. One child, maybe more, and the child is the reason you’re still around. The sex is boring, repetitive. Life has shown you all it has to offer leaving you feeling stale. So, you went out and made a mistake.”
The doctor had his attention. Still, millions of married people felt the same.
“Guilt about the mistake claws at you, an affair, maybe you stole something…no,” now the doctor seemed to be considering him for the first time. Thom felt like a bug under a microscope. All secrets laid bare. “No, I don’t see a thief. You don’t strike me as a particularly violent man either. Let’s rule that out, shall we? Your sin was betrayal, I think. You thought you could get away with it, keep it to yourself, but it’s haunting you.”
Thom stood considering.
“It won’t let you sleep. The lack of sleep is affecting every other aspect of your life. You’re trapped. You don’t want to lose your family. You can’t move past the guilt. To confess might cost your family and that’s too high a price. How am I doing?”
Thom crossed the room and sat down.
“Close. But not quite.”
Dr. Norvak raised his eyebrows slightly. “Okay, let’s start with what I got right.”
Thom leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes for a second. A low growl echoed from behind a bookshelf. Thom’s eyes snapped back open and he exhaled a breath he wasn’t aware of holding. Dr. Norvak appeared not to notice.
“I hate my job. Up until this…this…insomnia started I hated my life.”
“Lots of people hate their jobs. They make changes to improve their lives.”
“Yeah, but I’m not lots of people.”
“Do you think that attitude is a little self-absorbed? Empathy binds us together as a society. It makes us human.”
“I know how fucked up it sounds. We’re just getting started.”
“My apologies Thom, I don’t mean to be confrontational. Please, continue.”
Thom shook his head, “Growing up I always felt there was something to look forward to. There was always the next level to aspire to. A goal to work toward, you know?” Thom didn’t wait for an answer. He had opened the flood gates. The story would be told.
“After graduation, I was married, had a kid. I’d locked down the big tech job. All that remained was…routine. I’d get up, drink coffee, go code, come home, eat dinner, watch tv or play a game, go to bed. The next day I’d get up and do it again. Nothing changed. Ever. I wondered, is this it? Is this my life? I felt like I’d been programmed into an endless loop. Every day was the same.
One day we had a retirement party for one of the senior partners. The guy already looked dead to me. In a way I knew he WAS me, thirty or forty years down the road. Congrats, here’s a cake and a cheap watch. Go home. Try not to die. I turned to leave and ran into her.”
“Her?” The doctor raised his eyebrows.
“Yes, her. Don’t most stories in here involve a her?”
“Please continue. Her.”
“She was interning. Still in college. Hopeful. You know the type, pretty, fresh, bright eyed, naïve, nice tits. Starry eyed a senior project manager bumped into her. I took advantage. She asked if she could take me to dinner. Pick my brain. I guess she wasn’t quite as naïve as I thought.”
“Go on.”
“She was fun, flirty. Didn’t really talk about work. Her youthful optimism, things she wanted, places she wanted to go, her passion was infectious. Libby, my wife, droned on about neighbors or the baby. I felt like I was suffocating.”
“She talked me into going to a club with her. She didn’t have to try hard, I wanted to go. She looked amazing.
The club pulsed with heat, noise, desperation. Conversation was impossible. It didn’t matter. She took me by the hand, led me to the dance floor, fed me a pill that was probably ecstasy but I’m not certain, and we danced.”
“You danced? Nothing more?”
“Well, by dance I mean she was grinding up against me. Rubbing my hands up and down her body. Libby never moved like that. Even when we were young, she never moved like her. I should have felt awkward. I didn’t. Older guy, hot young girl, the drugs, fuck it’s cliché.”
“The next morning, I came home and told Libby a lie about staying in the office. She asked why I didn’t answer the phone I told another lie about being in the secure server room. She doesn’t know it doesn’t exist. She never understood much about what I do. I went directly to the shower and then to bed. That’s when…never mind…
Libby didn’t suspect anything and why should she? I’d never done anything like this before. I’d been Mr. Dependable for years. Staying out all night was an anomaly, a one-time deal, nothing to be concerned about. Either that or she didn’t care. She trusted me, couldn’t conceive of me being unfaithful. I don’t believe she knew how unhappy I was either. I don’t know. You’d have to ask her.”
“You interrupted yourself. You were going to say that was the first time,” Dr. Norvak made circles in the air with his hands, the universal GO ON gesture, “what?”
“Doesn’t matter.”
“That isn’t the whole truth, is it? Let’s do an experiment.” Dr. Norvak stood up. Moving toward the beaded chain which would close the blinds. “I’m going to close these blinds. Each lie you tell, I turn the rod blocking out a little more sunlight.”
“Please, don’t. You don’t know what you’re doing.” Thom jumped up, rushing toward the door. The knob wouldn’t turn. Dr. Norvak locked the door sometime during his story.
“I know exactly what I’m doing, Thom. This is a place for honesty. Confession. More lies and we’ll sit, locked in together. In the dark.”
The square of unfiltered sunlight now marred with thin shadows thrown by the blinds.
The doctor looked at him flatly, all kindness and consideration gone. “Sit down, Thom. What you do determines what It is going to do. It’s like a bear in that regard don’t you think? Yes, quite like a bear.”
“What am I supposed to do? What is It? How do you know about It?”
Dr. Norvak tapped his missing leg. “I’ve dealt with It before. Confess. That’s what It wants, why It chose you. Your guilt called It.”
“But I did confess.”
“The whole truth, dear boy.”
Dr. Norvak twisted the clear plastic rod and the blinds rotated. The shadows thickened into bars.
“It was an accident! How much do I need to suffer?”
“You took on a special burden when you chose to reward faithfulness with betrayal. You chose. Now own your choice, take responsibility.”
Another twist. The bars thickened. Sunlight swapped places with shadow becoming thin beams cutting the darkened square.
“I can’t do that!,” Thom wailed, “I can’t lose Marion!”
“Your wife leaving you, taking your daughter is a possibility. It taking her where you will never see her again is a certainty. It will suck your pain and guilt forever. That’s not possibility. That WILL happen. You look close to breaking, and I’m a fair judge, I don’t think you have much time at all.”
A claw emerged from behind the bookshelf scratching a fine tear in the silken wall paper.
Tears ran down Thom’s face. Somehow this doctor knew. If the rod twisted anymore the blinds would cut off the sunlight completely. Thom knew when it happened his guilt was inescapable. Everything comes home eventually. “You know what gamma-hydroxybutyric acid is?”
“GHB. A date rape drug.”
Thom’s voice was flat, mechanical, relating the details of premeditated rape as casually as reading off a grocery list. “I’d gotten some before the retirement party. I’d had my eye on the intern since she started. I asked her out. I asked her to the club. My heart was pounding as I slipped it into her drink. I took her on the dancefloor to speed it through her system. I guess I used too much, she started to go limp. I drug her to the bathroom.”
Dr. Norvak said nothing. The claw had been joined by another, tearing new strips in the wall.
“While having sex with her-“
“Raping her.” Dr. Norvak corrected.
“Yes. R-Raping her. She stopped breathing. I got scared and left her on the toilet. Later I heard she died. It wasn’t my fault.” Thom’s eyes pleaded for Dr. Norvak to understand, to open the blinds.
“You raped and murdered a young woman, left her in a filthy bathroom to die, because you got bored.”
“N-no” Thom blubbered. “I didn’t mean to-“
“What? Kill her? Violate her? What exactly didn’t you mean to do? Go to the police. I’ll give you one day and then I’m duty bound to call them. One day, Thom. One. Your hour is up. If you want to talk further, your company isn’t going to pay for any more of my time. That will be on you. If you’d like to discuss anything else, make an appointment with my secretary. Get out of my office.”
Dr. Norvak twisted the rod. Sunlight flooded back in chasing away the shadow.
Confessing to Libby went the way he imagined. Three days ago, she’d taken Marion and left. He was sure the police were looking for him. There had been several knocks on the door. Now they were out there pounding. The frame shook beneath the force. Pictures of his family rattled, falling off the walls shattering. Broken glass tinkled along the hallway. His cell phone indicated seventeen missed calls.
He’d pushed all the furniture out of the bedroom except for the mattress and the lamps. No shadows in here. He’d figure a way out of this mess, but first he needed to sleep. As he lay staring at his bedroom door, the closet swung open on silent hinges. A low growl emanated from the darkness within.
Outside the front door he heard, “Cut the power, we’re going in.”
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2020.11.21 14:11 Joker_ERP School hidden sex girls

Hey there! Today I’ve got a massive list of rp ideas and have written out some starters along with some ideas to how I see the rp going. I’m open to change and ready to do other ideas too. So if you feel like you’ve got an idea I might be interested in feel free to talk to me about those: ).
As for my replies. I write in first person mainly and my reply length varies. I generally do anything from a few sentences to a paragraph or more and generally require my partner to do the same. Fair warning the less detail you reply with the less interested I’ll be in rping with you. (Not looking for a few words as a response)
I enjoy having a story to go along with the smut so it’s not just constant sex, some cute or action driven moments are fun as well. – Hand holding and cute dates are pleasant! I mainly do my rps on kik, discord or here. I also have an RP facebook account, so feel free to ask for my users for those! : )
My kinks and limits list might be a big read, but none are compulsory. I’m just here to have fun and hopefully meet some cool rp partners : )
Kinks: Harems (Doesn’t mean having to play all characters at once, just one by one is fine!), Incest, Outercourse (Which is stuff like titjobs, thigh jobs, grinding, hot dogging) Risky public spaces (Toilet stalls, changing booths. That kinda thing where people could get caught.) Facials, Freckles (Face and body). Big/nicely shaped bums (Especially if they jiggle). Creampies, Cum on tits/body, big cumshots, Thigh high socks. showewater sex (pools, shower, hot tubs ect.) Mutual desire for sex.
Limits: Pregnancy (Hard limit sorry), Vomit, Piss, Blood, Toilet stuff, Rape, Gangbangs (Unless it’s multiple females) Male on Male, futas, rimming/pegging.
There might be more that I’m forgetting so if you’re unsure feel free to ask me! The rougher side of sex like Name calling, slapping choking spanking I can all do as well! : ) Without further ado let’s jump into the starters!
Disclaimer: I am 18+ and all participants and characters must be 18+
Here's the basic list of ideas if you wanted to look them over before reading the full posts. I’m also open to some ideas that I may have missed! And please note: I’m looking for FEMALE characters only!
Rule 34/Fandom/Game Ideas: Idea 1: My Harem (Hero) Academia. Idea 2: Pokémon Idea 3: Naruto Idea 4: Bleach Idea 5: One piece. Idea 6: Sword Art Online. Idea 7: Fairy Tail. Idea 8: Avatar The Last Airbender. Idea 9: Persona (Girls from 4 and 5). Idea 10: Harry Potter. Idea 11: Final Fantasy. Idea 12: The Witcher 3.
OC Ideas: Idea 13: Fantasy harem adventure. Idea 14: Only Man of the town. Idea 15: Zombie and Nuclear Apocalypse. Idea 16: Sci-Fi space crew.
Incest Ideas: Idea 17: Brother sisteMother son (Or both). Idea 18: Aunt/Cousin. (Can be both) Idea 19: Incest family vacation.
Idea 1: My Harem (Hero) Academia.
(So my character will be a transfer into Class 1-A. His power is the power of persuasion. With the power he’s able to convince someone to do something as if it’s their own will. However, he’s hesitant to use it on other people and to tell everyone he even has it as he’s been outcast at his last school for the villainous nature of his quirk. As such he can’t use it to its full extent and can only issue small commands to begin with.
My idea with this is that one or more (cannon or non) of the girls decide to help him out in a private setting and overtime it gets more and more sexual in nature. And as he becomes more confident, he’s able to issue more longer-term commands. This can also be mixed in well with some story and some action to keep the plot interesting.)
Starter: It was a day which started like most others in Class 1-A. The students got ready in the dorms and headed to class to chat among themselves while they waited for Aizawa to enter. However, unlike most days there seemed to be an extra desk placed in the room. The seat caused some confusion which didn’t last long as the first bell rang and Aizawa entered the room.
“Morning everyone.” He stated in his mainly bored and sleepy tone which seemed to sound like he was stifling a yawn. “Today we’ve got a new student transferring in from another school. He’s from Shiketsu, some of you may recognize the name since it’s got the same level as prestige as U.A. but regardless make sure he feels welcome.” He said pointing a sweeping stare at everyone and finally resting on the problem child of the U.A class Bakugo.
With that he fell silent and I felt it was my cue to enter. Swallowing a little at the nerves I steeled them quickly and entered. My blue eyes sweeping over some of the familiar faces in the room. Many of the students had standout performances in the UA sports festival and as well in the news reports about the villain attack on the training camp.
I had a lot to live up to if I wanted to join these legends in training but regardless, I was determined to do just that. Breathing a little and shifting my auburn hair from my eyes I smiled the best I could. “My name is Schwarzer, Chris Schwarzer. It’s a pleasure to meet you all.” I say bowing to the class.
Satisfied with the introduction Aizawa nodded to the spare seat in the room. Taking that as an order I nodded back and headed over to my seat sitting down and getting my books out. Curiously I turned to the seat next to me noticing one of the girls in the class and gave her a slight smile as Aizawa began his lesson.
Idea 2: Pokemon. (So this one is super simple. Some trainers or a trainer and his Pokémon go on a grand adventure. For this one my favourite Canon female are: Marnie, May, Hilda and May. And my favourite Anthro Pokémon are Lopunny, Arcanine, Blaiziken That’s just for reference though and you can really play whoever you like! Ocs are of course welcome too!)
Trainer x Trainer Starter:
I like many others in the world of Pokémon have just started on my journey. Although I had done so a little late. Regardless me and my starter Pokémon Aipom which was a gift from my late father. Setting off with excitement to make a name of myself.
That excitement wore off pretty quickly however as an advanced trainer stepped in my path and soon, I realized how big the gap between us was. He wiped the floor with my aipom and laughed as he took my “Prize money” Scooping up my aipom I rushed through the rest of the route and over to the next town ducking quickly into the Pokémon centre.
Looking around there was a few new trainers who seemed to have fallen to the same fate as I had and I shook my head. Guys like that were total assholes and without hesitating I headed over to the counter where the nurse took my Aipom from me. Once he was gone, I was told there was going to be a short wait due to the amount of Pokémon they had to treat. I nodded as I headed over and sat down in one of the seats.
Idea 3: Naruto. (So for this one I like the idea that my character is a nomadic mercenary hired by the leaf to help train the ninja of the village, maybe he also has some kind of hidden power that boosts his chakra but also increases his libido. Not too sure how I wanna go about this one.)
Starter: The Hokage Tsunade Senju looked over me with a curious gaze and then down to my application form. “You’re younger than I expected given everything you’ve done.” She stated honestly. “But the intelligence division did a thorough search into you and you check out.” She stated as she slammed the approved stamp down onto my paper.
“Just remember, if you do anything to endanger this village, I’ll snuff you out personally.” She said in an icy and threatening tone. Feeling a cold bead of sweat roll down the side of my face I nodded. “Of course. I wouldn’t dream of it.” I say. Internally I make a mental note not to cross her in any way.
“Good.” She said putting a smile across her features. “Your first group is down on the training field waiting for you already.” She stated. “Your lodgings will be set up by the time you’re done, here’s the key.” She said tossing the key to me which I caught and stuffed into my pocket. I was a little shocked with how quick she wanted me to get to work but I nodded. “Right!” I say giving a respectful bow before heading out.
It took me a little longer than expected to actually find the training grounds as I hadn’t ever been here before. And when I got there much to her credit there were a few ninja standing around. Approaching them I gave them a sheepish smile. “Sorry I’m late guys.” I called out. “I got lost.” I added on.
Idea 4: Bleach. (So a new human soul reaper makes it into the soul society. His power isn’t captain level to begin with simply being enough to take out the average hollow. And with the resurgence of the hollow threat the Soul Society has offered to give him a substitute badge to take out those hollows deemed too small for the soul society to handle. Maybe he’s paired up with someone or someone like Orihime steps in to help him grow.)
Starter: Another boring day at school followed by a night of boring patrols. With all the big hollows being taken care of by “Full-fledged” Soul reapers it didn’t leave me with much opportunity to train against bigger enemies.
At least that’s what I thought originally. A few blocks from me there was a rift which opened up and the pure spiritual pressure that came from the hollow that stepped out of it was enough to make me feel as though gravity itself was pushing against me.
It was hard to breathe and even harder to stand as my hand clutched my blade in my left hand tightly. I shook my head as I heard the loud roar of the large breast and could even see it’s towering form from my position.
It was nothing close to a menos, but it was enough to tower over a three-story building for sure. “Shit.” I hissed to myself as I knew there were no soul reapers around at this stage. With a threat this big I was sure they’d come, but until then it was up to me to buy some time and make sure no humans or souls were consumed.
Pushing myself forward I reached the park that the Hollow had appeared in. Thankfully the park was deserted at this time of night. When he saw me the hollow. “You don’t smell like much, but you’ll do as a snack.” The hollow commented as it charged forward. “Just evade, buy time.” I comment to myself as I began to leap around the battle field looking a bit like and feeling like an idiot.
The hollow toyed with me a little while enjoying the chase before it seemed to ger bored. Just when I was thinking I was fast enough to keep avoiding it the creature’s mouth opened and its forked tongue shot out at me with faster speed than I was anticipating I raised my blade to defend myself but it was a feeble attempt and I knew it wouldn’t be enough.
Idea 5: One Piece. (So I’m not quite sure how to approach this one, but I’ll give it a go. Much like the MHA starter my character will have the power of persuasion, having eaten the Persua-Persua fruit. I’m thinking either he joins the Strawhats and goes on their adventures or he makes his own crew with girls from the story, I’m gonna leave it fairly open ended so we can jump in whenever along the story we wanna go!)
Starter: Alone in a bar I sat staring in the amber liquid in my mug. I was down on my luck after having my whole crew and my ship destroyed in a long battle another pirate crew. The only reason I was able to live through the ordeal was due to my crew sacrificing themselves to give me a chance to escape.
I spent days adrift with little food and water and soon washed up upon the island I was in. Immediately I found a tavern ready to drown my sorrows and feel sorry for myself for a little while.
Letting out a sigh I downed the rest of my drink soon looking at the few drops of liquid bottom of my mug. I knew being a pirate wouldn’t be easy, I knew it’d be violent and end in violence. However, to lose in that fashion without even being able to use my devil fruit to calm or question our opponent and losing everything still took its toll on me.
Scratching at the growing stubble with one hand, the other I raised my mug to demand another drink and as such the bartender approached to fill my mug. “You’re looking a little rough there, you sure you need another?” The bartender asked as he took the mug from me. “I don’t have anything else to do. I don’t even know what else to do with myself.” I responded grumpily. “Just fill it up.” I demanded. “Right.” The bartender responded as he filled it with more of the alcoholic amber liquid and slid It in front of me.
Idea 6: Sword Art Online. (Fairly simple it’s SAO set in the original death game. I love the idea, so I’ve always loved rping this one. If you want to play canon characters my fave is for sure Lizbeth, but I’m open to OC characters!)
Starter: It’s been months since Akihiko Kayaba has trapped us into this death game. Or at least that’s how some people looked at it. Others saw it as their dream come true. But most if not, all wanted to push forward and beat the game.
Despite the desire to push forward little progress has been made. Guilds and parties have formed to push through dungeons but with the increased danger and with it more deaths; more and more people simply decided to live out their lives on the lower floors.
Unlike those rushing in to push through the content I was happy enough to go through it at my own pace. This place was like a dream for me, save for the fact I had an increased chance of dying I was able to live in this game without the worries of the outside world.
I was doing some late-night grinding in an area of dense forest. The sun had set and there was little light save for the bright moon poking through the trees. All was calm, the trees swayed with the wind and the occasional sound of creatures moving about was enough to calm me.
However, the deeper I got into the forest the louder a sound became. At first it was quiet but as I approached, I heard it more clearly. It sounded like steel clashing against steel. Someone was fighting. Moving from a casual walk into a jog I quickly came to a small clearing where I saw two figures fighting, although in the low light I couldn’t make it out until I got closer.
