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I have never talked about this at length. I didn't even admit to myself i was raped until well after it happened. There are some triggering details in here, and mention of suicide, please be warned. tldr at the end
My ex boyfriend and I have been friends for like 11 years. we dated off and on for most of it and he was and is my first and only love. his best friend who he's known for like 3 years raped me on new years 2019, almost 2 years ago.
so lengthy unnecessary details aside, my ex bf (call him J) and i had been having problems and not talking for a few months and i went out that evening with some unsavory people and ended up humiliated, tripping on acid, drunk and possibly drugged, and contemplating jumping off a bridge. ( i wish i was exaggerating).
I never wanted to break up, it was his choice, and i tried to call him, because out of everyone i knew he was the only person in the world that could talk me off the edge. I couldnt get through to him and ended up calling his friends who for some reason helped me and his one friend came to pick me up and dropped me off at J's best friends house. (lets call him P) I'm so far gone i don't really know where i am, and P invites me in and was comforting me. I spent the entire time talking about J and how much i loved him and how much he hurt me. P is a little older than J and I who are both 23 at the time) and he talks and relates with me. I felt safe then. he offered my more alcohol, which i barely touched and weed which i gladly accepted.
At one point i remember i started crying and he hugged me and sorta put my head on his chest and then things start getting fuzzy. I dont know if its from being so fucked up or because of the trauma, maybe both, but it took me a while to remember much of anything.
I do remember his trying to kiss me and me pushing him away and i said "that's not right, think about J" or something to that effect. he said "he never has to know"
I did not like that. I just pushed him away as coyly as i could. started paying very intense attention to other things, like the TV, my phone, my nail beds. he stopped for a while. i contemplated leaving, but i didn't know where i was, or where i could go. i had no clue where my car was. looking back and knowing where i was now, i could have easily left but i didn't and thats why everything bothers me so much. i was scared to be alone, and no one else i knew that i could trust would answer, even my mom was out of reach at work.
I pretended to fall asleep and hope that surely, me being passed out on your couch means i'm off limits. No, as i laid there propped up on a pillow he tried to take photos down my shirt, i pretended to move in my sleep and i would see him adjust and a camera flash. i slid down so that my arms covered my chest. it was only a few minutes later while i felt him sitting next to my "sleeping" body that i felt him press something against my index finger sticking out. i peeled my eye and realized he was trying to unlock my phone with my finger print. why? no idea. maybe to see if had nudes? idk. eventually i stopped pretending to be asleep.
next i just remember him trying to touch me and my hands pulling him away i kept telling him "no" "i cant do that to joe" "please stop"
I was on one of my last days of my period and had a tampon in which he either didnt notice or didnt care, and proceeded to shove it up into my cervix. I should have gone to the hospital to get it taken out, but i stupidly didn't and had to very carefully remove it with needle nose pliers.
i cried the whole time. i cried when he fell asleep on top of me. why didn't I leave? what the fuck was wrong with me. i just remember barely passing out from exhaustion before an alarm woke him up at 9 am (maybe 2 hours of "sleep") and he got riled up again. i was just finally coming down out of everything. i didn't know how i got there. i didn't know what happened just vague flashes and like this deep deep pit in my stomach. I kept flinching and shaking and I knew something happened but i didn't know what. he asked me if i wanted to fool around before he had to go to work and i said no again, he said "well whats it matter now after last night?" and then went and did it again. i barely remember that, i do remember trying not to cry and then feeling like a computer that just shut down when i had to look at him. dissociating i think is what its called.
When he left for work i left with him walking out of his neighborhood to my dismay of realizing how close i was to home. a 45 minute walk. I ran into my mother doing with her running club on the way home, she knew something happened, i looked like a mess.
Anyway, thats what happened. I cant help but feel like he did that to force me away from J. I got to see J that next day later in the evening, i didn't know what to say about it. he had heard through his friends that i had had a mental breakdown and he reached out to me. I never told him then. i didn't even remember what happened much except for little blips and a deep feeling of dread. J and i fell out again and i was slightly relieved. If he never spoke to me again i'd never have to face what happened. No one needed to know after all. But it ate me that the man who i loved more than anything was best friends with a sicko like P.
Fast forward almost 2 years later and J called me up again. i didn't even think about this situation when I picked up his call. he said he just wanted to be in my life again and that he was sorry blah blah blah. I decided i'd keep talking to him and see what he wanted. it wasn't until a few days later that i realized if i kept talking to him i'd have to face it eventually. J and P are rooming together now, like they just moved in to an apartment 3 months ago as im typing this.
When i told J what happened I didn't mean to. I know most his new friends hate me, and when he mentioned P being one of them I snarled about how he should be afraid of me or something mildly threatening. That's not like me. J didn't seem to notice much and said something to the effect of "he's told me some bad things about you" to which i nearly snapped his head off saying "oh really well did he tell you he raped me?!" i wasn't really ready for him to react how he did. I thought he'd yell, threaten or straight up call me a liar, iw as ready for that. But he didn't. he gave me a look i've only seen him make once when he was furious someone was picking on me in hs except this was way worse.
I jerked away and had to go cool my face off in the bathroom before i threw up. When i came back he took my hand and just waited for me to talk. didn't tell him much as we were in public and i was trying desperately not to cry. but i could see the disbelief in his face. That was the last we talked about it for a while. i certainly wasn't going to bring it up.
well, we kept talking and started adding each other back on things like snapchat and instagram and yesterday my name popped up on his phone and P saw it.
P had no idea i told J already what he did. He without being prompted told J that he had had sex with me and that i should avoid me. That was P's mistake he would have been better off denying it ever happened at all because that in it of itself is majorly a problem to J who has always had trust issues. P told J it was all consensual. I told J more details of what happened when he asked. he asked why our stories dont line up and i told him "because hes a fucking liar."
I don't know whats going to happen. J is really trying and showing how he's grown and wants to try to work things out with me, and now i feel awful throwing a giant fucking wrench in his living and life situation right now. I feel so guilty and sick to my stomach everytime it gets brought up. I don't want to talk about it but J deserves to know. i already told him I can't just ignore it all now. Can someone tell me why i feel like everything is my fault? Whatever becomes of J and i is my own fault because i know weve tried so much in the past, but why do i feel like im tearing apart his life in one swing. I don't know what to do. I want to work things throuhg with J but now it means i have to deal with the fallout of my own rape that i've avoided for almost 2 years.
tldr; i just told my ex that i was raped by his roommate and his roommate is saying i'm lying. my ex believes me more but he keeps saying he needs to "get to the bottom of this" and I'm afraid hes going to leave and tell everyone i'm crazy if it turns out he suddenly doesn't believe me. I never went to the police or had a rape kit.
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This is a rant but advice and wisdom would be gladly appreciated.
My ex (23f) and I (24f) had been together for 3.5 years.
Recently, in February right before spring break, my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. This of course has changed my life in many ways. I was mean, hurtful, angry at the world. I had to take on many responsibilities and essentially fill her role. When COVID shut everything down, I was able to be with my mom. I took care of her alongside my dad who is sorry to say illiterate and somewhat selfish. So, I took majority of the responsibility when it came to literally everything. I paid the bills, I called doctors, I asked the questions, I made things happen. During this time period, my partner was told "this is a make or break situation." and would say things that were really out of place. My priority was my mother and getting things taken care of. I literally had to help my mom fill out her advance directive and ask her what she would want if she did pass with funeral proceedings. I did not have time to question the stability of my relationship. I love my ex, I love her with everything that I am but I was not a good partner through this, especially when she tried to make it about her, I had to get into therapy and start medications. My mom is my best friend and my ex always found our relationship "weird" something she pointed out the first week I was back in our house together.
Her and I became friends with her ex boyfriend. I broke off the friendship previously because he somehow hacked into my snapchat and took some nsfw pictures from my gallery. (wasn't nudes but i was feeling myself) But, I reached out because he lost his mom when he was 17 and I needed someone to connect with. I would do everything for my ex, if something happened I would find a solution. When my mom was first diagnosed, I fell far behind in my school work. I really did not have time to run to her whenever she called, I would relay on her ex boyfriend to do things for her. I somewhat forgot how manipulative and evil he is.
When my summer internship ended (need internships to graduate), I finally stopped running on adrenaline. Since February until August, I was running on fumes. I barely slept, I barely ate. My ex likes to remind me now that she took care of me, and she did this that and the other. I finally felt everything that had been going on and I shut down. When she was away at her moms, I realized that I was not happy in my relationship. We rarely had sex (she is on antidepressants that make it hard to have a sex drive) I rarely had the physical affection and intimacy that I craved. My love language is physical touch, and words of affirmation. I felt like I was not getting it from her, I told her one day that I am not receiving love in the form that I need it to feel. We both have been planning to get married when we were a bit more settled. I told her I could not marry her as she was, I need to feel love in the way that I know I am loved. After that conversation, she tried for two weeks or so then stayed distant.
She went to her moms every weekend and with COVID classes have been sometimes in class, sometimes on zoom. She had the ability to go home Wednesday and stay still Sunday. I had no problem being by myself and I had 6 classes under my belt. My mom was somewhat stable and I was handling everything from a distance. Still attending doctors appointments with her via phone call and all. I trusted my ex, I trusted her with everything that I am.