Idea 7: Fairy Tail. (it’s been a little while since I’ve seen the series, but I’ve always loved it! Given my time away I might have to take some time to refamiliarize myself with the magics. My character will simply be an entry level member into the guild to begin with, canon characters are welcome just as OCs are!)
Starter: Another day in magnolia and another party being held at the large guild building at the centre of town. A large-scale job had just finished with some of the senior ranking wizards. and even though I wasn’t part of that mission, instead being on my own D-Rank job I joined in on the celebrations.
I had only been part of the guild for a few days and so far, it’s not been as exciting as I’d hoped, although I figured that it’d pick up once I proved myself. I was drinking by myself when I was approached by Makarov. He was wearing an essentric looking orange outfit. “Schwarzer my boy!” He said as he patted me on the shoulder. “How are you fitting in?” He questioned. “Fine sir! Everyone has been very welcoming.” I say to him in response. “Glad to hear it! You’ve been doing a good job, although I’d like to see you do more.” The male said. “So I’ve arranged a partner for you on your next job, that way you can take something more challenging, what do you say?” He questioned.
“Yes of course!” I say eagerly as a smile spread across my face. “Great!” He said cheerfully. “I’ll introduce you to who you’ll be working with.” He said as he stood from his spot and lead the way over to a female clearing his throat loud enough to get their attention.
Idea 8: Avatar the Last Airbender. (So for this one I guess it can go two different ways. My fave girls from Avatar would probably be Ty Lee, Suki and Toph. Maybe my character is a powerful bender that either the fire nation or team Avatar wants on their side. I think it might be cool to think that Aang isn’t the only airbender and instead a small faction managed to escape and continue the lineage. Either that or my character is a powerful firebender of some kind. I’ll leave whichever you prefer to you in your first reply as I’ll leave it open ended.)
Starter: The world was at war ever since the Fire nation attacked. With the intense fighting came mercenaries. Freelance benders or soldiers ready to fight on either side. For a fee of course. And despite my age, being only eighteen I was quite renown amongst the other bounty hunters for my bending.
Of course, there were talks of the Avatar returning, having repelled an invasion in the south pole, the liberation of Omashu and then the fire nation prison. It seemed they were making quite the stir in the earth kingdom.
It’d only be a matter of time before they reached the small town, I was in. Perhaps they were already here. But if that was the case surely there would be some kind of stir. Pushing my hair from my face I ordered another drink from the barkeep. “You know you’re my favourite customer Schwarzer…. You’re the only one who consistently pays his tab. Unlike the rest of these soldiers or the workers around here.” The older man says in clear annoyance.
“Well who knows, if I wasn’t so successful, I’d probably mooch off you too.” I admitted with a grin. “Try not to talk too ill of the soldiers on either side.” I added on flicking him an extra coin for a tip once my drink was finished. “Well I better check if anyone has a job for me.” I say as I pushed myself up from my seat.
Idea 9: Persona. (So basically this is just gonna be a fairly interesting idea. My character along with the girls of persona 4 and 5 get stranded in this strange dimension where they have to fight their way out to make it back to their own worlds.)
Starter: It all happened so fast. One minute I was in a team meeting with my group discussing what we should use our newfound powers for next. And the next second, I had blinked and I was in some kind of strange room.
One by one more people were added into this room. Some of which were dressed in some elaborate costumes. And I frowned as I looked to each one of them, all of which I didn’t recognize at all and judging by their looks they didn’t recognize me. Although before we managed to introduce ourselves a booming voice broke the silence.
“Welcome all!” The clearly male voice commented. “To the room of my design.” He added on. “I’m sure you’re all confused. And no doubt you’ll want to return back to your homes. However, to do so you’ll need to enter my labyrinth. “Make it to the end and you’ll all return home.” The voice explained.
“Of course, this maze isn’t without its dangers. Enemies, much like you encounter on a regular basis will roam these halls. As well as beasts of my own design far stronger than those… Fear no though for every check point you reach this room will become more furnished with amenities. For now, you simply have beds to rest on.” He said as there was an audible click and the dark room was suddenly lit up. Sure, enough there were rows of beds all lined up one for each person to sleep on.
“When you’re ready to test yourselves step through this door and enter the first level of the labyrinth.” He declared as a large door appeared and opened up in front of them. For a while nobody said anything probably all too stunned to even process the information. “So, I’m guessing we’re all persona users given what he just said.” I spoke up. “I guess we should probably start with names and strengths, right?” I questioned the group. “I’m Chris Schwarzer.” I say. “My persona Serapth focuses on ranged combat.” I explained.
Idea 10: Harry Potter. (So to keep this one interesting I’m thinking of having it set in an AU where Voldemort and Harry don’t exist. However, there are still dark wizards who are part of a cult around. Defs looking for a Hermionie, Luna or Ginny, you could even have other celebs/ecelebs as teachers or students for this one! Ocs are of course welcome too!)
Starter: Another year at Hogwarts, the last for some; and another year of learning was right around the corner. Although times were not peaceful in the wizarding world. Aurors who were the police of the magical world were going missing or showing up dead.
The ministry not wanting to make a panic kept it fairly under wraps, however some of the families have come forward with the information and rumours abounded about what was really happening. Stepping off the train I sighed a little rubbing my temple where a headache had begun to set in. During the train ride here, I found myself stuck next to a boy who wouldn’t stop going on about the rumours and conspiracy theories.
Glad to be off the train I looked around for a minute lost as to where I needed to go. “I know it’s around here somewhere.” I commented, although my sense of direction was always off. Usually I followed everyone else. But this time it seemed I was one of the last ones off the train.
Idea 11: Final Fantasy. (So this is simply going to be an idea with no starter since it will probably change depending on the many FF universes. My favourite however is defs FF7. (Tifa, Jessie and Aerith are best girls) with follow-ups being 12, 13, 15, 10, 8 and 9. Basically a fight would take the Main character of those series, Cloud, Noct, ect out of commission and needing a leader the other characters step up and hire mine on. Similar to some of my other prompts but I never said I was creative :^) With that being said though if you ARE interested in this one let me know and we can work out details depending on what world we’re in!)
Idea 12: The Witcher 3. (So my character will be a Witcher. (wow!) Saving people, hunting things you know? The family business. Anyway, I’m gonna leave it super open ended for you to come in however you like! If you wanna play a canon character my top two are for sure Ciri and Trist, and OC characters are accepted too!)
Starter: A Werewolf, an odd and rare contract, although I figured it wouldn’t be a hard one. In face I figured with my silver blade that the creature would go down rather quickly. Starting the encounter, I was faced with a harsh reality due to my hubris. I started off well enough, however due to my carelessness I was quickly on the backfoot.
The beast roared as it swung its large clawed hand towards me. I had barely managed to roll out of the way of the attack. Probably due to the increasing levels of bloodless resulting in a careless action on my part. A level of confidence quickly pushed down by the fact a handful of open wounds stung at my flanks.
More scars for later given that I make it out of here, although with my silver blade thrown on the other side of the area leaving me with only a steel sword which barely even phases the thing. I had to reach my blade, although with my focus on dodging the attacks it was hard to find an opening to do so.
I raised a hand and cast the igni sign launching flames at the creature who leapt back and I tried my best to make it past the creature only to have to dodge another strike as the beast recovered remarkably fast. “Stubborn bastard, aren’t you?” I questioned a little sourly.
Idea 13: Fantasy harem adventure. (This one is fairly basic in nature. Basically, a young man with little combat experience leaves his poor hunting village once he’s of age and sets off to join the adventurer’s guild to make a name for himself and also to send money back home. He’s fairly modest, naive and kind hearted. Which makes him likable and easy to take advantage of.
We could add a story with war elements, racism and darker themes to show him that the world he idolizes isn’t as cracked up as he thought it’d be. Ideally, I’d like a full harem party for this one but I’m cool with one on one too.)
Starter: It had been a few days since I was finally able to leave the small village, I was raised in behind me. Sword on hip and keen to become an adventurer. Of course, I also wanted to make a name for myself and I was even more excited to see everything the world had to offer. With driving me forward I headed from my village over to the closest city which had a guild branch. A city called Ruan. It was nearly five times the size of my village if not more and yet it was nothing close to the capital city of Grancel.
Smooth dirt paths soon gave way to cobblestone and my boots clacked rhythmically against the pavement as my steps soon got faster and faster as Ruan came into view. My stomach was in knots as I gripped the straps on my bag tightly and after steeling my nerves and taking in the sight of the large city, I headed through the large stone arch to the busy streets beyond.
My excited eyes looked around at every nook and cranny as I took in every detail that was on offer. Soon coming across the large marble and wood building of the adventurer’s guild in front of me. I stood in front of the large building clearly awestruck and for a moment I felt completely overwhelmed. This was it. This was the first step I was going to take on my journey and yet I felt far too nervous to head inside. Instead I stood there shaking slightly as I tried to work up the courage to push those large oak doors aside and declare my presence to the world.
Idea 14: Man of the town. (So again the premise is also pretty basic. My character wakes up in a town where there’s no men, as if they all vanished at once. Including his father which leaves him home alone with his sister and mother. (It’s up to you if you want incest in the plot or not.) We can have a story with an element of mystery to it too if you want! Or we can just bounce around the town having him bonk as many different people as you want.)
Starter: It’s been a few weeks since all the men in the town vanished one day. One day they were there and the next they were gone. There was of course a panic even though it is much calmer than originally, it continues to creep in the back of everyone’s mind. It doesn’t help the fact that no outsiders have come into the town and some strange thick fog seems to stop everyone from leaving.
However, with no answers it was left to the women of the town to pick up the slack and try to push for some level of normalcy. Except for me it seemed. Since the whole act started, I was in lockdown not being free to leave my home since my mother and sister was much too paranoid that I’d disappear too. With the amount of time I spent indoors going stir crazy I began to wonder if it was better to be wherever the rest of them are.
Today was different though and finally I was given the chance to leave the house while my mother was careless and rather quickly, I headed out into the street just glad to take in the scenery as I headed over to a nearby park. I headed over the soft grass feeling it beneath my shoes and then to the pond where I took a seat on one of the mounted benches.
Idea 15: Zombie and Nuclear Apocalypse. (Not a whole lot to say here other than it’s one of your run of the mill Zombie/Nuclear apocalypse scenarios. I might toy with the idea of having multiple zombie types like games such as Dying light and Left for dead in order to spice things up a little but we’ll see where we go with it. As for nuclear I’ll probably be following along the Fallout franchise. Being part of these worlds will probably make my character a bit more brash, blunt and even a little rude. However, given some time he’ll warm up.)
Zombie Starter: No one knows quite when the outbreak started, however it swept over the globe causing panic. People eating people. People dying and coming back to life as a shambling corpse joining the armies of similar creatures. Society crumbled over time and the cities which were now hot zones for hordes of the undead creatures were left abandoned to all but the most daring or desperate of individuals. However, these rabid hordes weren’t the only thing to look out for in the apocalypse.
Society had begun to reform in its most primal form. People grouped together for safety. Those who just wanted to live peacefully became easy prey for those who saw the end of the world as we knew it as a playground to kill pillage and steal what they’d like. These bandits created their own factions with their own fortresses and seemed to have an endless supply of guns and ammo as they used it quite liberally.
I had been on the trail of a particularly nasty group of bandits as they razed whatever small settlements, they had to the ground callously and without mercy. I had just arrived at one of these towns. Dying people lay scattered about while fires licked at the makeshift buildings. It was still quite fresh. Approaching a nearby body which seemed to be moving slightly I turned it over the man was in bad shape and was clearly on death’s door. His eyes looking into mine in a pleading sense.
“Do you want me to make it quick?” I asked him reaching my left hand down to my machete which hung on my belt. Weakly his hand reached out to grip my right as he gave a nod. I knew the death wouldn’t be clean, as I unsheathed my blade. However, I couldn’t waste any ammo on my pistol nor could I risk tipping off the bandits that did this that I was following them. With a quick swing I slammed the blade into the head of the man ending his life and after wiping the blade off on his shirt I slid it back into its sheath my eyes scanning the immediate area for any of the undead which had turned or for a slim chance of getting a glimpse of survivors.
Nuclear Apocalypse Starter:
The world as we knew it ended in a flash. A white light followed by a rumble which washed over the world in nuclear fire. Billions died then and there reducing the world’s population to the brink. Those who were lucky to survive a direct blast were mutated to become much different than humans and more akin to zombies. Those outside of it didn’t have much quality of life as the radiation created mutated creatures which made living in a barren wasteland that much harder.
There were others however who were lucky enough to be given a spot in giant underground vaults. There they lived out their lives separated from the horrors that this new world wrought. One by one these vaults opened to allow these vault dwellers into the wasteland that was our world.
Their blue suits and clueless natures made them stand out and become easy prey to raiders, giant creatures and everything in between. Many of them didn’t get far before being gutted and robbed for their illusive vault suits which earned enough to feed a scavenger or bandit for a month.
The world and society began to rebuild. And with small settlements and towns popping up here and there it wasn’t all doom and gloom for the wasteland. Many were able to create jobs in local milita, mercenary work. Even trading or bartending.
I was such a mercenary a few generations of my family lived through the bombing and the radiation which was lucky enough for me, I guess. I was hired to do whatever someone wanted for the right price. And today I was tasked with delving into a recently opened vault and check make contact with the inhabitants inside.
Colt python on my waist I headed over to the large vault door which at this point was sealed shut and knocked loudly. This job seemed rather easy and was paying a lot which made me wonder who I was working for and what purpose they had with these vault dwellers. However, I wasn’t paid to ask questions nor did I really care at the end of the day. The less I knew the less guilt I could feel.
Idea 16: Space/Scifi. (So this is a scifi adventure. My character is the captain of his own ship and is currently looking for recruits to join him and help run it. There will probably be lots of interesting planets our characters go to and I’ll certainly be making them up as we go along! Your character can range as anything from a human to android or even an alien.)
Starter: Stepping out of The Tempest I breathed in the humid station air of Astra station. The station which was on the furthest reaches of the space ruled over the galactic council; was a haven for the depraved. Outlaws, mercenaries, drug dealers you name it Astra has it and in bountiful supply too.
Which made it a perfect spot to find someone who was desperate to get off the station. Someone who would work for cheap or for free. All I needed to do was to find them. “Schwarzer, don’t forget to stock up on food, military rations are sad.” A voice commented through the earpiece I had. “Yeah. I’ll head through the slums and to the market. Thanks, Evai.” I responded. “And don’t cause any trouble, I don’t wanna rot in this ship while you’re dead.” The voice added on. “Yeah yeah I’ve got it.” I responded as the communication line was severed and I started on my walk.
I headed through a nearby door and down into the depths of the station. Soon I the overcrowded and frankly smelly slums. Beggars and gang members lined every corner all looking at me with a cautious eye as I passed. There were even a few tweaked out drug users laying scattered about in some dark corners. Even a few corpses.
I didn’t stop though, if you stayed in one place too long down here you were asking to be jumped and quickly, I pushed on heading over to the bustling markets. The food quality here wasn’t the best although it was abundant. I even talked to a few of the store owners to see if they knew where I could find the extra hands to help me on my ship.
Idea 17: Brother sisteMother son (Or both). (So, this starter is gonna be fairly generic, however it’s open to allowing any of the familial ties to be easily included. I have a few ideas for immediate family and will post them below and if you have any ideas, I’m happy to hear them.)
Starter: It’s a hot and lazy day in the middle of summer break. I had laid splayed out on the couch at home. Despite the air conditioner being on full blast my skin underneath my tank top was getting stuck to the leather couch; which did little to alleviate the heat fluster that was going on. I sighed after looking over the back of the couch to the pool outback longingly. I sighed a little resigning myself to bite the bullet and peeled myself from the couch.
As much as I wanted to strip down and run out, I wasn’t entirely sure if I was home alone and as such, I headed up to my room to change into a pair of swimming trunks before heading back downstairs. Passing through the laundry and grabbing a towel on the way.
I headed onto the back deck and draped my towel over the railing before I rushed over and leapt into the pool immediately feeling the cool water wash away any of the heat I had been feeling. I resurface and breathed a sigh of relief as I pushed my messy hair back from my face.
Idea 18: Aunt/Cousin (Can be both). (Again like the incest scene above I’m not quite sure how to spruce this one up so I’ll leave it rather basic and we can go from there.)
Starter: My family has gone on holiday without me as I had to stay behind due to being caught up in exams. Rather than meeting up with them later they decided it would be more fun for me if I finished them up then headed over to spend some time with my Aunt and my cousin across the county. While I wouldn’t be leaving the country, I was still getting a vacation in a way and as such I tried my best to be upbeat and positive about it, even if I was envious of the others.
While it wasn’t the same pristine beaches and high-class resorts that the rest of my family was going to, I was still grateful for the hospitality. The plane lands in the airport and after collecting my bags and checking my phone for a confirmation I was going to be picked up I sent my family and my aunt and cousin a quick text telling them I landed safely. After gathering my small suitcase from the conveyor belt, I wheeled it through security and out to the meeting area keeping my eyes peeled for any sign of my cousin or my auntie. There was a little confusion about who was going to greet me so I wasn’t sure who to expect myself.
Idea 19: Incest family vacation. (So, this one is again going to be like the other two before it. They kinda roll off each other in a way. However, I believe it allows for a wide range of engagements with multiple characters at some kind of beach resort.)
Starter: It’s the dead middle of another scorching summer and rather than tough it out in our homes which has air-conditioning which never seemed to help, our large family decided to all go to a large resort (Could even be a cruise too) together. Many of the rooms were rather luxurious and I was more than excited to see what the rest of the hotel had to offer.
We pulled up into the lobby and while the parents were checking in I headed over to check out a map on the wall. It seemed there were quite a lot of different things to do around the resort. There was a pool with a poolside bar, a beach which had volleyball games, a massage parlour, hot tubs and many different activities ranging from native dances to eating competitions.
Just the realization we were here and the excitement at the many possibilities that could come from the vacation. Maybe I’d even meet someone nice and have a vacation fling. Although with so many family members running around, I doubted that I’d get much peace to do that. Regardless I was eager to get up to the room, have a shower and change into my swimming trunks to explore all the different places.
We headed up to the rooms where I noticed mine had a large double bed. However, judging by my mother’s comments outside It seemed there was some kind of mix-up in the rooms and I’d be sharing the room with one of my family members. Not that I minded too much. I placed my suitcase down and waited to see who would come in and if they were interested in joining me look around.
Closing words: So yeah that’s about it! Thanks for reading and if you have any questions or suggestions, I’m open to hearing them! I know this was probably a big read so thanks again for your time and I hope to talk to some of you soon!
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2020.11.21 14:11 Joker_ERP [M4A] (A playing as F) Massive list of RP prompts (Rule 34, fandoms, Games, OC, Incest Ect.)

Hey there! Today I’ve got a massive list of rp ideas and have written out some starters along with some ideas to how I see the rp going. I’m open to change and ready to do other ideas too. So if you feel like you’ve got an idea I might be interested in feel free to talk to me about those: ).
As for my replies. I write in first person mainly and my reply length varies. I generally do anything from a few sentences to a paragraph or more and generally require my partner to do the same. Fair warning the less detail you reply with the less interested I’ll be in rping with you. (Not looking for a few words as a response)
I enjoy having a story to go along with the smut so it’s not just constant sex, some cute or action driven moments are fun as well. – Hand holding and cute dates are pleasant! I mainly do my rps on kik, discord or here. I also have an RP facebook account, so feel free to ask for my users for those! : )
My kinks and limits list might be a big read, but none are compulsory. I’m just here to have fun and hopefully meet some cool rp partners : )
Kinks: Harems (Doesn’t mean having to play all characters at once, just one by one is fine!), Incest, Outercourse (Which is stuff like titjobs, thigh jobs, grinding, hot dogging) Risky public spaces (Toilet stalls, changing booths. That kinda thing where people could get caught.) Facials, Freckles (Face and body). Big/nicely shaped bums (Especially if they jiggle). Creampies, Cum on tits/body, big cumshots, Thigh high socks. showewater sex (pools, shower, hot tubs ect.) Mutual desire for sex.
Limits: Pregnancy (Hard limit sorry), Vomit, Piss, Blood, Toilet stuff, Rape, Gangbangs (Unless it’s multiple females) Male on Male, futas, rimming/pegging.
There might be more that I’m forgetting so if you’re unsure feel free to ask me! The rougher side of sex like Name calling, slapping choking spanking I can all do as well! : ) Without further ado let’s jump into the starters!