I got vertigo. I really did not know what was going on. I thought it could have been COVID or something. It hit me out of no where and she was at her moms (of course). I told her I was upset she hadn't even offered to come take care of me, I eventually popped off after she mentioned having plans. I could barely stand and I had to take care of our cat. After that, conversation which did not go well, she literally completely gave up in our relationship. I had vertigo for 2 weeks.
Throughout the rest of time we were together she acted like she wanted nothing to do with me. I had recently started group therapy along side my individual therapy, started to finally treat my ADHD with medication. I was starting to feel mentally myself again after all the stress and trauma from this year. I started to do services again (her love language is services).
She said she wasn't happy and this is what dating is about. She told me we weren't meant to be together but had not decided what she wanted to do. This was the day that I finally felt better from my vertigo and also received the news my moms cancer grew. It hurt, it hurt more than words can say. I begged her to stay. Few weeks later on the 23rd of September, I asked a mentor for advice and they told me, if she wanted to leave let her go. I told her it wasn't fair for me to wait for a decision if she wanted me or loved me. I cannot deal with this amount of stress, I was (so I thought) already at my wits end after the previous conversation. So, she broke up with me. I told her if she had the possibility todo her school at her moms then leave. I had to leave the house to calm myself and when I got back her car was packed and all the cats food. I begged her to reconsider, (I am so weak), she said we can reevaluate later. She left the next day and she did not want to talk to me. She wanted space. I was so hurt. I was literally all alone in a two bedroom house, our home we created together. I honestly did not think I would survive that hurt.
When I was finally able to leave her alone, she came back crying wanting me. I told her we need time apart (clearly). That I am down to reevaluate in December when the semester is over. Well that lasted a day then she wanted nothing to do with me. As I was hurt over her leaving me and insecure. I questioned her if was talking to someone else and everything else. It just didn't feel right.
As I mentioned previously, the ex boyfriend and I became very close through the months since February. Her and him did too. I trusted him and I don't even know why. he would consistently tell me throughout her and Is relationship how awful she is and how I deserve better. Apparently, he was doing the same to her. He helped build upon this resentment. My ex has OCD, bad. She compulsively picks her nails, pulls her hair and all the above. She claims to have ROCD (relationship obsessive compulsive disorder) and this is when a person second guesses everything about a relationship down to if they even love their partner and something is missing. She told me she had to block him because he wanted to be more than just friends and he was harassing her. I felt like an idiot because I just had him over my house. After finding this out and knowing we both were played. we decided to actually work on the relationship.
What I found out is that she has been emotionally cheating on me, on my birthday through a temporary tumblr account that her ex bf made. I am crying as I type this because her and I have been doing this back and forth since we were in high school. I love her so much, I wanted to marry her, I wanted to have children with her, and she told someone else that she loved them. I was and still am beyond hurt. Its almost been a week since I found out, we were doing really good before I knew.
She has been very dismissive towards how I feel since I found out, she asked me to move on and forget about it. That she was not in the right headspace and she was going through it. (ha same but I did not give up on her). She is very dismissive over the ordeal as she does have him blocked on everything, he tried to reach out on different messaging apps previously and she threatened to call the police. She reached out to his family as well. I know they don't have contact. I know he is literally crazy as he talked about damaging her car and hurting her. I know he is manipulative. I can see how she could have fell into the idea of him being a better partner. I just don't understand, I love her, I have never not loved her the whole 8 years we have been doing this. She tried to make it seem that this wasn't that big of a deal but what she said to him in the ONE screenshot her ex sent me, is way too in depth to be just a one time thing. It was built upon. Obviously her ex and I are not friends anymore but he deliberately fooled me as well. During the whole process, he lied and manipulated me as well. He would fuel the ugly side of me, played on my jealously and my heartache to make me pop on her. Pointed out things that she did in high school that she could be doing now. It hurt so bad because I was being played by both parties. I asked her many times if anything was going on with him. They both acted like I was fucking crazy. He even told me he had a crush on me!
I am so hurt, I am so lost. I don't know what to do. I don't want to give up on her. Its clear he manipulated her but was her love for me that weak or does she really have ROCD? When is enough, enough. I am still trying to work out my emotions and I am still talking to her. We had plans to hang out on Wednesday and I was still open to seeing her. She was busy in the evening, I invited her over (we both moved back to our parents as we are done with school) to hang out maybe help me go through my million of t-shirts but she said she thinks people hate her here so no and she was uncomfortable. I told her I could come over later in the evening around 8 and she said she had a thing. I was having a good day Wednesday, especially after knowing I have been cheated on and I am still able to function. I am back with my momma and I have been getting my room in order. I then see on one of her close friends that I have has a friend on snapchat, post a picture of them both out drinking at the time where I asked to hang out.
I swear, I felt like my heart broke for the umpteenth time. I messaged her told her it hurt and said she wasn't dealing with it. I finally was able to talk to her last night and I asked her if she wanted me to give up and walk away. Clearly, I need to be told by her in order for me to not pursue. She said no, she wants me and I told her then why doesn't she act like it? I told her how much this whole situation hurt and she said I DON'T CARE. that she has bigger things to worry about and I know her actions keep telling me to walk away. I am a "simp" I suppose. She finally understood where I was coming from and said she would try harder. I am still not doing well today. I somewhat asked for advice from my mom without revealing that she cheated as I do not want to stress out my mom more than she already is with her cancer, work, life and everything else under the sun. It didn't get further than only I know and will do what I want regardless what she says (she is right).

I told my ex this is her last chance. We are not together but trying to fix things as she feels we are not ready to be in a relationship just yet. I cannot feel like this again, I deserve better. If it doesn't work out, I am walking. How do you give up when you have literally put everything into one glass for almost a decade? I cannot imagine how others on this page feel. I feel almost numb, and my adrenaline is consistently running. She wants to work things out, she has tried to somewhat communicate today. I sent her a few links to some resources I found here on how to help your partner cope even if they don't want to get back together.

am I just a fool or what?
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2020.11.26 10:07 blacka00 My best friends mom nude

EDIT: I’m sorry this post is so long I really had to get a lot off my chest right now. I tried to only bring up things I thought relevant. Thing also got messy at the end sorry for that too.
I’m 21 male and I’ve known I’ve had a problem for many years. I also have a very addictive personality and have a past of substance addiction. I also quit heroin this year, a bit past 6 months clean. I have no one to thank more for this than my girl friend who saved my life the night I stopped as I overdosed and was dead for maybe 5 minutes or more.
I started masturbating in probably the first or second grade. I think it very quickly became a heavy habit. I think I started watching porn around third or fourth grade. For a few years it was probably normal even though I was very young, but after a time it definitely became obsessive.
In my early teens I started to watch porn less often and focus on photos. At some point it even got to where I’d focus on certain people for short times and I’d use my imagination often. This became more prevalent and more obsessive and I started to develop a heavy shame towards it. I became very compulsive and It has caused problems and has ended relationships with friends. I had a friend who was very abusive and and manipulative, we had been friends for years and at some point we were like brothers. We both used drugs together daily and the manipulation became so heavy I began to hate him. To sum it up he was logged into social media on my phone and I was caught with pictures of his girlfriends nudes. And we haven’t talked except 2 or 3 times in the past 2 years or so.
I’m finished giving a bit of background. I know it was quite long but I could probably go on much longer about how my addiction developed and hurt my relationships and mental health. I’m going to get to the point now.
I met my girlfriend almost a year ago now and I’d fallen in love with her so fast. I was very deep in my addiction to heroin at the time and within a month of meeting her I took myself to detox on New Year’s Eve. We had only been dating a few weeks at that point. She supported me so much through that and has changed my life so much over the past year. I’ve never loved someone so much. She has problems with being insecure about her body. I always try to support her when she’s feeling this way and I tell her how much I love hat and how beautiful I think she is. She moved in with me and my family this year due to COVID. She worked at the air port and her parents have young children at home so they asked if she could stay with me. We both lost or jobs not too far apart from each other. Soon after I happy my overdose and quit heroin again after a few small relapses. And more recently my family (mom sis me and gf) had taken in my nephew so it’s been pretty stressful lately. Now we both have jobs again and work full time still living together.
I’ve been on Reddit a lot to watch porn this year. In the beginning of my relationship I didn’t really watch porn or any thing because I was so deep into my girlfriend (plus I didn’t cum for 2-3 months because of heroin). After a few months I start led to get back into porn it was slow at first and not really a big deal at the time. Since then though it’s become compulsive again and it’s gotten to more extreme levels. I was using Reddit for porn for a while probably starting some time around summer. Through Reddit I saw a lot of only fans promo etc., last week I went too far and actually made an only fans account and started subscribing a few girls I saw in Reddit. Even worse I did it on our 11 month anniversary after work. Tonight she found out and she’s so hurt I feel so horrible. She knows when I started and I even asked to borrow money through cashapp because I didn’t have money on my card today and made another purchase. I woke up a few hours ago to her on my phone. She was so upset and I know I’ve really damaged if not destroyed the trust in our relationship and her self image. I’m now having to really confront my addiction and I really hope she’ll stay with me through this. I’m so scared of losing her. She’s really the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I can’t imagine losing her. I know I’ve really hurt our relationship and I want to do any thing I can to repair it and overcome my addiction. Another thing is I me and her have talked about her making an only fans and I wasn’t supportive of it, the thought of it hurt me and I can also get jealous. And that is also another thing that’s really fucked up im so hypocritical for having started on only fans.