Disclaimer: I am 18+ and all participants and characters must be 18+
Here's the basic list of ideas if you wanted to look them over before reading the full posts. I’m also open to some ideas that I may have missed! And please note: I’m looking for FEMALE characters only!
Rule 34/Fandom/Game Ideas: Idea 1: My Harem (Hero) Academia. Idea 2: Pokémon Idea 3: Naruto Idea 4: Bleach Idea 5: One piece. Idea 6: Sword Art Online. Idea 7: Fairy Tail. Idea 8: Avatar The Last Airbender. Idea 9: Persona (Girls from 4 and 5). Idea 10: Harry Potter. Idea 11: Final Fantasy. Idea 12: The Witcher 3.
OC Ideas: Idea 13: Fantasy harem adventure. Idea 14: Only Man of the town. Idea 15: Zombie and Nuclear Apocalypse. Idea 16: Sci-Fi space crew.
Incest Ideas: Idea 17: Brother sisteMother son (Or both). Idea 18: Aunt/Cousin. (Can be both) Idea 19: Incest family vacation.
Idea 1: My Harem (Hero) Academia.
(So my character will be a transfer into Class 1-A. His power is the power of persuasion. With the power he’s able to convince someone to do something as if it’s their own will. However, he’s hesitant to use it on other people and to tell everyone he even has it as he’s been outcast at his last school for the villainous nature of his quirk. As such he can’t use it to its full extent and can only issue small commands to begin with.
My idea with this is that one or more (cannon or non) of the girls decide to help him out in a private setting and overtime it gets more and more sexual in nature. And as he becomes more confident, he’s able to issue more longer-term commands. This can also be mixed in well with some story and some action to keep the plot interesting.)
Starter: It was a day which started like most others in Class 1-A. The students got ready in the dorms and headed to class to chat among themselves while they waited for Aizawa to enter. However, unlike most days there seemed to be an extra desk placed in the room. The seat caused some confusion which didn’t last long as the first bell rang and Aizawa entered the room.
“Morning everyone.” He stated in his mainly bored and sleepy tone which seemed to sound like he was stifling a yawn. “Today we’ve got a new student transferring in from another school. He’s from Shiketsu, some of you may recognize the name since it’s got the same level as prestige as U.A. but regardless make sure he feels welcome.” He said pointing a sweeping stare at everyone and finally resting on the problem child of the U.A class Bakugo.
With that he fell silent and I felt it was my cue to enter. Swallowing a little at the nerves I steeled them quickly and entered. My blue eyes sweeping over some of the familiar faces in the room. Many of the students had standout performances in the UA sports festival and as well in the news reports about the villain attack on the training camp.
I had a lot to live up to if I wanted to join these legends in training but regardless, I was determined to do just that. Breathing a little and shifting my auburn hair from my eyes I smiled the best I could. “My name is Schwarzer, Chris Schwarzer. It’s a pleasure to meet you all.” I say bowing to the class.
Satisfied with the introduction Aizawa nodded to the spare seat in the room. Taking that as an order I nodded back and headed over to my seat sitting down and getting my books out. Curiously I turned to the seat next to me noticing one of the girls in the class and gave her a slight smile as Aizawa began his lesson.
Idea 2: Pokemon. (So this one is super simple. Some trainers or a trainer and his Pokémon go on a grand adventure. For this one my favourite Canon female are: Marnie, May, Hilda and May. And my favourite Anthro Pokémon are Lopunny, Arcanine, Blaiziken That’s just for reference though and you can really play whoever you like! Ocs are of course welcome too!)
Trainer x Trainer Starter:
I like many others in the world of Pokémon have just started on my journey. Although I had done so a little late. Regardless me and my starter Pokémon Aipom which was a gift from my late father. Setting off with excitement to make a name of myself.
That excitement wore off pretty quickly however as an advanced trainer stepped in my path and soon, I realized how big the gap between us was. He wiped the floor with my aipom and laughed as he took my “Prize money” Scooping up my aipom I rushed through the rest of the route and over to the next town ducking quickly into the Pokémon centre.
Looking around there was a few new trainers who seemed to have fallen to the same fate as I had and I shook my head. Guys like that were total assholes and without hesitating I headed over to the counter where the nurse took my Aipom from me. Once he was gone, I was told there was going to be a short wait due to the amount of Pokémon they had to treat. I nodded as I headed over and sat down in one of the seats.
Idea 3: Naruto. (So for this one I like the idea that my character is a nomadic mercenary hired by the leaf to help train the ninja of the village, maybe he also has some kind of hidden power that boosts his chakra but also increases his libido. Not too sure how I wanna go about this one.)
Starter: The Hokage Tsunade Senju looked over me with a curious gaze and then down to my application form. “You’re younger than I expected given everything you’ve done.” She stated honestly. “But the intelligence division did a thorough search into you and you check out.” She stated as she slammed the approved stamp down onto my paper.
“Just remember, if you do anything to endanger this village, I’ll snuff you out personally.” She said in an icy and threatening tone. Feeling a cold bead of sweat roll down the side of my face I nodded. “Of course. I wouldn’t dream of it.” I say. Internally I make a mental note not to cross her in any way.
“Good.” She said putting a smile across her features. “Your first group is down on the training field waiting for you already.” She stated. “Your lodgings will be set up by the time you’re done, here’s the key.” She said tossing the key to me which I caught and stuffed into my pocket. I was a little shocked with how quick she wanted me to get to work but I nodded. “Right!” I say giving a respectful bow before heading out.
It took me a little longer than expected to actually find the training grounds as I hadn’t ever been here before. And when I got there much to her credit there were a few ninja standing around. Approaching them I gave them a sheepish smile. “Sorry I’m late guys.” I called out. “I got lost.” I added on.
Idea 4: Bleach. (So a new human soul reaper makes it into the soul society. His power isn’t captain level to begin with simply being enough to take out the average hollow. And with the resurgence of the hollow threat the Soul Society has offered to give him a substitute badge to take out those hollows deemed too small for the soul society to handle. Maybe he’s paired up with someone or someone like Orihime steps in to help him grow.)
Starter: Another boring day at school followed by a night of boring patrols. With all the big hollows being taken care of by “Full-fledged” Soul reapers it didn’t leave me with much opportunity to train against bigger enemies.
At least that’s what I thought originally. A few blocks from me there was a rift which opened up and the pure spiritual pressure that came from the hollow that stepped out of it was enough to make me feel as though gravity itself was pushing against me.
It was hard to breathe and even harder to stand as my hand clutched my blade in my left hand tightly. I shook my head as I heard the loud roar of the large breast and could even see it’s towering form from my position.
It was nothing close to a menos, but it was enough to tower over a three-story building for sure. “Shit.” I hissed to myself as I knew there were no soul reapers around at this stage. With a threat this big I was sure they’d come, but until then it was up to me to buy some time and make sure no humans or souls were consumed.
Pushing myself forward I reached the park that the Hollow had appeared in. Thankfully the park was deserted at this time of night. When he saw me the hollow. “You don’t smell like much, but you’ll do as a snack.” The hollow commented as it charged forward. “Just evade, buy time.” I comment to myself as I began to leap around the battle field looking a bit like and feeling like an idiot.
The hollow toyed with me a little while enjoying the chase before it seemed to ger bored. Just when I was thinking I was fast enough to keep avoiding it the creature’s mouth opened and its forked tongue shot out at me with faster speed than I was anticipating I raised my blade to defend myself but it was a feeble attempt and I knew it wouldn’t be enough.
Idea 5: One Piece. (So I’m not quite sure how to approach this one, but I’ll give it a go. Much like the MHA starter my character will have the power of persuasion, having eaten the Persua-Persua fruit. I’m thinking either he joins the Strawhats and goes on their adventures or he makes his own crew with girls from the story, I’m gonna leave it fairly open ended so we can jump in whenever along the story we wanna go!)
Starter: Alone in a bar I sat staring in the amber liquid in my mug. I was down on my luck after having my whole crew and my ship destroyed in a long battle another pirate crew. The only reason I was able to live through the ordeal was due to my crew sacrificing themselves to give me a chance to escape.
I spent days adrift with little food and water and soon washed up upon the island I was in. Immediately I found a tavern ready to drown my sorrows and feel sorry for myself for a little while.
Letting out a sigh I downed the rest of my drink soon looking at the few drops of liquid bottom of my mug. I knew being a pirate wouldn’t be easy, I knew it’d be violent and end in violence. However, to lose in that fashion without even being able to use my devil fruit to calm or question our opponent and losing everything still took its toll on me.
Scratching at the growing stubble with one hand, the other I raised my mug to demand another drink and as such the bartender approached to fill my mug. “You’re looking a little rough there, you sure you need another?” The bartender asked as he took the mug from me. “I don’t have anything else to do. I don’t even know what else to do with myself.” I responded grumpily. “Just fill it up.” I demanded. “Right.” The bartender responded as he filled it with more of the alcoholic amber liquid and slid It in front of me.
Idea 6: Sword Art Online. (Fairly simple it’s SAO set in the original death game. I love the idea, so I’ve always loved rping this one. If you want to play canon characters my fave is for sure Lizbeth, but I’m open to OC characters!)
Starter: It’s been months since Akihiko Kayaba has trapped us into this death game. Or at least that’s how some people looked at it. Others saw it as their dream come true. But most if not, all wanted to push forward and beat the game.
Despite the desire to push forward little progress has been made. Guilds and parties have formed to push through dungeons but with the increased danger and with it more deaths; more and more people simply decided to live out their lives on the lower floors.
Unlike those rushing in to push through the content I was happy enough to go through it at my own pace. This place was like a dream for me, save for the fact I had an increased chance of dying I was able to live in this game without the worries of the outside world.
I was doing some late-night grinding in an area of dense forest. The sun had set and there was little light save for the bright moon poking through the trees. All was calm, the trees swayed with the wind and the occasional sound of creatures moving about was enough to calm me.
However, the deeper I got into the forest the louder a sound became. At first it was quiet but as I approached, I heard it more clearly. It sounded like steel clashing against steel. Someone was fighting. Moving from a casual walk into a jog I quickly came to a small clearing where I saw two figures fighting, although in the low light I couldn’t make it out until I got closer.
Idea 7: Fairy Tail. (it’s been a little while since I’ve seen the series, but I’ve always loved it! Given my time away I might have to take some time to refamiliarize myself with the magics. My character will simply be an entry level member into the guild to begin with, canon characters are welcome just as OCs are!)
Starter: Another day in magnolia and another party being held at the large guild building at the centre of town. A large-scale job had just finished with some of the senior ranking wizards. and even though I wasn’t part of that mission, instead being on my own D-Rank job I joined in on the celebrations.
I had only been part of the guild for a few days and so far, it’s not been as exciting as I’d hoped, although I figured that it’d pick up once I proved myself. I was drinking by myself when I was approached by Makarov. He was wearing an essentric looking orange outfit. “Schwarzer my boy!” He said as he patted me on the shoulder. “How are you fitting in?” He questioned. “Fine sir! Everyone has been very welcoming.” I say to him in response. “Glad to hear it! You’ve been doing a good job, although I’d like to see you do more.” The male said. “So I’ve arranged a partner for you on your next job, that way you can take something more challenging, what do you say?” He questioned.
“Yes of course!” I say eagerly as a smile spread across my face. “Great!” He said cheerfully. “I’ll introduce you to who you’ll be working with.” He said as he stood from his spot and lead the way over to a female clearing his throat loud enough to get their attention.
Idea 8: Avatar the Last Airbender. (So for this one I guess it can go two different ways. My fave girls from Avatar would probably be Ty Lee, Suki and Toph. Maybe my character is a powerful bender that either the fire nation or team Avatar wants on their side. I think it might be cool to think that Aang isn’t the only airbender and instead a small faction managed to escape and continue the lineage. Either that or my character is a powerful firebender of some kind. I’ll leave whichever you prefer to you in your first reply as I’ll leave it open ended.)
Starter: The world was at war ever since the Fire nation attacked. With the intense fighting came mercenaries. Freelance benders or soldiers ready to fight on either side. For a fee of course. And despite my age, being only eighteen I was quite renown amongst the other bounty hunters for my bending.
Of course, there were talks of the Avatar returning, having repelled an invasion in the south pole, the liberation of Omashu and then the fire nation prison. It seemed they were making quite the stir in the earth kingdom.
It’d only be a matter of time before they reached the small town, I was in. Perhaps they were already here. But if that was the case surely there would be some kind of stir. Pushing my hair from my face I ordered another drink from the barkeep. “You know you’re my favourite customer Schwarzer…. You’re the only one who consistently pays his tab. Unlike the rest of these soldiers or the workers around here.” The older man says in clear annoyance.
“Well who knows, if I wasn’t so successful, I’d probably mooch off you too.” I admitted with a grin. “Try not to talk too ill of the soldiers on either side.” I added on flicking him an extra coin for a tip once my drink was finished. “Well I better check if anyone has a job for me.” I say as I pushed myself up from my seat.
Idea 9: Persona. (So basically this is just gonna be a fairly interesting idea. My character along with the girls of persona 4 and 5 get stranded in this strange dimension where they have to fight their way out to make it back to their own worlds.)
Starter: It all happened so fast. One minute I was in a team meeting with my group discussing what we should use our newfound powers for next. And the next second, I had blinked and I was in some kind of strange room.
One by one more people were added into this room. Some of which were dressed in some elaborate costumes. And I frowned as I looked to each one of them, all of which I didn’t recognize at all and judging by their looks they didn’t recognize me. Although before we managed to introduce ourselves a booming voice broke the silence.
“Welcome all!” The clearly male voice commented. “To the room of my design.” He added on. “I’m sure you’re all confused. And no doubt you’ll want to return back to your homes. However, to do so you’ll need to enter my labyrinth. “Make it to the end and you’ll all return home.” The voice explained.
“Of course, this maze isn’t without its dangers. Enemies, much like you encounter on a regular basis will roam these halls. As well as beasts of my own design far stronger than those… Fear no though for every check point you reach this room will become more furnished with amenities. For now, you simply have beds to rest on.” He said as there was an audible click and the dark room was suddenly lit up. Sure, enough there were rows of beds all lined up one for each person to sleep on.
“When you’re ready to test yourselves step through this door and enter the first level of the labyrinth.” He declared as a large door appeared and opened up in front of them. For a while nobody said anything probably all too stunned to even process the information. “So, I’m guessing we’re all persona users given what he just said.” I spoke up. “I guess we should probably start with names and strengths, right?” I questioned the group. “I’m Chris Schwarzer.” I say. “My persona Serapth focuses on ranged combat.” I explained.
Idea 10: Harry Potter. (So to keep this one interesting I’m thinking of having it set in an AU where Voldemort and Harry don’t exist. However, there are still dark wizards who are part of a cult around. Defs looking for a Hermionie, Luna or Ginny, you could even have other celebs/ecelebs as teachers or students for this one! Ocs are of course welcome too!)
Starter: Another year at Hogwarts, the last for some; and another year of learning was right around the corner. Although times were not peaceful in the wizarding world. Aurors who were the police of the magical world were going missing or showing up dead.
The ministry not wanting to make a panic kept it fairly under wraps, however some of the families have come forward with the information and rumours abounded about what was really happening. Stepping off the train I sighed a little rubbing my temple where a headache had begun to set in. During the train ride here, I found myself stuck next to a boy who wouldn’t stop going on about the rumours and conspiracy theories.
Glad to be off the train I looked around for a minute lost as to where I needed to go. “I know it’s around here somewhere.” I commented, although my sense of direction was always off. Usually I followed everyone else. But this time it seemed I was one of the last ones off the train.
Idea 11: Final Fantasy. (So this is simply going to be an idea with no starter since it will probably change depending on the many FF universes. My favourite however is defs FF7. (Tifa, Jessie and Aerith are best girls) with follow-ups being 12, 13, 15, 10, 8 and 9. Basically a fight would take the Main character of those series, Cloud, Noct, ect out of commission and needing a leader the other characters step up and hire mine on. Similar to some of my other prompts but I never said I was creative :^) With that being said though if you ARE interested in this one let me know and we can work out details depending on what world we’re in!)
Idea 12: The Witcher 3. (So my character will be a Witcher. (wow!) Saving people, hunting things you know? The family business. Anyway, I’m gonna leave it super open ended for you to come in however you like! If you wanna play a canon character my top two are for sure Ciri and Trist, and OC characters are accepted too!)
Starter: A Werewolf, an odd and rare contract, although I figured it wouldn’t be a hard one. In face I figured with my silver blade that the creature would go down rather quickly. Starting the encounter, I was faced with a harsh reality due to my hubris. I started off well enough, however due to my carelessness I was quickly on the backfoot.
The beast roared as it swung its large clawed hand towards me. I had barely managed to roll out of the way of the attack. Probably due to the increasing levels of bloodless resulting in a careless action on my part. A level of confidence quickly pushed down by the fact a handful of open wounds stung at my flanks.
More scars for later given that I make it out of here, although with my silver blade thrown on the other side of the area leaving me with only a steel sword which barely even phases the thing. I had to reach my blade, although with my focus on dodging the attacks it was hard to find an opening to do so.
I raised a hand and cast the igni sign launching flames at the creature who leapt back and I tried my best to make it past the creature only to have to dodge another strike as the beast recovered remarkably fast. “Stubborn bastard, aren’t you?” I questioned a little sourly.
Idea 13: Fantasy harem adventure. (This one is fairly basic in nature. Basically, a young man with little combat experience leaves his poor hunting village once he’s of age and sets off to join the adventurer’s guild to make a name for himself and also to send money back home. He’s fairly modest, naive and kind hearted. Which makes him likable and easy to take advantage of.
We could add a story with war elements, racism and darker themes to show him that the world he idolizes isn’t as cracked up as he thought it’d be. Ideally, I’d like a full harem party for this one but I’m cool with one on one too.)
Starter: It had been a few days since I was finally able to leave the small village, I was raised in behind me. Sword on hip and keen to become an adventurer. Of course, I also wanted to make a name for myself and I was even more excited to see everything the world had to offer. With driving me forward I headed from my village over to the closest city which had a guild branch. A city called Ruan. It was nearly five times the size of my village if not more and yet it was nothing close to the capital city of Grancel.
Smooth dirt paths soon gave way to cobblestone and my boots clacked rhythmically against the pavement as my steps soon got faster and faster as Ruan came into view. My stomach was in knots as I gripped the straps on my bag tightly and after steeling my nerves and taking in the sight of the large city, I headed through the large stone arch to the busy streets beyond.
My excited eyes looked around at every nook and cranny as I took in every detail that was on offer. Soon coming across the large marble and wood building of the adventurer’s guild in front of me. I stood in front of the large building clearly awestruck and for a moment I felt completely overwhelmed. This was it. This was the first step I was going to take on my journey and yet I felt far too nervous to head inside. Instead I stood there shaking slightly as I tried to work up the courage to push those large oak doors aside and declare my presence to the world.
Idea 14: Man of the town. (So again the premise is also pretty basic. My character wakes up in a town where there’s no men, as if they all vanished at once. Including his father which leaves him home alone with his sister and mother. (It’s up to you if you want incest in the plot or not.) We can have a story with an element of mystery to it too if you want! Or we can just bounce around the town having him bonk as many different people as you want.)
Starter: It’s been a few weeks since all the men in the town vanished one day. One day they were there and the next they were gone. There was of course a panic even though it is much calmer than originally, it continues to creep in the back of everyone’s mind. It doesn’t help the fact that no outsiders have come into the town and some strange thick fog seems to stop everyone from leaving.
However, with no answers it was left to the women of the town to pick up the slack and try to push for some level of normalcy. Except for me it seemed. Since the whole act started, I was in lockdown not being free to leave my home since my mother and sister was much too paranoid that I’d disappear too. With the amount of time I spent indoors going stir crazy I began to wonder if it was better to be wherever the rest of them are.
Today was different though and finally I was given the chance to leave the house while my mother was careless and rather quickly, I headed out into the street just glad to take in the scenery as I headed over to a nearby park. I headed over the soft grass feeling it beneath my shoes and then to the pond where I took a seat on one of the mounted benches.