I’d really like to hear advice from this community on how to work on the addiction aspect and also how to talk about it with my girlfriend. I’ve admitted to her that I have problem now and I hope we can work through this together. I would really appreciate any advise or support from you guys. Thanks for reading this far and sorry everything bus kind of jam packed in here especially this last part.
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2020.11.26 07:39 Anch0-Chili I can’t get over my depression (please help)

some context: (this might be a bit long sorry) this last summer was crazy for me. I had a best friend that I would hang out with almost every weekend. we’ll call him teddy. once COVID started I didn’t see him for a few months, so I went to spend the weekend at his house. we would hang out and play video games all day pretty much and then at night I would hang out with his older sister. we’ll call her hannah. I went into her room and we would watch shows and stuff until we went to bed. the next weekend I came back to his house and repeated the same activities such as playing video games with teddy, and at night watching a movie with hannah. this time halfway through the movie we started cuddling. my heart was fucking racing and I didn’t know what to do because something like that has never happened to me.
I end up making out with my first girl that night. these next few months were the weirdest in my life. her parents unfortunately found out about me being In her room and us doing stuff so I was kinda banned from being at his house at the same time as she was. we were however allowed to go to the beach together, so we went to the beach. my parents drove me there and also unfortunately witnessed her on top of me while we were making out. my dad actually screamed “STOP WRESTLING” from across the beach. they were actually pretty cool about it in general but it was super embarrassing to her. anyways I’m getting sidetracked.
At some point hannah started being really weird and wouldn’t text me back and was being passive aggressive which really weirded me out because she’s usually so sweet. (I learned she was dealing with terrible emotional trauma and depression and was trying to get rid of me by trying to make me hate her)I wouldn’t sleep for days because of this. the only thing that helped me get through this was video games. I sat up playing destiny 2 for about 48 hours straight without eating or drinking. this hurt so bad because I was so attached to her and didn’t want her to go. the only thing I felt was guilt for something I wasn’t aware of / didn’t do. we ended up breaking up and I cried myself to sleep for weeks after that. I couldn’t do anything and I only felt sad. it hurt so much. I still talked to her about it throughout feeling terrible. it’s been six months and I have moved away from California and to Washington (she lives in California) and i flew back to San Francisco just to see them for a week and also meet up with a girl who ended up cheating on me. it was actually great I had a lot of fun except we broke a lot of teddy’s moms rules and we also got caught smoking weed. teddy actually ended up bending the truth and being a pussy in general on top of throwing me under the bus for no reason.
I also had met this girl at some point and we had exchanged nudes. I was very excited about this so I immediately texted all my friends and for some reason teddy fucking asked me for the pics. idk why but I said yes. and now that’s hes telling on me about shit and not being a good friend he I told someone to kick his ass to teach him a lesson. (He was on the gc when I said that) from here he threatened to leak my nudes to gc which he recently added his older sister hannah to. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. so my ex girlfriend and some of my still close friends have seen me naked which just makes me want to barf. I don’t talk to teddy anymore for obvious reasons. Except his sister Hannah won’t talk to me either because of this. I have no one. I lost all of my close friends. I have barely anyone to go to when I need help. hannah was the coolest nicest person I had ever met and she understood me so well and I couldn’t ask for anyone better than her and I have lost her. what do I do. I still love her so much. and she looks like she’s enjoying her life and it makes me happy and so sad the same time. how do I get through this? please help me.
TL:DR I lost all my friends and I’m very depressed.
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2020.11.26 03:45 yazjf My best friends mom nude

I’m gonna do my best to explain this as well as possible. The story is long so please check TLDR if you’re not interested.
I’m born and raised somewhere in Europe (country A) Every summer, my cousin gives road trips in my native country in the middle east (country B) with people from country A. When I was 16 my mom, sister & I went on vacation to country B and my mom said we should join our cousin on the trip (summer 2016). We have been a lot on vacation to country B but haven’t really seen a lot of it (other than just hanging out with family).
So there was this woman there with us, that my cousin knew from his academy. Super hot Milf. Married and has two kids (now 13&15). So I was a virgin at the time, really into her and fantasizing about having sex with her. Something that was impossible and more like an imagination, could be influenced because of porn too.
So going back home I got in a relationship with my then classmate, lost my virginity days before my 17th birthday (2017) and broke up after a couple of months.
After the trip (2016) we had a little reunion with the whole group (from the trip) but didn’t stay in touch anymore. The Milf still texted me at times tho. I’m like 18 at this point and she wants to get some drinks to catch up. (She was the first one asking to physically meet up)
So forward to fall 2018. I was hanging with my friends. I checked my phone and saw a text from her asking me how it’s going. Haven’t seen her since the reunion so being drunk and also just not caring anymore I sent her this:
“Hi, after a long time I think I’m finally brave enough to say that I want to have sex with you. You’ll probably find this insulting or rude because you are married, but you are beautiful and I thought it was better to be honest and share it with you.”