Idea 15: Zombie and Nuclear Apocalypse. (Not a whole lot to say here other than it’s one of your run of the mill Zombie/Nuclear apocalypse scenarios. I might toy with the idea of having multiple zombie types like games such as Dying light and Left for dead in order to spice things up a little but we’ll see where we go with it. As for nuclear I’ll probably be following along the Fallout franchise. Being part of these worlds will probably make my character a bit more brash, blunt and even a little rude. However, given some time he’ll warm up.)
Zombie Starter: No one knows quite when the outbreak started, however it swept over the globe causing panic. People eating people. People dying and coming back to life as a shambling corpse joining the armies of similar creatures. Society crumbled over time and the cities which were now hot zones for hordes of the undead creatures were left abandoned to all but the most daring or desperate of individuals. However, these rabid hordes weren’t the only thing to look out for in the apocalypse.
Society had begun to reform in its most primal form. People grouped together for safety. Those who just wanted to live peacefully became easy prey for those who saw the end of the world as we knew it as a playground to kill pillage and steal what they’d like. These bandits created their own factions with their own fortresses and seemed to have an endless supply of guns and ammo as they used it quite liberally.
I had been on the trail of a particularly nasty group of bandits as they razed whatever small settlements, they had to the ground callously and without mercy. I had just arrived at one of these towns. Dying people lay scattered about while fires licked at the makeshift buildings. It was still quite fresh. Approaching a nearby body which seemed to be moving slightly I turned it over the man was in bad shape and was clearly on death’s door. His eyes looking into mine in a pleading sense.
“Do you want me to make it quick?” I asked him reaching my left hand down to my machete which hung on my belt. Weakly his hand reached out to grip my right as he gave a nod. I knew the death wouldn’t be clean, as I unsheathed my blade. However, I couldn’t waste any ammo on my pistol nor could I risk tipping off the bandits that did this that I was following them. With a quick swing I slammed the blade into the head of the man ending his life and after wiping the blade off on his shirt I slid it back into its sheath my eyes scanning the immediate area for any of the undead which had turned or for a slim chance of getting a glimpse of survivors.
Nuclear Apocalypse Starter:
The world as we knew it ended in a flash. A white light followed by a rumble which washed over the world in nuclear fire. Billions died then and there reducing the world’s population to the brink. Those who were lucky to survive a direct blast were mutated to become much different than humans and more akin to zombies. Those outside of it didn’t have much quality of life as the radiation created mutated creatures which made living in a barren wasteland that much harder.
There were others however who were lucky enough to be given a spot in giant underground vaults. There they lived out their lives separated from the horrors that this new world wrought. One by one these vaults opened to allow these vault dwellers into the wasteland that was our world.
Their blue suits and clueless natures made them stand out and become easy prey to raiders, giant creatures and everything in between. Many of them didn’t get far before being gutted and robbed for their illusive vault suits which earned enough to feed a scavenger or bandit for a month.
The world and society began to rebuild. And with small settlements and towns popping up here and there it wasn’t all doom and gloom for the wasteland. Many were able to create jobs in local milita, mercenary work. Even trading or bartending.
I was such a mercenary a few generations of my family lived through the bombing and the radiation which was lucky enough for me, I guess. I was hired to do whatever someone wanted for the right price. And today I was tasked with delving into a recently opened vault and check make contact with the inhabitants inside.
Colt python on my waist I headed over to the large vault door which at this point was sealed shut and knocked loudly. This job seemed rather easy and was paying a lot which made me wonder who I was working for and what purpose they had with these vault dwellers. However, I wasn’t paid to ask questions nor did I really care at the end of the day. The less I knew the less guilt I could feel.
Idea 16: Space/Scifi. (So this is a scifi adventure. My character is the captain of his own ship and is currently looking for recruits to join him and help run it. There will probably be lots of interesting planets our characters go to and I’ll certainly be making them up as we go along! Your character can range as anything from a human to android or even an alien.)
Starter: Stepping out of The Tempest I breathed in the humid station air of Astra station. The station which was on the furthest reaches of the space ruled over the galactic council; was a haven for the depraved. Outlaws, mercenaries, drug dealers you name it Astra has it and in bountiful supply too.
Which made it a perfect spot to find someone who was desperate to get off the station. Someone who would work for cheap or for free. All I needed to do was to find them. “Schwarzer, don’t forget to stock up on food, military rations are sad.” A voice commented through the earpiece I had. “Yeah. I’ll head through the slums and to the market. Thanks, Evai.” I responded. “And don’t cause any trouble, I don’t wanna rot in this ship while you’re dead.” The voice added on. “Yeah yeah I’ve got it.” I responded as the communication line was severed and I started on my walk.
I headed through a nearby door and down into the depths of the station. Soon I the overcrowded and frankly smelly slums. Beggars and gang members lined every corner all looking at me with a cautious eye as I passed. There were even a few tweaked out drug users laying scattered about in some dark corners. Even a few corpses.
I didn’t stop though, if you stayed in one place too long down here you were asking to be jumped and quickly, I pushed on heading over to the bustling markets. The food quality here wasn’t the best although it was abundant. I even talked to a few of the store owners to see if they knew where I could find the extra hands to help me on my ship.
Idea 17: Brother sisteMother son (Or both). (So, this starter is gonna be fairly generic, however it’s open to allowing any of the familial ties to be easily included. I have a few ideas for immediate family and will post them below and if you have any ideas, I’m happy to hear them.)
Starter: It’s a hot and lazy day in the middle of summer break. I had laid splayed out on the couch at home. Despite the air conditioner being on full blast my skin underneath my tank top was getting stuck to the leather couch; which did little to alleviate the heat fluster that was going on. I sighed after looking over the back of the couch to the pool outback longingly. I sighed a little resigning myself to bite the bullet and peeled myself from the couch.
As much as I wanted to strip down and run out, I wasn’t entirely sure if I was home alone and as such, I headed up to my room to change into a pair of swimming trunks before heading back downstairs. Passing through the laundry and grabbing a towel on the way.
I headed onto the back deck and draped my towel over the railing before I rushed over and leapt into the pool immediately feeling the cool water wash away any of the heat I had been feeling. I resurface and breathed a sigh of relief as I pushed my messy hair back from my face.
Idea 18: Aunt/Cousin (Can be both). (Again like the incest scene above I’m not quite sure how to spruce this one up so I’ll leave it rather basic and we can go from there.)
Starter: My family has gone on holiday without me as I had to stay behind due to being caught up in exams. Rather than meeting up with them later they decided it would be more fun for me if I finished them up then headed over to spend some time with my Aunt and my cousin across the county. While I wouldn’t be leaving the country, I was still getting a vacation in a way and as such I tried my best to be upbeat and positive about it, even if I was envious of the others.
While it wasn’t the same pristine beaches and high-class resorts that the rest of my family was going to, I was still grateful for the hospitality. The plane lands in the airport and after collecting my bags and checking my phone for a confirmation I was going to be picked up I sent my family and my aunt and cousin a quick text telling them I landed safely. After gathering my small suitcase from the conveyor belt, I wheeled it through security and out to the meeting area keeping my eyes peeled for any sign of my cousin or my auntie. There was a little confusion about who was going to greet me so I wasn’t sure who to expect myself.
Idea 19: Incest family vacation. (So, this one is again going to be like the other two before it. They kinda roll off each other in a way. However, I believe it allows for a wide range of engagements with multiple characters at some kind of beach resort.)
Starter: It’s the dead middle of another scorching summer and rather than tough it out in our homes which has air-conditioning which never seemed to help, our large family decided to all go to a large resort (Could even be a cruise too) together. Many of the rooms were rather luxurious and I was more than excited to see what the rest of the hotel had to offer.
We pulled up into the lobby and while the parents were checking in I headed over to check out a map on the wall. It seemed there were quite a lot of different things to do around the resort. There was a pool with a poolside bar, a beach which had volleyball games, a massage parlour, hot tubs and many different activities ranging from native dances to eating competitions.
Just the realization we were here and the excitement at the many possibilities that could come from the vacation. Maybe I’d even meet someone nice and have a vacation fling. Although with so many family members running around, I doubted that I’d get much peace to do that. Regardless I was eager to get up to the room, have a shower and change into my swimming trunks to explore all the different places.
We headed up to the rooms where I noticed mine had a large double bed. However, judging by my mother’s comments outside It seemed there was some kind of mix-up in the rooms and I’d be sharing the room with one of my family members. Not that I minded too much. I placed my suitcase down and waited to see who would come in and if they were interested in joining me look around.
Closing words: So yeah that’s about it! Thanks for reading and if you have any questions or suggestions, I’m open to hearing them! I know this was probably a big read so thanks again for your time and I hope to talk to some of you soon!
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2020.11.19 13:34 Flaky-Cap-757 Hidden school girls sex

Hi. Throwaway, obviously.
Guess I’ll dive right in. This will no doubt be incredibly long and ramble all over the place. But I don’t know how else to tell it but to tell it pretty damn completely. On the one hand I’m writing this for me, on the other I feel lost and lonely and feel a need to connect and share with someone. I am talking to people around me so I am not completely isolated. But I suppose I have some vague hope of finding sage advice or different perspectives here from people who have been in similar situations, or anything, really. Thanks if you took the time to read this. I hope you are well.
So.
A little over two weeks ago things felt a little distant between me and my wife. Not cold, but I could sense it as I got into bed. We’ve been together going on fifteen years, we have kids and busy lives, it’s happened before. No big deal. I started up a casual conversation just to try and reconnect a bit, see where’s she’s at. Then after a while she fell silent. I asked her if everything was alright. She said no. Then told me she had been secretly seeing a therapist for the past few weeks.
During those talks she had come to realize something that had been stewing in the back of her mind for what felt like an eternity. She was not attracted to me. And probably never had been. She had just told herself that she was. We met as teenagers, at a difficult time in both our lives, became close friends, then a few years later we fell in love. Now she says that there was always the nagging suspicion that something was off on her end, but things between us were so nice otherwise, and things around us had been so tough, that she never dared to look that truth in the eye.
Now that she has, it is clear to her that a fundamental part of our relationship is simply not there. She would like to feel passion for her partner, to be excited by them, to want them. Of course I thought we had that, but if she doesn’t than I can’t say I disagree. We’re not at an age (mid thirties) where a passion- or sexless marriage feels like something we’d be okay with. So to her, this meant the end of our relationship. And, overwhelmed in the moment, I understood. There was no other way. I’ll also note, for some perspective, that this talk was very emotional for both of us. She didn’t coldly and factually notify me of this development.
The next morning, after sharing the news with some people close to me, I hit the brakes. We are married. We have kids. We have a house together. None of these are everlasting and I’ve always told myself that, but how did the conversation jump from ‘there’s a fundamental problem’ to ‘there’s no point in even exploring if it can be fixed’. After more than a decade I never thought we’d go down without a fight, or even an effort really. So I suggested at the very least going to counselling, but she was hesitant. She didn’t see the point, being so sure of her feelings, despite of it hurting, despite of everything that’s on the line. But to me, she was overlooking all kinds of facets of our relationship that might have influenced how she’s feeling right now.
Guess I’ll start adding context and jump back in time now to say that our sex life has always been difficult. Especially around initiation. Oftentimes when I’d spontaneously try something she’d freeze up. There were dozens of things I could do wrong in the beginning of our relationship that would ruin the mood and make things grind to a halt. It took me a long time to learn how to mostly avoid such pitfalls. What I held onto from the start, is that if we made it past that initiation point, sex seemed good. Connected, intense. I’d make her orgasm, more violently as time went on. Because of that, I felt like the threshold we kept bumping into seemed to be something ‘outside’ of us. Not something that happened because of our lack of sexual connection.
That may seem like a ludicrous conclusion, but I had reasons to think so. Because she had a pretty tough sexual history.
During our years of friendship I had learned that her older half-brother (+5 years) had inappropriately touched her multiple times between the ages of 5 and 8. She tried telling her parents but it seems they never took her seriously or really understood what she was trying to say. This left her feeling unsafe and confused. What didn’t help either, is that her half-brother was a point of contention between her parents. He was her mother’s son from a previous marriage. Her father had a hard time accepting him as part of the family, making her mother all the more protective of the brother. My wife, noticing the anger around her brother, was also very protective of him. Which left her in an all the more confusing place.
Then things stopped. I don’t know why, but they did. And I suppose they were basically hidden and forgotten by all. My wife got her first serious boyfriend at around 15, the first year of which she still describes as ‘great’, to keep this story short for a change. But after that first year he started to distance himself from her, and she clung on more and more. They semi-dated for the next two years, but it basically became something where she was fully devoted to him, and he would abuse that situation when he felt like it.
Also around this time another chapter is added to the story of the half-brother. There was a family holiday. They went skiing, and during one of the nightly afterparties in a bar, both her and her half-brother got shitfaced and ended up making out. Yeah. Not much later, back at the hotel, he took off her pants and entered her from behind, this time she wasn’t on board with what was happening. It took about ten to thirty seconds before she fell over and got physically ill, both from the alcohol and the situation. The following day she told her parents, and I’m not exactly sure how things went, but eventually the situation settled on: this was very wrong, but you’re both ‘adults’, you were both drunk, you are both equally to blame for what happened. Don’t do it anymore. Case closed. This didn’t sit well with my wife, but she swallowed her thoughts and feelings and that was that.
Now the troubled relationship with her first boyfriend was still in full swing, and from this point on she started having more and more physical relations with other people, and started to mentally detach herself from her body in a way. It became a tool, something to make people like her, something that wasn’t even really a part of her. (These are her words). This lasted two to three years, and went mostly unnoticed by the people around her. It was at the tail end of that period that her parents moved and I met her, still at school. The first time we met was at a school dance, where she basically invited me over to her place. I didn’t take the offer, nor did I respond to her advances in the following weeks. I suppose I had (or have) this white knight internal code, and I didn’t like the fact that she was interested in me without knowing me. It felt off. And at the time I wasn’t at all interested in one night stands or anything like that. I was way too much of a hopeless romantic. That feels ridiculous to type but there you have it. I think it’s true. Still is. Probably also that I needed someone that could give me some sense of security, and I realized that random sexual encounters wouldn’t do that.
Anyway, we did end up becoming friends and I learned about all of this trauma in the following months. I tried helping her but also stupidly pushed her into a relationship with another friend that she wasn’t really interested in. I didn’t realize I was doing that at the time but I see that now. I was well meaning, but an idiot. A harmful one at that. They lasted for a while, even though her heart wasn’t in it, but eventually fell apart. At that point she dove right back into shutting herself off and ‘giving’ herself to whomever desired her. Her confidence simply crumbled, disappeared completely. Seeing her like this shook me so bad that I realized I’d fallen in love with her over the past two years. Though I’ve wondered at times if it was actually some fucking manifestation of my inability to accept that people were abusing her pain. The ultimate white knight move perhaps. Honestly don’t have an answer for that, but I’m also no longer sure it really matters, since she became the love of my life regardless. Anyway, I told her how I felt, which surprised her given how thoroughly I’d rejected anything of the sort in the past. (I was, of course, very much obsessed with another girl, in fact still was right up until I realized my feelings for her). She started playing coy with me, I gave chase, then a few days later we kissed. And so our relationship was born.
Now I didn’t have a lot of sense in my teenage brain but I did make a point out of not having sex straight away, at least not going all the way, considering everything that had happened with her concerning sex, that just seemed like a terrible idea. So we took it slow, and I put a lot of focus on showing her what a wonderful person I saw. How beautiful and kind and caring she was. And that she should try and see that too. That there was no way I was going to leave her, reject her, and I meant it. And it seemed to help. The sex (slowly built up to oral, but no further) was also great (I believe), it was wild, tense, exciting, and there were times where it was really hard not to go all the way. But we didn’t. For the most part, apart from getting professional help, I think we made the right call and handled the situation somewhat aptly. But then we set a date. A particular day on which we would go all the way for the first time. And when it came around, she froze up for the first time. It didn’t feel right to her. Now I’d like to say I was still able to see the big picture at that point, but I was dumbfounded, and here my own insecurities came to the front, big time. I felt utterly rejected, and was visibly shaken. And things stayed like that for an hour or so. We ended up having sex later that night, and at the end she said she really enjoyed it, how nice and different it was to experience this with me. And I suppose she really believed that. But looking back, I’m pretty damn sure we took a turn down a terrible road that night. We shouldn’t have had sex then and there, and again, she probably should have been in therapy instead. Ever since then sex often became something to navigate, where our efforts easily crashed with her becoming uncomfortable. I always stopped when I noticed this or when she asked me to. I always asked her to be upfront, but I realize that she must’ve felt conflicted at times, knowing how every rejection was killing my confidence. She’s told me now that there were plenty of times where I didn’t notice that things didn’t feel right for her, but she didn’t speak up. That one cuts extra deep, because it feels like I’ve been unwittingly raping my wife at times. Which just feels like a whole new trauma for both of us. Of course, I didn’t know that at the time and thought my precautions were effective. What I kept holding onto, and I suppose she did too, is how nice sex seemed when we got past that start, and how close and connected we were outside of the bedroom as well.
It took us about two years to realize things weren’t going to magically disappear and we needed outside help. She ended up getting EDMR treatment, which is a neurological type of therapy that tries to ‘rewire’ your association to traumatic events. It helped, and although it didn’t fix our problems overnight, we saw definite improvement. That felt really big because by this time I had started to focus on the long trend, which still seemed to suggest that, slowly but surely, things were getting easier between us. We generally managed to avoid most pitfalls.
It was another five years before we’d really confront this issue again. Which also feels bizarre to write. I suppose you get used to something and it drifts towards the backburner, even though it clearly needs more of your time and attention. At this time, she had gone to study abroad and after a few months became really distant when we spoke. A little later she told me she’d made out with someone else and didn’t harbor any feelings for me anymore. None. It was like talking to a different person. I was shocked and devastated, especially by her change. We spoke a few more times and her demeanor didn’t change, I didn’t know what else to do at that point, she was acting strange, but clear. I already had a ticket booked to visit her though, and people close to me advised me to go anyway, see if we could turn things around, or at the very least end things in a way that was more representative of the seven years that had come before. So I did. And I’m glad I did, even though it turned out to be one of the worst weeks of my life. Being around someone you love that has all of a sudden shut you out completely doesn’t exactly feel great. But then when I broke down after a couple of futile days, all of a sudden, so did she. And suddenly she was back. For once I’ll spare you the details, but what things seemed to come down to is her lingering survival instinct to simply focus on pleasing the people around her, and shutting out everything else. It had happened on a smaller scale once or twice before when she ended up in completely new situations or environments. So, somehow, we reconnected, but I told her that if there was any possible future left for us, she would have to confront that shit, and lay it to bed once and for all.
So, back home, we started counselling, and from her desire to lock herself away emotionally, quickly ended up focusing on what happened with her half-brother. We had sessions together and apart. She eventually worked her way up to confronting both her parents and brother and really felt like she had finally dealt with a huge weight on her back. Looking back, I regret not realizing how we missed diving into our own past and present at that point. We’d looked at it, but this trauma became the focal point. By the time that had been dealt with, nobody was in the mood for another round of therapy anyway. But we didn’t even realize there was so much more to dissect. We’d looked at the source, but barely at the years of consequences since.
It felt like a dark cloud had been lifted. And it had. And so we moved forward together, victorious once more. All the stronger for it. A year later she returned to her studies abroad, I can’t say I felt as carefree about it as the year prior, but I did trust her, and pushed her to go for it. This time things went fine. I proposed to her not much later, she said yes. We were engaged for a couple of years and during that time she suggested kids. It wasn’t on my mind yet, but it did feel right once it was. So we started trying and succeeded pretty quickly. We’d been together about nine years at this point. Sex still had its issues, but they felt so much smaller than they had been at the start. It also just felt better and better, through knowing eachothers bodies, likes and dislikes. And on average we were still having sex twice a week, with her orgasming nearly every time. Like, seemingly ‘primal’ orgasms. So I was keeping tabs, but never felt like things were turning sour. Quite the contrary. The only thing I’d comment on once in a while, is how the focus had inevitably turned so much towards her, that I felt unseen at times. We’d developed a pattern that worked for her, and didn’t deviate from it too often because of prior results and disappointments. And not wanting to rock the boat, I didn’t really dare push that issue too much. Anyway, in the following years we had a fucking magical wedding, another kid, and bought a house. I’d also like to just mention without details that we’ve been through a lot of other challenges together in the last fifteen years, both between us and the world around us, and always got out on top, together. She’s got a successful career in a job she loves, with plenty of options beyond that should she ever want to switch things up. And concerning sex, in the past year especially, I felt like we had finally, completely, turned a corner. Things felt open, free and passionate.