She didn’t find it rude and said she was interested too. We got less in touch tho so I thought she lied but I accepted it. Then after a couple of days she texted me and began flirting again. She has sent me multiple teasing pictures (nothing nude). I was just scared to do anything with a married woman.
It’s now 2020. A couple of weeks ago she got divorced. Her marriage was going bad (not related to me). I still haven’t seen her and we only text like once a week. Thing is, in the beginning she admitted it was wrong but said she wanted it. We still want to meet but it just doesn’t happen. We don’t make concrete plans. For example it goed like: “Yeah I’m free next Friday, what about you.” I understand she’s really stressed and busy because of her divorce, finding a new home and deciding what to do with her kids. So I just don’t want to mess it up by putting pressure or coming over like this freak. We haven’t talked about meeting up for some days now and our texts are just asking how everything’s going.
It’s now been 4 years. I don’t have any feelings for her and she knows it. I do really want to do this since I was fucking 16. It’s right there...
Something I want to add:
I know I’m very attractive (don’t mean to sound like a dick) and could get laid if I wanted too. Problem is, I don’t talk to strangers/girls. I’m very awkward with people I don’t know and I’m not interested in the Tinder-life. I don’t like the idea of lowering my standards, go to bars to flirt with girls (that I don’t know) just with the goal to get laid. Big reason I don’t go out anymore. Sorry but I’m not attracted to the girls I see at these places. Apart from being in a relationship, there aren’t other ways to get laid here. This partly explains why I haven’t had sex since my last relationship (the one I lost my virginity with).
I started Uni this year (it’s in another city). I’m meeting new people and want to get in the game again, but I don’t feel confident anymore. Probably because I’ve lived like a homebody the past 2 years lol.
I have an extreme high sex drive and am horny 24/7. This Milf is like the perfect opportunity for me to get laid regularly. Apart from that, it gives me some sexual experience and hopefully will boost my confidence a bit up again.
I just don’t know what to do with her? It’s been 2 years since my confession and besides some texts and photo’s nothing has happened. Would love to get some advice!
Sorry if the story is confusing, English is not my first language and this shit has been going on for so long now.
TLDNR
Went on a trip with a big group and one person was a hot married Milf. After staying in touch online for 2 years I texted her saying I want to have sex with her. She was and still is interested. It’s now been 2 years since my confession and we still haven’t met. Our issue is we don’t make concrete plans. She’s now divorced so her life is very busy atm. I don’t know what to do. Don’t want to seem like a freak and mess it up by putting pressure on her. We still flirt but because of her situation I’m not even sure if she still wants to have sex. Any advice you could give would be much appreciated.
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2020.11.24 10:26 coolcamels My friends mom best nude

The bus was pretty hectic, as I think most busses were. I remember I used to sit by myself on the bus, or sometimes I’d sit by maybe one or two of the other guys I would hangout with when I was around 8. We traded Pokemon cards, and talked about everything Pokemon-related.
This wasn’t often, though, and most times I sat on the bus by myself, and I’d lean my cheek against the cool window and look outside-- zoning out the loud shouting from the front to the back of the bus.
I remember avoiding the back of the bus, because if I went back there, they’d find some reason to mess with me-- whether it was for being a girl who liked to collect Pokemon cards, or if it were for the big yellow spots on my two front teeth. They weren’t very creative kids, so the worst nickname they could come up with for me was, “spots.”
I left church again for a few weeks, and stopped talking to him.
I want to fall in love so bad, and to have my own kids, and to have a good job that I love. I want to not have to be embarrassed anymore about the way I look, and I can’t even get plastic surgery because people would still be cruel to me for that, and there’s no way my family would support me doing that, and my family means a lot to me. I don’t like talking to people about it, because I know people make fun of the people who are open about how lonely they are, or how they want to find someone they can love. I don’t want people to look at me like they look at those people-- I don’t want to seem like I’m desperate. But then when I do talk to people about it, all they can tell me is, “You’re not ugly!” or “You don’t need a boyfriend to be happy,” but it honestly doesn’t matter what they say, because at the end of the day I’ll still know how ugly and weird I am, and how no guy is going to be attracted to me.
It’s funny, because people say that personality is what counts, and I don’t want to sound stuck-up or anything, but I consider myself a pretty decent person? Like, I work really hard to be there for my friends when they need me, or to listen when they need me to, and I always try to wave at people and make them feel like they matter. I talk to everyone as if they’re a close friend that I care deeply about, and I make sure they know how much they’re appreciated. I try not to talk about my problems unless they ask, because I’m afraid people will assume I’m an attention-seeker or annoying for talking about it.