Imagine my surprise when the news came. In her own words she’d become more and more aware that something was wrong, then finally bit the bullet by getting back in touch with the therapist that helped us through those family sessions. After about four sessions within a month, things were crystal clear to her. She now feels like, in a way, our entire relationship, but especially the sex, is actually another example of her tendencies to put herself second and please the other. Although she admits that our deep friendship was real and me and our bond were crucial in getting her out of the hole she was in back when we met. At this point she feels like she married her best friend, but not so much in a positive way. I should also note that there are other issues. She feels like that tendency to put herself second crops up in other aspects of our relationship for instance, most notably her expression of self, following her own interests. But most of those feel surmountable with actual open communication. There are plenty of areas in which I feel similar, but was for the most part at peace with. Some compromise, to me, is the nature of any relationship.
Like I said three reading hours ago (thank you if you’re still here), after the news of her wanting to leave had sank in a little bit, I started questioning things. The story didn’t seem quite as clear-cut as during our first talk to me. And I was completely taken aback at how fast things seemed to be going. How convinced she was that there was no way to fix this, not even a point in trying. I asked her if there was someone else, which she denied. I asked her multiple times, and she very convincingly and adamantly denied it every time. That’s not to say I fully believe her, even though I’d like to. I’ll also admit that she has not been cold and distant like she was when she had cheated while abroad. She seemed hurt and upset despite being so adamant about this being the end. In the following days I kept asking questions whenever they came up and she was willing and able to answer them. Eventually my mind went back to the period before we had penetrative sex, where I felt like things had been free and careless, however short that lasted. It honestly hurt me to realize upon asking her about it that she hadn’t even considered it, and needed some time to reflect on it. Eventually she told me that there was passion or excitement or whatever you might call it there. But not the kind of ‘I need to have you right now’ feeling she’d felt with her first boyfriend or at least one of her one night stands. Though she’d describe neither of those experiences as positive on the whole. To her this translates as there ‘not being enough passion, if any’ from the beginning. She also believes that if it had been there, it would have resurfaced eventually. To me, considering everything else, that just feels pretty ridiculous, but it’s pretty impossible to argue against a feeling, and I’ve been reminding myself of that whenever I desperately end up trying to. It just ends up with her feeling like I’m not listening, and me digging a bigger hole for myself.
Along the same vein I brought up how she approached me when we first met, how we’d been friends for two years before dating and how that might differ from someone you only just met, how the trauma part could have had all kinds of influence, especially left unaccepted and untreated all those years, how the fact that she was unable to be honest with even herself seems like a red flag indicating the influence of that trauma, and how we were basically now where so many trouble-free marriages also end up after these many years. Not only did none of this really land, she hadn’t really considered them herself either. To her, none of it is really relevant, she’s accepting what she didn’t accept before, and that’s that. You cannot change what’s in your heart, and if you can, you shouldn’t. That would just be artificial manipulation. Again I feel like there’s plenty of evidence to the contrary, and that this is a bafflingly simplistic view of love and passion and trauma, but there’s no point in continuing to argue about it. It only separates us further.
I basically had to beg her for counselling. I said, considering all the commitments we made to each other, considering the enormity of her realization, shouldn’t we take time and help to really explore where we are, where she is, what we might try from here (including time apart), and what others in similar situations have experienced? Fifteen minutes of Googling showed plenty of problems around intimacy after sexual trauma, all the more with somebody you are emotionally close/vulnerable to. So she agreed, but mostly felt kind of obligated and wasn’t really feeling the whole exploration part. I ended up finding a couples counsellor with a background in sexuality and sexual trauma, but after one appointment there she has declared that she’s willing to continue counselling, but preferably with someone else, and only with a focus on ‘how to break this off in a way that’s okay for both of us (and the kids)’. No looking back, no giving time to fight, either for us or the kids’ sake. The past few weeks I’ve been on my best behavior, and far more present than I admit I’ve been in the months before. I’ve tried to avoid discussions as much as possible and just make our time together enjoyable, in the hopes of giving her just the tiniest reason to fight. But it doesn’t matter. She’s dead set on her feelings right now. To her, she was probably only interested in me on an intellectual and emotional level, not an instinctual one, and now that she’s confronted that, she finds it’s not enough to maintain the relationship. Nor explore if she could awaken those feelings now.
This unbudging resolve is the part I’m having the hardest time with. It feels like I’m missing a part of the story. And it makes me paranoid. All of a sudden she was sleeping with her phone next to her, which she never did before (but I’ll admit she wasn’t doing that in the days before telling me). After growing increasingly paranoid and losing sleep I started snooping on her phone but couldn’t find much, except for one nameless text message from someone saying ‘it was nice to see you 😊’. It was a foreign number and I figured it might be spam, but I called it from another phone later and realized it wasn’t. The message was two weeks old, a few days later it was gone. That kicked my suspicions up another gear. I didn’t really have anything but tried confronting her about strange messages I’d seen that disappeared later, which eventually lead her to admit to deleting messages in general, saying she had conversations with her therapist or work stuff that she didn’t want to keep on her phone. This might be common for a lot of people, but personally I’ve never deleted conversations, and I found deleting work conversations pretty odd since they might seem all the more important to archive, so to speak. However, during the conversation I focused on it being a different kind of message I was talking about. A flirty type of message. After a long standoff in which she said she didn’t know what I was referring to and that whatever it was I must have misinterpreted it, I caved and gave her ‘one example’, that being the foreign text message, trying to pretend I’d seen other things as well. Frustratingly, she then said ‘I just figured you might be talking about that’, and explained that she received the message from a pretty distant business associate after a four person video call, it kinda creeped her out, she didn’t reply (true), and that was that. She offered showing the meeting but I take her up on that. Not sure if I regret that. The story was plausible enough in a vacuum, but she couldn’t explain why he had her number but wasn’t a saved contact in her phone, or why she deleted the message weeks later, a few days after I’d expressed concerns about her apparent phone secrecy. She said she didn’t feel comfortable with it. But why then not delete it two weeks back? And it wasn’t like the message was still right at the top of the app, she would’ve had to scroll down to see it at this point.
Other things seemed weird but at the same time incredibly minor. The confrontations were not going anywhere. Eventually I decided that I simply couldn’t trust her at this moment and I had to live with that. But that is definitely easier said then done. It worked for a couple of days, but nearly everything becomes suspicious, and it gnaws at you whenever you’re at a low point. Also, she had successfully kept her therapy process hidden for me for a month, and the night she ended up telling me she came in earlier and gave me a big sweet smile, that felt as genuine as any I’d ever seen. That smile, even though she knew what she was about to tell me later that day or the day after, consistently haunts me. It tells me she’s capable of lying straight to my face when she’s convinced she has to. And do it goddamn convincingly.
Other small stuff has happened in the two weeks since, and I alternate between going completely paranoid and trying not to care. After a particularly tough conversation two nights ago, both of us had a pretty distraught morning, she was visibly shaken, and later on she told me she was going to one of the office spaces still available to her at the moment to hopefully get some work done. She seemed crushed, and I remember thinking ‘this is real, she can’t be lying to me, look at her’. But I still ended up driving past the train station later in the day, on a strange hunch, and ended up finding her bike parked there, which made no sense considering where she said she’d be going. I ended up confronting her once more that evening, without revealing exactly how little I knew, and she eventually admitted that she had met up with a (male) colleague and gone for a long walk. He had seen how distraught she was during the morning team call, and contacted her to see if she was okay. She didn’t want to tell me because she was afraid I would read into it once again. Now there’s plenty of reasons I once again have a hard time swallowing this story. It was also a reasonably big trip for both of them to meet up where they did, and it’s not someone I’ve heard her about often, but apparently she feels close enough to this person to share this story. There’s more to pick apart but again, in the end I’m grasping at straws. Also, I feel like it’s a good time to reiterate that she hasn’t been cold to me, except for her not being interested in trying to save the relationship. But, once again, she lied at a time and in a way where I really expected her to be telling the truth.
I’m at a point where I don’t know what to think anymore. I cannot trust her, but cannot simply walk away and ignore her completely at this point either, because there’s a lot to figure out, and I don’t want to freak out the kids by disappearing etc. I really feel like honesty from her would have helped so much considering all the other crap that has come up. I feel like, in her position, I would’ve nipped the paranoid thoughts in the bud by being extremely open about everything I was doing, including my phone use. But maybe that’s just easy to say from my position. She talks about not wanting to rush things and giving me time to process, but barely realizes that skipping the whole ‘let’s see if we can work on things’ step is already rushing in and of itself. She may be convinced, but I have a lot of catching up to do. The openness would have helped me find some solid ground to work from, to retain a level of trust from which we can decide on our next moves, and allow me to trust in something during all of this. We’re also going to need that to work from in the following years as we’ll be raising our children together apart. Her seeming unwillingness and straight up lies in that area continually make me feel like there’s more to the story, and it sickens me to feel like she’s lying straight in my face all this time. But I’m trying to remind myself that all the strange semi-concrete things I’ve found up till now (the text message, the colleague, a place where she went to work a couple of times), all point in totally different directions, and that she does try to be emotionally available for me. And last but not least, that she’s clearly hurting herself, not happy to finally be rid of this. So maybe there is more to the story, like I think there is, even if that just means more nuance, but who’s to say if she realizes that? It doesn’t automatically mean she’s cheating, even though it might. It’s just very hard to know that she is completely capable of lying to me when she believes it’s the best thing to do. Whatever the exact reason.
Thus it’s become something of a crusade of mine to figure out if she’s cheating or not. Not because I believe that it would be the actual reason she wants to leave me, but because I’d understand her lack of interest in fighting for everything we’ve built, and because I’d know how to comport myself around her for the time being. It would complete the puzzle, I think. I say crusade but at the same time I’ve for the most part held back in following up on that desire to check up on her. I wouldn’t even know how. At this point she doesn’t tell me where she’s going when she works outside, actively ‘tailing’ her myself would no doubt end up being a disaster, she’s changed her phone password after realizing I’d been going through it and confronting her about the text message, and there’s no way I can afford a private investigator. So I’m mostly just fantasizing about it, and sometimes doing ‘lucky guesses’ like when I drove past the train station. But it’s eating me up. There’s enough to deal with already without this at play. If it weren’t for the kids I would’ve simply gone no contact at this point, as without her being open it’s the healthiest route available to me for now I think. But there are kids, and I simply can’t do that before I have a better idea on how to handle things in a way that’s good for them.
Just looking back at this wall of text I’m thinking maybe my brain ends up being a large part of the problem. In talking about putting herself second, she simultaneously expressed often being in awe of me, intimidated by me, inadequate around me, and that because of those things she ends up not being herself around me. I don’t think that’s fair; we’ve discussed those dynamics in the past and I’ve worked really hard to give her space, independence and respect, and there are plenty of areas where I feel absolutely inferior to her, and have expressed that throughout the years. I really believe we have conceded similar ground to one another, and moved more and more towards a mutual respectful balance. But I suppose once again it’s not a matter of rationality. Despite all of the above, it might still truly be how she feels. Denying that to herself all those years certainly wouldn’t have helped, and I can see how it would make her cagier around me in this situation. Afraid to be talked into a feeling she doesn’t feel. If she really isn’t cheating, then the only way I can currently completely the puzzle is through that logic. Maybe if you deny something to yourself for years on end, the last thing you’re prone to do when you finally do admit it, is try and find a way to ‘fix’ that feeling. That probably seems like going straight back to ignoring the problem, even though it’s completely different in the end. So maybe all that is happening here is the fallout of her continual denying of her emotions, which has turned something probably manageable, possibly commonplace even, into something inevitable. It’s incredibly frustrating and painful, because I always thought communication was our strongest asset. We’d been able to overcome so much, share so openly. Turns out there was a fundamental rot present all along, and somehow I didn’t see it.
Okay, I’m well past time to stop. This is me right now. I’m fucked up and confused but thankfully taking care of myself. I’ve been surprisingly active, had luckily already reached out to a therapist a week earlier for different reasons, and am meditating even though my thoughts are pretty much out of control for the most part. I’m working but also take plenty of steps back when I need to. I’m speaking and walking with friends. My wife and I are for the most part still comfortable around each other and do stuff with the kids during the weekends. We still live in the same house for now and often dine with the kids as well. We hug every so often, when either of us expresses the need to. Though that’s steadily declining. It’s a bit of an illusion, and a dangerous one for me I suppose, but at the same time I am very much aware of things being completely different. We slept in the same bed for the first few nights, but at her request we stopped doing that. The grief comes in waves. So do the suspicions, but when those come they keep building and building, making it increasingly hard to think about anything else until I end up confronting her, which can’t be good for either of us. She wants to move towards alternating days in the house and sharing the weekends, before moving out in a few months and having the kids go back and forth. I said I’d like professional advice concerning dealing with the kids before we do any of that. She agreed. Though it irks me that she didn’t bring that up herself. I also feel like I’m in a bit of a financial stranglehold: A few years back I was working a regular job while she finished up college, then switched to starting my own business as she got a job in her field after graduation. We stopped basing our expenses on my income and switched to hers, anything I brought to the table was extra. I’m still building that business. Every year has been better than the last, and I’m close, but do not yet have the financial independence to by myself cover all of the loads that will be coming my way now. She knows this and has said she finds it important to give me time to adjust, but I also feel like it restricts me from speaking my mind, because I could end up forced to sell the house and other things if we have a falling out and her opinion on this changes.