I have plenty of guy friends, but obviously me being a good person, or an interesting person (I intentionally try to have a lot of interests and hobbies so that I can connect with more people,) doesn’t mean anything (in terms of dating me) since I’m not pretty or even moderately attractive.
Nothing is going to change. I’ve been praying to “get prettier” as I get older, but once you’re around my age, you’ve kind of surpassed your peak in attractiveness (at least for girls,) and I’d rather die than have to feel this way for the rest of my life. I’d hate to spend my entire life thinking, “Oh! Maybe I’ll find someone next year!” for it to just never happen. I know so many amazing women who have amazing personalities, who are from their late 20s to late 50s and they still get depressed because they can’t find anyone, and I don’t want to grow old and alone and depressed. I don’t want to die, but it’s better than crying myself to sleep every night for the next 50+ years over how depressed and alone I am.
I’m probably going to start setting aside a savings account for my parents and putting in money for my funeral so that they can afford it when I do kill myself.
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2020.11.23 11:50 Marshmello03 My best friends mom nude

Hi🙂 I’m new here. I’m really struggling with feeling okay about myself. I don’t have either parent because of jail and mental illness, but I live with a grandparent who seems to not want me here. I’ve always hated myself had my body ever since my mom left when I was 5 and it’s only gotten worse since then. Ive been bullied for my looks and my personality since preschool.
I’ve been on and off anti anxiety and anti depressant meds since I was twelve, however I stopped taking them(with doctors approval) after i tried to take my own life almost a year ago. Not sure if that because of me having a bad reaction to a the medication or life struggles or both. But anyway, I was put in inpatient for 6 days after that, then sent home to be grounded and isolated because of it. She’s only gotten meaner since then. She calls me fat and retarded all the time, and she’s always called me names, but these hit harder. I know I only weight 120 pounds, however only a few weeks ago I only weighed 105.
And rationally I know I’m not fat, but I can’t help feeling like it since she calls me it. I went to a boarding school where I used to get called names and punched and thrown at walls (yes you heard that right) and stuff by classmates, and called anorexic and told I have no body. I pretended to develop a thick skin and get tougher and meaner so they’d stop, because to them I was this innocent little porcelain doll for them to shatter. And shatter they did. But I pretended that I built myself back better, that it didn’t hurt me. They pretended to stop bullying me, but instead they just did it in covert ways, like backhanded compliments or telling me that they don’t want to associate with “someone like me” , things like that. I pretended that I was better and I even fooled myself for a bit. I built my walls up high and let no one in. I pretended to be confident. That was until 9th grade. I was 14 or 15 and he was 17 or 18. Then I got overconfident (or thought I was) and I got involved with a senior. It was just “”innocent”” flirting at first, but he quickly wanted it to be something more. I acted like I did too. He taught me things i shouldn’t know to this day. I THOUGHT it was all consensual (even tho my gramma told me other wise), then one day, he told me I “owed” him and made me do stuff with him. That brought my “confidence” crashing down and the walls went flying back up.
Shortly after, that I meant my current boyfriend and he had gone through something similar with my ex best friend (yes I know trauma bonding), and we immediately clicked and started dating. He helped me slowly bring down those walls one brick at a time and I love him for it.
But A while after we started dating, an adult man befriended me and almost immediately turned it sexual. I didn’t tell him no at first for some reason. But eventually I did, and he’d start crying and telling me he was gonna kill himself because of me, or he’d self harm and blame me. Then he’d nearly force me to send him nudes, with threat of blackmailIng me if I didn’t. This was obviously wayyy to much for me so I started ignoring him but didn’t block him because I didn’t want to be mean. He kept doing it and eventually i forced him to delete them (as in he screen record himself double deleting them)and told him fuck himself and blocked him. I’ve only told two people this, not my gramma or my current bf (Who is amazing but I can’t bear what that would do to him mentally).
I’ve pretended I’m okay yet again and my gramma keeps telling me how “happy” I am this year. I only look happy because I’m wearing a mask (no pun intended), but I’m shattering allll over again inside. I never realized how much that effected me until now. Then COVID happened and I’m failing ALL my classes bc my house isn’t a good environment for virtual school, and recently my gramma threatened to kick me out and lifted me by my shirt and screamed at me for not giving her the iced donuts she wanted (she (said she) bought them for me for my bday btw), and this has been heavy on my mind as well. I tried to text my best friend about this but then backed out but somehow she knew I was in danger and called the cops to my house (it was a bit extreme but I understand her reasoning), but I was at work so I couldn’t tell them anything and my gramma simply convinced them to leave. She’s all i have so in a way I’m glad she didn’t get in trouble, but in another way I’m upset because I could’ve said something. But because of all of this, my walls are coming back up violently again and my boyfriend noticed the difference in how I act, how I barely text back like I used to, how I refuse anything romantic from him and don’t let anyone touch me. He’s trying to give me space because he knows theres something going on, but I can tell it’s hurting him, badly. I’ve never been this closed off (with him) before, he’s used to me being his oh so sweet but never innocent girlfriend, not this mean emotionally unavailable bitch. He calls me beautiful and perfect and stuff and I can’t accept it. And even tho me and my gramma have a strained relationship, I’m guilty of a lot of the “straining”. And it’s reallyyy hurting her so she’s lashing out. I’m spiraling and hurting everyone in the process. I don’t know how to stop it. I’m hurting myself worse than I’m already hurt. I’m becoming like what the people who hurt me are/were. I want to be better but It’s not working so far.