That’s it. Hope this mess was readable. That would at least be somewhat considerate of your time and effort. Thanks for reading. If you feel like you have something to offer, I’d much appreciate any advice or commiseration at this point. But thankfully writing all this down was therapeutic in and of itself.
TL:DR :) ...
Wife and partner of 15 years says she doesn't feel attracted to me, possibly never has, and no longer wants to continue the relationship. All the while ignoring a past filled with trauma and a present with lives that are completely intertwined, including kids.
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Welcome! :D This is an updated list for those who purchased/swapped with me before

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BN = Brand new, BNIB = Brand new in box, SU = Slightly used, RV = Retail Value
Makeup Primers:
Becca First Light Priming Filter Face Primer BNIB $19
Benefit The PoreFessional Pore Smoothing Face Primer Full Size 0.75 oz BNIB $14 each x3
Cover FX Blurring Primer 1.0 oz 80% left $7
Elf Poreless Putty Primer BNIB $6 each x2
Maybelline Baby Skin Instant Pore Eraser 70% left $2 or FWP
Smashbox Photo Finish Foundation Primer Color Correcting Adjust Travel Size 0.50 BN $5
Smashbox Photo Finish Foundation Primer Minimize Pores Primer Full Size 1 oz BNIB $15
Smashbox Photo Finish Foundation Primer Radiance 1 oz BNIB $15
Wet n Wild PhotoFocus Water Drop Primer 0.68 oz “Coconut”, “Cucumber”, “Rose (x2)” BN $4 each
Foundations, Concealers, Powders:
Anastasia Beverly Hills Luminous Foundation 1 oz BNIB $20
Clinique All ABout Eyes Concealer “03 Light Petal” SU $3
Clinique Beyond Perfecting Foundation & Concealer “6 Ivory” SU $10
Clinique BIY Blend It Yourself Pigment Drops “130 MF-G” BNIB $2
Clinique Even Better All Over Concealer + Eraser “WN 04 Bone” BNIB $10
Clinique Even Better Makeup Broad Spectrum SPF 15 “WN 04 Bone” BNIB $10
Clinique Superbalanced Makeup “27 Alasbaster N” Used $5
Colourpop No Filter Foundation "Fair 15" SU $5
It Cosmetics Bye Bye Foundation Full Coverage Moisturizer SPF 50+ “Light Medium” 80% left Exp 10/19 $5
It Cosmetics Bye Bye Under Eye Full Coverage Anti Aging Waterproof Concealer “Medium” BNIB $10
Lottie London Ready Set! Go Setting Powder 0.52 oz BN $4
Makeup Forever Ultra HD Foundation “Y325” 1.01 oz SU $10
Maybelline Superstar Better Skin Foundation "Warm Nude 30" 1 oz Used (few years old but smell hasn't changed) FWP
Nyx Born To Glow Naturally Radiant Foundation "Warm Vanilla" 1.01 oz Used x1 $5
Smashbox Studio Skin Hydrating Foundation "Shade 2.1" 1 oz BNIB $20
Tarte Creaseless Concealer “Light Medium Neutral” BNIB $13
Tarte Rainforest of Sea Wipeout Color-Correcting Palette SU (W/ Box) $10
Tarte Shape Tape Concealer “Light Neutral” BNIB $15
Too Faced Born This Way Ethereal Setting Powder “Translucent” BNIB $17 each x2
Too Faced Born This Way Naturally Radiant Concealer “Light Medium” SU $5
Too Faced Super Coverage Multi Use Sculpting Concealer “Warm Beige” BNIB $18
Ulta Beauty Youthful Glow Foundation "Light Warm" 1.1 oz BNIB $6
Urban Decay All Nighter Concealer “Light Neutral” Swatched $10
Setting Sprays:
Colourpop Crystal Setting Spray “Aquamarine”, “Aventurine” BNIB $7 each
Flower Beauty Seal the Deal Hydrating Setting Spray Dewy Finish 3.04 oz BN $4
Flower Beauty Seal the Deal Long Lasting Setting Spray Matte Finish 3.04 oz BN $4
Jane Iredale Pommisst Hydration Spray 3.04 oz BN $15 each
J.Cat Beauty Spray Set Go Makeup Setting Spray Aloe Vera Infused BN $2 Or FWP
Mac Prep + Prime Fix+ 1.0 oz BN $11
Milani Make It Last Setting Spray Full Size 2.03 oz BN $6 each x7
Morphe Continuous Setting Mist 2.8 oz BN $10
PUR Haze Mist Setting Spray CBD Replenishing Facial Setting Spray BNIB $10
Revlon Photoready Prep, Set, Refresh Mist (Sprayed once) $3 or FWP
Wet n Wild PhotoFocus 3-in-1 Primer Water 1.52 oz “Coconut”, “Cucumber”, “Rose (x2)” BN $4 each
Eyebrows:
Anastasia Beverly Hills Brow Wiz Skinny Brow Pencil Full Size: Shades Chocolate (x14), Dark Brown (x3), Ebony (x6), Medium Brown (x13), Soft Brown (x12) BNIB $13 each
Anastasia Beverly Hills Brow Definer Triangular Brow Pencil Full Size: Shades Chocolate (x2), Medium Brown (x3), Soft Brown (x2) BNIB $14 each
Benefit Goof Proof Brow Pencil Easy Shape & Fill Full Size: Shades 3 (x2), 3.5 (x3), 4.5 (x3), 5, 6 Full Size BNIB $14 each
Benefit KaBrow Cream Gel Eyebrow Color Full Size: Shade “3” BN no box $10
Benefit Soft & Natural Brows Kit Shade 6 Includes Full Size Goof Proof Brow Pencil, High Brow Pencil, mini 24hr Brow Setter, and Shaping Stencils BNIB $20
NYX Control Freak Eyebrow Gel BN $3 or FWP
Eyes:
3CE StyleNanda Triple Shadow “Dainty Tasty” SU $5
Ardell Baby Demi x3 & Baby Wispies x3 BN $2 each or all for $6
Ardell Demi Wispies 4 pack BN $6 each x4
Colourpop Bff Creme Gel Liner “Crssd”, “Punch”, “Unyz”,”Teaspoon”, “DTLA”, “Fast Lane” BN $6 each or all 6 for $30
Colourpop Super Shock Shadows “Bandit”, “Cheap Date”, “Crimper”, “Deux”, “Elixir”, “Liberty”, “Quatre”, “Seeker”, “Super Hard Core”, “Trois” SU $4 each or all 10 for $30
Colourpop Super Star Loose Pigment “Badlands”, “Typhoon” SU $4 each or $6 for both
Covergirl Clean Fresh Mascara “Extreme Black” BN $3
Covergirl Liquiline Blast “Purple” SU $1 or FWP
Covergirl Peacock Flare Mascara “Intense Black” BN $3
Essence Metal Shock Liquid Eyeshadow “01 Solar Explosion”, “02 Stars & Stories”, “03 Galaxy Rocks”, “04 Supernova”, “05 Moon Dust”, “06 Total Eclipse” Swatched $2 each or all for $5
Eyeko London Eye Do Liquid Eyeliner "Black" BNIB $10
It Cosmetics Superhero Elastic Stretch Volumizing Mascara Full Size BNWOB $12
Kiss Lash Couture “Gala” BN $3 each x3
Laura Geller Glamlash Dramatic Volumizing Mascara “Black” BNWOB $10
Loreal Lash Paradise Mascara “Blackest Black” BN $5
Maybelline Total Temptation Mascara “Blackest Black” BN $5
Milani Stay Put Eyeliner “03 Duchess” BNIB $3 or FWP
Nudestix Magnetic Luminous Eye Color "Nudity" Swatched $10
NYX Jumbo Eye Pencil “Milk” BN $3 each x2 x1
Ofra Eyeliner "Green Go" Swatched $3 or FWP
Tarte Tarteist Clay Paint Liner “Black” BNIB $10
Tarte Tarteist Metallic Shadow “Shake Down” BNIB $5 each x2
TheBalm Overshadow The Sexpots Loose Eyeshadow “No Money, No Honey” BNIB $5
Ulta Beauty Glitter Eye Top Coat “Born To Shine” BN $2 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Perfect Pair Eyeshadow Duo Includes “Petite” and “Beauty Junkie” BNIB $6
Ulta Beauty Eyeliner Pencil “Blackout” BN $1 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Gel Eyeliner Pencil “Blackout” BN $2 x2 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Matte Eye Primer “Nude” BN $5
Ulta Beauty Plush Drama Volumizing Mascara BN $4
Ulta Beauty Bold Ambition Volumizing & Conditioning Mascara BN $4
Ulta Beauty Limitless Lashes Lengthening & Volumizing Mascara BN $4 x2
Urban Decay 24/7 Glide On Waterproof Eye Pencil Full Size “Perversion” BNIB $15 each x2
Wet n WIid Color Icon Kohl Eyeliner "Of Quartz" SU $1 or FWP
Unknown Glitter BN FWP
Cheeks (Highlighters, Blushes, Bronzers):
Benefit Hoola Bronzer Full Size BN $18
Colourpop Super Shock Cheek Highlighter ”Off Tropic” Swatched $6
Cover fx Custom Enhancer Drops “Moonlight” BNIB $27
Covergirl Clean Fresh Cooling Glow Stick “400 So Gilty” BN $4
Makeup Revolution Ultra Strobe Stick “Peach Lightening” BN $2 each x2 or FWP
Makeup Revolution The One Sculpt Contour Stick “Contour” BNIB $2 or FWP
Makeup Revolution Highlighting Palette “Fierce Mind” BN $8
Models Own Sculpt & Glow Highlighter Stick “Incandescent 03” BNIB $3 or FWP
NYX Whipped Wonderland Liquid Highlighter Limited Edition “LH001 Flight of the Fairy” BNIB $7
NYX Away We Glow Illuminating Powder “Brick Road” BN $5
Ofra Eyeshadow/Highlighter Single “Bliss” BN $9 each
Physicians Formula Murumuru Butter Blush “Plum Rose” SU $5
Physicians Formula Murumuru Butter Highlighter “Champagne" Swatched $5
Physicians Formula Murumuru Butter Highlighter “Pearl” BN $7
Urban Decay Afterglow 8 Hour Powder Blush “Bittersweet”, “Quiver” Swatched $10 each or #15 for both
Wet n Wild Color Icon Bronzer “Palm Beach Ready” BN $2
Wet n Wild Color Icon Bronzer “Ticket to Brazil” BN $2
Wet n Wild Color Icon Rainbow Highlighter “Bronze Over The Rainbow”, “Everlasting Glow” SU $4 each
Wet n Wild Megoglo Hello Halo Liquid Highlighter "Goddess Glow", “Halo, Goodbye” BN $3 or FWP
Wet n Wild Megaglo Highlighting Bar Limited edition “Earth” BN $10
Wet n Wild Megaglo Highlighting Gold Bar “Holly Gold Head” BN $4
Wet n Wild Megaglo Highlighting Powder “Blossom Glow”, “Botanic Dream” BN $2 each “Precious Petals” Used FWP
Wet n Wild Megaglo Loose Highlighting Powder Limited edition “Moon Tears”, “Written in the Stars” BN $10 each
Ulta Beauty Duo Chrome Illuminator “Prismatic Mermaid” BN $4 each x2
*Palettes: Eyes & Face *
Colourpop iluvsarahii Chic-y Palette Not used but one shade is broken & mirror is not glued to palette $7
Colourpop In a Trance Pressed Powder Palette BNIB $12
Colourpop Custom Pressed Powder Palettes 3 available $15 each or $26 for both. Palette 1: “Tiki”, “Paper Tiger”, “Criss Cross”, “Cannonball” Palette 2: “Full Zip”, “The Hidden Hills”, “Golden Gate Bridge”, “Team Captain” All Shades are SU
Dose of Colors Hidden Treasures Palette BNIB $25
Dose of Colors Marvelous Mauves Eyeshadow Palette BNIB $25
Laura Geller Montauk Escape Eye and Face Palette SU $15
Lorac Unzipped Desert Sunset Eyeshadow Palette (No mini eyeshadow primer) SU $17
Makeup Revolution Reloaded Eyeshadow Palette “Neutrals 3”, “Vitality, BN $3 each or $5 for both
Makeup Revolution Love Conquers All Eyeshadow Palette BN $5
Makeup Revolution #Selfie Eyeshadow Palette BNIB $5
Milani Everyday Eyes Eyeshadow Palette “05 Earthy Elements” SU $3 or FWP
Pur Festival Palette BNIB $10
Sephora Collection Holographic Face & Cheek Palette BNIB $3
Smashbox Cover Shot Golden Hour Eye Palette BNIB $12
Too Faced Sweet Peach Eyeshadow Palette BNIB $30
Ulta Palettes $2 each or FWP
Vera Mona Lotus Eyeshadow Palette Swatched $10
Wet n Wild ColorIcon Eyeshadow Quad Limited Edition “Secret Garden Rendezvous” BN $3
Lips (Highend)
Anastasia Beverly Hills Lip Gloss “Luna” BNIB $10
Anastasia Beverly Hills Lip Palette Vol 1 BNIB $30
Anastasia Beverly Hills Liquid Lipstick “Heathers” BN $10 “Veronica” SU $5 or both for $12
BareMinerals BarePro Longwear Lipstick “Petal” BNIB $11
Becca Liquid Crystal Lip Topper Glow Gloss “Champagne Dream x Bellini” BNIB $9
Beauty Bakerie Lip Whip “Cranberry Stiletto” BN $12
Bite Beauty Amuse Bouche Liquified Lip “Yucca” SU $5
Buxom Full On Lip Polish Full Size BNIB “Debbie” (x3, one w/ no box), “Hailey”, “Maddy” (no box), “Trixie”, “White Russian” (no box) $9 each
Buxom Plumpline Lip Liner "Covert Affair" Swatched $6
Dose of Colors Liquid Matte Lipstick “Berry Me”, “Cork”, “Extra Saucy” SU $5 each or $10 for all
Juice Beauty Phyto Pigments Liquid Lip “18 Gwyneth” BNIB $10
KVD Vegan Beauty Everlasting Liquid Lipstick “Bow N Arrow” BNIB $14
Kylie Cosmetics High Gloss "Diva" BN $10
Kylie Cosmetics Matte Lip Kit “Ulta Beauty” BNIB $18
Kylie Cosmetics Velvet Lip Kit “Bare” BNIB $18
Kylie Cosmetics Velvet Liquid Lipstick “Shook” SU $9
Laura Geller Pout Perfection Waterproof Lip Liner “Spice” BN $7
Lime Crime Diamond Crusher “Lit”, “Trip”, “Unicorn” BNIB $10 each
Lime Crime Lip Glaze (Butter + Glaze) “Rosemary” BNIB $10
Lime Crime Velvetine Liquid Matte Liquid “Bleached” BNIB $12 each x2
Lime Crime Velvetine Liquid Matte Liquid “New Americana” (New) $10, “Saint”, “Wicked” SU $5 each or $15 for all
Lime Crime Velvetine Lip Liner “Bittersweet”, “Drew”, “Fangs” Swatched $9 each or $18 for all
Lime Crime Plushies “Blackberry”, “Cola”, “Gumdrop”, “Jam”, “Orange Juice” SU $7 each for $25 for all
Lipstick Queen “Morning Sunshine” Lipstick BNIB $19 each x2
Lipstick Queen Invisible Lip Liner BNIB $9 each x2
MAC Patrick Starrr Retro Matte Lipstick “Hey Boy, Hey” BN $19
MAC Patrick Starrr Retro Matte Lipstick “Mamastarrr” BNIB $15
MAC Matte Lipstick “Whirl” SU $9
MAC Patrick Starrr Lipglass “Mamastarrr” BNIB $20
MAC Patrick Starrr Lipglass “Queen P” BN $10
MAC Very Valuable Lipglass Mini Kit 1 BNIB $9
Ofra Long Lasting Liquid Lipstick “Bel Air BN”, “Laguna Beach (x2)” BNIB $12, “Las Olas (SU)” $9, “Mina (x2 one w/out box) $12, “Monaco (x3 one w/out box) BNIB $12
Smashbox Always On Cream to Matte Lipstick "Stepping Out" BNIB $9
Smashbox Always On Liquid Lipstick “Spoiler Alert” BNIB $9
Stila Lip Glaze “Ruby Grapefruit” BN $5
Stila Shine Fever Lip Vinyl “Speedway” BNIB $9
Stila Stay All Day Liquid Lipstick “Dolce”, “Firenze”, “Siena” SU $4 each
Tarte Lip Paint “Bling” (SU) $4, “Get It” (SU) $4, “TBT” (New) $7
Tarte Tarteist Lip Crayon “Blackout” BNIB $7
TheBalm Plump Your Pucker Lip Gloss “Exaggerate” BNIB $9
Too Faced Melted Latex Liquified High Shine Lipstick “Hopeless Romantic” “Safe Word” BN $8 each
Too Faced Melted Liquified Long Wear Lipstick “Sugar” SU $8
Too Faced Tutti Frutti Juicy Fruits Comfort Lip Glaze “Who Gives A Fig?” BNIB $9
Urban Decay Kristen Leanne Liquid Lipstick “Forgive” & “Forget” Set BNIB $22
Urban Decay Ultra Cushion Lip Gloss “Shadowheart” BNIB $8
Urban Decay Vice Liquid Lipstick “Amulet” SU $5
Urban Decay Vice Special Effects Lip Topcoat “Copycat” BNIB $5
Woosh Beauty Spin-On Lip Gloss “Glam Peach” BNIB $9
Lips (Drugstore):
Colourpop Disney Villains Ultra Glossy Lip “Puppies!!! (Prismatic)” BNIB $10
Colourpop Lippie Stix “Only You (Creme)” BNIB $6
Colourpop My Little Pony Ultra Glossy Lip “Dream Castle” BNIB $6
Colourpop My Little Pony Ultra Matte Lip “Lemon Drop” BNIB $6
Elf Beautifully Bare Satin Lipstick “Touch of Berry” BNIB $3 each x2 or FWP
Essence Shine Shine Shine Lipgloss “Behind the Scenes (Clear)” $2 each x2
Fizz & Bubble Lip Scrub “Cherry Slush, “Sugar Tart” BN $5 each “Watermelon (not sealed but not used)” $2 or FWP
Jeffree Star Velour Lip Scrub “Rootbeer” SU exp: 1/19 $2 or FWP
Jordana Easyliner For Lips Retractable Pencil “Cabernet” SU $1 or FWP
LA Girl Glitter Magic Shimmer Shifting Lip Color “Champagne Fizz” BN $2 each x2 or FWP
LA Girl Ultimate Lip Liner “Keep It Spicy” BN $2 or FWP
Loreal Limited Edition Balmain Lipstick “Fever” BN $8
Makeup Revolution Lipstick “Chauffuer” BN $2 or FWP
Makeup Revolution Lipstick Sophx “Fudge” SU $1 or FWP
Maybelline Baby Lips Lip Balm “Beam of Blush (Crystal)“ BN $1 or FWP
Maybelline Colorsensational Lipstick “379 Fuchsia For Me x3” BN $3 each or FWP
Milani Bold Color Statement Matte Lipstick “25 I am Brave” BN $5
NYX Lip Liner “Nutmeg” Swatched $2 or FWP
NYX Lip Lingerie Gloss “Euro Trash” & NYX Lip Lingerie Matte Liquid Lipstick “Exotic” BN $4 each or FWP
NYX Simply Nude Lip Cream “Sable” Used $1 or FWP
NYX Soft Matte Lip Cream “Copenhagen” BN $3 or FWP
NYX Suede Matte Lip Liner “Subversive Socialite” BN $3 each x2 or FWP
Palladio Matte Liquid Lip Color Casey Holmes Collab “Rescue” SU $4 or FWP
Rimmel London Exaggerate Full Colour Lip Liner “063 Eastend Snob” BN $3 or FWP Sephora Collection Lip Liner To Go “09 Fuschia” BN $1 or FWP
Skinfix Lip Coconut Mint “Natural Watermelon Mint x2” BN $2 each or FWP
Sleek Major Matte Lip Cream “Rioja Red” BN & SU $1 each or FWP
Sleek Shattered Glass Lip Topper “Hoax” BN $2 each or FWP
Soap & Glory Poutstanding Lip Contouring Crayon “No Candy Do” BNIB $5 x2 each or FWP
The Balm Pickup Liners “Chemistry” BN $4
Ulta Beauty Automatic Lip Liner “Fresh” SU $2 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Juice Infused Lip Oil “Sweet Rose” BN $3
Ulta Beauty Jelly Gloss Lip Gel $1 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Lip Plumping Transforming Top Coat “Ethereal” BN $2 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Luxe Lipstick “Mischievous”, “Social Status (x3)” BN $2 each or FWP
Ulta Beauty Peach Lip Balm BN $2 or FWP
Ulta Beauty Tinted Juice Infused Lip Oil “Passionate Peach” BN $5 each x2
Victoria’s Secret Lip Silk Sheer Gloss “Fearless” $2 or FWP
Victoria’s Secret Velvet Matte Cream Lip Stain “Perfection” BN $4 or FWP
Wet N Wild Megalast Liquid Catsuit “Darkness Falls”,” Goth Topic”, SU $1 each or FWP
Wet N Wild Megalast Liquid Catsuit “Shady Witch”, “Nudist Peach” “Ride on My Copper x3 (Metallic)” BN $2 each or FWP
Skincare: BareMineral Complexion Rescue Defense Radiant Protective Veil SPF 30 1.7 oz BNIB $29
Becca Skin Love Glow Elixir 0.98 oz BNIB $17
CellTrion Skincure Real Complexion Cream Ex BNIB $10
Clinique ID Cartridge for Pores & Uneven Texture 0.34 oz BNIB $10
Clinique ID Dramatically different hydrating jelly 3.9 oz BNIB $19
Clinique 3 Step Skincare System Dry Combination Skin Type 2 includes Dramatically different moisturizing lotion (0.5 oz), Liquid Facial Soap Mild (1 oz), Clarifying Lotion 2 (1 oz) $8
Clinique Dewy Delights Set: Includes Moisture Surge 72 Hr Auto Replenishing Hydrator 0.5 oz, Moisture Surge Overnight Mask 1 oz, Moisture Surge Face Spray Thirsty Skin Relief 1 oz, Chubby Stick Moisturizing Lip Colour Balm “Woppin’ Watermelon” BNIB $19
Crepe Erase Flaw-Fix Eye Cream 0.5 oz BNIB $35
Christie Brinkley Authentic Skincare Close Up Instant Wrinkle Reducer & Treatment SU $5 or FWP
DermaDoctor Wrinkle Revenge Rescue & Protect Eye Balm 0.5 oz BNIB $35
Dermalogica Intensive Moisture Balance 1.7 oz BNIB $29 each
Dermalogica Phyto-Nature Firming Serum BNIB (Retail Price $145) $95
Elizabeth Arden Ceramide Lift and Firm Eye Cream Sunscreen SPF 15 BNIB $20
Elizabeth Arden Visible Difference Skin Balancing Exfoliating Cleanser (Combination) 4.2 oz BN $10
Foreo Day Cleanser Awakening Radiance Yogurt 2 oz BNIB $10
Foreo Night Cleanser Celestial Melting Gel 2 oz BNIB $10
Formula 10.0.6 Masks: Be Berry Awake Energizing Peel Mask, Be Berry Bright Exfoliating Mud Mask, Be Berry Clear Illuminating Peel Mask, Be Berry Fresh Balancing Mud Mask, Be Berry Smooth Moisturizing Peel Mask, Pores Be Pure Skin-Clarifying Mud Mask $5 each or $20 for all
H20 + Rapids Probiotic Sorbet Moisturizer 1.7 oz BNIB $15
IT Cosmetic Confidence In An Eye Cream 0.5 oz BNIB $20
Kate Somerville EradiKate Acne Treatment 1 oz BNIB $18
Kate Somerville ExfoliKate Intensive Exfoliating Treatment 2 oz BN $60
Kiwi Botanicals Purifying Honey Melt Facial Cleanser 3.1 oz BN $6
Kopari Coconut Face Cream 2.5 oz BNIB $25
Kopari Coconut Melt 5.1 oz BN $15 each
Kopari Coconut Rose Toner 5.1 oz BNIB $19
Kopari Coconut TLC Kit: Includes Coconut melt (2.5 oz), and Lip glossy (0.35 oz) BNIB $19
Mario Badescu Facial Spray with Aloe, Cucumber and Green Tea 8 oz BN $8
Mario Badescu Facial Spray with Aloe, Herbs and Rose Water 8 oz BN $8
Mario Badescu Vitamin C Serum 1 oz BN $30
Murad Age Reform Hydo-Dynamic Ultimate Moisture 1.7 oz BNIB $39
Murad Hydrating Toner 6 oz BN $20
Murad Resurgence Retinol Youth Renewal Serum 1.0 oz BNIB (Retail Price $89) $65
No 7 Early Defense Glow Activating Serum 1 oz BN $18
Oars + Alps Wake Up Eye Stick 0.5 oz BNIB $10
OLAY Complete Daily Moisturizer SPF 15 Combination/Oily 6 oz BNIB $6
Peter Thomas Roth Hungarian Thermal Water Mineral Rish Atomic Heat Mask 5.1 oz BNIB (Retail Price $60) $40
Peter Thomas Roth Hungarian Thermal Water Moisturizer 0.64 oz $15
Peter Thomas Roth Max Complexion Correction Pads Super Size 90 Pads BNIB $46
Philosophy Clear Days Ahead Oil Free Salicylic Acid Acne Treatment Cleanser 3 oz $6
Physician's Formula Argan Oil Used $5
ProactivMD Blackhead Dissolving Gel 1 oz BNIB $10
Shea Moisture African Black Soap Bamboo Charcoal Detoxifying Drying Lotion BN $7
Skinfood Aloe Vera Soothing Gel 93% 300 ml 10.14 oz BN $8
Skinfood Peach Jelly Soothing Gel 90% 10.14 oz BN $8
Soap & Glory Scrub Your Nose In It Two Minute T-Zone Detox Scrub 5 oz BN $5
St. Ives “Blackhead Clearing Green Tea Scrub”, “Fresh Skin Apricot Scrub”, “Nourished & Smooth Oatmeal Scrub + Mask”, “Radiant Skin Pink Lemon & Mandarin Orange Scrub” 6 oz BN $2 each or $5 for all
Tony Moly Peach Punch Sherbet Cleansing Balm 2.82 oz $10
Too Cool For School Pumpkin Sleeping Pack 100 ml (3.38 oz) BNIB $10
Ulta Beauty 24k Magic Metallic Peel Off Mask Rose Gold 3.4 oz BN $9
Ulta Beauty Hydraburst Leave On Mask 1.7 oz BN $9
UpCircle Face Scrub Floral Blend $4
Body Care: Ahava Deadsea Water Mineral Hand Cream 1.3 oz BN $4 each x3 or FWP
Ahava Smoothing Body Lotion Superfood Kale & Turmeric 1.3 oz $3 x3 or FWP
Bath Bomb Bundle: Includes Fizz & Bubble Artisan Bath Fizzy “Watermelon” x3, Hawaiian Lei Bath Ice Cream, Lush Bath Bomb, Ulta Beauty Simply Clean Bath Fizz, Unknown Bath Bomb. All for $15
Bath & Body Works Fragrance Mist “Carried Away” (Sprayed a few times), “Charmed Life” (Usage Shown), “Frosted Snowberry” (Usage Shown), “Into The Wild (Usage Shown)” 8 oz $6 each
Bath & Body Works Body Lotion “Sweet Pea” 8 oz $6
Bath & Body Works Aromatherapy Stress Relief Body Cream 8 oz $10
Bath & Body Works Body Shimmer Mist “Jingle Bellini” 8 oz Usage shown $9
Delectable Triple Moisture Body Lotion “Coconut & Cream” 1 oz BN $5
H20+ Beauty Oasis Body Gel Moisturizer (2 oz) & Sea Green Body Butter (1 oz) BN $2 each or FWP
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 2.25 oz “Star Jasmine & Vanilla” (Limited Edition) BN $8
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 8 oz: “Beach Body Raspberry Peach & Tamarind” (Limited Edition) BN $14
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 8 oz: “Summer Love Wildflowers & Coconut Water” (Limited Edition) BN $14
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 8.5 oz “Yuzu & Starfruit” SPF 30 Exp: 4/19 BN $10
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 17 oz: “Goji Orange Lemonade” (Limited Edition) BN $18
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 17 oz: “Mandarin Orange & Key Lime (Limited Edition)” BN $18
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 17 oz: “Original" Summer Edition Packaging BN $15
Hempz Herbal Body Moisturizer 21 oz: “Original” BN $30
Kneipp Mineral Bath Salt Joint & Muscle Arnica BN $4 or FWP
Kopari Coconut Body Glow 0.5 BN $10
Neutrogena Ultra Sheer Dry Touch Sunscreen SPF 45 BN 2 pack $10
Ouai Body Creme 1 oz BN $8
Pacifica After Sun Body Spray 6 oz” “Blood Orange” Sprayed a few times $5
Pacifica After Sun Body Spray 6 oz: “Pineapple Flower” Sprayed a few times $5
Pacifica Body Butter “Hawaiian Ruby Guava”, “Indian Coconut Nectar”, “Sugared Amber Dreams”, “Tunisian Jasmine Lime” 1 oz BN $4 each or $12 for all
Pacifica Mineral SPF 50 Body Butter 5 oz: “Blood Orange” SU $5
Physicians Formula Body Butter 0.5 oz BN $5
Philosophy Pure Grace Nude Rose Body Lotion 1 oz BN x2 $4 or FWP
Rituals The Ritual of Sakura Magic Touch Body Cream 2.3 oz “Organic Rice Milk & Cherry Blossom” x4 BN $5 each or FWP
Soap & Glory Spritz Me Quick Super Hydrating Moisture Milk 4.2 oz SU $5
Sol De Janeiro Brazilian Bum Bum Cream 2.5 oz BN $15
Tony Moly Hand Cream “I’m Green Tea”, “I’m Honey” 1.01 oz BN $5 each
Ulta Beauty Body Lotion “Almond Honey” 2 oz BN $2 each or FWP
Ulta Beauty Body Lotion “Bamboo Breeze” 10 oz BN $5
Ulta Beauty Body Lotion “Sweet Grapefruit” 10 oz BN $5
Victoria’s Secret Fragrance Mist “Ravishing Love” Usage shown $5
Victoria’s Secret Fragrance Mist “Tropic Breeze” Usage shown $5
Victoria’s Secret Body Lotion “Bombshell Summer” 8.4 oz BN $20
Victoria’s Secret Body Lotion “Exotic Bloom” 8 oz BN $8
Victoria’s Secret PINK Body Lotion “Cloud Blush” 8 oz BN $15
Victoria’s Secret PINK Body Lotion “Coco Lotion”, “Coco Zen” 14 oz BN $17 each
Victoria’s Secret PINK Body Mist and Body Lotion Mini “Fresh & Clean” 2.5 oz BN $3 each or both for $5
Victoria’s Secret PINK Detox Time with Charcoal Purifying Clay Face & Body Mask 7 oz $9
YSL Mon Paris Lotion 1.6 oz BN x2 $10 each
(Free Rituals The Ritual of Ayurveda Hand Balm 0.33 oz “Indian Rose & Sweet Almond Oil” BN x2 w/ $10 body care purchase, while supplies last)
Haircare: AG Hair Care Fast Food Leave In Conditioner 6 oz BN $10
American Crew Fiber Cream 3.3 oz $5
Bed Head Superstar Queen For a Day Thickening Spray 10.2 oz BN $8
Honest Beauty Truly Restored Leave In Conditioner 4.2 oz BN $8 each
Lime Crime Unicorn Hair Rainbow Mist Temporary Color Spray 2.5 oz “Earl Grey”, “Sweet Tea” BNIB $5 each
Matrix Total Results 20 Miracle Creator 6.8 oz BN $8
OGX Kandee Johnson Candy Drop Shampoo (x3) & Conditioner (x3) BN $4 each
Pravana The Perfect Blonde Seal & Protect Leave In 10.1 oz BN $12
Pureology Perfect 4 Platinum Cool Blonde Enhancing Treatment 3.4 oz x2 BN $15 each
Redken Pillow Proof Blow Dry Express Primer 5.7 oz $10 each x2 or $16 for both (defective bottle will come free w/ purchase of one or both x1)
Redken One United All in One Multi Benefit Treatment 13.5 oz $15
Redken Set Includes deluxe size: All Soft shampoo and conditioner, One United, Triple Take 32 hairspray BNIB $8 each x5
Applicators & Tools: Anastasia Beverly Hills Blending Sponge BN $10
EcoTools Perfecting Blender Duo BNIB $7
It Brushes for Ulta Velvet Luxe Buffing Foundation No 301 BNIB $30
Lime Crime Hot Stuff Brush Set BNIB $15 X5
MAC 164 Brush BN $16
MAC 141 S Brush BN $16
Real Techniques Miracle Complexion Sponge BNIB $3
Sephora Collection Drawn Together Magnetic Brush Set Includes: Complexion, Crease, Powder, Packing, Fan, Concealer Brushes & Magnetic Frame BNIB $40
Tangle Teezer On the Go Detangling Hairbrush Hello Kitty BNIB $10
Tarte Mermaid Eyelash Curler BN $5
Wet N Wild Smokey Liner Brush, Small Eyeshadow, Large Eyeshadow brushes (x2) $1 each
Nail Polish: Bundle deal: All for $10
OPI Nail Lacquer “Have A Grape Summer”, “N-Iceland” BN $5 each
Sally Hansen Miracle Gel Set “131 Coral Carnival” BNIB $10
Free: Sally Hansen Complete Salon Manicure Mini Nail Polish “231 Red My Lips” w/ $10 nail purchase
Fragrances: Clean Rain & Pear Rollerball 0.17 oz BN $9 each x2
Clinique Happy 0.14 oz BNIB $8
Define Me Hair Fragrance Mist Delphine 0.1 oz BN (Came half filled) $3 each
DKNY Nectar Love Rollerball EDP 0.1 oz $5 each
Dolce & Gabbana The Only One 0.13 oz $10
Giorgio Armani Si Pasione EDP 0.25 oz BNIB $12 each x2
Jimmy Choo Fever 0.15 oz BNIB $9 each x2
Kate Spade Walk On Air BN $10
Kate Spade Walk On Air Sunshine Rollerball .34 oz BNIB $15
Philosophy Amazing Grace 0.35 oz BN $10
Philosophy Amazing Grace 0.5 oz BN $15
Scent Beauty Scent Organix Discovery Kit “Rise & Shine”, “I am Bright”, “I am Radiant”, “So Serene” Sprayed x1 $10
Vera Wang Flower Princess (Usage Shown) 3.4 oz $20
BUNDLE DEALS Bath Bomb Bundle: Includes Fizz & Bubble Artisan Bath Fizzy “Watermelon” x3, Hawaiian Lei Bath Ice Cream, Lush Bath Bomb, Ulta Beauty Simply Clean Bath Fizz, Unknown Bath Bomb. All for $15
DELUXE MINIS DEAL: Take 10 for $20! Or $3 each
Eyes:
Eyebrow:
Eyeliner:
Eye Primer: * Ulta Beauty Tinted Eye Primer “Champagne”, “Peach Glow” 0.17 oz
Mascara:
Face:
Bronzer:
Highlighter: * Becca Ignite Liquified Light Highlighter 0.17 oz x2 * Becca Shimmering Skin Perfector Liquid “Opal” 0.2 oz x3 * Cover Fx Custom Enhancer Drops “Moonlight” 0.095 oz x6 * Dermablend Glow Creator Liquid Highlighter 0.13 oz x2 * LA Girl Strobe Lite Strobing Powder 0.07 oz * Laura Geller Baked Gelato Swirl Illuminator “Diamond Dust” * Ulta Beauty Liquid Highlighter Northern Lights 0.17 oz * Winky Lux Holographic Highlighter “Charm” 0.11 oz x4
Primer:
Sunscreen: * Cotz Face Natural Tinted SPF 40 Sunscreen exp 11/20 0.18 oz x2
Foundation & Concealer:
Powder:
Lips:
Lip gloss: * BareMinerals Gen Nude Patent Lip Lacquer “Darling” 0.03 oz x2 * Beauty by Popsugar Be The Boss Lip Gloss “Time After Time” 0.085 oz x7 * Buxom Full On Lip Polish “Dolly”, “White Russian x3” 0.05 oz * Lorac Alter Ego Lip Gloss “Goddess” 0.02 oz * Mac Lipglass “Love You Big Time” 0.08 oz * Soap & Glory Sexy Mother Pucker Pillow Plump Lip Gloss “Pinkwell” 0.13 oz x4 * Ulta Beauty Jelly Gloss Lip Gel "Beach Babe", "Sunshine" x2
Lipstick:
Skincare:
Acure Brightening Day Cream 1 oz
Cerave Moisturizing Lotion 1 oz
Clarins:
Clinique:
Curel Set: Moisture Facial Lotion Enrich & Intensive Moisture Facial Cream
Dermadoctor Lucky Bamboo Fermented Wasabi Pressed Serum 0.34 oz x2
Derma E Vitamin Gentle C Gentle Daily Cleansing Paste 1 oz
Dermalogica:
Earthly Body Miracle Oil 0.34 oz x2
Exuviance:
First Aid Beauty: * Ultra Repair BarriAir Cream 0.30 oz * Ultra Repair Face Moisturizer 0.34 oz x2 * Ultra Repair Hydrating Serum 0.25 oz
Hanskin Pore Cleansing Balm 0.28 oz x2
It Cosmetics: * Confidence in A Cleanser 0.6 oz * Confidence in A Gel Lotion 0.17 oz x2
Juice Beauty * Bamboo Pore Refining Mask 0.5 oz * Stem Cellular Anti Wrinkle Booster Serum 0.26 oz x4
Kiehl’s Glow Formula Skin Hydrator 0.17 oz
La Roche-Posay: * Hylau B5 Serum 0.1 oz * Effaclar Mat Moisturizer 3ml * Lipikar Balm Intense Repair Moisturizing Cream 0.5 oz * Lipikar Lotion Daily Repair Moisturizer Lotion 0.5 oz
Mario Badescu: * Aloe Vera Toner 1 oz x3 * Cucumber Cleansing Lotion 1 oz x2 * Glycolic Acid Toner 1 oz * Facial Spray w Aloe, Cucumber, & Green Tea 1 oz * Rose Hips Mask 0.5 oz x3 * Witch Hazel & Lavender Toner 1 oz x2
Murad: * Clarifying Oil-Free Water Gel 0.17 oz * Hydration: Night Fix Enzyme Treatment 0.17 oz * Intensive-C Radiance Peel Environmental Shield 0.33 oz * Resurgence Replenishing Multi-Acid Peel 0.33 oz * Revitalizer Recovery Serum 0.17 oz x2
No 7: * Early Defense Glow Activator Serum 0.16 oz x2 * Restore & Renew Face & Neck Serum 0.16 oz x2
Origins: * Drink Up Intensive Overnight Mask 1 oz * High Potency Night-A-Mins Renewal Cream 0.5 oz x2 * Plantscription Anti Aging power serum x2
Perricone MD * High Potent Face Firm Activator 0.25 oz * Hypoallergenic CBD Sensitive Skin Therapy Soothing & Hydrating Eye Cream 0.25 oz
Peter Thomas Roth Cucumber Gel Mask 0.47 oz x4 x3
Philosophy: * Purity 3-in-1 Cleanser 1 oz x12 * Purity Moisturizer x2 * Time in a bottle resist and renew repair serum 0.1 oz x2 * Ultimate miracle work fix eye power treatment fill and firm 0.1 oz x2
Proactiv Green Tea Moisturizer .33 oz x2
PUR Forever Clean Gentle Cleanser 0.5 oz
Real Chemistry Luminous 5 Minute Peel
Skin & Co Truffle Therapy: * Polishing Micro Exfoliating Truffle Face Gommage 1 oz x2 * Essential Face Toner 1 oz
Skinfix Foaming Clay Cleanser 1 oz
Skinfood Black Sugar Perfect Splash Mask 0.61 oz
Skyn Iceland Icelandic Youth Serum
StriVectin: * Anti Wrinkle Re-code Line Transforming Melting Serum 0.25 oz x4 * Eye Concentrate For Wrinkles 0.25 oz * Multi-Action Restorative Cream 0.25 oz * NIA Full Charged Serum x Moisturizer * SD Advanced Intensive Concentrate For Wrinkles & Stretch Marks
Sunday Riley BOTH PENDING * Retinol Sleeping Night Oil 5 ml * Tidal Brightening Enzyme Water Cream 0.3 oz
Vichy: * Aqualia Thermal Rich Cream (Creme Riche) Dynamic hydration Dry to Very Dry Skin 0.5 oz x3 * Aqualia Thermal Serum 0.1 oz * LiftActiv Supreme Progressive anti aging and firminess correcting care 0.51 oz * Liftactiv Night Supreme Anti Wrinkle & Firming Care 0.51 oz * Mineral 89 Skin Fortifying Daily Booster 4ml x2
Your Good Skin Balancing Skin Concentrate 0.33 oz
Hair Care:
Alterna: * Caviar Anti Aging Replenishing Moisture CC Cream 0.85 oz * Caviar Anti Aging Smoothing Anti Frizz 0.85 oz
Bumble & Bumble: * BB Glow Bond Building Styler 0.5 oz * BB Don’t Blow It Fine Hair Styler 0.5 oz
Drybar Whiskey Fix Styling Paste
Hempz: * CBD Moisture Hit Ultra Hydrating Shampoo * CBD On One Condition Ultra Hydrating Conditioner * CBD Seeing is Be Leave- In Ultra Hydrating Conditioning Mist 2 oz
Kenra: * Deep Detox Scrub 1 oz PENDING * Transforming Texturizing Creme 1 oz
Living Proof: * Frizz Nourishing Styling Cream 1 oz x6 * Style Lab Blowout Styling & Finishing Spray 0.5 oz * Style Lab Prime Style Extender 1 oz x2 * T.B.D Multi tasking Styler 1 oz x2 * Restore Perfecting Spray 0.05 oz x2 * Restore Smooth Blowout Concentrate 0.17 oz x2
Deluxe Sets: $10 each
Tier 1 (Free with any purchase): Sample Packets (Makeup, Skincare, Hair).
Sample Packets include:
Makeup: * Anastasia Beverly Hills Dipbrow Pomade Blonde-Light Brown, Brunette-Auburn x2 * BareMinerals Complexion Rescue Tinted Hydrating Gel Cream Packet “Vanilla 02”, “Natural 05”, “ Tan 07”, “Chestnut 09” x5 * Benefit Cosmetics Porefessional x5 * Butter London Glazen Face Glow x5 * Colorscience Bronzing Perfector 3 in 1 Primer SPF 20 x3 * Dermablend Insta-grip jelly primer * Fenty Pro Filt'r Soft Matte Longwear Foundation “420”, “340”, “220” * It Cosmetics Bye Bye Breakout Concealer Sampler Pack “Light, “ Medium”, “Medium Tan”, “Rich” x3 * It Cosmetics Bye Bye Under Eye Concealer Sampler Pack “Light Natural, “ Medium”, “Tan”, “Deep” * It Cosmetics Bye Bye Under Eye Concealer Packet “ Medium” * It Cosmetics CC Cream Sample Packet “Medium x3 * Mac Liptensity x3 * Nyx Control Drop Foundation “Mocha”, “Golden” * Lorac Light Source Primer “Dawn” “Dusk” * Lorac Porefection Primer * Pur Get A Grip Eyeshadow Primer * Smashbox Photo Finish Foundation Primer 0.5 oz x8 * Tarte Amazonian Clay Foundation “Medium Honey”, “Tan Honey” * Tarte RainForest of the Sea Foundation “Medium Honey”, “Tan Honey” * Tarte Shape Tape Hydrating Foundation “Fair Beige, “Light Neutral”, “Light Medium Sand”, “Medium Honey”, “Tan Honey” * Tarte Shape Tape Matte Foundation “Fair Beige, “Light Neutral”, “Light Medium Sand”, “Medium Honey”, “Tan Honey” * Tarte Shape Tape Concealer “Fair Beige, “Light”, “Light Medium”, “Medium”, “Tan” x4 * Tarte Tarteist Lip Paints x4 * Too Faced Super Coverage Multi Use Sculpting Concealer “Chai”, “Chestnut” * Too Faced Peach Perfect Foundation “Warm Sand”, “Toffee” & Tutti Frutti Dew You “Warm Sand”, “Toffee” * Urban Decay Primer Potion Pack “Original, “Eden”, “Sin”, “Anti-Aging”
Skincare: * Clinique Dramatically different hydrating jelly * Clinique Moisture Surge * Clinique Maximum Hydrator x3
Hair: * Living Proof Full Thickening Cream x2 * Living Proof TBD Multitasking Styler x3 * Sexy Hair Love Oil 0.27 oz * Wella Oil Reflections Smoothing Oil x3
Body: * Australian Gold Lotion Sunscreen * Lorac Tantalizer x5
Tier 2 (Free w/ $35 purchase): 5 deluxe sized items & small makeup bag
Tier 3 (Free w/ $55 purchase): Choice of deluxe set, 7 deluxe sized items, small makeup bag or medium makeup bag (Including Tier 1)
Tier 4 (Free w/ $75 purchase): Includes samples, 10 deluxe sized items and large makeup bag
All gifts with purchase are negotiable, the tiers are just a starting guide
If you want to purchase bags separately:
Small $5 each
Medium $7 each
Large $10 each
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2020.11.19 10:55 EffectiveAardvark84 Hidden school girls sex

New to this sub. I’d like to tell my story to show others that it’s possible to beat this.
I can’t really remember the first time I used porn. I do remember being about 13 at school, lining up for a class, and someone in the group (not a friend) had brought in a magazine with him to school, opened it up and thought it was funny to shove it in my face. I remember being shocked - had never seen anything like that before - and was actually shaking once I’d sat down at my desk.
During teenage years (so, mid to late 90s) I did not masturbate every day. More like once or twice a week or sometimes less than that. Either to Page 3 girls or nothing, just thoughts. By the time I was about sixteen I’d buy lads mags like Loaded or Front. I remember skipping one class to go to the toilets and masturbate to one of the models. I’d keep them for a few months then throw them away.
I’ve been a shy guy. Looking back, this was due to several factors.
1.Bullying (interestingly, the majority of the bullies at primary school were girls), feeling a bit out of place/not cool enough at an all boys secondary school.
2.Anxiety. I realise now this was partly me feeling inadequate - almost like avoidant personality traits, always feeling others would catch me out for doing something wrong or whatever - but also the dynamic between my parents and I. My mum is very proud, somewhat narcissistic, and when I was growing up she’d show me how to do things, and I may not quite get it right the first time straight off. She get frustrated and say ‘Come here, let me do it, you’re doing it wrong.’ So I’d grown up always thinking I’d mess up, leadings to never take risks, jump out my comfort zone, try new things, speak to new people easily, etc. My dad is definitely a beta. His dad died when he was about 8 so had no male role model growing up. Consequently he never argues with my mum. She shouts or admonishes him for doing something wrong, he says nothing, and slinks off to his study and stays on his computer for hours, not talking. He’s very emotionally stunted and closed, rarely makes eye contact etc. That has been my example growing up as a man. I don’t have a brother.