If you read this far thank you so much☹️🥲 this was really cathartic for me bc I’m never really this open. Anyway my questions are how do I learn to love myself more when I’ve grown up in hate and spite and chaos?
And how do I prevent myself from turning into my abusers?
Any advice on life would be appreciated too❤️
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2020.11.20 17:34 eminva02 My best friends mom nude

You can read my post history for the background. Trigger warning: child pornography and predatory behavior towards children.
I have CPTSD from childhood trauma. My mother died when I was 13, and it only added to my significant abandonment issues. After my mother died, I felt abandoned by whole communities and families.
I never wanted my child to be alone like that. I verbalized to my brothers and friends and family that the best thing they could ever do for me is be there for my kid if I couldn't. I told them that the best way to love me, was to love my kid more. If someone said they owed me, I told them to pay it back to my kid when I'm gone.
When I met my husband, he presented as so normal. His family was impressive. His parents still being together was enough to enamor me. His mom had written books about how God had saved her from a bad home life and rewarded her with a beautiful family. They had four children. All perfectly blonde. All homeschooled and grown into, outwardly, beautiful adults. As my relationship with my husband grew , I began to day dream about his parents loving me like one of their own and being accepted into the fold. I was naive, and believed a mother-in-law was my last chance at having a mother.
When I got pregnant, I thought my child was beyond blessed to have such wonderful grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins. Damn, I was so stupid. They are none of that. Not one single one of them.
My husband is no longer in the picture. He made a very sudden exit when I discovered a video from a hidden camera, taken in our bathroom of my 14 year old niece, nude. He left for work one morning, last January, and never got to come back again. I called the police immediately, because I knew if he came home I would kill him and I didn't want that for LO. There is a protective order keeping is him from us. My child has not seen him since. This week he pled guilty to 8 felonies ( I'm a little scatterbrained atm, that number could be off by +/-1) related to the production and pocession of child pornography.
My(adoptive) father died this June after being ravaged by ALS. I am struggling to find my footing as a single parent. My husband was the sole support of our family and cut me off financially when he had to leave. My kid and I are grieving. We have both lost so much. I drag through everyday, but I get her through virtual school and homework. I read with her and I hold her. I answer her questions as honestly and as gingerly as possible. I don't give her extra details or keep her apprised of the day to day drama. We are both in therapy. Us being ok is my focus right now.
But.... I had hoped to maintain relationships with my husband's family for my kid. In the course of our marriage my husband stopped having relationships with his siblings. I begged him to fix it for LO. He said his siblings were horrible people and he couldn't tolerate them anymore. We would see his parents, but his mother blamed me for her kids not having relationships and became more and more toxic. I avoided her for a full year before I caught him.
I've tried to talk to my in-laws since my husband left our home (he is currently on house arrest at his parents house). They are insensitive and demanding. All I want is common courtesy. You can't have access to my child of you can't even speak to me appropriately? His sisters have taken turns being vile. All I have asked is for space to heal and we can work out relationships after the criminal process is concluded.
I am very shut down and not on social media, right now. There is a very small number of people I respond to messages from. I am drained. There are members of my own family I don't have the energy to talk to. His one sister sent me all types of messages on facebook. I never answered and my silence spurred her to insanity. She sent me all these messages about how she just wanted to give LO presents(they have my address/ LO gets anything that is sent ). She said lots about my character and how I should've just cooperated with my husband and I wouldn't be so worried about money. She wants me to ignore the protective order. I've ignored her.
But now I want to reach back out to his other (slightly saner) sister.... Why? Because I want them to understand that I'm not trying to withhold my child. I am trying to keep her out of the fray. I am trying to help her heal. Intellectually, I know they will just drag me through the mud some more. But I can't help wanting my kid to have her grandparents. My Dad is gone. How much more can a little heart lose?
I just don't understand why I can't let them go. They are hateful and toxic. They are not the type of people that I want in LOs life. So why do I care? Why do I cling to who I wanted them to be? Why can't I just accept that my kid doesn't get that biological family? I know we can build our own, so why can't I move on?
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