3.Due to girls at primary school bullying me, I always assumed girls were always out to ridicule me.
4.My parents completely ignored my relationships growing up. Never asked about GFs. Sex was seen as a bit shameful, embarrassing. I grew up not able to be emotionally open with people.
5.No drive. My parents are not driven people. They get stuck in ruts.
At college I lived alone from age 18 to 22. Well, in a flat of four people in halls. At this point I began edging, though at the time (early 2000s) I didn’t know it was called that. At 19 I got into phonesex. I must have spent thousands of pounds on it. I don’t want to know how much I spent on it since then. By the time I was 21 we had internet available in our uni rooms. So I got it. Now most of the time thins were ok. But then curiosity - that awful word - got the better of me. I’d heard other guys talk about porn, but due to my anxiety and shyness some of my mates actually thought I was gay because I wouldn’t comment on a girl’s body when they walked past us. So I looked. And looked. And looked. I started saving videos on disks and printing pictures out.
In that time I had 2 relationships. Sexual encounters were always a bit scary and embarrassing for me. Due to my anxiety I always feared the girl would laugh at me or break u with me immediately after etc.
I then moved back home. I was single for 5 years. At this point my addiction really grew. I had a fairly well paid job but it was sporadic hours. So, I’d not have to get up early every day. I could wake up at 9, go to work at ten, home at 6. I’d stay up til midnight or 1am on weeknights masturbating to porn. I’d print pictures out of glamour models and ‘use’ them. Still did phonesex too.
2010, I met a girl by chance. Amazing. We hit it off, and got together. That girl became my wife six years later. During this time, I kept my growing addiction hidden. When she was out, I’d PMO for two hours or so. I’d save more videos, and start watching more porn. Busty women were my thing. I’d save pics of female Facebook women I found attractive, including my exes.
Sex was fine at first. I lost my virginity to her at 27. She was 23. But then various things started happening. I changed careers, took a pay cut, had to study. Got stressed, ended up with a couple of ED moments when we were having sex.
We got married. At the time I knew I had a problem. When in was in the midst of PMO I’d think ‘I think I’m addicted’ but pride and denial stopped em from acting on that. Whenever my wife went away for a weekend or stayed over at a mates’ house, that’d be a trigger. I’d anticipate the evening ahead. I’d rush dinner to get it out the way, have a shower, then start edging about 10pm. Sometimes I’d not finish til 3am. By this time I was on PH or XH with accounts, log ins, favourites, etc. I’d make vulgar comments about pics of girls on there. I’d plug in a USB HD to the tv to play vids on loop and lay out pics from my collection on the floor. I’d be there for hours at a time. Sometimes I’d think ‘Why am I doing this?’ But I thought ‘I have to do it.’ Still, denial prevented me from getting help. I never told anybody about it. Nobody knew my horrible secret. I did it to escape from my depression, feeling that I was not achieving much, or a result of intense insecurity and fear that I was disappointing my wife’s family as I was not a professor or on 50k a year like the other men in her family.
In 2017 I slipped up twice. Wife caught me with pics on my phone from PH or XH. Again, glamour shoots, nothing obscene. We slept separately for one night. She asked if we needed counselling, and I said no.
By 2018 I was messaging phonesex workers. I’d paid two women for them to send me photos (one payment to each, no face, in underwear). We emailed a few times. It almost turned into an emotional affair, me declaring my love for these faceless women. I didn’t love them at all. I said it to make them carry on messaging me; to get the dopamine hit. It then led to me putting a photo of one of my sisters in law in this chat with one female phonesex operator. I’d make some lewd comments about her; the reason for that was passive aggression. I actually hated my wife’s younger sister as she treated my wife really badly, but my wife thought she was amazing and did no wrong. Actually she was controlling, manipulative, and has an anger problem. I put that photo in that chat to take her down a peg. I quickly deleted the photo in the chat soon after, but the text was still there, including where the phonesex operator said she ‘looked old for her age.’ (!).
My therapist later said: shame leads to secrecy. You’re ashamed of what you do but you must keep it hidden. That makes you more ashamed, which feeds the addiction, which makes you keep it more of a secret.

  1. It kicked off. Woke up for work. It was a Thursday. Out of habit I opened PH on my tablet. Didn’t PMO. Just looked. I then closed the tablet, kissed my sleeping wife goodbye and left her house. About ten mins down the road I realised I hadn’t logged out/closed PH on the tablet. I had a choice then. Could’ve turned back to wipe the evidence away as my wife slept and pretend I’d forgotten my phone charger or something, but I didn’t. 9am I get a furious message from my wife. She’d logged in to my tablet and found PH open, she saw all my posts, my chats, everything, including the comments about her sister.
Unfortunately she ran away to her sister, and told/showed her everything. Told most of her friends straightaway. This of course didn’t help. When things get tough she always quits, panics, runs away, not just in relationships but in many other aspects of her life.
She decided on divorce 24hrs later. Not interested in counselling. Very difficult period followed. I sent her my internet history and phone records every week to prove I was trying to be clean. She seemed to soften in the summer, but then suddenly went no contact for three weeks, then announced by email that she wanted a divorce. She said she was very sad it had to end, but she couldn’t be bothered to wait for me to get better (her words). I started therapy. I even volunteered and eventually took a polygraph test to prove I had not physically been unfaithful, or paid for any more photos etc., as she suspected I had, and that what my wife knew was everything and there was nothing more. I passed easily.
Divorced early 2020. Im living with my parents because I can’t afford to move out. I think about her every other day still. She’s stubborn and has lots of issues herself (parental neglect, remnants of former religious guilt, fear of sex, toxic relationships, possible bipolar, low self esteem), but she was funny, kind and clever, and beautiful.
My therapy finished in 2019. I understand why I went down that hole. I have attempted NoFap on a few occasions. I would usually make roughly ten to 14 days then relapse with PMO. Increasingly, as my confidence grew, I was relapsing less and less. I make more of an effort now. Got some new clothes, get my hair cut more regularly, and did a lot of reading on addiction/relationships, etc.
I have not looked at porn since 2019. I have masturbated since then, but only using my imagination.
Now, I feel good. I relapsed still, but infrequently. I started going to the gym. I now work out five times a week. Watch what I eat. I sleep better. When I get out the shower, I don’t look in the mirror and think I’m ugly. I used to have beard alopecia during my stress/depression bouts. That’s gone. Used to have bad psoriasis on my scalp. That’s gone. My skin is better. My posture is better. I am closer to my sister. I listen more in conversations. I empathise more. I have a few new hobbies, and revisit old ones I let slip.
When I met a friend in town for lunch once he said he did not recognise me as I was walking so confidently; previously I walked hunched, looking down, and fast, scared everyone was looking at me or mocking me. Now, I walk slower and taller.
A mate of mine went to see my ex-wife last month - he’s recently retrained as an electrician and she asked if he could put up some lights in her new flat. He told me that she asked how I was doing; he stuck up for me saying how well I was doing and that I was exercising and looking good. He said she looked annoyed that I’d ‘made an effort’. I suspect her friends and sister told her multiple times that I’d never change, and she’s annoyed I’ve done precisely the opposite of what they assumed I’d do. That pleased me somewhat.
I am now roughly in day 30-40 of a streak of nofap. I’m not religiously counting days. I’ve had two wet dreams in that time but I’m not worried about those at all. Colder showers help. I have been tempted. I have opened up XH sometimes, usually when I think of how frustrating everything was last year. But now, every time I’ve stopped myself. I close the browser, then put Spotify on, or watch some comedy or read, or exercise. I’m fine once I’m in that activity, and the urge has gone. I’m excited about extending my streak indefinitely.
I realised that I AM a good guy. I just stumbled when I was younger. I couldn’t be vulnerable and never opened up. But now I have equipped myself with the appropriate mental tools to avoid that stumble again.
This is a LONG story, but I hope by the time you get to this point you realise that there is a way out. I am so glad I found it. I’m sad I had to lose a marriage, a life, and a house to get here, but I look at how far I’ve come. I feel a lot lighter, if that makes sense. I’m v.2.0 of me now, and that’s great.
It’s not easy. But please, put the effort in and you will see the rewards. We can all beat this addiction.
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I’m from the UK. New to this sub. I’d like to tell my story to show others that it’s possible to beat this.
I can’t really remember the first time I used porn. I do remember being about 13 at school, lining up for a class, and someone in the group (not a friend) had brought in a magazine with him to school, opened it up and thought it was funny to shove it in my face. I remember being shocked - had never seen anything like that before - and was actually shaking once I’d sat down at my desk.
During teenage years (so, mid to late 90s) I did not masturbate every day. More like once or twice a week or sometimes less than that. Either to Page 3 girls or nothing, just thoughts. By the time I was about sixteen I’d buy lads mags like Loaded or Front. I remember skipping one class to go to the toilets and masturbate to one of the models. I’d keep them for a few months then throw them away.
I’ve been a shy guy. Looking back, this was due to several factors.
1.Bullying (interestingly, the majority of the bullies at primary school were girls), feeling a bit out of place/not cool enough at an all boys secondary school.
2.Anxiety. I realise now this was partly me feeling inadequate - almost like avoidant personality traits, always feeling others would catch me out for doing something wrong or whatever - but also the dynamic between my parents and I. My mum is very proud, somewhat narcissistic, and when I was growing up she’d show me how to do things, and I may not quite get it right the first time straight off. She get frustrated and say ‘Come here, let me do it, you’re doing it wrong.’ So I’d grown up always thinking I’d mess up, leadings to never take risks, jump out my comfort zone, try new things, speak to new people easily, etc. My dad is definitely a beta. His dad died when he was about 8 so had no male role model growing up. Consequently he never argues with my mum. She shouts or admonishes him for doing something wrong, he says nothing, and slinks off to his study and stays on his computer for hours, not talking. He’s very emotionally stunted and closed, rarely makes eye contact etc. That has been my example growing up as a man. I don’t have a brother.
3.Due to girls at primary school bullying me, I always assumed girls were always out to ridicule me.
4.My parents completely ignored my relationships growing up. Never asked about GFs. Sex was seen as a bit shameful, embarrassing. I grew up not able to be emotionally open with people.
5.No drive. My parents are not driven people. They get stuck in ruts.
At college I lived alone from age 18 to 22. Well, in a flat of four people in halls. At this point I began edging, though at the time (early 2000s) I didn’t know it was called that. At 19 I got into phonesex. I must have spent thousands of pounds on it. I don’t want to know how much I spent on it since then. By the time I was 21 we had internet available in our uni rooms. So I got it. Now most of the time thins were ok. But then curiosity - that awful word - got the better of me. I’d heard other guys talk about porn, but due to my anxiety and shyness some of my mates actually thought I was gay because I wouldn’t comment on a girl’s body when they walked past us. So I looked. And looked. And looked. I started saving videos on disks and printing pictures out.
In that time I had 2 relationships. Sexual encounters were always a bit scary and embarrassing for me. Due to my anxiety I always feared the girl would laugh at me or break u with me immediately after etc.
I then moved back home. I was single for 5 years. At this point my addiction really grew. I had a fairly well paid job but it was sporadic hours. So, I’d not have to get up early every day. I could wake up at 9, go to work at ten, home at 6. I’d stay up til midnight or 1am on weeknights masturbating to porn. I’d print pictures out of glamour models and ‘use’ them. Still did phonesex too.
2010, I met a girl by chance. Amazing. We hit it off, and got together. That girl became my wife six years later. During this time, I kept my growing addiction hidden. When she was out, I’d PMO for two hours or so. I’d save more videos, and start watching more porn. Busty women were my thing. I’d save pics of female Facebook women I found attractive, including my exes.
Sex was fine at first. I lost my virginity to her at 27. She was 23. But then various things started happening. I changed careers, took a pay cut, had to study. Got stressed, ended up with a couple of ED moments when we were having sex.
We got married. At the time I knew I had a problem. When in was in the midst of PMO I’d think ‘I think I’m addicted’ but pride and denial stopped em from acting on that. Whenever my wife went away for a weekend or stayed over at a mates’ house, that’d be a trigger. I’d anticipate the evening ahead. I’d rush dinner to get it out the way, have a shower, then start edging about 10pm. Sometimes I’d not finish til 3am. By this time I was on PH or XH with accounts, log ins, favourites, etc. I’d make vulgar comments about pics of girls on there. I’d plug in a USB HD to the tv to play vids on loop and lay out pics from my collection on the floor. I’d be there for hours at a time. Sometimes I’d think ‘Why am I doing this?’ But I thought ‘I have to do it.’ Still, denial prevented me from getting help. I never told anybody about it. Nobody knew my horrible secret. I did it to escape from my depression, feeling that I was not achieving much, or a result of intense insecurity and fear that I was disappointing my wife’s family as I was not a professor or on 50k a year like the other men in her family.
In 2017 I slipped up twice. Wife caught me with pics on my phone from PH or XH. Again, glamour shoots, nothing obscene. We slept separately for one night. She asked if we needed counselling, and I said no.
By 2018 I was messaging phonesex workers. I’d paid two women for them to send me photos (one payment to each, no face, in underwear). We emailed a few times. It almost turned into an emotional affair, me declaring my love for these faceless women. I didn’t love them at all. I said it to make them carry on messaging me; to get the dopamine hit. It then led to me putting a photo of my sister in law in this chat with one female phonesex operator. I’d make some lewd comments about her; the reason for that was passive aggression. I actually hated my wife’s sister as she treated my wife really badly, but my wife thought she was amazing and did no wrong. Actually she was controlling, manipulative, and has an anger problem. I put that photo in that chat to take her down a peg. I quickly deleted the photo in the chat soon after, but the text was still there, including where the phonesex operator said she ‘looked old for her age.’ (!).
My therapist later said: shame leads to secrecy. You’re ashamed of what you do but you must keep it hidden. That makes you more ashamed, which feeds the addiction, which makes you keep it more of a secret.

  1. It kicked off. Woke up for work. It was a Thursday. Out of habit I opened PH on my tablet. Didn’t PMO. Just looked. I then closed the tablet, kissed my sleeping wife goodbye and left her house. About ten mins down the road I realised I hadn’t logged out/closed PH on the tablet. I had a choice then. Could’ve turned back, didn’t. 9am I get a furious message from my wife. She’d logged in to my tablet and found PH open, she saw all my posts, my chats, everything, including the comments about her sister.
Unfortunately she ran away to her sister, and told/showed her everything. Told most other friends straightaway. This of course didn’t help.
She decided on divorce 24hrs later. Not interested in counselling. Very difficult period followed. I sent her my internet history and phone records every week to prove I was trying to be clean. She seemed to soften in the summer, but then suddenly went no contact for three weeks, then announced by email that she wanted a divorce. She said she was very sad it had to end, but she couldn’t be bothered to wait for me to get better (her words). I started therapy. I even volunteered and eventually took a polygraph test to prove I had not physically been unfaithful, or paid for any more photos etc., as she suspected I had, and that what my wife knew was everything and there was nothing more. I passed easily.
Divorced early 2020. Im living with my parents because I can’t afford to move out. I think about her every other day still. She’s stubborn and has lots of issues herself (parental neglect, remnants of former religious guilt, fear of sex, toxic relationships, possible bipolar, low self esteem), but she was funny, kind and clever, and beautiful.
My therapy finished in 2019. I understand why I went down that hole. I have attempted NoFap on a few occasions. I would usually make roughly ten to 14 days then relapse with PMO. Increasingly, as my confidence grew, I was relapsing less and less. I make more of an effort now. Got some new clothes, get my hair cut more regularly, and did a lot of reading on addiction/relationships, etc.
I have not looked at porn since 2019. I have masturbated since then, but only using my imagination.
Now, I feel good. I relapsed still, but infrequently. I started going to the gym. I now work out five times a week. Watch what I eat. I sleep better. When I get out the shower, I don’t look in the mirror and think I’m ugly. I used to have beard alopecia during my stress/depression bouts. That’s gone. Used to have bad psoriasis on my scalp. That’s gone. My skin is better. My posture is better. I am closer to my sister. I listen more in conversations. I empathise more. I have a few new hobbies, and revisit old ones I let slip.
When I met a friend in town for lunch once he said he did not recognise me as I was walking so confidently; previously I walked hunched, looking down, and fast, scared everyone was looking at me or mocking me. Now, I walk slower and taller.
A mate of mine went to see my ex-wife last month - he’s recently retrained as an electrician and she asked if he could put up some lights in her new flat. He told me that she asked how I was doing; he stuck up for me saying how well I was doing and that I was exercising and looking good. He said she looked annoyed that I’d ‘made an effort’. I suspect her friends and sister told her multiple times that I’d never change, and she’s annoyed I’ve done precisely the opposite of what they assumed I’d do. That pleased me somewhat.
I am now roughly in day 30-40 of a streak of nofap. I’m not religiously counting days. I’ve had two wet dreams in that time but I’m not worried about those at all. Colder showers help. I have been tempted. I have opened up XH sometimes, usually when I think of how frustrating everything was last year. But now, every time I’ve stopped myself. I close the browser, then put Spotify on, or watch some comedy or read, or exercise. I’m fine once I’m in that activity, and the urge has gone. I’m excited about extending my streak indefinitely.
I realised that I AM a good guy. I just stumbled when I was younger. I couldn’t be vulnerable and never opened up. But now I have equipped myself with the appropriate mental tools to avoid that stumble again.
This is a LONG story, but I hope by the time you get to this point you realise that there is a way out. I am so glad I found it. I’m sad I had to lose a marriage, a life, and a house to get here, but I look at how far I’ve come. I feel a lot lighter, if that makes sense. I’m v.2.0 of me now, and that’s great.
It’s not easy. But please, put the effort in and you will see the rewards. We can all beat this addiction.
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2020.11.14 16:32 lisapokemon Hidden school girls sex

Disclaimer: This is more of a way for me to cope with our break-up, so there is no pure intent of a specific purpose to this post.
My boyfriend and I met in February 2017 where I worked part time at Starbucks and he balanced about 2-3 jobs and also was trying to finish school. I had just gotten out of a relationship prior to meeting him, so I didn’t want anything serious, but he was in the midst of a relationship when we met, which should have been my first red flag. We started off great. We had the same sense of humour and were able to act silly around each other, but we also shared difficult times with me coping from not spending time with him as he was always at work. He attempted to adjust his schedule for work so we could spend more time together, but I felt that it still wasn’t enough and that was definitely the root for most of our problems— but the times we did spend together we’re always amazing and we always had the best of times together where I could say they were the happiest. We had lots of weekend trips to the states for football games (we live in Toronto and would go to Buffalo, NY) and even got a nexus card together to bypass the lines. We played basketball together and would take road trips to his poker tournaments where I never once minded just being near him while he did his own thing. He always ensured to me that this relationship was different from all his other ones and that we were going to spend the rest of our lives together. Fast forward to July 2020 and I made the first mistake that snowballed to the demise of our relationship. I crushed on another boy and acted on it and he found out. He didn’t overly react, but I feel that’s where he was harbouring most of his hate because afterwards, about 2 months later after a trip from Montreal, he had sex with a girl that we, my friends and coworkers, were all sure had feelings for him. He also started a day-time job as he worked a full time night job for the past few years up until September. This led to him going out more with “friends” and the hidden “girl friends” that he would always neglect to tell me about. This was the up and down roller coaster of July -October 2020 and now we finally called it quits. Granted, he wanted to call it quits a long time ago, but I always begged for him to stay until the last time he went out and lied about meeting a girl. He has an avoidant attachment style and I have an anxious attachment style and we fell victim to the vicious cycle. According to his friend, for every girl he’s dated, he was always great in the beginning, but would fall short towards the end of relationships where many fights would ensue until they were broken up. Anyway, thank you for listening to my story, and it was actually therapeutic writing all of it out and realizing that I fell for his words, but always ignored the actions that contradicted his words.
TL;DR ; I’m trying to cope with the break-up of my relationship to the man I thought I would end up marrying.
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